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Rise Of The Shikon Miko	By : golden_eyes_hypnotize Category: InuYasha AU/AR > Het - Male/Female Views: 2628 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Chapter 33

The next morning, Kagome awoke cuddled against a sleeping daiyoukai, her head on his shoulder. A glittering in the morning light streaming in through the large windows caught her eye and she moved her head to see what it was. It was with a look of wonder that she took in her first sight of the new ring on her finger. She lifted her fingers to get a better look. In the center was a flawlessly clear, princess cut, pink diamond, weighing what had to be two carats. It was surrounded by a rounded square of small white diamonds and the platinum band that forked into two small lines of nested diamonds on each side to hold the setting. It was the most exquisite thing she’d ever seen and didn’t doubt its worth was far more than she could guess.

She was touched more by the gesture. She had agreed to the courtship with full belief that a human marriage ceremony wasn’t even something he would think of and she wasn’t going to make him uncomfortable by bringing it up. He had truly amazed her last night with his thoughtfulness.

That settled it. She didn’t know why he had yet to fill her with his hardness, but she wasn’t letting him get away with it any longer. They were intended to mate, they were engaged to be married, and she, at least, was in love. There was no possible reason why they weren’t having intercourse and she was dying for him.

She lowered her eyes to the tent his morning erection made in the sheets. She was a little afraid because of his size compared to hers, but if it was truly a problem, her gynecologist had already talked to her about surgery to correct it when the issue had come up in the past.

Determined, she lowered the sheets and slowly rose to straddle his prone form. She couldn’t wait to see the look on his face when he woke up to feel himself inside of her. She grabbed him and slid the tip front and back in her wetness before lining him up with her tight entrance. She took a big breath and closed her eyes and was just about to lower herself on him, impaling herself, when clawed hands grabbed her own, stretching them above her head, and flipped her over on her back, straddling her and reversing their positions.

Crimson-tinged eyes bore into hers as he let out a loud warning growl. She did little more than stare up at him in confusion, her lips parted and brow gently furrowed. “No,” he growled down at her.

“Why not? Why won’t you have sex with me? Why do we do everything else in the world but this?” Her insecurity was taking over and she feared his answer.

He blinked, regaining control over his beast, and said simply, “You are not ready.”

‘What?’ She just looked at him, hoping he would elaborate, but when he didn’t, she asked, “What does that mean? I’m ready. I’ve been ready for months, Sesshoumaru. Since I accepted your proposal of courtship.”

“You are not ready.”

Her sexual frustration and insecurities had reached their limits. “What the hell kind of answer is that? I. Am. Ready. I want your hard cock thrusting inside me, filling me with your cum. Now. I have agreed to be your mate. I have agreed to be your wife. What is stopping you?”

He was not about to admit his weaknesses and thus the reasons why they had to wait to both consummate and mate. He had made a decision and he would not alter his course. Instead, he had a perfectly good excuse prepared. “Kagome, you have not thought this through. As you must be aware, because of your father, your vagina is filled with scar tissue. Scar tissue contracts over time, so your sheath is smaller than an adult woman’s should be. You are tight as a vice around two of my fingers. You have seen and felt my length and girth. Do you really think you could accommodate me without pain or damage to you? And you know we are only beginning to introduce you to light, sensual pain without tears and retreating into yourself. This would be no light pain.” He purposely left out the facts that he could easily use his poison to painlessly remove the main line of scar tissue or that as soon as his youki was in her system during their mating, she would be completely healed of all of her scars.

“But I want you. And there is surgery I could have done. I talked about it before with my doctor and it could be done in a quick procedure. I could call her today and schedule it if you’re really concerned that you won’t be able to fit.”

“No. There will be no surgery. You are not ready.”

Her anger creased her face and flushed her red. “It sounds like you’re the one that’s not ready. You don’t want me how I am but when I offer to get it fixed, you say no. How else am I not ready? It’s the weight, isn’t it? You don’t want to have sex with me while I’m heavy.”

“Kagome, that is nonsense. We give and receive pleasure all the time. Clearly this Sesshoumaru has no problem becoming aroused by you or your form as it is now, and neither was it a problem three months ago when you were 70lbs heavier. Likewise, I will still desire you when you are at a healthy weight.”

“Whatever. Just don’t you dare put this on me. I’m ready; you’re the one with issues. So when do you think you will be ready?”

“It is you. You will be ready when you are ready.”

She screamed in frustration. “Well what about a date for our mating? Everyone keeps asking me and you know what, I would really like to know the answer to that, too.”

“Not until you are ready.”

She pushed and kicked out from under him and he let her. She was raging about stupid, high-handed, arrogant dogs who had lived centuries and still hadn’t learned to communicate or not to keep secrets as she rolled off the bed and stormed off to the bathroom.

He watched her go with a sigh. He just couldn’t tell her, but it was for the best. She would understand.

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For once, Kagome was out of the shower and dressed before Sesshoumaru. She had taken her ring off to shower and had purposely not put it back on, instead putting it in its box on Sesshoumaru’s nightstand. Until he could tell her what the hell was going on in his mind and give her a date for their mating, she wasn’t putting it back on and she wasn’t letting him touch her. If he couldn’t talk to her, there was no connection on which to share pleasure or comfort with each other and if he couldn’t see that, he was the cold, self-important bastard she had originally been told he was.

She gobbled down her traditional breakfast of hard boiled eggs, grilled salmon and miso soup before heading outside to her new clearing to toss her ball of energy and await Kaede, doing her best to avoid Sesshoumaru.

For his part, Sesshoumaru was letting her have her space. He knew when she finally brought this subject up that she would not be happy with his answer, but she would certainly calm down—she always did—and wait at least semi-patiently for that time when he could give her a different answer, which was still a long way off. He didn’t imagine he would be able to mate her until after they defeated Naraku. The culmination of honing her spiritual and physical powers and trying them successfully against the evil hanyou would ensure she would never doubt her worth again. He could be patient. It was killing him to deny his raging instincts to be with her fully, but it was for her own good. She would surely see that when the time came.

When his father and Kaede arrived, they both gave him looks as they sensed Kagome’s disturbed aura, but Kaede merely went out back in search of her charge and his father followed him to the dojo.

Once inside the sound-proofed dojo, his father was quick to ask, “What happened?”

Sesshoumaru came at him with sharp swing to the right with his sword. “Kagome has questioned why I do not consummate our betrothal and why I will not agree to a mating date.”

“From her aura I would suppose you didn’t tell her the truth?” The mock battle was on and swords struck in the morning air.

“I told her a truth.”

Toga sighed disappointedly. “Son, this prevarication is unlike you. I can hardly believe you, my child who values honor so highly, capable of such behavior. As I have told you before, the girl will not thank you for it. If it goes on long enough, I daresay you risk losing her entirely over this. Honesty and trust are the most important concepts to a female. And you may think she cannot sense when you do not tell the whole truth because she is human, but by nature of her being female and your one, she will know.”

Stubbornly he said, “This Sesshoumaru has made his decision. To tell her why we must wait for consummation would only raise the question of why we cannot mate yet and she does not know for her own good.”

“Bullshit. You’re just afraid to show her that you have insecurities, too. Do you not see how you could bond even closer over this? How she would be more confident in you, your relationship, and her place at your side if she knew she was not alone? She is hurting today because of your blasted pride, and I can tell it will not be the last time. Is it really worth hurting her to keep your secret? Show your arrogance and pride to the rest of the world, but to your chosen, you must humble yourself and bare your soul or you do not deserve her.”

Sesshoumaru brooded in silence the rest of the session.

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After dinner, Kagome went to one of the family bedrooms and retired with one of the books from her home collection, purposely leaving the iPad that was one of her courting presents unused. She threw up a barrier over the chamber and attached bath that Kaede had helped teach her that morning and settled in for the night. It didn’t take long for Sesshoumaru to catch on and try to demand her presence through the door. Kagome whispered the words for the soundproofing spell she had also wormed out of Kaede today and the room fell silent.

She gave up trying to read when her eyes were too often blurry with tears to focus on the page and doused the light and turned down the covers to try to sleep.

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He couldn’t reach her. She had barricaded herself in a room that was not theirs and cut herself off from him completely. He paced the hallway in his anger and frustration but knew there was nothing for it. She couldn’t hear him and didn’t want to. He could smell her tears through the barrier. It hadn’t escaped his notice that she had taken off the ring he had given her. This truly shook him. He knew what it had meant to her for him to ask for her hand in the human custom, though admittedly he’d done it his own way—he was not getting on his knees—and their conversation this morning had made her question her acceptance so greatly that she had cast aside the symbol of that commitment.

He could not return to his empty chambers that smelled of her and reminded him of their evenings spent in each other’s arms. He needed to think. He left out the back door of the shiro and transformed into his true form. Standing 50 feet tall on four enormous paws tipped with deadly claws, the giant dog demon, long, silver fur billowing in the wake of his violently roiling youki, with gaping maw full of wicked fangs and large eyes of purest crimson took off into the night sky, pondering the words of his chosen and his father.

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