What comes after 'happily ever after or the end?' | By : Furuichiko Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > InuYasha/Kagome Views: 8611 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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**AUTORS NOTE**-LATER THAT NIGHT IN KAEDE'S HUT-
Inuyasha was laying on his back, sleeping. Kagome was leaning against the wall a few feet away. She looked over at him with a sad look.
Sango, Miroku and Kirara weren't there, they were off doing other things. Lady Keade was out tending to her patients. Shippo was sitting in the corner, coloring.
She wanted to just crawl right next to him and lay down with him. She looked over at Shippo again and then quietly called him. "Shippo,"
He looked up at the sound of his named being called and looked at Kagome.
"Why don't you go play with the village children."
"But, Kagome..." He stopped as he seen the pleading in her eyes. "Alright."
Once Shippo was gone, Kagome moved towards Inuyasha and brush the hair out of his face like a loving mother. She looked down at him, her face showing all the sadness that she was feeling. A tear slowly rolled down her cheek.
She thinks that he's sleeping, but in fact that he wasn't. He's too aware of her presence to actually go to sleep.
Since she bandaged his wounds earlier that morning, he's laid in the same spot, not moving a muscle. All day, all he wanted to do was think of her. But he knew that if he did, bad things would have happened. Not necessarily bad, but not good for his condition.
She slowly moved over to his side, her smell growing stronger as she moved closer. She laid down next to him, put her head on his chest and her arm over his stomach.
His arm pinned between his side and her front, it was just too easy to touch her. So instead, he put his other on hers, making her go stiff.
He smiled.
"You're awake," She whispered.
"I haven't gone to sleep."
She looked up at him. "You haven't?"
"No, I was afraid that if I did, things would have stirred down south..."
"But why are you worr...ied... a...oh...."
He tried to laugh, but the pain was too much. But he knew that the pain would soon go away. He turned to his side and looked down at her. "Kagome...."
"In...u..." She blushed and turned her head down so that he wouldn't see. She mumbled what she wanted to say, and he didn't catch it.
"Kagome, what is it?"
"I...I...want...to..." She tried to say, still blushing, then just blurted out, "I want to spend the night in your arms...alone...."
He pulled her closer and wrapped his arms around her.
--A FEW DAYS LATER, COMING BACK FROM CELEBRATING-
Kagome and Sango helped get the boys into the hut. However, Kagome was the only one that was sober.
"Hey, hey, Kagome... just let me go... I can walk..." Inuyasha nearly shouted, leaning against her for support.
"I don't think that you can... We're almost there any how..."
She set him on the edge of the floor, and then helped Sango with Miroku, which neither of them were in any better shape then Inuyasha was.
Once Kagome was in arms reach, again, Inuyasha grabbed her by the waist and pulled her down. She landed between his legs. "Kagome, you smell so good!"
"Inu... Inuyasha not now..."
He wrapped his arms around her waist, when she tried to get up and held her there. He pressed his middle finger into her panties, and rubbed her, causing her to moan softly. He leaned his head forward and kissed her shoulder.
"Inuyasha... stop... not now.... Mmm.." She then, suddenly felt his erection pushing into her back. Mentally, she groaned, not really in the mood. But with the force that Inuyasha was holding her with, she couldn't stop him. She leaned her head back and whispered, "Lets go some where private..."
Letting her go, they stood up and left the hut. Outside, His eyes darted from left to right, not seeing any thing, or any one. Then he grabbed her and pulled her close. His hand, slowly but steadily moved to cup her butt, pulling her even closer.
She moaned into his mouth as he kissed her. "Inuyasha...this isn't private...."
"Private enough for me."
"Inuyasha, this isn't private." she grabbed his hand, pulled away from him and started walking in the direction of the well.
After a few long moments, he scooped her up into his arms and started jogging in the same direction. Once out in the open, where there was not likely to be any one around, Inuyasha set her down, then pulled her close again. He took her mouth hungrily and wrapped his arms around her.
-LATER, EARLY THE NEXT MORNING-
Kagome took a piece of paper from Shippo's book and wrote a note on it, then placed it next to Inuyasha. She picked up her bag and quietly left the hut.
-TOKYO JAPAN, 2007-
She climbed out of the well and dropped her bag on the ground. She sat on the steps and rested her face in her hands. She felt a little queasy. She felt her head for signs of fever, but there were none. She slowly made her way to the house and up the stairs.
Just as she was going into her room, her mother was coming out of hers, which, Kagome knew, that she never really does that. "Kagome? Why are you coming in so late?"
"I came home to get a few things. But I'm not getting them until later."
"Why didn't you stay there? Until morning I mean."
"Didn't feel like it." Kagome simply stated.
Concerned for her daughter, though she knew that Kagome was strong, she got the feeling that something wasn't right with Kagome. "Did you and Inuyasha have another fight?"
Kagome was quiet for a long moment, then stated, "No."
"Kago-"
"I'm going to bed. Good night." She said as she shut her door. She stripped of her clothes, too tired to care to put on her pajamas and crashed onto her bed.
Thinking back to a few hours ago, Kagome turned onto her side and looked out her window.
She knew that Inuyasha would never intentionally hurt her, but she didn't know what he would have done to her if she had refused him in his drunken state. She didn't want to go as far thinking that he would have tried to rape her. So instead of fighting him, she just gave him what he wanted. Right?
Then why did she leave right after he fell asleep, after they had gone back to the village? Certainly, she wasn't scared of him and what he might try next time. Was she?
She curled up into a ball, holding her knees to her chest as a tear slowly rolled out of her eye.
She didn't hate him. No. She could never. By all that was holy to her, she loved him. She couldn't even see the next day with out him, she wanted to spend the rest of her life with him. But the only thing was, she didn't know how he felt.
She thought back to that time when he held her close and told her that she was more then a shard detector to him. She wanted to believe him. But the question isn't; What he thinks of her. The real question is: Does he love her.
-LATER, THAT MORNING-
Kagome felt really sick so she didn't get out of bed till around noon. And by then, the house and shrine was booming with busy people. Feeling really groggy, Kagome made her way down stairs to the kitchen and managed to get a bowl of cereal.
That's when her grandfather came in. "Kagome?! You're awake!"
Grumpily she said. " Yea..."
"Kagome," He eyed her suspiciously. "Is there something wrong?"
She glared at him with a death stare, "No. Now leave me alone." She sat at the table and ate quietly.
Later, after she was showered and dressed, Kagome went out to that courtyard and sat by the Sacred God Tree. Only half aware that her grandfather was watching her, while he was sweeping the grounds. All she really wanted was to be left alone, to her thoughts and not have any one bother her.
The only place that she could think of, was the feudal era that is if Inuyasha doesn't pick up on her scent, or is spotted by one of the others. She stood up and faced the tree. Looking at it now, you can barely see the mark where Inuyasha was pinned nearly five hundred years before.
She reached up and touched it, instantly feeling connected with him. A cold breeze chilled her to the bone, and then she felt nothing. She brought her hand down, and hugged herself. Thinking of Inuyasha, she turned to look at the well, then the cold wind blew again, this time, stronger.
"Inuyasha...." She thought as she slowly made her way to the well, then, started going faster, until she reached it, opened the door and jumped in. But this time, she didn't see the blue light that she always seen, when passing through. She climbed out and tried again. Still, no blue light. She knelt down in the well and started to cry.
She couldn't get through. She pounded her fist against the dirt and whispered Inuyasha's name, then called him a little louder, and didn't stop calling him until she screamed his name. She laid down in the well and curled into her ball, sobbing.
Moments later, she seen her grandfather at the opening of the well, looking down at her. "Kagome, are you alright?" There was nothing but crying and sobs in reply.
"Kagome..."
She said his name again, only to choking it out in tears.
A short while later, she seen her mother standing at the top of the well, looking down at her, a sad look on her face. It wasn't until a few hours later, when Souta was home from school, that she emerged from the mini shrine, blood shot eyes and covered in dirt.
She ran into the house and barricaded herself in her room, not saying a word to any one.
-THREE WEEKS LATER, A FEW DAYS BEFORE HER BIRTHDAY-
She was walking home from school with Yuka, Eri and Ayumi. Though only one part of her brain was paying attention to the conversation. The other half was thinking about Inuyasha.
"Hello, earth to Kagome..." Eri said, looking over at Kagome.
"Huh? Oh, sorry. I was just thinking about some thing."
"We asked you what you were doing for your birthday."
"Oh, um... I don't know."
Eri, Ayumi and Yuka looked at each other and then giggled, shouted; "SHOPPING SPREE!"
"Shopping spree?"
The three of them giggled again, and then Yuka said, "Never mind."
"Hey! Let's go to WacDonalds, to ...celebrate!" Ayumi said.
"Celebrate? What on earth are you three talking about?" Kagome asked, very confused.
"Your Birthday, silly!"
They all laughed at Kagome's inability to keep up with their conversation.
Kagome just stared at them, and they laughed even harder.
Kagome notice a store coming up, and perked up, as if she'd forgotten something. "Ok, I'll meet you guys there! I just remembered some thing that I need to get for my mother!"
She ran a head and into to the store. There she looked at all the different E.P.T.'s Her head started spinning, because, just a few weeks ago, she was in this same store, buying condoms for the first time. Luckily it's not the same cashier.
She just grabbed a box and headed for the check out, She paid the man, who to her, seemed a little snobbish towards her. She felt like she was being looked down upon as if he was disgusted by her. Then she left, heading towards the WacDonalds that she and her friends go to all the time after school.
After ordering only a milk shake, because that's all she could afford, she sat down with her friends who had already gotten their food before she arrived.
"Kagome," Ayumi called from one side of the table. Kagome looked up at her, waiting for her to continue. "Where is this two timer, who you're with? How come we never see him?"
Kagome looked sad for a moment, then said, "He goes to a different school...He lives in Chiba."
"CHIBA?" They all said shocked. "How on earth did you meet the guy?"
"Family friend. Can we not talk about him right now..."
They all looked at her. "Has it really gotten that bad Kagome?" Eri asked.
"I said can we not talk about it right now."
"I think you should dump him, Kagome, he's not good for you if he's cheating."
"Just shut up for once!" Kagome nearly screamed, then started to cry.
Every one in the eating area was looking at Kagome now. Eri, Ayumi, and Yuka were staring at her in shock.
Kagome stood up and grabbed her things. "I have to go." And with that she left.
She rushed home and locked her self in the bathroom. She took the test out of her bag and opened it, and read the directions. Only to find that she had to pee on it, she waited for her bladder to start working. Only she got fed up with waiting a few minutes later, that she put her bag in her room and went into the kitchen.
She turned on the water and filled a glass and drank it. Refilling the glass and drinking a few more a few times. Her mother came into the room and looked at her curiously. "What? I'm thirsty."
"Kagome, I don't talk to you like this very often, and I'm glad of that fact. But you need to start watching your tone, young lady."
Once she was full from the water, she headed up to her room, to start her homework. It wasn't before long that Kagome had to use the bathroom, and once she did, she grabbed the test and headed for the bathroom. She peed on the stick and waited the recommended three minutes.
She had her back to the tub, while looking up at the sky. Once the results were clear, she closed her eyes, took a deep breath and looked down at it. Within seconds, she couldn't see the test because of the tears that suddenly came out so quickly.
*KNOCK. KNOCK.*
"Go away!" Kagome cried.
"Come on Sis, I have to use the bathroom."
"I said go away!"
She heard footsteps walking away from the bathroom door. She slid to the floor slowly then curled into the fetal position and burst into sobs.
Moments later, Kagome herd her mother knocking on the door. "Kagome?"
Kagome bolted up right and wiped her eyes. Then hid the test in it's box and then hid the box in the trashcan that was sitting between the toilet and sink. She fixed her clothes and then unlocked the door. "Yes?"
Yuki looked at her daughter suspiciously then asked, "What were you doing in there?"
"Nothing. I was using the bathroom...you know that's what people do."
"Kagome Merodī Higurashi! Don't you dare talk to me like that ever again!"
"Sorry. I'm not feeling well and I would like to return to my room now."
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