Thank You | By : drake220 Category: InuYasha > General Views: 17174 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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A/N: thanks for all the reviews! Man, I thought Inuyasha was going to
get castrated after the response from last chapter! Hopefully, this will help
explain Inuyasha’s psyche a bit. Read and review!
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Chapter Four: Silent Recriminations-
Inuyasha barely cleared the well before the vomit came up his throat.
Falling onto the grass,
digested food and bile rose unwanted and unstoppable. Inuyasha gagged on the
thick and vile flavor of his own stomach contents, the taste and feel of it
maddening him. Panting in between bouts of throwing up, he tried to stem the
violent up-heaving but it was no use. Disgorging everything, the vomit stained
his clothing, dripped down his chin and clogged his throat. It caught in his
hair, staining the white a yellow brown.
Soon, there was nothing left to
expel but yellow, thin and acidic stomach bile. Inuyasha winced as his throat
and mouth were burned as the acerbic stomach juices clawed its way up his
system. Gasping, Inuyasha waited for his body to settle. Choking helplessly, he
held onto his sides as his body convulsed and spewed.
Eventually Inuyasha’s stomach
calmed somewhat and with muscles shuddering and head aching, he sat down
heavily next to the Goshinboku. He knew he should go up into its branches, knew
he should go for its relative safety but for the life of him, he could not
move. Everything was painful and moving wasn’t an option.
I’ll wait until my head stops spinning, he thought dazedly. Gulping air into starving
lungs, he inhaled deeply, trying to get the cloying taste of throw up from his
palate. Swallowing, he relived the moment:
“I’m going back.” He shrugged carelessly. “I got what I came for.”
Without a glance back at the girl on the bed, he hopped out the window.
Inuyasha shuddered again, remorse grabbing him by the throat. “Why…?”
he mumbled to no one. “Why…” Inuyasha winced as Kagome’s shocked wide eyes
flashed through his memory. Dropping his forehead into his hands, he wondered
once again why he hadn’t been killed at birth.
I’m such a son-of-a bitch,
he thought, not even realizing the truth of his words. Why can’t I ever do
what I mean, say the right thing or do the right thing? he wondered
angrily. Sometimes he wanted to grab Kagome by the shoulders, shake her and
scream into her face, ‘Don’t you get it?? I don’t mean what I say! I don’t mean
to hurt you!’
Chuckling darkly, Inuyasha rested his head against the rough trunk
behind him. Stupid asshole what you are, saying those sort of things to
her…she should have sat you into the next century. I deserve it, he
acknowledged.
The evening had started out well enough. There had been lingerie and
comforting her, he had eaten a marvelously bland supper and they had been
getting along for once. When did I go wrong? For a moment, the thought
went through his head that perhaps Kagome had killed the moment but Inuyasha
dismissed this as his usual useless thoughts. Kagome doesn’t do that sort of
thing. She’s not the monster…
With blinding intensity, the memory of Kagome’s flesh, ripped open and
bleeding freely, echoed through his mind and he almost began vomiting again.
Remembering how strongly her blood had affected him, Inuyasha whined and
slammed his head against the trunk of the Goshinboku. I’m the monster…How
could I react like that? She could have bled to death and I wouldn’t have
cared…
His stomach clenched as the mere memory of Kagome’s blood scent washed
over him and Inuyasha wanted to scream as unstoppable arousal collided with his
misery. Miyouga had once said that blood lust was a normal demon mating habit…
Normal my ass!
Inuyasha thought a bit desperately as he hardened against his will.
He shifted and tried to concentrate on anything else, anything at all
except the smell and look of his sweet Kagome staring up at him, blood covered
and frightened.
It was of no use.
Gasping and as hard as he had been barely half an hour before in bed
with his Kagome, Inuyasha closed his eyes and tried to not be affected by the
memory. I love her! he yelled
inside his head. People in love don’t imagine ripping into each other; they
don’t enjoy making the other bleed as they cum…
His dick was swollen and he felt it move with a pulsating beat, as if
someone was sucking on it, leaving heat and the best type of pain behind.
The thought of her doing that was too much to withstand. Inuyasha
groaned helplessly, unable to stop the desire from filling him, unable to hold
himself back from loosing the ties to his hakama and stroking himself. Even
though it was for the reasons he wanted to deny, he couldn’t stop himself. He just
wasn’t strong enough.
Monster, he cursed
himself. Monster…
Moving his hand roughly over the overly sensitized flesh, Inuyasha
struggled to breath as the glorious feeling of being in Kagome’s heat while she
bled beneath him filled him again.
“Monster,” Inuyasha hissed. With inhuman strength, he took his hand
away from himself. I will not do this, not to imagining her like that!
He swore mentally. Not again!
Trying to fill his lungs, Inuyasha groped his way up the tree trunk,
standing on unsteady legs. Monster…Sweat dripped down his face and, with
no thought, he wiped it away with a careless hand.
Her blood smell hit him like a slap. Groaning as his instincts reared
and screamed in response to her, Inuyasha was insensible as he slumped to the
ground. Responding the most basic of all youkai instincts, blood lust, he was
mindless in his need to soothe himself.
The smell, the intoxicating scent of her red life free and let loose
from its captivity in veins, was ripe in Inuyasha’s nose and he almost toppled
onto the ground, so powerful was the sensation.
I exist for you, he
promised the girl he was imagining was between his thighs. You’re the light,
the only thing I can see…His breath rasped in the silence of the clearing
as his hand clenched. The feeling of her body being torn open ripped through
him and his back bent as his orgasm took him.
It was powerful and for a glorious moment, he blacked out. Recovering
was gradual and still stunned from the strength of the orgasm, he glanced down
at his penis.
It was stained red with Kagome’s blood; the hand he had used for
pleasuring himself had his love’s blood all over it.
For a few moments, it was all he could see. Flaccid meat, covered in
blood; it was his entire world, the symbol of everything that was wrong with
him.
Monster….
Inuyasha
could swear he felt tears in his eyes.
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-A/N:
Hope you all liked it. Or, at least, it made you think. Tell me what you
thought!
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