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When He Was Mine
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When He Was Mine
By: Maggz
Disclaimer: It's like a soap opera with porn and I like it!
Chapter 39

He waited... waited for me to speak, I suppose. It WAS my turn, after all. He�d done his best, as he saw it, to convince me that I was the one for him. I was HIS girl. I really didn�t know what to say to him about what I was feeling. It was all so mixed up in my head. Should I just say the first thing that popped out?

�Kagome?�, I heard the warning tone in his voice and I sat up on my bed, crossed my legs �indian style� and looked down at him. �You�re bossy, InuYasha. VERY bossy!�, I said, frowning cause sometimes he did make me a bit angry. �ME? Bossy? How about YOU?�, he asked and sat up quickly to face me. �I�m not bossy.�, I said. �No, but maybe you just NEED bossing around. You�re a little wild thing.�, he frowned and then grinned at me. �Yeah, I am soooooo wild. Whoo hoo! Watch out for Kagome Party Girl extraordinaire!�, I said sarcastically. �Well, nobody may know how wild you are but me and that�s fine. I like it just that way, you and me, wild together in secret forever.�, he said. �InuYasha.�, I started. This was getting us nowhere. If I let him, he�d talk himself as well as me into sex once more and I just didn�t know if we should ��do it� again until the two of us were clear about our relationship.

�Ok. Ok, sorry, but I�m waiting on you. Go ahead, talk to me.�, he said and leaned back on his elbows to watch me. I suppose he had no idea what he looked like. Part of me knew how much importance he placed on his appearance but I figured that was mainly for his public persona, InuYasha from Wild Silver. When he was with me, he was much more casual and relaxed.

I looat hat him, laid out on my bed, as relaxed as I�d ever seen him. My eyes traveled down his body. The t-shirt he wore was snug and fit tightly across his chest. I let my eyes go further down to his loose-fitting sweat pants, and though they were loose, they hugged him in all the right places, if you know what I mean.

I shivered in spite of myself. Damn! He wasy evy even when he wasn�t trying to be!

I looked back up to his face and he smiled at me but kept silent.

�InuYasha, I don�t like to think about you with my sister. It makes me feel... strange. Like I have to compete with her somehow for you and I hate that. I�ve felt like she overshadowed me all my life but I never tried to compete with her over anything, especially guys.�, I said.

InuYasha started to say something but I shook my head and held up my hand to silence him. �Don�t, cause I know what you�re gonna say. You�ve said it a hundred times to me and it makes no difference, really. Just listen to me so you�ll understand where I�m coming from.�, I tried to explain to him.

He just sat there and looked at me then finally smiled and said, �Go on.�

�I never dated until I left here, InuYasha, until I got to Florida. Josh was the first person I dated and we didn�t get very involved sexually. What you got was a very inexperienced girl that was ready to please you in any way that night at the cabin. I was so crazy about you that I let my imagination run me, just praying I was getting it all right and really, relying on you to lead the way... which you did and for that I am grateful. I always will be. You made me feel special, you still do. But that night I felt like the most beautiful, cared for girl in the world. I�ll always love you for that, InuYasha.�, I said.

�A girl couldn�t pick a better guy for her first lover than you. I mean that with everything in me.�, I said. He started to speak again but remembered what I�d said and silenced himself once more. I smiled at him and he smiled back.

�But InuYasha, Kikyo said some things to me about you... about you and her.�, I said and looked down at my hands which were by now twisting in my lap. I felt him take both hands and I looked up at him then. �It�s OK, Kagome. You can tell me.�, he said softly.

�She told me that you were using me, that you used me to make her jealous, that she could have you back in a minute if she wanted you... and that I�d see for myself in time just how you were. She also said you had a different girl in every place you went, she said my only draw for you was my innocence... my... well, my virginity.�, I nearly whispered.

�If that�s true, InuYasha, I want you to tell me right now and I want the truth from you. I mean it.�, I said firmly and lifted my chin, ready to hear anything from him.

�God.�, he simply uttered and scooted to the end of the bed away from me. I felt my heart drop to my feet. This was why I�d been afraid of speaking my mind. I was torn in two. I wanted the truth but I didn�t want to lose him if the truth meant losing him. Still, did I want him for a boyfriend if the things I�d just told him were true?

I sat where I was waiting for him to speak...

Finally, after what seemed an eternity he did speak but kept his back to me.

�I wish I�d never met Kikyo...�, he said lowly. �But like I told you before, if I�d never met her, then I wouldn�t have YOU... and YOU are what�s important to me.�, he said.

�No, Kagome. No. I never used you, baby, never.�, he said as he turned toward me. �I could see you were fragile, inexperienced, when we first met. You were nervous, you wanted to do the right thing.�, he said. �I�d never have taken advantage of you that way.�, he said. �I was very attracted to you, both emotionally and sexually. I�ll be honest about that. I thought you were hot, I still do, but I saw lots more underneath there that I wanted to get to know. I still feel that way.�, he said and inched up the bed toward me now.

�Don�t push me away, Kagome, please. We can work through whatever we have to, but I have to tell you right now. I need you in my life, more than you know so don�t push me away.�, he said and I had to look away from the pain in his eyes. �If you want the truth from me then I�ll tell you. If I used anybody, it was Kikyo. I used her because it�s hard on the road when you�re alone and haven�t a girl, nobody at home waiting on you...�, he said. �She showed up at the video shoot, we talked, we started to go out... We never really clicked but she was lovely, physically so... I was interested and Kagome, I just wasn�t home enough to really get to know her, but when I was home, we went out, we were seen together. Damn, I knew it wasn�t right and it wouldn�t last but I wasn�t gonna end it. I figured she would sooner or later. But then she started pressing me for a ring, a commitment. I couldn�t figure it out. I�d heard she was seeing other guys when I was out of town on tour, so why was she after me to commit?�, he said.

�I didn�t want to commit to her and then... well, then she asked me one day to meet her at a pub in town. I figure then that she was going to either tell me to commit or she was having nothing else to do with me, which was fine. I got there first, waited and saw her walk in with someone else. Only when she got to the table did I see it was you, her little sister.�, he said and then reached out to touch my face with his hand.

�I thought you were beautiful in a very different way than Kikyo... Just as beautiful physically, Kagome... even moreso than Kikyo, but more... well, more inside than out. You made me feel good, that�s the best way I know to explain it. From the way you sat down and ate your meal to the way you easily threw back a pint, to the way you acted with me on the dance floor. I was hooked by the time yorls rls got up to leave and it was driving me mad. I wanted nothing more than to ask you to meet me later when we were dancing but I knew you�d say no. I could just tell.�, he said.

�I like to think it was fate that brought you to me, like when I found you jogging and we went to that little pub in the middle of nowhere.�, he smiled and then reached for me, pulling me into his lap. �So do you see? See how happy you make me? How much I love being with you? How I never had with your sister what you and I share?� , he asked me.

�I can�t make it go away, Kagome... the thing that was Kikyo and me. I can only ask you to let it go, it wasn�t and isn�t worth the time you�re putting in on it, trust me.�, he said softly as his hands made quick work of untying my robe and pushing it off my body.

He pushed me back on the bed and lay against me, nudging my legs apart with his knee.

�You�re so sexy...�, he said and kissed me softly on the lips, then down my chin and to my throat. His hands slid over my body, causing gooseflesh to break out on my tummy and down my legs. �I�m gonna love you up, Kagome. I�m gonna show you what I mean when I say I love you very much, and I�m gonna show you that I�m sorry I bullied you last night...�, he said as he kissed me again.

�InuYasha...�, I murmured against his mouth. �Um hmm?�, he answered back. �You don�t have to say you�re sorry for last night... for what happened...�, I said. �No?�, he asked. �No, you don�t. I know why you did what you did to me and well... I WAS mad at you, very mad but I was... oh shit, why am I saying all this to you?�, I said and hid my face with my hands.

He laughed then pulled my hands away so that he could make me look at him. �Say it, Kagome.�, he insisted. �Say it... say it?�, I asked and blushed. �Yeah, go ahead... Say it and make me happy.�, he grinned. �Oh, InuYasha... you�re hopeless and always so damned horny!�, I laughed. �But that�s not a bad thing, baby!�, he teased as his fingers tickled me. �Ohhhhhhhhh... stop that, InuYasha!�, I was twisting and turning underneath him on the bed as I giggled. �No, not until you tell me what you wanted to!�, he laughed.

�Fine. OK. Just stop that...�, I laughed, breathless. He ceased tickling me and grinned. �I was just wanting to tell you that what you did... it was... ummmm... oh God! It was really sexy. Now that I think about it, you�re very cute when you�re angry, InuYasha.�, I smiled. �So are you, Kagome, so are you!�, he laughed and hugged me hard to him.

*****

I suppose it goes without saying that InuYasha and I made love once again after that �confrontational� talk we�d had. It makes me sminytinytime now that I think of how we did that... how we�d argue, sometimes heatedly, and then make up nice and slow. But that�s the fun of it, I suppose... At least it was with InuYasha and I.

I lay in his arms that early afternoon, not talking, just breathing and listening to him breathe. We�d said alot of things to each other that I suppose we needed to just think on and it seemed we were both of the same mind. I felt his fingers trace up my spine and down as I ran my own fingers up and down his tummy, stopping just at the �point of no return� and slowly going back up. I could hear his breath quicken after awhile but I kept my face turned into him, not daring to look at him but smiling. He was so easy to turn on, so easy to have fun with and a thought crossed my mind stilling my hands and my breath.

�What�s wrong, Kagome?�, InuYasha asked, his fingers twined in my hair. How had he noticed something was wrong, I wondered. �Hey... answer me, Kagome. What�s wrong?�, he said again, more insistent when I didn�t answer right away. �I was just thinking to myself...�, I started and then shushed myself. �Thinking about?�, he prompted. �About you...�, I said. He waited a beat and sighed. �Kagome, this is like pulling teeth here. What�s up with you and what were you thinking about me that made you go into your own little world� and tell me the truth, now.�, he said as he moved his fingers from my hair to my chin, trying to lift my face to his.

I looked at him and he frowned. �This is never good, I can tell. It�s either gonna piss me off or make you cry but I have to insist...�, he said firmly. �I just... I was thinking about how easy it is to turn you on, how a simple touch or a word from me and you�re already halfway there...�, I said softly and looked down at his chest. �Well, is that a problem?�, he asked, confused. �No, not as long as you�re here with me... But what about... well, what about when you�re on the road? When a beautiful girl comes onto you, InuYasha, and for God�s sake, do NOT try to tell me it doesn�t happen... hell, it happens when we�re out sometimes. They�re relentless!�, I fumed. He laughed and patted my bare bum and I scowled at him.

�Ok. Ok I won�t lie. Yes, it happens. Yes, they are relentless... but NO, it doesn�t turn me on. Only YOU can do that, Kagome, just you and that�s what I mean when I say �I love you�, understand now?�, he asked as if it was the most simple thing in the world. Maybe it was to him but I wasn�t so sure... Our �love� hadn�t really been put to the test. It was in the �learning, early stages� still.

�I hate this. I really do. I hate it!�, I said and made as it to get up. �No you don�t, stay put... You and you�re hot headed temper! And they say I�M the one that needs to cool it down!�, he grunted as he pulled me back down with him.

�Look, let�s change the subject for a moment, ok? I forgot to tell you about a party I want you to attend with me. It�s for the release of the new video... a fancy dress party.�, he said. �Oh, when is it?�, I asked. �Tomorrow..�, he said and grinned. �That�s just great, InuYasha. How in hell am I supposed to get ready?�, I fussed. �Get ready? Why we can go out and find you a dress right now, and that�s all that needs to be done...�, he said. I hated his simplicity today!

�Ok, let�s go...�, I said and hopped off him before he could pull me back down. He followed me happily into the shower and we dressed and ate a light lunch/dinner, then headed out the door. He hopped in the car and I did as well, watching him as he made his way downtown to a fancy dress shop. He had me out of the car and into the shop in no time flat and was walking around the place, picking up dresses of every color and bringing them to me to try on. I must admit, he was choosing my dress in the more conservative styles and I was happy, there was no way I was going to �dress the slut� for him again unless it was in our own private place.

We finally settled on two dresses and he made me try both back on for him and parade around the shop as he made his mind up. The one we finally agreed upon and settled over was actually a very simple silk sheath, royal blue with a spattering of sequins over the bodice. It�s only claim to sexiness was a low neckline but I�d expected that much at least from InuYasha, he wasn�t completely reformed!

He paid for the dress and we made our way back to the car where he placed it carefully in back as I got inside. It had started to rain and I was more than ready to get home and warm. He stopped by a small deli on our way and bought sandwiches and beer. He ran back to the car in the now-steady downpour and ducked inside quickly, slinging his head and spattering me with cold water.

�Hey, stop that!�, I laughed as he reached for me and gave me a hard kiss. �You�re sooooo cold!�, I said and he wiggled his brows at me and winked. �I know but I�ll be warm in just abit, right?�, he asked. �INUYASHA!�, I blushed and he laughed. �You think me insatiable, is that it?, he asked. �I don�t think, InuYasha, I KNOW, but I�m not complaining... Nope, not me.�, I grinned and he laughed and kissed me on the cheek. �Good, cause I�d hate to tie you to the chair once more.�, he said and I smacked him. He laughed and tried to kiss me but I turned my head away and slid as far across the seat as I could. �Hey, get back here!�, he complained. �No, not a chance. Kiss my ass, InuYasha Hara. That was a very bad thing to say... about tying me to the chair again!�, I said as my breath puffed and clouded up the window. �Ahhh, shit. Kagome, I�m sorry, give me a kiss, puleeeeze!!�, he whimpered and reached for my hand. �Will you start the car then if I do give you a kiss?�, I asked, shivering now for it was cold. �Yeah, I promise...�, he chuckled.

I turned my head toward him and laughed, for he had his eyes closed and his lips puckered in a comical parody of a kiss. �God, InuYasha, that�s sexy!�, I laughed and leaned over quickly and gave him a tiny peck on his pursed lips. I sat back and watched as his eyes remained closed and then slowly opened, looking at me.

�That�s it?�, he asked and stuck out his lower lip. �Yes, that�s it. Now let�s go!�, I said. �Tease!�, he muttered as he started the car and made his way back to the apartment.

We spent the rest of the evening channel surfing and eating the sandwiches and drinking the beer he�d bought before coming home. It was nearly midnight when I felt him pick me up off the sofa and turn off the TV.

�InuYasha, I can walk.�, I said sleepily. �It�s ok. I�d rather hold you. You were snorio cuo cute!�, he laughed as he headed toward the bedroom. �Thanks...�, I said and pulled my arms around his neck, leaned my head down and fastened my lips to his jaw. �Do you think I could give you a hickey if I sucked hard enough right here?�, I asked. �I�ve no idea but I�ll show you something else you can sure suck hard, if you wanna!�, he laughed and I bit him gently.

�InuYasha, you�re horrible... horrible...�, I giggled as he threw me onto the bed and chased me across it. �But you love it like that, Kagome...�, he was laughing as he caught my foot and pulled me back toward him. �Ohhh, playing hard to get?�, he asked as he pinned me down, pulling my hands over my head. �No, but you�re playing rough, aren�t you?�, I panted, still laughing. His golden eyes stilled on my face and I felt him look me over from the hair on my head to my neck, then back up.

�InuYasha, what is it?�, I asked him for he suddenly looked lost, worried, afraid - totally unlike him at all and it startled me. I had almost gotten used to the swinging of his moods but this one had thrown me completely.

His hands moved from my upraised wrists and he moved them to my face, tracing lightly there. �You�re lovely...�, he whispered, still looking closely at me. I didn�t know whether to answer him or to stay quiet, so I stayed quiet and held my breath.

He leaned down and kissed me then, a sweet, slow kiss and then pulled back up once more to look at me, face all serious. �I do so love you...�, he breathed and smiled.

Oh god, that InuYasha... What was he doing to me? Breaking my heart and stealing it away as well... what was I to do?

�Don�t let anything happen while I�m away, Kagome... Please, be here for me when I come back home next time... Can you promise it?�, he asked.

�InuYasha, I...�, I started but he pressed a finger to my lips.

�Don�t... Don�t say you�ll take it one day at a time. Don�t say you�re afraid... Just say yes or just say no. That�s all I need.�, he said firmly.

�InuYasha, I can�t just.�, I started again and he shook his head and put his whole hand across my mouth this time.

�Kagome, listen real careful, ok? Are you listening, are you?�, he asked and I nodded, my eyes wide, heart pounding. �I said only yes or no. That�s all... Even YOU can do that if you only try... So do it... yes or no?�, he asked softly and took his hand slowly off my mouth.

�Yes.�, I answered back and felt the tears start to clog my throat and burn the back of my eyelids. Was he really so lonely? Did he really need someone so badly? Did he really love me? I worried for him, felt sorry for him and yes, I loved him. I�d told him as much. But I was still afraid, afraid to let him get completely under my skin. Oh, he�d burrowed his way in there deeply but I hadn�t given my all to him. It was just too hard, too risky, it was going to take some time. But I�d never hurt him, not ever.

�Good girl... Is that your final answer?�, he grinned and I managed a smile back and hugged him to me, trying to gain control of my overwhelming emotions. �Now, that�s what I like!�, he mumbled against my chest for I�d pressed him to me there.

�InuYasha...�, I groaned and pulled his head back. �You�re getting tired of me? Tired of my sexual demands, is that it? I think I must be a nympho, I really do. I need to test that theory of mine and see what you think... let�s fuck, ok? Let�s do it!�, he growled and I laughed.

�No, never tired of you... ever, ever... If you�re a nympho, then Saint�s preserve us. I am as well and you�ve made me that way!�, I giggled as he pushed my shirt up and over my head, slid his hands to my jeans and pushed them off me and got up to undress himself.

�God, I never tire of you... ever, ever..�, he grunted as he laid back down on the bed and pulled me on top of him. �You�re cute in that underwear, panties and bra... so cute!�, he said as he eyed me. �You like it? I bought them just for you...�, I said as I slid my fingers over the pale lemon yellow satin bra and panties.

�You just keep rubbing on yourself like that and you�ll get in trouble, trust me!�, InuYasha groaned and I smiled and slid my hands into the front of my panties. �Kagome, stop that. I mean it.�, he mumbled as his eyes feasted on my hands.

�But why, InuYasha. I so love to see you lose control... do you like it when I do this? or this? Ahhhhhhh... or even... THIS?�, I moaned, letting my fingers move deeper into my knickers.

�God, Kagome. You need to stop that... Oh man, I�m gonna shoot my load right now, stop it!�, he whimpered and pushed both hands to my hips, pushing the soft fabric down.

�Ok. Ok, InuYasha... Slow down, lover...�, I murmured and stood up on the bed, astride him, sliding my panties down and sinking slowly down myself. I felt his hands on the backs of my knees, felt him slide himself forward and then push on my legs to make me sink down on him onto his face.

I hovered there unsure if that was what I was supposed to do and felt his warm breath bathe me. �Kagome, me tongue is long and it�s talented, but it ain�t THAT long... Come here, let me love you.�, he whispered and pulled on my legs once more until I felt his soft mouth cover my center.

�Oh My God!�, I cried out as I felt the first suck of his mouth, felt his tongue slide in and felt his hands move to the tops of my thighs now to move me back and forth on him. �InuYasha, oh shit! InuYasha!�, I moaned over and over. I could only close my eyes and shiver. It felt so good!

�InuYasha, I�m coming... Oh... no... I�m THERE!�, I yelped and ground myself against his questing lips. He pulled his arms tightly around me and held me down until every quiver ceased from my body and then gently pushed me off.

�Now, that�s what I call good pussy!�, he said and then laughed.

I turned to my stomach and pushed my face into the duvet, trying to catch my breath, trying to recover, trying to hide my blushing.

�Kagome...�, he chuckled and tried to move me.

�StoppitInuYashastopitrightnow�, I breathed into the duvet but it didn�t phase him. He pushed on my side and rolled me over then laid down on top of me.

�Look at you... You�re blushing again. Damn that is so sexy, Kagome... so sexy!�, he said and leaned down to kiss me. �How can you keep blushing like that every time?�, he asked as he released my mouth from the kiss.

�You... you do it!�, I said and hid my face in his chest.

�Are you ashamed, Kagome... Is that it? Please, don�t be� not with me. I�ll take you however I can and whenever I can get you. I�m warning you, trust me. I can�t get enough of you, of any part of you, so just lose the shyness... Although I must say it kinda turns me on!�, he smiled and winked at me.

�I am NOT shy with you, InuYasha... just... just... hell, I don�t know!�, I burst out and he laughed again. �And don�t laugh. I know I�m not the sex kitten you�re used to I trI try my best!�, I cried.

�I�m not complaining, am I? I like you as my �little sex kitten� Grrrrrrr!�, he teased and grabbed my hands, kissing them both.

�InuYasha, we need to get some sleep if we�re going to that party tomorrow. Don�t we?�, I finally asked him and he sighed and rolled off me, pulling the duvet down and grabbing me round my waist, pulling me toward him to spoon against my back.

�Night, Kagome. Sleep well. See you in the morning... Love you...�, he mumbled and unbelievably I heard him start to softly snore against my neck. I smiled and snuggled down against him and slept until morning without moving an inch.

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A/N: This chapter was for those who were complaining about me posting short chapters� Well, u wanted a longer chappy, there u have it: 7 pages, 4.734 words, 78 paragraphs and 298 lines� Want some more? *lol Anyway, I wanted u to know that we are in the final lap� There are less than 10 chap lef left, probably 6 or 7� But don�t be sad, cuz I�m planning a couple of surprises, plus another great appearance of our beloved Kikyo (yeah, right!) and I promise you all gonna love it�

Please don�t forget to review! �Til the next update (it will be very soon)

Huggles,

Maggz
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