Hey everyone!! Sorry for the long wait but I had trouble finding the right song for this chapter and had a bit of writers block but here it is!!
Thank you to everyone who reviewed I love getting reviews and knowing what you all think about my chapters. Well without further delay here is chapter 35!!!
Chapter 35
Family and security that is what drifted through Amaya’s mind as she floated along the realm of consciousness, it almost made her cry again. How long has it been since she felt this way? The last time was before all this horror began with Kenchi, she was an innocent pup cuddling in a doggy pile with her brothers, and when they woke up they decided to invade their parent’s room to sleep with them. Amaya smiled at the memory but soon realized she had to wake up, she shouldn’t have even fallen asleep but with seeing her beautiful, handsome brother and her near death experience she broke. She felt embarrassed, she has always tried to be strong around her brother, every time she got hurt she would hold back her tears when he was around because she was in love with him and her big strong beautiful brother wouldn’t want to be with a weak, emotional female so she trained her body and her mind so she wouldn’t appear weak or emotional. Amaya came from her thoughts and opened her eyes and the first thing that greeted her were golden eyes that were Ryuu’s that shined with affection and a hint of sadness, he was also giving her one of his rare smiles. ~*****~ An hour before ~*****~ Ryuu, Sesshomaru and Inuyasha held Amaya as she cried her heart out, all of them whispering words of love and affection and apologies for being so judgmental and for not truly understanding what she was secretly going through. They all began to pet her hair and back and gave her soft kisses wherever they could reach. After a while Amaya’s crying turned to choke sobs and then to random hiccups as her breathing evened out to signify that she had fallen asleep. No one dared to move from her for fear of waking her up, Ryuu just stared at her lost in his own thoughts. ~*****~ Ryuu’s Prov ~*****~ I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw Amaya in this body, she looks so beautiful. So this is what she would have looked like in my time if she had survived; she looks just like Papa if he were a female. A perfect combination of Father and Papa, yet no matter who she took after she would always be perfect in my eyes, even though I was a pup and she didn’t breath when she was born I felt a part of myself die with her, even though I didn’t know anything for I had only been born myself a few minutes before I knew that this presence couldn’t die, not without me and I willed this presence to live and here she is. My feelings only grew as we did; I had noticed her always looking at me, seeking my approval, seeking my presents. From the moment I asked Father about his love for Papa I knew that that is what I felt for her, however before I could even begin to court her the war began and when I died looking into her pleading eyes I knew that I would rather die then watch her die but at the same time I wanted to live to protect her. When I awoke all those years ago to Father and Papa and my brothers I knew instantly that she wasn’t alive the void in my heart told me long before I was told what happened. Father, Papa Misuki and Daisuke mourn for Amaya and even on the day I left for this time we still mourn her, we never forgave ourselves for not being able to protect her. From that day onwards I buried myself into training and research into ways to bring her back but when I found none I looked for an alternative and that’s when I found Neoko a sorceress who knew a spell that would send me back in time but I wasn’t strong enough to make the journey alive so I spent years training and then finally I was strong enough. When I made it here I was surprised that I made it just in time before Amaya died and I intervened; what surprised me even more was that when she died she was in the body of an adult, I don’t know how that happened but she looks just like I always dreamed she would, yet here she is alive and in my arms and just a few hours before was scolding me. Father, Papa Misuki Daisuke and I never knew what she went through between us all dying and being brought back to life and now that I know, I don’t know how to react; she has done so much without us even knowing which makes me mourn her even more. I don’t want to let her go, I want to protect her I want to hold her and I want to kiss her to reassure myself she is alive, and now she is awake and staring at me when those golden eyes that hold so much yet tell so little. I love Amaya so much and before I leave I will tell her and make her understand that dying is no longer an option that she belongs here in the world of the living so that I may claim her and treasure her forever I can’t help but smile at that thought, Amaya is mine and I will not let her go, not even death with separate us now that I have her alive and in my arms. ~*****~ End of Ryuu’s Prov~*****~ Amaya was shocked to see so many emotions cross her brother’s face, sadness, loneliness, determination and now love and possessiveness. Never before has she seen such possessiveness directed towards her from the one she loves so much. “Ryuu?” Amaya asked her curiosity getting the better of her as to why her brother’s eyes reflected so many emotions she has never need in his eyes before. “Amaya I wish to speak with you alone,” Ryuu said his eyes going back to hiding his emotions, to which was useless as Amaya has learned to see past his mask and see what laid beyond it, however he wasn’t aware of that fact. “Okay,” Amaya said, she then slowly untangled herself from her Father’s and Papa’s embrace and stood with Ryuu, who had gotten up and held out a hand to help her stand which she took with a small smile. Their Father and Papa shifted due to the movement but neither opened their eyes and just snuggled into each other. Amaya and Ryuu knew that even if they were awake they heard that they wished to be alone so they wouldn’t follow them. Ryuu kept a hold of Amaya’s hand as they walked towards the front of the cave, once they reached the entrance they stopped. Both of them stared out into the empty waste lands that once was green grass and forests was now bare and littered with bodies, blood and withered trees. Ryuu turned to Amaya to see her staring out into the desert. “It’s so sad,” Amaya said. “This place used to be filled with life and now there is only death. This place used to be a forest that Papa and Father took us to play, Daisuke and Misaki found this place and showed it to us, do you remember?” Amaya asked. “Yes, they lead you here and dared you to come in here; they had told you that this place was home to a monster that eats children that dare enter.” “They dared me to come in and to bring back proof; I was so scared but I knew you were watching and I didn’t want to appear weak, so I came in,” Amaya smiled sadly. “I never thought you as weak, Amaya,” Ryuu said. “Ya but I didn’t know that, now I do, but I ended up appearing weak anyways after what had happened. They secretly followed me knowing I was scared so I wasn’t using my nose and they popped out of no where and when I ran I tripped and hurt my ankle. I yelled at them for being jerks and when I tried to walk I couldn’t, but then you were there, you carried me to the lake that was just a bit always and made me keep in in the cold water. You were always there for me, no matter what stupid stuff I did or got myself into you were always there.” “Of course I was, you are my little sister and I made an oath to always protect you whether it is from an enemy or your brothers,” Ryuu gave her a small smiled, which Amaya returned. “I miss them,” Amaya’s eyes watered it hurt to think about them. Ryuu turned so that he faced Amaya who turned as well, he stares into the beautiful golden eyes of his little sister and the one he loves. Amaya stares into Ryuu’s eyes; soon she feels her face heat up with a blush as he just stands there and stares at her. Finally she couldn’t take the look in his eyes she looks down shyly, “What did you wanna talk about?” Ryuu encircled his arms around her and buried his face into her hair between her puppy ears, taking a deep breath he inhaled her beautiful scent cherry blossoms with a touch of her Papa’s earthly scent and her Father sharp electric scent mixed just enough to enhance hers. He then moved his face down to her neck and inhaled the one spot that he wishes he could sink his fangs into he scent was very strong where her neck met her shoulder. “Do you know how much I must control myself right now to not mark you, I want to so bad, I want to make you mine and never let you go.” Ryuu nuzzled her neck memories of when she was alive in his time filled his mind, all the times she has sat with him under a tree while he read to her, the times she has smiled and laughed. Amaya leaned her head towards Ryuu’s and nuzzled her nose into his neck right back, she has missed her big brother so much that she wanted to cry again, “I miss you so much Ryuu.” “And I have missed you my beautiful Amaya, I hope that the me in this time will forgive his older self.” Amaya leaned back and looked up into Ryuu’s eyes, “Wha-?” Before Amaya could finish her sentence Ryuu cupped her face and his lips pressed against her’s. Amaya’s eyes widened in shock, it was soft and gentle; slowly Amaya’s eyes closed as she enjoyed her first kiss and it was with her older brother who is the love of her life. Ryuu was in heaven Amaya’s lips tasted so good, he could die a happy demon now that he finally got to taste his little sisters lips, he wanted more and hell on earth will not stop him now. He ran his tongue over Amaya’s lips asking for entrance and with a moan he got it. Amaya’s moaned when Ryuu’s tongue touched her lips asking for entrance. How could be deny her big brother when this is what she has always wanted, she parted her lips and immediately Ryuu’s tongue was in her with force. Amaya could barely breathe as Ryuu’s tongue ran across her gums, teeth, and tongue. When air became necessary they parted, Ryuu leaned his head against Amaya’s as they panted for air. Amaya then smiled and let out a small giggle, “I don’t know if you will forgive yourself for stealing my first kiss, you might wanna watch your back big brother,” Amaya giggled. Ryuu let out a small laugh, “I guess I better, I am known as being very selfish and possessive.” “I guess that is why I love you so much,” Amaya blushed. Her face then got serious, “I promise big brother I wont hurt you again I will fight and I will win and then you can be happy, I never wanted to hurt you I want you to know that.” Ryuu cupped her face and looked into her eyes, “I know you didn’t, I believe in you Amaya, I know you will find a way to defeat Kenichi without sacrificing yourself. Change the future Amaya; I don’t want to live in a world without you in it.” Amaya smiled and then looked outside at the night sky, “It’s funny,” she said. “What is?” Ryuu asked running his hands over her cheeks and then into her hair. “They night sky, the land is filled with death but they night sky is clear and the stars are shinning with the crescent moon so beautiful, if you stare long enough you could almost believe that this war hasn’t happened. That I am with Father and Papa, Misaki and Daisuke and you on the balcony looking up at the night sky.” “I also remember when we use to do that you would sing to us,” Ryuu smiled. “Ya I remember that,” Amaya smiled. “Would you?” “Would I what?” Amaya asked confused. “Sing to me? It has been so long and I wish to hear you sing,” Ryuu looked at her with pleading eyes that were also very sad.
Amaya couldn’t refuse her big brother, especially when he was practically begging her, “Of course,” Amaya smiled. She then looked up at the night sky and took a breath.
Kinou wa anna ni naitari shita kedo
I cried so much yesterday but
Ima nara wakaru yo I listen to the song
I understand now, I listen to the song
Jibun no omoi wo kotoba ni shiyou to Anata wo mitara koe ni naranai
as I tried to convey my feeling into words and looked at you
My heart Sonna ni yasashikunai de
my heart can’t be made out in words
Ashita wa kitto sorezore no keshiki ga matteru
don’t be so kind a different scenery awaits for each of us tomorrow
kamisama onegai
please god
Ryuu closed his eyes and bathed in the sound of his little sister beautiful voice; it had been so long since he heard her sing that it made his eyes water. Unbeknown to him he wasn’t the only one enjoying her voice.
Tomorrow is the last Time
Tomorrow is the last Time
Anata no soba ni itai yo
I want to be next to you
Saigo no kiss hanaretemo kokoro tsunagatteru
even after our last kiss separates, our hearts are connected
Tomorrow is the last Time
Tomorrow is the last Time
Watashi to yume wo kanaete
please grant the dream with me
Saigo no hi tobidasou
let’s depart on the last day
Shinpai nai yo ne hora
there’s nothing to worry, see
Sesshomaru and Inuyasha opened their eyes when Amaya started singing, her voice echoed along the cave walls making the song all the more angelic as if she was a spirit singing to the Gods.
Futari de sugoshita heya no mado kara wa
from the window of the room we lived in together
Nishibi ga sashikomu but there is nobody
the setting sun shines in but there is nobody
Futatabi watashi ga umarekawattemo
even if I’m reborn again
Anata wo erande aisuru deshou my love
I’ll probably choose and love you my love
Itsumo no koe ga kikoenai
I can’t hear the usual voice
Sou anata wa mou inai
that’s right, you’re not here anymore
Tsuyokunarutte jibun ni chikau
I vow to myself to become stronger
Ryuu along with Sesshomaru and Inuyasha closed their eyes as they took in the song and its meaning; it was beautiful, but sad. Inuyasha leaned into Sesshoamru deeper, “Amaya, her voice is beautiful,” he mumbled. Sesshoamru hummed in agreement.
Tomorrow is the last time
Tomorrow is the last Time
Anata no soba ni itai yo
I want to be next to you
Saigo no kiss hanaretemo kokoro tsunagatteru
even after our last kiss separates, our hearts are connected
Tomorrow is the last time
Tomorrow is the last Time
Watashi to yume wo kanaete
please grant the dream with me
Saigo no hi tobidasou
let’s depart on the last day
Shinpai nai yo ne hora
there’s nothing to worry, see
Tanoshikatta ano hibi wo Tsurete tabidatsu no YOU KNOW
you know, I will depart carrying along those fun days
Tomorrow is the last time
Tomorrow is the last Time
Anata no soba ni itai yo
I want to be next to you
Saigo no kiss hanaretemo kokoro tsunagatteru
even after our last kiss separates, our hearts are connected
Tomorrow is the last time
Tomorrow is the last Time
Watashi to yume wo kanaete
please grant the dream with me
Saigo no hi tobidasou
let’s depart on the last day
Shinpai nai yo ne hora
there’s nothing to worry, see
Amaya finished the song and looked over at her brother, she gasped when she saw a lone tear fall down his cheek, she turned and hugged him. Ryuu hugged her back, “I love you so much Amaya, and I am sorry.” “Don’t be, no one could have predicted the events that took place or the fate that fell upon us,” Amaya whispered. “Such mature language for a pup,” Ryuu said trying to lighten the mood. “Well I am in an adult body with my adult big brother, I try,” Amaya giggled. Ryuu moved to sit against the wall by the entrence so he could still look up at the night sky, he then pulled Amaya down so she lay between his legs and against his chest. Amaya purred as she snuggled into her big brother. After a few moments to get comfortable Ryuu spoke, “Tomorrow I must return.” Amaya let out a sad sigh, “I know and I must figh Kenchi.” Ryuu wrapped his arms around her and hugged her tightly against him, “Please, little sister, don’t die,” Ryuu begged as he buried his nose in her neck and inhaled her scent. “I can’t promise anything, nothing is certain with this type of battle, but I will promise to not give up, I will try finding another way and live so that we may be together,” Amaya said. “That is all I can ask,” Ryuu said. Sesshomaru and Inuyasha had heard everything from before and after Amaya singing, they couldn’t help but hear all the love and sadness they emitted from them. “They really love each other,” Inuyasha said. “That they do little brother,” Sesshomaru said. “Sessh we need to find a way to help Amaya so she doesn’t die, her and Ryuu need to be together, we can’t let her die and have our children suffer, not if there is anything we can do,” Inuyasha said. “We can try, mate, but I fear we may not be able to anything, this situation is out of our hands.” “We have to try,” Inuyasha said. “We will see what tomorrow brings, Inu, there is nothing more we can do but wait,” Sesshomary said. He then began to pet Inuyasha’s hair and ears, “Rest Inu, we will need our strength for tomorrow.” Inuyasha nodded his head held Sesshomaru tighter, he feared for his future children and for themselves, but he would rest and face those fears tomorrow. Ryuu and Amaya cuddled together their tails, arms and legs entwined together and just enjoyed the moment with each other, not just as two beings in love but as family finally being together. After a while they both fell asleep, neither looking forward to the rising of the sun for then they would have to depart and their fates would be decided.
A/N – this song doesn’t belong to me… I found it while watching Detective Conan it is titled Tomorrow is the last time by Mai Kuraki--- English lyrics Japanese lyrics So??? What do you all think… I wanted to give a little more plot with Ryuu and Amaya in it, I know all you Inu and Sesshy fans like them but Ryuu and Amaya are the other major couple in the story so for all you who like them I gave a bit more in sight to Ryuu, he is a bit OOC but that is because he is from a different future and as been thought a lot so give the poor guy a break from being almost like Sesshy. Anyways please review and tell me what you think… The next chapter will be the finally battle which I am not overly good at so it may take some time but I will try to give it my best shot!! So please review review review!! Till next time keep the yaoi coming!! :D