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A First Time For Everything	By : MiztikalDragon Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Rin > Sessh?maru/Rin Views: 18537 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Diclaimer: Why must I keep stating the obvious? We all know I do not own anything here, besides the endless rambling of a poor woman... If I owned, nobody would have loved it as much :)

Wow, this one hit me pretty fast. Took a break to finish the book I was reading, then started back on my current short and as I was scrolling through songs it hit me like a ton of bricks. I know the original singers of this song are "the Beatles" but I love this rendition so much better. :) I for some reason like their songs when sung by someone else... Like in the movie/musical "Sergant Pepper's Lonely Heart's Club Band". My ALL TIME favorite movie... Steve Martin was hilarious! ANYWAY! Here you go, giggle my pretties!

This is a companion piece to "Kalimba" :) You'll see

"I Wanna Hold Your Hand" --Across the Universe Soundtrack

He was fighting with himself again. Arguing with himself mentally over the man he had been and the man he found himself becoming. It was a pointless fight, one that he would lose in the end--any silly way he looked at it. There were emotions he did not want himself to feel creeping in through the cracks of his composure and taking residence in the one place that had been untouched since his childhood---his heart. These emotions did not belong there, and he had done his best to evict them from his person--did everything he’d been taught growing up. It all blew up in his face, leaving him even more of a slave to this weakness growing in him.

Fear had been useless, intimidation fell disappointedly short and his rage--well, that had met its equal in a creature so small and fragile that it made him falter in his confident, cocky steps. Those blue eyes did not fight fairly. Not when it came to him and for the briefest of moments he hated them for entangling him so thoroughly. Never before had he come upon an enemy to which could control him, have him obeying like some mangy mongrel. But then again, she was not his enemy, not really. Rin, the name filled him with strange feelings. More than he was able to control and it frightened and thrilled him all at the same time.

His father once claimed destiny (or fate) were tricky little things and they loved irony like a demon loved a good hunt. The understanding was no longer a stranger to him and as much as he hated the very idea, he knew his father was right. "Sesshomaru I’m home!"

Her voice was music to his ears and with it, she brought panic and warmth to his chest. When he had taken her into his home as a toddler, it had been purely on a curious whim and now that she had grown into a beautiful young woman, part of him was regretting his irrational behavior of his earlier years. If he had simply kept going, just ignored the cries of a scared human toddler, he could have lived his life without the knowledge he had now. He could have lived without the feelings he was unable to get rid of.

Blue eyes stared at him, he felt their curious gaze on his back and he bit back the urge to pull her into his arms and savior her scent. He was a powerful demon for goodness sake! Not a lovesick fool and he needed to get a hold of himself. His control was steadily slipping and he did not know how much longer he could keep her safe. Not only from the other demons that would harm her, but from his desires for her as well.

"Sesshomaru?" She asked hesitantly from the doorway, the lilt of her slight lisp sending chills up his spine.

She may have been nineteen in human years, a child to his kind, but it did not stop the less than pure thoughts from playing in the back of his mind. He wondered how her lips would taste, her throat or her breasts. Would she welcome him eagerly? Arch into his touch, her voice low and husky with pleasure as she begged him for body mercy and for more of him in the same breath? It was maddening and he forced those inappropriate thoughts from his mind as she called his name again, her body coming into his view as she came across his desk, her hip resting on the edge as it always did.

Rin made him feel as if he were starving and he barely contained the rampaging need growing just short of his abdomen. She was his daughter! "Y-yes Rin?"

Aggravated with himself, Sesshomaru allowed his calm mask to drop as he sighed heavily, his aching fingers rubbing the bridge of his nose tiredly. Just trying to keep himself in order was exhausting, almost too exhausting and he had half a mind to take up drinking like his father did. Then again, by picking up the bad habit of drunkenness, Sesshomaru might as well give up and admit defeat. After all, once his father started drinking was also around the time his parents went their separate ways. Oh how the mighty had fallen, and when Sesshomaru’s mother found out not long later that her ex-husband shacked up with some human "whore", Sesshomaru had been introduced thoroughly to hated and bitterness of female persuasion and even more so still when his half-brother was born not even five years later.

"Are you okay?" Rin asked softly, her eyes were intelligent, observant and he silently praised her. He had not raised a fool.

"I am," he put down the pen in his hand before he broke it. His nose was a little sensitive to large quantities of the vile liquid within and the last thing he wanted to do was add nausea to the ever growing list of things wrong with him. "How was your day?"

Her face dropped, not believing his lie. He had taught her to detect the truth as well, but she smiled anyway.

"Sucky---Kohaku told me that I was a bad influence and doesn’t want to hang out with me anymore." amusement filled him, his eyebrows raising curiously as she continued to rand about the human boy. "But I think that he’s more afraid of you. I mean come on! It wasn’t like you threatened to ‘grind his bones to make his bread’, you only looked at him and I thought Kohaku was going to wet himself... The baby."

"He was smart to be afraid Rin," he said rising to his feet and motioning Rin to follow him. "He was raised to be a demon slayer, by other demon slayers and as such, knows when he is outmatched. Fear can be a good thing."

Rin gave him an un lady like snort from behind him and he felt his chest tighten. "Pfft! Yeah right! He flips out over the tiniest of things. I mean take Jaken for an example-- I have in intsy-wintsy, teeny weenie finger-paint war in his study with Kohaku and the boy was almost in tears. Like the toad could really hurt anyone! I swear, humans are stupid."

Sunshine and a cool breeze greeted him as he stopped outside. Her scent wrapped around him while in his study, strangling and seducing him and he needed fresh air without hurting her feelings. It was the only thing that made him feel shame anymore whether or not he was wrong (which he seldom was).

"Rin," he interrupted her curtly, his amber eyes glancing back at her. "May I remind you that you are human as well?"

"Well, I’m different." She was stubborn--something she learned from InuYasha and it was both a curse and a blessing in disguise.

"Care to clarify?" He turned his gaze to the land surrounding his home. The thick trees camouflaged the modest five bedroom house, keeping prying eyes where they should be. Elsewhere.

"Because," he could hear the embarrassment in her voice as she struggled for the right words to say.

He was graced with her silence momentarily, his sensitive ears listening to the wildlife around them. Rin was young and she still had a lot to learn, that was for certain and he wanted to be the one to teach her the unknown. He wanted her to be at his side for the rest of his life; however long it would be and he felt the urge to sigh at both of their antics, but he refrained. Barely.

"Because," she whispered suddenly at his side, her small hand slipping into his own and squeezing gently. "I’m your human."

Those words scared him and yet warmed him. They were not said as a girl-child speaking of a parental figure, but the hopeful tone of a woman. They mirrored what he harbored inside of him, a desperate need to be claimed, to be acknowledged by the ones they cared about and he felt something slip away from him. She would destroy him, his beautiful Rin and he was going to let her.

E/N: I've been reading too much Sherilyn Kenyon lately it's affecting my brain... You guys love it, but I'm a puddle of smutty-mush! More to come... GO ASH! lol
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