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AN: HEY EVERYONE!
I�M BACK!
^_^
Lol, after, what, two months of being unable to update, I can finally post a new chapter! ^_^
And what a place for them to cut me off too!
More lemon (and it only took me like seven chapters this time ^_^).
Quite personally, I don�t much care for Inuyasha�s human form, and I think he looks far better as a half demon (his hair style especially looks weird when he�s got no dog-ears) so I don�t know what everybody else is talking about.
Anyway, I�m really hyped up right now cause I got like four hours of sleep last night, and I had all these updates to do today, and I finally get to update this fic again, and it won it�s first award last night, so I�m pretty much ready to start bouncing off the walls, so I think I better answer the reviews before I loose all ability to sit still. ^_^
-Sunsinger - Well... I�m not sure what you�d like me to say. I�m not gonna apologize to you for answering the reviews. The reviewers are what give me the initiative to go out and write this story, and if I can�t take the time out of my life to respond to them, then they shouldn�t take the time out of their lives to review. Why should they let me know that I�m appreciated if I can�t let them know it back? It just doesn�t seem fair to me. And I don�t take your review as a flame. You�re just voicing a personal dislike of scrolling, which is your right, and I don�t mind. But I�m afraid that, if you continue on from here, you�re gonna have to live with the scrolling.
-Ur-GaY-LoVeR - Lol, well it sounds like you�ve got an awful lot on your plate, though hopefully by now you�ve managed to scrape some of it off. I hope your move has gone alright! ^_^ And that no one else has come after you at the bathroom. Seriously scary shit, that. -- Lol, I�m glad you like what�s happening with Kouga and Rin since some people still seem iffy about that pairing, but it�s what my deranged mind came up with, so that�s what I went with. Lol, no I�m not on a sugar high. Sugar actually doesn�t get me hyper. Coke does though, and when I don�t sleep a lot-- then I run around like a fucking maniac. Maybe that�s what�s going on. Lol, but I�ve had lots of time to write now, so I�m hoping that I�ll be able to start getting out all the chapters I�ve written while this site has been down soon. Hopefully you�ll be able to keep up. ^_^ Don�t want to leave any of my readers behind! Lol, hopefully the two-month wait this site has had me on has been enough time for you to be suspensed though-- although the ending isn�t a cliffy. I�m actually a lttle disappointed with the ending of this chap, but I�m not gonna complain cause I finally get to update, so... ^_^ -- Lol, oh wait, you left another review! Woosh! Lol, I�m glad I noticed, cause otherwise I might�ve just addressed you as a different person. Hey, I have done it before! And that�s probably not something I should be spreading around, neh? ^_^ -- Lol, no, you don�t ask too much as a reviewer. Let�s face it, I�ve got a little over 30 chapters in a supposedly m/m story, and I�ve only had two lemons (not counting the one with Naraku) so it�s only fair of you guys to request another one from me. And only fair of me to give it to you. Besides, the new moon only comes around once a month-- It wouldn�t be fair if I didn�t exploit it and give you guys a human-inu lemon. ^_^ -- Oh, and no, I�ve never watched or heard of that anime.
-Deity - Lol, yeah, I figure after all the shit I�ve put them through, there should probably be some sweetness in that chapter. This one mostly just has lemon though. ^_^ Still, glad you�re liking the story, and the pairing. Lots of people don�t want to read the story cause of the pairing, but there�s nothing really I can do about it, so... ^_^
-ice demon allysandra - Lol, yeah the last chapter was fast. But not fast enough, apparently, because then the site shut down. ^_^ Lol. ^_^
-angeluswilliam - Oh, lol, well that�s fine! It�s nice to hear from you! ^_^ I don�t care if you don�t leave reviews all the time. I�m actually surprised so many people do-- I had never expected to get reviews from people every single chapter. But it�s still nice to hear from you every once in a while, even if you don�t review every chapter. ^_^
lilypad - Lol, arigato! I�m glad you enjoyed it. -- You�re only just falling in love with Sesshomaru though? Oh man, I fell in love with him way back when I started watching the series. Lol. ^_^ -- Really? A pic huh? Woosh, I can�t tell ya, I�ve been wiating to ask you about this pic for the last who knows how long, because I couldn�t find it anywhere, and I would�ve liked to see it, but the site went down and left me hanging like that... Lol, anyway, I think it�s fairly needless to say that it�s not my pic. I don�t have any pics on the internet. My scanner hasn�t worked since the turn of the century, and I can�t get any of them on. I�ve never drawn a pic like the one you�re describng either though. But I�d still like to see it. If you can remember where it is, that is (Been a long time, hasn�t it?). ^_^ -- Lol, I don�t know, maybe you�re right and Kagura has something darker up her sleeve than she�s letting on right now. And Kouga better damn well be up to the challenge, after all the work I put into trying to make it at all plausible. Lol, I can imagine he irritated you in the series though-- my sister felt the same way. I imagine it�s because they don�t really give him a character. We don�t spend enough time with him to actually become fond of him like Inuyasha, and all we get to see is the same sort of cocky, hot-tempered arrogance that Inuyasha has. Which, by itself, and ever-present, can get on one�s nerves after a while. I think I just showed a slightly deeper or quieter side of him. Or somehting. ^_^ I don�t know, maybe I put too much thought into this, neh? ^_^
-wendeyghost - Lol, well I�m actually glad that you took breaks. A few other people have written me, and apparently I turned them into something of insomniacs because they read my story straight through. i don�t know when they started, but they usually ended sometime around 2 or 4 in the morning. That can�t be healthy. ^_^ Lol, but then again, who am I to talk, considering how erratic my sleeping patterns are. ^_^ Anyway, I�m rambling-- I�m glad you enjoyed the story, hopefully the updates will continue to live up to it from here on out. ^_^
-Noir Black - Arigato! I�m glad I could add a touch of realism to a rather out-there sort of plot idea. ^_^ -- Sorry about the text-book thing though. I�ve been noticing that too a bit lately, that I sometimes override the story with details and things that aren�t always necessary or carried out in the proper way. I don�t know if I�ll ever manage to change this, but noticing and acknowledging it has to be at least somewhere along the right track to improving it, so, hopefully one day I�ll be able to take out the text-bookishness of it. ^_^ -- Lol, well that�s fine if you don�t pick a name, because, in the amount of time it took for this update to get up, I actually selected the names already and have finally overcome that little obstacle. ^_^ Lol. Woosh! Japanese naming is more work than I originally thought. I�m glad I�m not japanese. ^_^ Lol, it gives me an excuse to go with the meanings of the names, and not the kanji and stuff. Still, that�s really interesting to know. It�s always fun to learn about other cultures like that! ^_^ -- And don�t worry about spelling mistakes. If you can ignore mine, then I can ignore yours! ^_^
-ArchNemesis - Lol, yeah, Rin is jumping around quite a bit isn�t she? Talk about moodswings. ^_^ -- Lol, yeah, I really do torture poor Inu a lot don�t I? It�s just so much fun to put him through all the angst like this! ^_^ Lol, and here he goes getting himself all worked up over something he doesn�t need to get worked up about! And I suppose that makes it a good thing that Sesshomaru is �quite the character� �cause I can�t imagine Inuyasha be so easily subdued by someone else. ^_^ -- Lol, the system�s working again now (FINALLY! >_<) so hopefully I�ll be able to update a lot again and answer all your little questions. I think this chapter will answer at least one of them. ^_^ Hopefully you�ll enjoy it! ^_^
-KitenKaiba - Thanks! I�m glad you�re enjoying it, and that you finally decided to review! Even if you don�t do it all the time, it�s still nice to hear from you! ^_^ Lol, so you want Inuyasha to have Naraku�s pups huh? Lol, I imagine you�re one of the very few that do. So far I think there have only been four requests for that, compared to the myriad of death-threats and begs for them to be Sesshomaru�s. Lol, either one is tempting just to see how everyone will react. ^_^ Hopefully what I decide on will please everyone though, even if they don�t get what they want. ^_^ And you�re right, that would definitely prove for some interesting twists and turns. Thanks for the help with the names, BTW! It�s still appreciated, although I don�t think I need anymore votes now. I think that, in this two-month break, I�ve finally had enough time to mull it over and pick out the names I want to use. ^_^ Hopefully everyone likes them!
-SP777 - Oh really? So that�s what happens! See, I�ve been wondering about this for weeks, but nobody would tell me! They were all keeping it very hush-hush... Lol, okay, sorry, but like you probably were when you wrote the review, I am currently in full-on hyper zombie mode, and I really can�t control what I type. ^_^ Hopefully I don�t completely weird you out in the process... ^_^ -- Woosh! Kanna is the oldest? >_< Well I don�t like that idea! They should have introduced her first then! Lol, but I suppose it makes sense, since she seems to be the simplest of his incarnations yet. Although, I gotta point out that, out of all his incarnations, Kagura and Kanna do seem to be the best so far. They�ve never died (unless I�m forgetting something-- which, considering how fried my brain currently is, I probably am), anyway, and they�ve been around for who knows how long. And, besides Kanna�s voice, they�re really his two least annoying incarnations yet. I tell ya-- If Inuyasha hadn�t shredded Goshinki the way he did, I swear I would�ve! Damn annoying bastard... Lol, well look at me, I�ve gone off one some sort of big tirade and completely skipped away from the review! Looks like I�m getting back to normal again, huh? ^_^ -- Lol, you are right about making it fanfiction though. I�m not trying to write the next episode for the series (Though wouldn�t it be awesome if they did that? Oh that�d be sooo hot... or incredibly creepy.) I�m just trying to write a story based on the series and a challenge, and I can do whatever I want! Lol, and I suppose it�s a good thing that I actually exercise some retraint in that aspect, because that could get very scary indeed. ^_^ -- And thanks for your helps with the names! I think I�ve got a few picked out now... so hopefully they won�t be too overused. -- Lol, yeah, I suppose that would be an interesting little interaction between them and the pups, but since, as you said, they likely didn�t have the old/new testaments (couldn�t I have just said bible? o.O) in the feudal era, it would probably be pretty difficult to integrate that into it... ^_^
-Greedluvr321 - Lol, don�t worry about it. Every little bit helps! And I suppose they could always name them after his advisor guy... it�d be kinda weird, but they could do it... ^_^ -- Lol, It�s great to know you�re enjoying it so much! And don�t worry, I didn�t forget Inu Taisho. He should be making an appearance soon enough. Ooooooh man, I�ve got so much stuff I�ve got to get into this story, neh? All these little details are gonna start catching up on me if I�m not careful... ^_^
-ladygizarme - Lol, yep I got a lot done, didn�t I? Lol, in truth I have no idea if I got a lot done, but if you say I did, then I�m gonna have to tkae your word for it. ^_^ Lol, yeah, Rin and Kouga might get together-- Hopefully I can make that work out properly. Lol, and Inu changing to a human... It�s probably been overdone by now, but I don�t care. I, however, didn�t want Sesshomaru to suddenly be lovestruck with Inuyasha�s human form. I never got why everybody thought he would be... It seemed to me that he would probably be fascinated with the change, but I didn�t think he�d care for it all that much. Maybe it�s just a personal observation of mine, but...
-Princess of the western lands - Lol, yep, you�ve got it pretty much down. ^_^ Yeah, that really was a horrible place for me to leave you hanging wasn�t it? -- Trust me, I wouldn�t have done it if AFF hadn�t of had to move. Which, I can udnerstand why they did have to move, but that doesn�t mean that I can�t be pissed at them for making me wait so long. ^_^ Lol, oh well, gave me a bit more time to think up the next parts of y story. ^_^ -- Lol, okay, you look for me. Although, it does seem that i�m now back up here, neh? Lol. And you�re right-- FF.net and sites like that have VERY low tolerance levels for lemon and yaoi-- that�s why I never bothered posting this story there. I just don�t think it�s worth it to post a story if I can�t give the reviewers the whole thing. And cutting out the lemon and rape and all that would take a rather vital chunk out of the story... well, okay, maybe not vital, but...
Lol, anyway, I think I�ve pretty much ranted all of you to death, so I guess I�ll shut up now, and just let you go on to read the next chapter. ^_^
It�s great to be back! ^_^

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Breathe

Inuyasha�s whole frame went rigid at the first signs of penetration, his breathing picking up several paces, and Sesshomaru forced himself to hold still, waiting.
Inuyasha looked at his brother and forced himself to relax.
He was human now, for hells sake! He knew this would hurt when he began it! He knew it, and he had still wanted it...
He couldn�t just back out now...
Taking deep, steadying breaths, Inuyasha silently urged his brother to continue, which the older demon did with a good deal of reluctance, watching as his mate�s eyes squeezed shut and his teeth grit together, the hanyou�s hands curling into white-knuckled fists on his chest until at last he was sheathed to the hilt inside his quivering brother, his youkai barely registering the glistening tears that had begun to fall from Inuyasha�s eyes at the initial part of it.
Sesshomaru felt his own teeth clench shut again at the overwhelming surge of pleasure and need that washed through him at the feel of it.

�Breathe you fool!� The more practical part of his mind snapped at him, and Sesshomaru jolted slightly, letting out the breath he had never even realised he was holding, before taking in another, fresher, gulp.
Some part of his mind remembered Inuyasha-- reminded him of his pleasure as well-- and, ignoring the demons of his own body to start fucking this creature into oblivion, he reached up and wrapped one clawed hand around Inuyasha�s length.
The younger one jerked in surprised pleasure, causing another wave to wash over Sesshomaru as Inuyasha�s body shifted and clenched before relaxing again on his aching length, and he barely held back the moan that tried to escape his lips at the sensation.
A couple more strokes on the hanyou got him similar results before Inuyasha leaned forward, resting his hands on Sesshomaru�s broad chest, and began a slow rocking motion over his brother, nearly driving Sesshomaru insane from the feel of it.
�Inuyasha.� He breathed, his hand coming to tangle in the onyx hair, pulling his brother down on him at the same time as he thrust up, drawing a whimper from Inuyasha�s lips, which was cut off halfway through as Sesshomaru tongue invaded his mouth to wage war with his own.
For a moment Inuyasha just lay against Sesshomaru�s chest, just breathing in his brother�s scent and revelling in the feel of his chest rising and falling rapidly-- in the sound of his heartbeat in his ears. Then the barely concealed desperation pouring off of his brother began to make itself known, and Inuyasha sat slowly back up, grimacing slightly in discomfort, before bracing his hands on Sesshomaru�s chest again, trying to get enough leverage in his rolls to be able to bring Sesshomaru to his peak.
However, he was already fairly worn out from the pregnancy combined with the nights events and his human state, and he no longer had anything near Sesshomaru�s strength... or stamina for that matter.
As if sensing this, Sesshomaru�s hands suddenly came up to grip his hips again, stopping his movements as the tips of his claws unwittingly pricked into his flesh, drawing small wells of blood as the elder youkai slowly lifted Inuyasha up till he was in just to the head, searching his brother�s face once again for some kind of signal that this was okay, and that he could continue.
Inuyasha�s face scrunched up in discomfort, but he quickly got over it-- he may be human, but damn it all to hell, he was nothing if not stubborn and resilient!
Locking eyes with Sesshomaru, Inuyasha shifted around slightly in his grip, silently urging him into movement once again, all the while ignoring how the force of his brother�s hands on his hips was probably going to leave more than a few good bruises behind for him later.
Sesshomaru hesitated a moment longer before slowly lowering his brother back down again.
Inuyasha gasped slightly in pain, but urged Sesshomaru to keep going. If they didn�t pick the pace soon, there was no way in hell he was ever going to get rid of the pain!
Sesshomaru tried his best to go slow, to take it easy, but unfortunately for him, his best was not what was required and was no match for an indignant and determined Inuyasha, and before Sesshomaru could stop it, Inuyasha�s hands were on his own, directing him as he lifted and lowered and bucked into Inuyasha at a rather alarming pace, and he was certain if they kept this up Inuyasha would get hurt, but Inuyasha wasn�t complaining (far from it actually) and he felt so complete right now, sheathed inside his brother, and damn it all to hell, he couldn�t stop now if he wanted to!
Inuyasha�s energy slowly began to wane again, and he left Sesshomaru almost entirely to the responsibility of moving his human body as he let his own eyes drift shut, his head falling back slightly, his hair falling to tickle Sesshomaru�s chest.
Sesshomaru slowly released his brother�s hips, letting Inuyasha move in his rolling motions once again as he reached up and gripped his brother�s length tightly in his hand as he had before.
And Inuyasha let out a small cry of surprise, his back arching violently as his body shuddered over and around Sesshomaru causing fresh waves of pleasure to crash over him again and again.
He could tell Inuyasha was coming close-- feel it in the way his body trembled over him now-- and could also tell that he wasn�t too far off himself.
So he tightened his grip on Inuyasha, stroking him at a rapid pace, making Inuyasha moan his name and shudder in pleasure.
�Sess-- Sesshomaru!� Inuyasha moaned, and who would have thought that something as simple as someone moaning your name could be so erotic? Sesshomaru wondered as his hips jerked forward at the sound, his body shivering in anticipation for the climax he refused to give.
He was still the dominant one in this relationship, and he would wait for his mate to climax first (and hopefully soon).
Luckily enough, he didn�t have to wait very long at all.
Inuyasha began to quiver violently above him, his whole frame shuddering as he suddenly froze over Sesshomaru, who, knowing how his brother always seemed to try and fight off his climax, continued to stroke him at a frenzied pace.
Inuyasha whimpered, another quake going through his body as he spilled his seed over Sesshomaru�s chest and belly at the same moment that the sun decided to rise fully over the hidden horizon on the other side of the castle.
A strange wind, not created or controlled by anything demon or human, rose up out of the blue, and surrounded Inuyasha, lifting his onyx coloured hair and painting it silver once again as a bright white light surrounded him, his eyes flashing back to their normal golden hue, his claws lengthening and unconsciously digging into Sesshomaru�s chest as the hanyou�s transformation completed itself.
Golden eyes, so familiar but suddenly incredibly strange stared down at him, and Sesshomaru let himself be lost in that gaze, surrendering to white-hot oblivion as he reached his own climax, buried deep inside the hanyou above him.
They both collapsed, Inuyasha curling up tightly next to (and on) his brother�s chest as Sesshomaru, once he had control on his breathing again, somehow conjured the strength to reach up and gently stroke Inuyasha�s hair.
he had now witnessed his brother transforming both to and from his human form, and both times had been fascinating to watch, but entirely different from each other to witness.
The transformation into a human was much slower, more of a gradual �slide� (for lack of a better word) from one form into the other-- Inuyasha�s silver hair seeming to literally be painted black by the setting sun�s rays.
Sesshomaru hadn�t been able to see his brother�s eyes at the time, but he had had a clear view of his ears as they seemed to slip down and transform on the side of his head-- not to mention his claws, which had seemed to retract at a gradual pace-- almost like a cats.
All in all it had been a rather slow process, but it had caught Sesshomaru off-guard nonetheless.
As had the change back.
He had been too caught up in... other activities to notice the lightening of the sky until Inuyasha was already transforming again, and by then it hardly mattered anymore.
The transformation back was far more swift and impressive-- over almost before it had really begun, but still surprising and awe-inspiring nonetheless.
Again, he had always known that half-demon�s turned human one night of the month, but he had always viewed it as being a weakness and a rumour and had never really cared to find out more about it.
Now he could see how wrong he was.
After all, he had the proof right before his eyes.
The fact that any creature could survive such a transformation, and keep it a secret for as long as Inuyasha had was testimony enough to how not-weak it really was.
Even someone who was human all the time wasn�t as weak, since they never really had the taste of demon power and knew quite well how to live without it.
Wrapping his arms tightly around Inuyasha, he covered them in his kimono, before pulling the thick fur he carried around them for warmth that they really didn�t need, before pulling his tired brother more comfortably against him. It was actually kind of nice how easily Inuyasha seemed to fit against him.
�You�re an amazing creature, Inuyasha.� He whispered in his mate�s hair, causing Inuyasha to blink in surprise at the unexpected statement, then smile, tilting his face up to look at Sesshomaru.
�Well, you�re not half-bad yourself you know.� He said, still smiling as Sesshomaru raised his eyebrow in an almost exasperated way (though what he had to be exasperated about was beyond Inuyasha) before smiling softly and leaning down to steal another kiss from his brother.

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Glossary

Hanyou - Half-Demon

Youkai - Demon

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A/N: Hey, I�m back again!
I just wanted to thank everybody for all their help with the names!
I don�t think I�ll be posting them anymore... I think I may have finally come to a deciscion about which of them I�m gonna use.
THANKS AGAIN!
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