Saved By Love | By : Blackrose1933 Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Kagome > Sessh?maru/Kagome Views: 6234 -:- Recommendations : 2 -:- Currently Reading : 3 |
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Chapter 4
Kagome stood there on shaky legs letting him cut the bandages from her body. She really did not want him because the pain she felt from pulling at them helped a little to ease the pain of her heart. Once all the bandages were removed she looked down to her nude body seeing that the deep wounds have been held together and were already starting to heal. Stepping back Sesshomaru moved to the door opening it just a crack and ordering clean bandages be brought up. Once he had the door fully closed he turned back to Kagome who was now sitting on the bed for the medication she was given for pain was wearing off rather quickly. Without saying a single word he studied her body knowing all those wounds would leave some nasty scars.
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath for he now felt sorry for the woman before him. He knew with scars that covered her body no man would ever take her as a bride for she would be seen as un-pure. With that deep breath a shock hit his nose this woman before him was in fact still pure and untouched by any man. He wondered how a human of her age could still be pure and why his half brother didn’t take her purity long ago. So many questions baffled his mind but he knew now wasn’t the time to ask. Her voice finally brought him out of his own thoughts.
“Why did you save me?” her question caught him completely by surprise. he didn’t know how to answer her question for he still asked himself the same question but he knew he had to give her some answer.
“It was not this Sesshomaru’s intention to save you Miko, Naraku was the only target” he replied while turning away from her.
“That may be so but you could have left me there why didn’t you?” She now asked wanting to know why he saved her when she was so close to death that she was ready for.
“This Sesshomaru’s honor couldn’t allow you to die” was all he said before a knock came at the door. With a slight sigh of relief he pulled the door open to see his healer standing there in a bow with arms full.
“I’m sorry Mi’ Lord I know you asked for the bandages but I came to check on the progress of the Miko’s wounds if you’ll allow” he said while standing up to look Sesshomaru in the face. The Lord gave a nod before stepping aside to let the healer enter the room.
Kagome was so lost in her own thought that she forgot she was now completely naked or that someone had even entered the room. She was snapped out of her thoughts when she felt a hand touch her shoulder making her jump before yelping in pain.
“I am sorry young Miss. My name is Tasho and I am the Head healer for Mi’ Lord Sesshomaru and you are now in my care for those are his orders. Now please I need you to lay down.” he said in a low voice trying to clam the woman for he knew he just scared her. A heavy sigh came from her as she laid down wondering why he was ordered to care for her wounds when she didn’t even care herself. Deep down she was hoping that theses wounds will kill her to finally end the pain she felt. The physical pain that course through her body was nothing compared to the pain of a shattered heart. She had closed her eyes letting the healer do his work, with her eyes closed images of Inuyasha crossed her mind causing tears to slowly roll down her cheeks. The sudden smell of tears caused the healer to stop his work and look at the woman.
“What troubles you young one?” he healer asked with a tilt of his head causing Kagome to open her eyes, she still had realized that tears were sliding down her cheeks. The wounds to face had already healed since she was asleep for a whole week. Many of wounds to her body had already healed thanks to her powers but the deep ones that started from her breast down her stomach remained. She just shook her head without saying a single word. After several more minutes the healer commanded her to sit up so she did so. The healer knew something really bad happened to this young woman she was now had a broken soul. Once her torso was wrapped the healer turned to Sesshomaru.
“Mi’ Lord may I have a word with you alone?” he asked his Lord with a small bow. Sesshomaru just gave a nod while opening the door and stepping outside with the healer right behind him. Once the two exited and the door was close Kagome sat up ignoring the pain that ripped though her body. {It will all be over soon} she thought as she looked around the room letting her eyes rest on the three swords Sesshomaru had carried. The swords rested against the chair that Sesshomaru was sitting in. With determination she reached out to the swords trying to get her hands on one. When she couldn’t reach she growled out in frustration before sliding her legs from the bed. She went to stand up but the pain had finally became to much for her human body to bear causing her to fall to the ground right beside the bed causing her to yelp in pain, she bit her lip and looked to the door hoping her sound was not heard. She almost smiled when the door never opened. Moving herself to a sitting position on the floor she again looked at the swords before reaching her hand out. She reached out and grabbed the first sword that was in her reach not really what sword it was. She pulled the sword to herself before removing it from the sheath.
{I finally get to end this pain} she thought with a smile before turning the sword on herself. If her pain wasn’t so great she would have felt bad for using Sesshomaru’s sword to end her life when he had just saved it but then again she never wanted to be saved. She was knocking at deaths door and just before the door was opened she was pulled away. She was not happy that Sesshomaru had saved her but her face did not show anything so he didn’t know that she was unhappy. She now had the sword under her left breast right where her heart was at. “Goodbye Inuyasha” she softly muttered before trusting herself froward piercing her heart with Sesshomaru’s sword.
Out in the hall Sesshomaru could just feel that something wasn’t right but unsure of what it was. After his chat with the healer he opened the door to the room to a complete shock, the woman was on the floor with his sword through her body. He moved quickly to Kagome’s body and setting it back to remove the sword from her chest. Panic stuck him as he thought this human woman had ended her life with his sword but settled when he seen no blood from the wound. He looked over at the sword she had used and realized she had grabbed Tenseiga the sword of healing. A sigh of relief hit him for he knew that she would still be alive but it would take her a couple minutes to come around so he waited.
A few minutes had passed before the smell of tears reached his nose, he looked over to the woman he had laid against the bed and seen tears rolling down her cheeks as the word “Why” came from her lips. He tilted his head to the woman as she lifted her head turning her eyes towards him.
“Why am I still alive?” she asked not knowing that she had grabbed the sword of healing.
“Simple you grabbed Tenseiga the sword of healing. It’s not capable of killing humans” he replied as her tears flowed more.
“Why am I cursed to live?” she cried out not caring anymore about anything the pain was just so great and she had to let it out. Without even realizing what he was doing Sesshomaru had dropped his sword, reached his arms out to the crying woman and pulled her to his chest. Low rumbles came from his chest as he slowly rocked back and forth while stroking her hair. She had her face buried in his chest. Feeling arms around her Kagome reached up grabbing the front of his shirt and cried, it felt good to cry but even better to feel arms around her trying to sooth her tears.
After awhile her cries had dulled into sobs before completely stopping all together. He looked down to see that she had cried herself to sleep. Moving gently he rose to his feet and placed her in the bed. He got a clean sleeping kimono and dressed the naked sleeping woman, once he had her dressed he covered her with the blankets and returned to the chair. He leaned back with a heavy sigh, after seeing what she did the healers words had more much more sense to him. Something really bad has happened to the Miko that shattered not only her heart but her soul.
He wondered what could have happened to her, during his encounters with her group she was so warm and so full of live and now she is trying to take her own. That was so unlike the woman that he knew even though he hardly knew her. Without realizing it he had slid into a light sleep.
Several hours later he woke to the sounds of screaming. It took him a couple minutes to wake up before he found the source of the screaming. Kagome was thrashing around in the bed and screaming in her sleep.
“Stop Inuyasha don’t kill me please” she begged in her sleep, Sesshomaru was a bit shocked by her words as he rose to his feet his made his way over to the bed as she continued to scream asking Inuyasha not to kill her. He knew she was having a nightmare and had to do something before she woke the whole palace. He let out a slight sigh as he moved around to the other side of the bed and climbed into it. When Rin had nightmares about being attacked by the wolves he would hold her tightly to stop her thrashing around and he was hoping the same trick would work with Kagome. He reached out to the woman putting hands on her turning her to face him, as he pulled her close she swung her first punching him right in the jaw causing him to growl in frustration. He quickly pulled her close to him pinning her arms against his chest while using his legs to pin her’s in place.
“Hush now you are save” he quietly said as he growled low in his chest hoping the rumbling will clam her as she stroked her hair. A couple minutes passed where she struggled against him causing him to just hold tighter. He just continued to growl softly while stroking her hair, he placed his head on top of her’s as she struggled slowly ceased and her cries settled. He felt her push closer to him trying to get even closer. He let out another sigh as he loosened his grip on the woman but did not let her go, laying there his eyes started to grow heavy and before long he slipped into sleep.
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