The ones we love | By : shikalover_94 Category: InuYasha > Yaoi - Male/Male > InuYasha/Sessh?maru > InuYasha/Sessh?maru Views: 14330 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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“talking”
“thinking”
“demon talking”
What are these feelings?
Four days it had taken Inuyasha to heal from is wounds. By the time he woke up Inuyasha was greeted with the site of Shippo sleeping next to him. He rolled onto his back wondering where the others were and thinking back to the battle. Rubbing a hand over his stomach that was now healed Inuyasha sighed for this had been not the first but the second time his brother’s hand had went through him. “Man I hate it when he does that…I guess I should add another attempt to try and kill me to the list so in counting that would be” Inuyasha began to add the numbers in his head “249 times”
He couldn’t stand it when he and his brother fought. Trying to keep a war face while attacking and injuring the one you love without running to him and holding him in your arms was never an easy task to do. “Well at least it’s over until he finds out I’m not dead and maybe comes back to finish the job.” Inuyasha chuckled “I wonder what he’s doing right now”
*with Sessh*
Right after the fight Sesshomaru made his way to his castle using one day to heal and the last three days for Rin to train. When the four days were up Sesshomaru was back on the road going who knows where with his follower’s right behind him. Though it was four days since the battle took place for some unknown reason he couldn’t get the look of his brother’s face when he fell to the ground out of his head. “That look was of nothing but pain…is this guilt? Do I feel sorry for what I have done?... why has he been on my mind for the last four days?” He found himself beginning to feel confused “No I do not care of the pain I have caused him” He started to wonder if the hanyou was still alive or did he die on that day “with any luck that fool will be dead” Sesshomaru thought when he heard his demon begin to chuckle.
* Sessh and yokai talk*
“I do not see what is so funny in this matter.”
“What’s funny is that we both know you don’t mean it”
“Explain”
“Haven’t you ever noticed how every time you and Inuyasha fight you have every intention to kill him but you never do?”
“That explains nothing”
“Oh but doesn’t it? You always pull back when it comes to killing him. I mean really your hand always go through his stomach when if you aim a little higher it would be his heart. Plus you’re always thinking about him.”
“I simply do not enjoy an easy kill and also I think about him because I have made a vow to kill him”
“Yeah and you also made a vow to kill Naraku but I don’t hear you thinking about him all day” his Demon said smirking “Just admit it Sesshomaru you are in love with the half-breed and must I say he’s not a bad catch, and I wouldn’t mind to take him as a mate”
*End Sessh and yokai talk*
Sesshomaru growled and blocked his demon from his mind for there was no way no possible way for him to have feelings for his useless half brother. He didn’t and he wouldn’t believe it but he will believe that his demon had gone insane. There was only one thing he had for his brother and love was not one of them. The only thing he had was the urge to see Inuyasha’s head planted on his wall.
*with Inu*
Within five minutes after he woken up Inuyasha had fallen back to sleep with none other than Sesshomaru on his mind. As soon as his eyes closed Shippo had began to wake up looking over at Inuyasha with sleepy eyes. Seeing that he was still asleep Shippo sighed getting up and going outside to get a drink of water. He had nothing to do today because Kagome had went back to her time, Sango had gone to her village to give her respect to her fallen comrades, and Miroku had gone off to visit his grandfathers grave. Though Shippo had the choice to go with Sango and Kirara he refused saying that Inuyasha might want to see a friendly face when he woke up.
Shippo walked back into the hut and sat in the corner watching Inuyasha’s sleeping form. “If he doesn’t wake up soon I’ll rip my own tail off” he said softly.
At hearing what Shippo said Inuyasha woke up from his sleep slowly opening his eyes “If I heard you right squirt I’m pretty sure if you were to do it your ass would hurt for weeks if not months” He chuckled as Shippo jumped at his voice. “Inuyasha I’m so happy you’re awake!” Shippo replied happily.
“Hey keep it down runt my ears are ringing as it is and you yelling ain’t making it no better” Shippo look up at Inuyasha giving a small nod before he ran out of the hut and coming back within seconds with a drink of water as if knowing the hanyou would be thirsty. Inuyasha took it began to drink satisfying his dry mouth.
Shippo filled Inuyasha in on everything that happened in the time he was sleep from when they found him lying on the ground to when the gang left. Inuyasha looked as if he were in thought when being told how everyone left in his time of need. He then came to realize that they had no idea what he would need them for. To them he was a half demon who could heal on his own without anyone’s help but to him and Shippo he was a half demon that just got his ass handed to him by the one he loved.
Shippo stopped talking looking at Inuyasha concerned. “I’m sorry you had to go through that Inuyasha”
“it’s ok…I’m used to it by now kit and believe me when I say it was way harder when I first found out my feelings then it is now” Inuyasha said with a smile on his face not wanting to worry Shippo.
“Well Kagome and the others should be back within 2 days and lady Kaede left to get more herbs so what do you want to do until then?” Shippo asked.
“Hmm well let’s see…sleep, sleep, and…yup more sleep” Inuyasha said as he laid his head back down closing his eyes. Shippo growled pulling on Inuyasha’s arm trying to get him to stand up. He wasn’t going to sit there doing nothing when he had been doing it for four days now. “Come on Inuyasha at least start training me like you said you would five weeks ago” when Inuyasha pulled his hand away from the fox child Shippo started pulling on his hair. At first Inuyasha didn’t even feel it until Shippo dug his small hands into his hair grabbing it from the root and tugging on as much as he could.
“OW OW OW!! Let go brat that hurts!!” Inuyasha said trying to pull his hair out of the Kitsune’s hands. “Ok I’ll train you just please let go my hair is not for you to rip out!!” With that Shippo let go with a huge goofy grin on his face.
*2 days later*
Inuyasha was in the forest sitting next to the riverbank when he heard a small noise. Pretending like he didn’t hear anything Inuyasha just sat there and within seconds Shippo jumped out of the bush and pounced on him. Inuyasha moved to the side slightly causing Shippo to not land on him but in the water. “You’re still making too much noise I mean I can hear you breathing from a mile away and you’re not masking your scent like I told you. How can you expect to catch your prey when they cannot only smell but hear you coming?” He asked getting irritated
Shippo climbed out of the river sighing knowing Inuyasha was getting mad at him. “Look let’s take a 15 minute lunch brake and then start working on helping you to mask your scent.” Inuyasha said calming down not wanting to discourage the kit.
After lunch they got back into training and within one hour Shippo was doing much better than before. He got the masking his scent part down so now all there was to work on was keeping silent. “Ok the key trick is to study your surrounding and not just look and move. Also you have to control your breathing because if you breathe to loud or hard you would give away your position” Inuyasha said. He made Shippo sit by the riverbank as he demonstrated what to do. Shippo didn’t notice Inuyasha was standing right next to him until he felt a tug on his tail from Inuyasha’s foot. Thirty minutes later Shippo had all the basic rules of hunting down. He tried one more time to get to Inuyasha without him noticing. As he was getting closer and closer to Inuyasha he continued to watch his surroundings and as soon as he was close enough Shippo pounced onto Inuyasha’s head.
Shippo couldn’t help but laugh at the sound Inuyasha made as he pulled his ears “Alright short stuff that’s enough for today now let go and let’s get washed up so we can get back to the village and wait for everyone to get back” Inuyasha said to the kitsune smiling as he took him off of his head. He had to admit that he was proud of the fox for learning something that took him a few hours to learn but had taken the half-breed weeks to figure out. Then again he was all alone in the world with no one to teach him but that wouldn’t stop him from praising the child for his accomplishment.
After getting washed up they headed back to the village only to see that the gang was already there. Shippo was on his way to sleep in Inuyasha’s arms but as soon as he laid eyes on Kagome he was up and in her arms within seconds. It amazed Inuyasha how the kit could bounce back so fast one minute on his way to sleep and the next jumping with joy. Although Inuyasha was happy his friends were back he was not happy with Kagome trying to get him back into the hut to rest. Although everyone was trying to explain to her that demons heal faster than humans she still wasn’t having it. Inuyasha gave up the fight and walked back into the hut growling and mumbling something about stupid human and jumping off a cliff.
“So Shippo what have you been doing since we left” Miroku asked trying to lighten the mood.
“Well I watched over Inuyasha until he woke up, then I pulled his hair until he agreed to train me, and then after he taught me how to hunt we took a bath and that was it.” Shippo said not really wanting to talk for all his energy was now gone and he was tired all over again. Kagome got a shocked look on her face “He taught you how to what!” she couldn’t believe what she was hearing but the fox didn’t answer because he had fallen asleep.
“Calm down Kagome its normal for a young demon to learn how to hunt and survive in the wild and Shippo is kind of way past do. I mean it’s good that Inuyasha is teaching him for he has the most experience and Shippo can’t depend on us to protect him for the rest of his life. Sooner or later he is going to have to grow up.” Sango explained while moving away from Miroku whose hand was trying to travel south.
“I guess your right it’s just that I’m not ready for him to grow up” Kagome said while rubbing Shippo’s head as he slept. Sango and Miroku nodded knowing that no parent was ever ready for their child to grow up. Time flew and soon it was night time and Shippo was now awake playing with Kirara. Kaede had come back and was cooking dinner with Sango and Kagome. Inuyasha got up not wanting to sit there anymore listening to the women talk about nothing “hey guys I’m going for a walk and do not follow me!” He just wanted sometime to himself.
Kagome could see that something was wrong with the half demon so she stood up and was about to follow him when her name was called. “Kagome he said he wanted to be alone so shouldn’t you leave him be?” Shippo asked.
“I must say lady Kagome he did seem as if he had a lot on his mind and wanted to be alone.” Miroku added not wanting to upset the hanyou. Kagome sighed “I have to find out what’s wrong with him” she said before walking away. As soon as she caught up to him she hid behind a tree not wanting him to know she was there.
*With Sessh*
Night time came Sesshomaru had sent Rin, Ah-Un and Jaken off to fetch them something to eat. Knowing that it would take the three awhile he walked off to find his own food. As he was walking he began to notice familiar things about the path he was on like how some of the trees had claw marks on them, and if he looked to his right there was a clearing with a well in the middle of it. He wasn’t sure if this was where he thought for he had only been to that place once and didn’t really acknowledge it for he hated the scent that came with it. Sesshomaru kept walking when his nose picked up the scent of his half brothers companions. It was confirmed that the way he was going was indeed near the village where his brother now stays after being stuck to the tree for 50 years. As if fate was playing a cruel joke on him Sesshomaru picked up on Inuyasha’s scent. He knew by now that the hanyou might have sensed him near so he kept walking towards him.
*With Inu*
He had been lying on the ground looking up at the stars, and almost asleep until he caught his brother’s scent coming his way. “Well I knew he was going to come sooner or later” Inuyasha thought as he stood up and turned in the direction Sesshomaru was coming from and as if on cue there he was. For a moment they just stood there staring at each other until Inuyasha broke the silence. “I know you wouldn’t come to a human village willingly so why the hell are you here Sesshomaru? Did you come here to say hi? Or maybe you come to make sure I was dead?”
“If you must know little brother it was not my intention to come across this village and as for if you were dead or not I simply do not care” Sesshomaru replied
“Really? I would have thought you’d come to finish the job” Inuyasha said smirking “does it make you mad Sesshomaru to see that I’m still alive?” unconsciously Inuyasha began to move closer to his brother.
“You being alive simply mean I can have the pleasure of killing you later.” At hearing what his brother said Inuyasha stopped walking but only an inch away from him. “Is that so?” He asked but before Sesshomaru had time to reply he had closed the distance between the two bringing their lips in a soft lip lock. It was like his body moved on its own but as he was trying to get control again there was a dark deep voice in his head “my mate…make him mine” and just like that the voice was gone. Realizing what he was doing Inuyasha pulled back waving his hands in front of him “I’m sorry I…I…I don’t know w…what came over me my body just…It just moved…on its own… I swear I didn’t…mean too” he looked down not wanting to look at his brother’s face.
Grabbing his brother under his chin Sesshomaru slowly began to lift his brother head making him look into his eyes. As soon as Inuyasha’s eyes met Sesshomaru’s he was shocked at what he saw. It was like Sesshomaru’s eyes were empty, like his body was moving by itself like his own did. “No this is different…It’s like he’s there but not there at the same time” Inuyasha thought. Just as Inuyasha was about to pull away Sesshomaru did the unthinkable and brought their lips together in a soft yet passionate kiss.
Inuyasha couldn’t believe his mind for the one he loved for so many years was now kissing him. He felt something wet rub against his bottom lip asking for entrance and Inuyasha couldn’t help but give it. Losing control of himself he wrapped his arms around Sesshomaru’s neck so that he could deepen the kiss. He knew it was wrong to take advantage of his brother when he wasn’t himself but as of now Inuyasha didn’t care for he had wanted this for so long. Their tongues began to fight for dominance which Inuyasha lost giving full control to his half brother.
The kiss started to get heated with Sesshomaru rubbing his hands up and down Inuyasha’s arms before resting on the half-breeds hips. So deep into the lip lock Inuyasha didn’t notice when Sesshomaru’s tongue withdrew from his mouth and his lips ceased their movement until he felt a fist connect to his gut. “Never lay your filthy lips upon this Sesshomaru again” was the only thing Sesshomaru said before he walked away with his cold emotionless mask back in play.
Getting the wind knocked out of him was less than what Inuyasha had expected to happen. He thought more on the lines of a getting beat to a bloody pulp again or maybe even death but he guessed he just got lucky this time. “It was worth it” Inuyasha said as he touched his lips softly and thinking back to the most wonderful kiss in his life that happened but 3 minutes ago. He jumped when he heard a noise coming from his right and was ready to attack until Kagome walked out from behind a tree “Inuyasha” she said with her voice so low that it was thanks to his demon hearing that he heard her at all.
*with Kags*
Kags POV
I had been standing behind the tree watching as Inuyasha lay back in the grass staring up at the stars. He must have been in deep thought if he didn’t sense me there but I didn’t think too much of it. After minutes of just watching him I had thought about going over there to talk to him but just as I was about too move I saw him stand and face in another direction. Following his gaze I had began to sense a demon coming this way but I didn’t move from my spot knowing that Inuyasha could handle it. When my eyes fell on whom that demon was I had to bite my lip from gasping and letting them know I was there.
There were two things I loved about being a miko and they were being able to sense trouble and knowing how to mask my presence. I was almost shocked when they didn’t start trying to cut each other’s head off until I saw Inuyasha’s lips move. I couldn’t hear what the brothers were saying but I did notice how Inuyasha was moving closer to his brother with every word. “You idiot don’t get close to him move away” I thought as I began to get scared for my friend. They started talking again but within seconds my eyes went wide as I watched my best friend and the one I was starting to fall for kiss the cold hearted yokai.
I was so happy when I saw him pull back waving his hands in front of his face as if he didn’t mean for it to happen. My happiness began to fade away as I watched said yokai lift Inuyasha face staring into his eyes before their lips locked again. This time was much different than the first which was just a small peck on the lips and lasted for only 2 minutes. This second kiss seemed like it lasted for hours and looked as if they were trying to eat each other’s face. “How could he do this to me?” I fell back on my and closed my tear filled eyes not wanting to watch the scene that played before me.
When I opened my eyes again I was greeted with Sesshomaru punching Inuyasha in the stomach and walking off. After he was out of site I looked back at Inuyasha who was touching his lips with a smile on his face as if he liked it. When I stood back up I accidentally stepped on a twig and it snapped making Inuyasha jump into defensive mood. Not wanting him to attack me I walked from my hiding spot and with sad yet anger filled eyes I whispered his name watching his face go from happy to shock.
*with Sessh*
When Sesshomaru walked away from his half-breed brother he was angry and confused about his actions. He made his way back to Rin, Jaken and Ah-un but before he got there he was going to have a little chat with his demon.
*Sessh and yokai*
“Why have you bought such shame to me? What was the meaning of making me act so foolish?”
His demon groaned “I’m sorry I was asleep…now what did you say?”
Sesshomaru growled “do not play stupid with me why on earth did you make me kiss that sad excuse for a demon?”
“Wait hold on…I didn’t do anything and if it were me don’t you think you would have felt me try to take over and fight me like you always do?”
Sesshomaru then began to think about it and knew his demon was right “But if you didn’t do it then why did I kiss that half demon?”
“Well if I had to guess I’d say your inner emotions are trying to make their way out”
*end of talk*
Sesshomaru let his mask slip for a second and his face was of one who is confused. What did his yokai mean by inner emotions? For all his life he never once showed a sign of emotion yet all of a sudden they come flowing out of him like a river. Why did it feel like he was there but really wasn’t? Why did he even kiss his brother? Why was it that even though it wasn’t him he felt as though he liked it? Why didn’t Inuyasha fight to get him off? He had so many questions yet was given no answer. Seasshomaru started walking back to his ward and servants with only one thought on his mine “What are these feelings?”
TBC
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