By My Hands

~*~Chapter 4~*~Concerto #1~*~

Kikyou woke up leaning on Sesshoumaru, who was still asleep. She felt the ache in her body when she stood up. She slowly trudged across the room to the bathroom. She looked at herself in the bathroom mirror.

"Man, Sessh was really rough last night..."

She looked at the marks on herself, all those kisses. She grabbed a towel and and turned on the shower, she let her small bathrobe fall to the floor and let the cool water rush over her. Sesshoumaru came into the bathroom to pee, and then poked his head into the shower.

"Good morning!"

Kikyou looked back at him and kissed him on the lips.

"Morning."

"Hungry? I'll go make something..."

"Okay!"

Kikyou finished her shower and wrapped in a towel, went into the kitchen.

"Whats for breakfast?"

"Well... I dunno... I'm at a loss for cooking these days..."

"Lets go eat with Akira and Inuyasha!"

"Uh.. oh fine... long as I don't have to cook..."

Kikyou smiled at him and he gave a weak smile back. She hugged him and went to get dressed.


When they had eaten, Kikyou and Sesshoumaru watched Akira do her performance and they talked with Inuyasha. But even Sesshoumaru had things to do, he said that he was trying for a job and had to go. Kikyou only hoped they could bring in more money to their house than whatever Kikyou earned at the Oboko Katachi Strip Club.

"So, boss..." said Kikyou smiling.

"Yes?"

"When's my turn?"

"Whenever..."

"I call next slot!"

Kikyou declared hand in air, and then ran back to her room to get dressed. This time would be different though, she didn't want to be afraid. This time, was the tournament. Today was a day when all the girls bring out their competitive side. They get 2 songs in a row, and they are allowed to do whatever they want. That means the rules have changed, the girls are allowed to do EVERYTHING right there on stage.

"What're your songs?" asked Miroku the DJ. Hmm... Miroku, Kikyous first boyfriend. Though they lost their love, they were still friends.

"Duality, then... Ya'll Wanna Single"

"Okay then... good luck with that..."

Now everybody in the Oboko Katachi knew that Ya'll Wanna Single, the famed song by Korn was the main known song for doing it all on stage. And Kikyou had more surprises up her sleeve.

"I push my fingers into my eyes..."

That began the song, and the dance of forever. And once more Kikyou stood behind the farmiliar black curtain, dressed in red. Red corset, corsets are what she dominated with, no body else was allowed to wear one. Red short skirt, red panties, red boots. And now the music turning her on, she had a kick-ass attitude. She would win this contest.

"...but it's made of all the things I have to take... If the pain goes on... AH!!!"

Kikyou jumped out from behind the curtain, stomping her way down the catwalk. She reached the end, looking at Inuyasha. For no reason he made her hot. She couldn't stand the way she ignored his feelings. He has his ways, but she hadn't let him in to hers. She started her dance, twirling around the pole and flinging herself onstage.

"If the pain goes on... I'm not gonna make it! All I've got is insane!"

The song called "Duality" suddenly spun into the song they all knew as "Ya'll Wanna Single". Inuyasha's eyes widened, realizing the song. Realizing that Kikyou was onstage beckoning him, and that Sesshoumaru wasn't there.

"Ya'll wanna single, say FUCK THAT!"

Every man that was watching yelled it out, as they watched Kikyou, red as the devil take Inuyasha on the stage. Throwing him down and growling at him, tearing his shirt open. The crowd screamed at them, waiting for more. Kikyou kissed him hard, hard and good. He was loving it but in denial, this wasn't supposed to happen, but he did it anyways. What a sin. He let his mouth open to her and she started shoving her tongue into his mouth. Roaming, searching. Searching for the answer to her question. She ripped his pants off, only blue boxer shorts to go.

She started to climb on him, slowly spreading her legs wider, opening up to him. He started to gasp for air, this was going to fast. He was dissapointed that she was just using him for the show. But atleast he would get his chance.

"Ya'll wanna single say FUCK THAT!" yelled the crowd.

"I'm sorry Inuyasha, but blue doesn't match my outfit..."

"Then I'm glad I'm missmatched..."

"GOOD."

She removed his boxer short rather quickly, and to discover his secret. Everyone in the audience yelled out at her, proud that their virgin was taking control of her boss. He smiled at her, but knew that she was in charge. Slowly rising, she took him in her mouth. Inuyasha cried out softly, pleading not yet. She didn't listen and just kept going. When he finally let go, she stopped and swallowed. She stared at him before climbing on his chest and kissing him. He couldn't help but kiss her back. She smiled on the inside, 'If Sessh ever finds out...' she couldn't finish her sentance, but she would finish what she started.

"Go Inuyasha! Fuck that SHIT!"

Inuyasha turned them around so her was laying on her. He quickly pulled her panties and skirt off, he knew he had to take her now. She threw her head back when he entered her. He wasted no time in starting to thrust into her and then sliding back out and then back in again. He was almost to his climax, Kikyou had her hands on his chest, waiting. Her eyes radiated brown, not red anymore.

"I love you Inuyasha."

But her words were lost in the guitar solo. Hearing the searing metal anthem made her yell even louder at him. He was not surprised to find that she had already been defiled, but nobody in the audience knew that. They were on the edge of their seats, because for them, the virgins career as "untouched" was over. Inuyasha went faster and felt Kikyou close tighter around him when she had an orgasm. Inuyasha was almost there. It didn't take till the end of the song for him to release. She quickly jumped off of him and started to kiss him again. Yet this kiss was gentler, more romantic than commanding. Inuyasha opened his eyes and Kikyou pulled back to smile at him before finishing her song. Inuyasha picked her up bridal style, and naked they both walked off stage.


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"Kikyou I'm so glad you stayed with me..." came Inuyashas voice over the sound of boiling water. Kikyou had already started dinner and tonight was their 1st year anniversary.

"I love you Inuyasha."

"I love you too Kikyou."

They kissed and then ate. Talking and laughing over the wonderful times they had back when they worked at the Oboko Katachi.

"...and when I screwed you on stage for the first time..."

"...and when you gave Sesshoumaru a lapdance..."

Kikyou had almost forgotten about Sesshoumaru. She had loved him but he went back into the army to continue the war that was started. He had died fighting for Japan, and while Kikyou was devistated, she knew she could go back to live with Inuyasha. But something else had been weighing on her mind.

"Inuyasha..."

"What is it Kikyou?"

"Inuyasha... I'm pregnant..."

"Oh Kikyou! That's wonderful!"

He picked her up twirling her, and kissing her, smiling.

~*~

Thats what she imagined when she hugged and kissed him. She felt guilty about what had happened but she was truly torn between Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha. They both loved her, and she didn't want to let either one of them down.

"Thats all you ask?"

"That's all I ask..."

He whispered against her neck before kissing it. Kikyou shied away from him, not wanting to go, but knowing that it was over now.

"Inuyasha... please don't. No more of this. I... I can't"

"Ki... Kikyou I... I'm sorry..."

Kikyou ran back out to the stage, she yelled to Miroku to play "Pain". Just so she could tell Inuyasha how she felt, he nodded and gave her a look of sympathy. She hugged him, getting ready for the song.

"Pain" by Jimmy Eat World, and Kikyou Kanawa."

"Gonna smile, and I won't worry..." she whispered to herself.

She ran out onstage, with her guitar taken from backstage. She was not surprised to see Inuyasha there. She was hoping he would come back to see her do this one show. Kikyou playing the guitar for it and the vocals, but almost lip-syncing it. The solo was her own, letting it take over her, her emotions combining with her own pain. Hoping Inuyasha could forgive her.

"It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
IT TAKES MY PAIN AWAY!

Nevermind these are horrid times.
Oh, oh, oh...
I can't let it bother me!...

...It takes my pain AWAY.

It's a lie. A kiss with open eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
IT TAKES MY PAIN AWAY!

Nevermind, these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.

Takes my pain, takes my pain, TAKES MY PAIN AWAY!"

Pouring her heart out into her music, crying through her lyrics. Inuyasha could see the pain in her face, he kept shifting, uncomfortable that Kikyou would even feel this strongly about him or Sesshoumaru.

"Takes my pain, takes my pain, Takes my pain AWAY!"

Kikyou finaly finished and nobody clapped. It was silent, she grabbed a microphone.

"Inuyasha, I'm sorry. I just can't."

She ran past him tossing the microphone into his hands. She ran for the door and ran into Sesshoumaru who had finished his job search and had come back for her.

"Oh... Sesshoumaru I'm sorry, I just had to make sure."

"Kikyou? What do you mean? Did Inuyasha hurt you?"

"No, but I used him. I did, "Ya'll Wanna Single" and you weren't there. So I had Inuyasha."

Sesshoumarus eyes widened, realizing that songs title. He remembered what it meant to everyone at Oboko Katachi.

"I'm so sorry. But I told him, and I can't go back in there."

"Well then, there is nothing here for us anymore. Let's go home."

"Sorry Sessh..."

Sesshoumaru couldn't say anything. He tried to comfort her, but it hurt his heart to know what Kikyou did. He didn't blame her for it, he knew quite well the imbalance in her emotions.

"It's okay Kik, we've gotten through worse than that."

Laying at home, on Sesshoumarus bed. He held her tightly while she lay on him, her head resting on his chest, her eyes starting to flutter closed.

"Kikyou, please don't go back there anymore." he sighed.

"I can't Sessh, not after... what happened today..."

"I understand Kikyou, just please don't sell yourself like that. You belong to me now. I love you too much to see you like that. You did that because you had to, but now you've got a home... with me."

"Aishiteru Sessh, arigatou. Watashi no hi de Oboko Katachi... desu owaru."

"Ii, anata desu saigo ni watashi no."

"Hai, Sessh. Watashi desu. E anata desu saigo ni watashi no."

"Aishiteru..." he sighed, pulling her closer for a sweet kiss.

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Konnichiwa! Don't you love that language shit at the end? LOL... ALRAIGHT... here's what it means:

"Aishiteru Sessh, arigatou. Watashi no hi de Oboko Katachi... desu owaru."
I love you Sessh, thankyou. My days at Oboko Katachi... are finished.

"Ii, kara anata desu saigo ni watashi no."
Good, because you are finally mine."

"Hai, Sessh. Watashi desu. E anata desu saigo ni watashi no."
Yes Sessh. I am. And you are finally mine."

"Aishiteru..."
I love you.

There ya GO!! I am finally learning something! WOO HOO!! Sorry this one took so long. I've got ideas though and I'm just putting them into perspective. Another Chapter will be up soon! Aishiteru minna san! (I love you everyone!) --- Akira Kikyou Kanawa.