Devotion | By : BlackberryPatch Category: InuYasha > Yaoi - Male/Male > InuYasha/Sessh?maru > InuYasha/Sessh?maru Views: 12488 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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Sesshomaru was still half asleep when he reached out for the warm body that should have been lying beside him, but when he did not find it there he awoke fully. He looked around for Inuyasha but did not see him anywhere in the predawn semidarkness. He did find Doror, who had somehow moved from where he'd fallen asleep halfway across the sheltered area they'd found, to lie right beside the other demon.
Sesshomaru rose, slipping out to an open area so he could watch the sun rise behind the mountaintops. This was beautiful country... but looking at it now filled him with a longing that was almost homesickness- though not quite. It was a longing for something else... He looked around for Inuyasha again, wondering where his brother had gotten to.
Again it was Doror he found when he turned around, the demon blinking sleepily at the sunrise and smiling pleasantly. "The sky is lovely in the morning," he started, but Sesshomaru brushed past him, not interested. It wasn't that he thought that Inuyasha was incapable of going off by himself, Sesshomaru reasoned with himself, or that he felt that Inuyasha should report his every move... Rather, if his brother had felt like an early morning stroll Sesshomaru was insulted that he had not been asked to come along; to watch the sun rise with Inuyasha would have made it far more
pleasing.
Something pulled at his hand and Sesshomaru turned, annoyed; Doror had caught him by the wrist. The demon smiled. "It seems Inuyasha has gone for a morning walk. Shall we also take advantage of the morning?" Not really paying attention to him, Sesshomaru turned away, drifting off in a different direction. Doror's hand around his wrist stopped him again and Sesshomaru turned to glare at the demon. He broke away, but Doror leaned in closer to him; catching hold of Sesshomaru's kimono, he pulled the other demon closer, their lips touching.
Sesshomaru broke Doror's hold on him suddenly, backing away, wide-eyed with outrage.
Doror licked his lips. "I apologize; was I too forward? But waiting for you, my dear beautiful
one, seems to take more patience than I have." He leaned in again, snatching at Sesshomaru's arm.
They had never tested their strength against each other, so Sesshomaru had no idea what to expect, but he was not exactly thinking clearly enough to expect anything when he broke Doror's hold on him so quickly the other demon blinked in shock. He twisted the other demon's arm behind him and hissed at him, "Did you think that I would welcome your advances?" He threw Doror away from him, throwing him down on the snow. "Begone, before I loose what little hold I have left on my patience."
Doror grinned up at him. "Ooh, yes loose your temper." he regained his feet and stared at Sesshomaru hungrily. "It will make you even more irresistible." The two demons closed again, Sesshomaru grabbing a hold of Doror's arm before the other could touch him. "I can give you a far
better time than that mixed-blood cur," Doror purred, leaning closer. Sesshomaru's eyes narrowed, focusing. Drawing back his arm, he thrust his long claws into Doror's chest.
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The sun was high in the sky when Inuyasha looked up from where he sat among the overhung branches of an evergreen tree to see Sesshomaru walking toward him. His brother did not look happy and Inuyasha felt his lip curl. Good. He wasn't in the mood to be worried about making Sesshomaru feel good. The demon stopped several paces from the tree. The wind carried his scent
toward where Inuyasha sat and the half demon's lip curled further as he felt something inside of him tighten; Sesshomaru absolutely reeked of Doror.
Sesshomaru stood for several minutes, not speaking, and finally it was Inuyasha who broke the
stillness. "Where is he?" he muttered, and even to him his voice sounded sullen.
"He will not be traveling with us any longer," came Sesshomaru's clipped response.
Inuyasha snarled softly. "Why not? I thought the two of you were getting along just great."
Sesshomaru did not respond, and Inuyasha rose from his seat, walking out along one of the thick branches as he goaded his brother further. "In fact, why don't you just go with him and I'll just stay here?!" He leapt down from his perch in the tree to land near his brother, ready for a fight. He wanted a fight- it would let out some of the nervous energy pent up inside him. But he actually looked at Sesshomaru for the first time and blinked; the reason Sesshomaru smelled was because he was covered in blood.
Sesshomaru did not notice Inuyasha's sudden realization; he bristled, pushed beyond his usual
reticence. "And I did not know you were so inclined to sulking, like a human brat!" Inuyasha's head came up, eyes flashing, and the two of them looked at each other.
There was a long pause; this time it was Sesshomaru who spoke first. "He's dead," he said shortly,
and Inuyasha's eyes drifted down to wander over Sesshomaru's bloody clothes.
He snorted. "I can't believe you didn't know what he really wanted."
Sesshomaru's lip curled as his eyes flashed, betraying his emotional state. "And who says I did
not?"
Inuyasha stared at him belligerently. "After putting up with him this long, you wouldn't have just killed him unless he pushed you."
Sesshomaru's eyes narrowed. "There are... other reasons." He looked away. "I... did not think about what he wanted," he admitted quietly.
Inuyasha's gaze turned derisive. "Like you've never had this problem before."
Sesshomaru glared at him. "Perhaps, however..." He looked away again suddenly and was silent for a long time, both of them not moving. When he spoke again it was slowly but resolutely, as if this was something he needed to say but wasn't sure he could find the correct words to say it. "I have
never been... satisfied when it came to partners. When an offer was made it was not a great issue to accept or decline, since there were many offers and I ultimately found none of them satisfactory. But now..." He shifted. "I am satisfied. My thoughts do not stray that way, as they used to, when it comes to others." He looked at Inuyasha.
Inuyasha was very still. His ears flattened back suddenly and he turned away, beckoning Sesshomaru to follow him. "Come on. You need a bath."
His eyes narrowed, Sesshomaru followed as Inuyasha led him to a lake not far away, fed by a hot spring. "I found it this morning," Inuyasha was saying, conversationally, "by following the steam."
Not really listening to his words, Sesshomaru reached out a hand to touch his brother. Inuyasha
turned toward him, taking the hand in his own. Sesshomaru raised his other, bloody hand, looking at it oddly. "He said... unkind things about... you." His eyes narrowed and his lip curled in disgust as he eyed the blood on his hands. " I tore out his heart, and then I broke his neck."
Inuyasha stared at him, then leaned forward. Their lips touched, softly, then Inuyasha tugged lightly on the hand he held and pulled Sesshomaru closer to the water. Sesshomaru followed and they waded in, the warm water contrasting with the cold bite of the wind. Clothing was tossed back onto the shore as they went, Sesshomaru's kimono requiring a good scrubbing before he went to lay it in the sun to dry. Inuyasha watched him as he stood for a moment at the edge of the water, the demon's body lean and hard and strong. Turning back to the lake, Sesshomaru slipped back into the water's warm embrace.
Moving up behind his brother, Inuyasha reached out to comb his fingers through the demon's silky hair and touch the bare skin of his back. His touch was hesitant at first but grew more possessive, his arms circling around Sesshomaru's body to pull the demon closer, turning him around. Sesshomaru allowed it, taking Inuyasha's face in his hands and raising it to kiss him deeply.
Inuyasha moaned softly, tilting his head back and letting Sesshomaru kiss him again as his hands came up to hold the back of Sesshomaru's head, pulling the demon closer to him. The broke apart several minutes later, breathing heavily. "If you've been jealous of Doror all this time, you should have said something," Sesshomaru murmured.
Inuyasha growled, but Sesshomaru kissed his neck and he sighed, his hands falling to press flat against the demon's chest.. "I... I didn't think it would get to me like it did. I never thought- never wanted- to ask for anything from you. I thought I would be okay if you wanted to be with others..." He stopped, his hands curling into fists, and he growled at himself angrily. "But you didn't even do anything with him and I was already about to tear his throat out!" He hesitated, leaning against his brother. "Sesshomaru, I... I need to know, what..." He swallowed, then looked searchingly at his brother. "What are we? To each other?"
Sesshomaru sighed, reaching out to pull his brother closer. "I... have no experience in this area."
Inuyasha snorted, his face hidden between the fall of his hair and the solid warmth of Sesshomaru's chest. "Like I do?"
Sesshomaru cuffed him lightly then let his arms fall around Inuyasha again. "Hush. As I was
saying, I have never had an interest in maintaining any relationship beyond immediate gratification." He sank down in the water for a moment, thinking, his fingers stroking along his brother's shoulder unconsciously. When he spoke, his voice was low and firm. "Inuyasha," he turned the half demon's
face up to his so their golden eyes stared into each other's. "You are my brother, all that remains of my house, and despite my actions of the past I find that I love you for it." Inuyasha nodded and started to pull away, but Sesshomaru grabbed his wrist and pulled him close again, continuing. "And above all of that, I find that you are the only creature I have ever met who... fulfills me. Whose presence enhances my being in such a way that I find myself wondering what more I can become and whose absence drives me to seek them out." He paused then for a moment, but Inuyasha remained silent. "Inuyasha," Sesshomaru continued, "if you ever feel again the way you felt toward Doror, do not remain silent. I... do not want you to be wronged by something I have done, that is all I know."
Inuyasha nodded. "Okay." He kissed Sesshomaru again, then slipped away to finish washing.
Sesshomaru also finished washing, thinking to himself as he did so, and as they were both about to get out of the water he pulled Inuyasha back against him, wrapping an arm around him. "Inuyasha." He kissed the half demon's neck, murmuring, "It would not occur to you that I also desire of you to give words to the way you feel?"
Inuyasha sighed, leaning back against the warm body behind him. "It occurred to me." He was silent then, and after a long moment Sesshomaru seemed to accept that he wasn't going to say anything else and released him. Inuyasha reached up to grab a hold of his brother's arm to keep it
wrapped around him and Sesshomaru paused. "I... I love you," Inuyasha said, the words barely able to be heard at all as he whispered them, but Sesshomaru heard them and stilled. "I haven't cared
about a lot of people in my life, but I know that I love you. Sesshomaru..." He turned his head, his breath suddenly ghosting over the demon's cheek and Sesshomaru shivered. "I don't know how, or why exactly, it started and most of all I don't know why you..." he inhaled, "why you put up with me, but I..." Sesshomaru kissed him, silencing him, but Inuyasha broke away, hiding his face against the demon's neck, his ears flat against his head in discomfort as he forced himself to continue. "I want to stay with you. I want you to stay with me, to touch me..."
Sesshomaru wasn't sure how it happened exactly but they were out of the water, on the shore of the
lake, and he was touching Inuyasha as requested, his hands all over his brother's body, persuading
him to arousal. Not that it took much persuading; Inuyasha moaned at his touch and molded against his body. The wind was chill against them, but Sesshomaru's blood pounded hotly in his ears and he hardly noticed. Beneath him, Inuyasha pulled at him with demanding hands until Sesshomaru found his back pressed against the pebbled shore of the lake, Inuyasha over him, their bodies pressed together. Inuyasha slid against him and Sesshomaru moaned, the sound swallowed by
Inuyasha's insistent mouth on his. He reached up, still touching his brother's slighter body as if he would never get enough of doing so. Fingers slid over Inuyasha's back, around to trace the muscles of his chest, down his side to ghost up over his ass and then down around to stroke inside his thigh. Inuyasha's own hands were not idle and his mouth remained demanding against Sesshomaru's own.
It was several moments later that Inuyasha pulled back slightly, looking breathlessly down at his brother for a moment. Raising a hand he stroked it down Sesshomaru's chest, his tongue following as he traced lines of muscle and bone, slowly mapping the body beneath him. As he worked his way down he pulled out of Sesshomaru's reach and the demon growled softly, rising from his reclined position to pull Inuyasha back in reach of his hands and tongue. But the half demon pushed at his shoulder, shoving him back, and Sesshomaru lay back on the ground, his silver hair
spilling around him as he watched Inuyasha from half-lidded eyes.
Inuyasha returned to his task of mapping his brother's body with fingertips and tongue, taking note of
the demon's increasing arousal. His tongue was still making patterns around Sesshomaru's navel when Inuyasha allowed his hands to sneak lower, fingers wrapping around the warm flesh of Sesshomaru's cock. The demon made a noise deep in his throat and his fingers curled, seeking purchase in the pebbled ground beneath him as he arched into that touch, seeking more of it. With one last pressure of his lips to the pale skin beneath them, Inuyasha leaned back, watching his
brother as he devoted most of his attention to what he held in his hands. The flesh was dark with pulsing blood and Inuyasha brushed his thumb up along the vein running the length of the underside of it, eliciting a yelp from his brother which dissolved into an urgent moan as Inuyasha took the twitching cock firmly in his hand again and deliberately stroked his thumb over the tip, the fluid seeping from the slit there slicking his skin as he repeated the gesture.
Sesshomaru writhed beneath his ministrations and Inuyasha just watched him, a certain wonder on his face as thought about his brother's confession. Was he serious? Had no one ever driven the demon so wild with desire? No one... before Inuyasha himself? It seemed unreal that no one had ever seen this before... Sesshomaru's skin was flushed, his head thrown back as his body thrust up against his brother's touch, one hand curled against his chest as his fingers stroked over one hard nipple, and Inuyasha felt a sudden proprietary feeling fill him. This... this wantonness, was his. No one else's. And as if he read his brother's thoughts Sesshomaru moaned, thrust again into Inuyasha's tight grip, and came, hot with the feel of his brother's eyes on him.
Inuyasha raised his hand to his mouth and tasted Sesshomaru before his hand fell to his own arousal and he slicked the come on his skin. As Sesshomaru lay watching him, sated, Inuyasha positioned himself and thrust into the demon's relaxed body. He leaned over his brother, Sesshomaru reaching up to touch his face and murmuring softly, "Inuyasha." He was still for a moment, savoring the heat that pulsed around and through him, but his body shook, demanding movement, and Inuyasha reached down to stroke arousal back into Sesshomaru's cock as he pulled
out and thrust back into the tight passage that held him. He was amazed at how quickly the demon's body responded to his touch, and he shivered as he thrust again into that welcoming warmth. Sesshomaru murmured approvingly as he felt the movement within him, then hissed suddenly as a slight shift in angle caused Inuyasha to stroke against a certain spot, clawed hands coming up to grip the half demon's shoulders. "Yes, there," Sesshomaru affirmed unnecessarily, and Inuyasha pulled out to thrust in again, hitting that spot. Pleasure threaded through his being with growing fire and Sesshomaru reached up to take his brother's face in his hands, touching his cheek before letting his fingers slide back into the half breed's silver hair, finding the soft delicateness of his ears and massaging them deeply. Inuyasha growled softly, moaning as he leaned into the touch. Their lips met again, pleasure and desire colliding as their bodies did.
Already fully aroused, Inuyasha found his climax not far off and he came, his brother's name on his lips.
He thrust one more time against Sesshomaru's body beneath him, shuddering with completion, before he pulled out, shifting his body so he could lean down and take the demon's arousal in his mouth. He felt Sesshomaru's hand in his hair then, touching him, guiding him as he drank deeply of what he'd only let himself taste before. He opened his throat, taking as much of his brother into
himself as he could, one hand stroking alone the pale smoothness of the demon's thigh as the other teased its way around the opening behind, working its way up to cup against the sac just beneath the hard length of flesh he savored. Pulling back, he let the hardness slip from between his lips as he swirled his tongue around the tip, one hand curled around the length and squeezed slightly and he heard Sesshomaru's breath catch, the hand in Inuyasha's hair tightening its grip further. The demon's moaning became desperate and Inuyasha's hands became more demanding in response as he enticed greater levels of ecstasy from the body that lay beneath his hands and within the hot confines of his mouth. Inuyasha realized vaguely, as the hand was no longer fisted in his hair, that Sesshomaru was touching himself as well, and he spared a thought to regret that he wasn't in a position to fully enjoy watching that. The thought quickly passed, for Sesshomaru came then, and
Inuyasha shivered in pleasure to taste his brother's essence. He swallowed it, feeling the warmth running down his throat and through him, and he moaned. The hand was back in his hair again and
Sesshomaru pulled him up to kiss him, to taste himself on the half demon's tongue.
They lay beside each other after that, too sated to move. The air was still chilly and after a moment Inuyasha glanced around, snagging the nearest piece of their clothing and pulling it over them.
"Mm cold," he mumbled from underneath Sesshomaru's kimono, and the demon himself chuckled softly as he wrapped an arm around his brother and pulled the garment so that it covered them more fully. Time seemed to drift away on the breeze and Sesshomaru was half asleep when Inuyasha spoke again. "You can't kill everyone who insults me, you know."
Full awareness returned quickly, and Sesshomaru's eyes narrowed, his lip curling in distaste as he
remembered.
"Well, you probably could," Inuyasha continued, "but that would get really boring after awhile."
He looked up at his brother then, searchingly. "It doesn't bother me, most of the time. I'm used to it."
"You should not have to be 'used to it,'" Sesshomaru spat, but Inuyasha touched his cheek and he stilled. "I'm sorry," the demon murmured, his embrace possessive and protective. "You... should not have had to grow up that way. It is my fault."
Inuyasha snorted. "Get over yourself, you're not that important. It's not your fault- though I
will say you didn't help anything." He frowned. "Or maybe you did." Sesshomaru looked at him, but Inuyasha lay with his arms wrapped loosely around his brother's neck and stared off in the distance at something that wasn't there. "I... well, I can't really say I'm 'glad' for it, but having to deal with all the shit I had to deal with as a kid made me stronger. You showing up to kick my ass just made me want to get even stronger still, and I..." he paused, frowning quizzically. "Being a half breed is a hard life, any way you slice it. Maybe I wouldn't have lived as long as I have without
having you to push me." He shrugged, dismissing the topic, but Sesshomaru was not satisfied.
"You still needed someone to...shield you," he murmured, "to give you protection and... love."
Inuyasha surprised him by grinning. "Yeah, you think so?" He rested his head against Sesshomaru's chest with a pleased sigh. "Well, my mom took care of that at first, but apparently," his tongue darted out to tease at one nipple and Sesshomaru growled, "I need a great deal of loving. More than one person has the time and energy to handle, I think." He looked up at his brother's face teasingly. "Mmm, yes a lot more." He started to pull away, but Sesshomaru caught him by the arm.
"Impudent pup," he growled, pulling the half breed against him. Inuyasha was grinning up at him, and Sesshomaru kissed his brother softly before he reached out and took one of those furry ears and stroked his fingers over it. Inuyasha made a small sound of appreciation in his throat as his eyes slid shut and he leaned into the touch.
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