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I My Me
By : Shilley
Category: InuYasha > General
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�And One, and Two, and Three, and One..� A stern voice echoed through out the hallway of a lavished auditorium as a set of silhouetted bodies contorted themselves into delicate movements. The loud smacking of hand against palm sounded as Kikyo capriciously sauntered down the aisle towards the stage. Her face was lit up with unshed tears of élan surging beneath the edges of her evocative eyes.
The trip was relatively short, only consisting of a two hour flight, tops. After InuYasha had left her standing there in the terminal she�d given intense thought on their relationship. For the past three years, he�d been trying to talk her out of departing to take on auditions for her own dreams. Reconsidering, what they�d talked about on numerous occasions, the girl had determined that as soon as she returned home, that it would be over.

It has to be done. Kikyo sighed, as she clamped her ginger hands together to hand just over her womb; Resting lightly on the sleek fabric of her dress. A small smile tugged at her lips, that was downcast and proper. It wasn�t often that she could truly be this reckless, but still the deliberation that filtered through her thoughts was strong and structured. You can do this, you know it Kikyo. Just don�t think about it until the time comes. It�ll hurt less if you drown it out. The youth�s lips pouted in dejection, before shaking the pondering from her head. InuYasha..

�Excuse me, Miss?� The woman from earlier called from her perch of a small stool at the very end of the crimson curtain that hung in flowing rivulets of textile. A minute grin tugged at her lips as she pulled back her thin framed glasses slightly; Most likely to get a good look at her new student. �Do you need anything, dear?� She asked once more, still as lithe in her voice as in body.
Kikyo stood in wonder at the retreating dancers, all dressed in suited attire, before she averted her dark and nervous eyes upwards. Her facial features carved themselves into a graciously exultant temperament. � Yes, I�m Kikyo Higurashi.� The raven headed beauty nodded, raising her head a bit higher to mask her slight fear. �I�m attending this course for the next week. Of all things, I just arrived here from my flight and I wanted to experience the surroundings I would be studying in first hand.� She spoke charmingly, exhaling the breath that built so roughly in her lungs.
The woman on stage smiled inwardly, and brushed back a flutter air air that fell from the bun that kept it pliant yet sturdy. �Do you find it satisfactory, my dear?� She inquired, crossing her legs to rest her arms upon them.
�Yes, I find it lovely, it�s rather breathtaking.� Kikyo took the opportunity to soak in her surroundings more so than before. Sealing her eyes closed, she drew in the fragrant scent of lilacs and musty boards, that tinged her senses. The ethereal atmosphere, most likely would be her undoing. So tranquil, placid. Reopening her charcoal eyes, she bowed her head gently towards the woman. �Well, I�ll find my quarters and refrain from disturbing your rehearsal.� She said respectively, her hair shimmering as it fell over her shoulders while retracting her head from movemovement.
The woman�s russet eyes sparkled in the bright lights, as she winked appropriately. �By the way, love, my name�s Kaguya.� She licked her cherry colored lips quickly, and bristled a finger through her mussed tresses. �If you need anything, you can talk to me, or my sister Kagura. Hm, nice name association for twins, ne?� Kaguya chuckled softly, and shifted her reclined body to her feet.
Kikyo nodded nonchalantly, and gave her thanks. Turning around, the regal girl shuttled off down the pathway in the midst of chairs and half empty duffle bags. An unadulterated smile misted her features, her heart was beating so heavily with adrenaline and excitement, the prospect on waiting seemed futile. Now, she somehow had to force herself to sleep for her earlier morning activities. Nyquil, here I come.

�You talked me into this, how?� Kagome spat, as she walked out of her bed room, placed to the left of the entrance room of her flat. Her hands were working around the straps of her dress, pulling and prodding at the thin things like it was a desecration against her nature. Her eyes lifted as she kicked the plastered door closed with her tennis shoe covered feet.
InuYasha hadn�t been paying attention to anything around him other than the hockey game that was rerun on the sport�s channel. �You needed to talk to the almighty, do gooder of all do gooder�s, Taijiya. �Member?� The boy replied absentmindedly, keeping his eyes trained on the television that might as well have owned his soul, at the moment.
�Oh, Yasha don�t say member like that it makes me all hot.� Kagome rolled her eyes, as she straightened out the clumps that plagued her as �the crow flies� hair . She smirked crookedly, upon seeing the boy�s reaction as he sat up with an enthralled stare. The way his cheeks lit up with a flush, made her stomach twist. In all of the time that she had known him, she faintly remembered when he looked at her like that. It hurts about as much as being stabbed with a rusted nail in the eye.

�Oh please, little girl..� InuYasha hid his face behind a coverlet of intertwined silver and raven as they battled for dominance in the fluorescent lighting. His dark eyes shifted, glancing at her through a rift in his tattered bangs. �It�s not like you�ve ever had sex.� He scoffed mockingly, only to see the stunning girl shed a weak smile that he knew was pressed. Deep down his stomach churned watching her, putting in the effort to make herself something that she wasn�t .
�Like you have, either.� Kagome countered, flashing a relentless stare at the youth, letting all of her emotion hang on the blade of her smoky depths. Marking the obviously unsettled shores that awaited for the storm to finally fall. Quickly, receiving nothing more than a silent gasp, she continued and primped herself to the best of her feeble ability. Dainty hands found the coarse cotton of the dress, driving over the fine stitching, until her fingers caught the subtle red ribbon of silk that dipped just below her less than ample breasts.
InuYasha glowered, as he brought a hand up to brush his hair back. The feel of smooth gossamer strands sifted through his fingers like sand that bathes the shores, until drng ing in the murky depths of the unknown. With a sigh, he pushed himself off of the resident couch that smelled far too much like over priced perfume, and residual dust. Clenching his fist, the leggy boy strode casually over towards Kagome, bracing his bare elbow on the door frame above her. Towering over her insignificant stature with a dry smile.
Feeling his eyes boring into her exposed back, she flinched. There really wasn�t much she could do to get away from hifterfter all that damned thing known as attraction kept her from doing so. Why, god? Why me? The obsidian haired girl sighed despondently, and leaned down on her bare legs, to buckle them as her arms, gathered a heap of books from the corner just beneath a small table. �So, need me to tell you how to get to Muso�s?� Kagome muttered, seemingly anything for a distraction.
InuYasha tapered his sights, watching Kagome�s spine arch in her back as she rose back up into a straightened line. He had to admit, she had grown into quite the dazzling young woman. All of her curves, though subtle, were placed naturally. Without the work of hours of continuous and time consuming exercise that Kikyo lived for.
Reachingardsards his right ever so slightly, he extended his arm expectantly for Kagome to drop her books in the crook. �Just tell me when we get back to the car, all right?� He smiled weakly, stuffing down the itching feeling that pressed in his stomach as the girl raised those liquid silver eyes. It was amazing, really.
�All right.� Kagome nodded, placing the heaping mound of heavy weight into his arms. Brushing past the feel of his bare flesh against her own. It made her shudder all of the times, that she had felt him. No less arousing than the last, but it was different. Calloused, perhaps, but still craving. Shaking the thought from her head, she headed for the door, being followed in tow by a confused man.
After arguing about which method of suicide was the best, InuYasha had finally stepped out of the car at Muso�s dorm room; He�d been sullen that the girl�s brilliant answers where far more clever than a gun to the head. Impatiently, Kagome was standing at the door with her head held low, and expectant of the verbal abuse that she was sure to receive when that damned thing opened. I�m going to regret this. The obsidian headed girl sighed, bringing a hesitant hand upwards towards the knocker.
InuYasha reached into his relatively form fitted black jeans pocket, and pulled out a mint that had most likely been given a few rounds in the washer. Popping it in his mouth, he rubbed his bare arms for warmth, considering that Kagome was now wearing his jacket, it was his only real means of comfort. As the wash of peppermint rolled over his taste buds, he clomped his worn down tennis shoes along the cement until he was promptly at Kagome�s side. Towering over her beneath the balcony that was held over head.
�So, your not still bitter about earlier?� Kagome smirked, reveling in the smell that surrounded her callow body with all of the trappings of fresh rain and pine. She flashed him her best smile, as the door flew open letting the ripples of bursting music bombard her ears aswell as InuYasha�s. Snapping back a step, her eyes fell on Sango; Hazed by a drunken stupor.
�Hey Ka-goh-may.� Sango slurred, rocking gently back and forth on her bare feet. Her violet eyes were glazed by a sheet of glass that fell from the heavens waiting to shatter against concrete. Where as her cheeks were flustered and rounded by a plastic smile. Suddenly, the auburn haired girl shot a side ways glance at the boy standing at attention next to her friend. �Yasha, long time no see.� She giggled, turning on her heels back towards the keg. �Have fun you two.�
InuYasha chuckled, placing a palm against Kagome�s back pressing her forward into the haze and smoke that couldn�t be damaged by a knife even if tried. A slew of inebriated twenty somethings were guzzling down more than their fair share of liquor and cheap beer from the tap. �Rather pointless, huh?� The boy asked, skimming his hands over the girl�s shoulders before resting them firmly on the collar of his jacket.
�Exactly.� Kagome winked, shaking off the coat into his hands. Revealing far too much skin, than she was comfortable with. �Well, I�m getting drunk, so I guess you�ll be driving, again.� She pointed out as a swamp of horny college kids crushed their bodies to one another, making her gag inwardly at the sight. Dear god, they�re like fucking animals. The raven haired girl blinked, finding it awkward to stand in front of people that she knew while they went at it like rabid rabbits.
�Chewin� the buttoff off her blouse.� InuYasha snorted, while he tossed the jacket on the musty couch that sat directly against the wall on the right. Surprisingly, it wasn�t covered in bodily secretions or a body for that matter. �Hey, little girl, I�ll be right here, all right?� He asked loud enough for her to hear over the blaring music, that burned his ears. Emphasis on what he meant was sealed as he plopped down in the midst of the cushions and discarded clothing.
�Like you to be chewing off my blouse buttons.� Kagome muttered to herself, waving a hand behind her as she adjusted her top. Joining Sango in the kitchenette, watching her laugh and parade around like an idiot. Her facial features were beaten by streaked makeup, and sweat that clung to her brow.
�Kagome,� Sango stuck out her tongue handing her a brilliant mixture of vodka and whisky in a plastic white rimmed cup. �So, we�re going to have an outfit switch.� She rolled the words off her tongue smoothly as possible, receiving a mortified glare from Kagome whom sipped the nauseating concoction. Grimacing in the process.
�What do you mean, Sango?� Kagome arched a apathetic brow, as she scraped her tongue with her teeth to cleanse the taste that wouldn�t leave.

Kagome closed her eyes, pondering over what she did wrong. It was moments like this that killed her, she needed him, and she knew he needed her. That�s why so many times he nearly found the strength to kiss her, and love her again. It was hopeless, she thought, leaning into the sway of body that she easily fell into, linking her petite fingers with his. All the while, letting the heart tugging song jerk at her emotions.

Life from my breath, I�m drowning in my dread. The wind is getting strong, the wind is getting stronger.
There�s no second chance, No more devils made you dance. The sky is getting dark, the sky is getting dark.

Can�t you see, Can�t you see, we were never meant to be, It�s no secret that I�m your china girl. Don�t you know, Don�t you know, that� it�s time for me to go. It�s no secret that I�m your China girl.
No turning back, no questions left to ask, the tide high, tide is getting higher

I�m not afraid. I silenced all these things, time to face the storm, time to face the storm�

Kagome pulled away abruptly, drowning in the scent that surrounded her, and made her way to the to leaving InuYasha standing alone, until he waved his farewells and spoke a few words to Miroku and the near dead Sango. Every word that he had just heard while grasping that insatiable girl to his chest, burned. He knew that she felt it too, and knew damned well that that was the reason she left� She needed to go.
Kagome�s eyes stung with a shield of unyielding tears that fell in rivers to washout the gully that formed along the soft curvatures of her face. Her eyes were bloodshot and stained with glass, her lips were swollen into a rubious shade that matched her mood.

All in all, she wanted to crawl into a ball and die miserably.
The sounds of the inside reverberated in her head, as she leaned against the beat up car that she knew so well. Her body was shuddering from the scepter of frost. However, she gave in the urge to glance over towards the door watching InuYasha stride out with a somber expression burdening his features. Tugging at her insides more than it needed to.
The raven haired boy, dragged along with him her missing shoes, and his jacket all thrown in a heap over his lanky shoulder. Approaching her softly, he shed a weak smile that hung so short of reaching his eyes, that the molten orbs where shallow. �Kagome..� He muttered quietly, coming to a stop leaned to her left on the car. �Don�t cry.�
�Don�t tell me what to fucking do, Yasha!� Kagome hissed, turning her bare back him as she shivered obviously. Small ripples of skin wavering in the frosted air, that contrasted greatly from the interior. �I�m not a fucking little girl anymore!� The girl yelled, averting her stormy eyes over her shoulder to shoot him a menacing look through her tattered bangs that were now matted to her head from sweat.
�Kagome, listen, if I could have-� InuYasha raised an arm, after shoving an angry cigarette in his mouth to relieve the tension that was far too built. His face was flushed as his temper seared through his veins, causing him to chuck the items on his shoulder to the wet concrete. Never loosing harsh eye contact with the girl that stood short against his stature.
�If you could have what, InuYasha?� Kagome growled, slapping her palms to her face to remove the residual eyeliner that caked on through running streams of black. �If you could have just stayed away from me when we were younger, we wouldn�t have to deal with this shit now!�
InuYasha ripped the cigarette from his lips, baring it between his index finger and thumb, he pointed it at her, shaking his head in disbelief. That incredulous comment made him scoff in mock surprise, �You know, you can�t just turn this shit on me, bitch.� He hissed, �You�re just as responsible as I am!� He glowered, sucking back a drag off his stick.
Kagome glared as though he had just struck her across the face. With a bitter sigh she turned on her bare feet and stabbed a finger into his chest, beaming all of the melancholy and spite she possessed through her clouded eyes. Her voice was tight and strained as she bit back the urge to cry again, �You are such a fucking asshole, I spent years defending you and then you chase the first beautiful girl that you can find! She�s not a fucking trophy you know!� Kagome fumed, reaching her hands into her long ebony tresses just to grip onto something before she killed him.
�God fucking dammit!� InuYasha yelled, narrowing his eyes on her. �You left me, you know Kagome,� He tightened his jaw, making it obvious at how ragged his breathing really was. �No way in hell you�ll pin this on me, You are the one that left me for whatever his name was , in high school. Fuck, Kags, just get over it.�He sighed, turning around to kick the hub cap on his car as rigorously as possible.
�That was a fucking mistake, and I even came back to tell you that I was sorry for doing that to you , then the next fucking then I know you were with my sister!� Kagome furrowed her brows, running her hands up her arms as her teeth chattered. Her stomach knotted, as she let her eyes gaze down to the ground. �You can�t keep acting like you don�t want this ether, InuYasha! We�ve played this fucking game long enough, I don�t think I can stand loosing you again.� Her voice tapered off briefly, be found it�s force again. �Do you really think you�ll be happy with someone that is never around?!� Kagome solemnly glared in defiance.
InuYasha flicked his cigarette across the parking lot, and ground his teeth together, as he stared maliciously at her. Watching her pull headhead back up from their interest in the ground. His right hand jutted out, gripping her face so tightly that the imprint of his ers ers would be there for another day or so, and pulled her into a possessive and abusive kiss.

A/N: Hm, I wonder where this is going? ((Smirks crookedly)) Well, I hope that you enjoyed this massive chapter. ^_^ Please Review!! I love reviews. ((Dances awkwardly)) Well, I shall be off to write another chapter. ((Waves)) Toodles my pets. ~Shilley
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I My Me	By : Shilley Category: InuYasha > General Views: 2674 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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