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Must You Be So Difficult?	By : GizmoTrinket Category: InuYasha > Yaoi - Male/Male > InuYasha/Sessh?maru > InuYasha/Sessh?maru Views: 7734 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 8
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Must you be so difficult? Inuyasha             - By GizmoTrinket (Found on AO3, AFF)

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-Chapter notes:

Lemony goodness. 11 pages. :(

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-How to read this story:

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"...(none)..." Speaking aloud. +Internal +External.

'...(none)...' Thinking. +Internal.

^'...(italics)...'^ Inner consciousness (beast/yokai/whomever) thinking. +Internal.

~'...(bold)...'~ Mind-speak. Reiki +/- Yokai + Internal.

~"...(bold)..."~ Mind-speak and speaking aloud simultaneously. +Reiki +Yokai +Internal +External.

~^'...(italics + bold)...'^~ Inner consciousness using mind-speak. +Internal +/-Reiki +/-Yokai.

/...(none).../ Emotional response. Internal. +/-Reiki +/-Yokai.

~/...(bold).../~ Emotional response received through link. +Internal.

^/...(italics).../^ Inner consciousness's emotional response. +Internal.

~^/...(italics + bold).../^~ Inner consciousness's emotional response sent or received through link. +Internal +Reiki +Yokai.

                + Always.
                +/- Can be chosen to be included or not.

                Internal: Can be heard/felt/whatever by inner consciousness(es).
                External: Can be heard if the consciousness(es) have ears and are in range.
                Reiki: Can be heard/felt/whatever by consciousness(es) that are using holy energy to link.
                Yokai: Can be heard/felt/whatever by consciousness(es) that are using yokai energy to link.

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Chapter 4 - Spring Rain and Flowers

Rin was no longer sad. She was acting like she was sad and she was projecting that she was sad to Miroku but she was actually hugging her parents.

'We aren't even mated. I've known her- interacted with her for, like, two months, most of it I was unconscious for. How could she possibly consider me a parent?'

^'You were with her a lot in the village... and her father is our mate. She's our pup.'^

I ignored that. Partly because I didn't want to think about it but mostly because I was distracted.

She was also being devious. At first she was just giving Sesshomaru an excuse to touch his family without ruining his reputation and comforting herself. Now however...

To Rin: ~'This is SO CREEPY and FUCKED UP!'~

Her hand was wrapped around the half of my back that was not pressed against Sesshomaru's armor. The armor that I cursed with every fiber of my being because it prevented me from feeling the warmth of his strong, muscular, smooth, flawless chest.

'Damn it!' I cursed myself.

'But.'

I needed to be strong, to resist.

'But, he just smells so fucking good!'

I cut Miroku off. No one needed to be connected to him right now. Because our daughter was pulling my suikan out of my hakama and directing her father's hand under it.

~'Oh!'~ His long, thin, perfect fingers were stroking up my spine. They were feather light but like fire that didn't hurt when it burned, just consumed.

I bowed my head to hide under my bangs as those fingers finished their trek and moved over the rest of my back in undistinguishable patterns.

"Nnnn..." I hoped the humans and my pup couldn't hear the moan that came when he suddenly raked his claws down my spine. I arched my back involuntarily. He didn't draw blood but he wasn't gentle. I knew there'd be marks.

He brushed the pads of his fingers under my hakama. Then added the length of his fingers. Then his palm. The tie pulled uncomfortably in the front as his hand moved lower. And lower.

~'Rin.'~ Even in our heads Sesshomaru was breathless.

I had forgotten she was there. Hell, I'd forgotten she'd existed. All I could feel, smell, and sense was Sesshomaru. He was possibly more aroused than I was. It would have taken more effort than I was capable of to determine who was feeling what through the link. All I knew was that I would destroy my mate's armor and he wouldn't be allowed to wear any again, ever.

'No! Fuck.' I tried to reign myself in before I did something that I'd regret.

Sesshomaru's other arm wrapped around my back and pulled me into him.

'When did I end up facing him?' My forehead was in his chest plate and my hand was latched on to his pauldron.

Then that arm snuck under my kimono and his hand firmly stoked up my ribs.

My tie came undone and my hand moved from my tie to his neck. He pushed into my hand as it brushed his pulse on its path. The pressure against my hips loosened as my ass cheek was cupped and the hand returned to the small of my back.

This his finger brushed a spot I knew existed but wasn't aware would make me throw my head back and knees give out. "Ah!"

I felt his smirk as he cupped the other cheek to hold me until I pulled myself back up. "Sess..." I buried my nose into his collarbone and inhaled deeply.

I tried to remember how legs worked as he squeezed the other cheek.

When I finally started figuring it out his hand moved up and his finger once again stroked the patch of skin at the top of my crack even lighter than the first time.

I whimpered and arched my back into him. My hips thrust forward as I rose onto my toes. I threw my head to the side to expose my neck. I didn't care if I was submissive. I just wanted him to touch me more.

His hand moved up my back to rest just below my neck, pulling my kimono up as the other started pulling down my hakama.

"Sess..." I lifted myself up toward the warm breath I felt tickling my neck.

Powerful annoyance and untangling hands.

I freed myself from him and moved back so fast I was disoriented.

I caught my hakama against my hip so they wouldn't fall further as I held my breath in my constricted chest and looked up.

The last strap of the accursed armor came undone and it fell loudly and unchecked to the grass. Hungry golden eyes came to rest at what little of me was exposed.

I lost myself in a wave of powerful lust and was pulled into his head. I saw how my hakama were hanging at an angle by fingertips. The top of my red kimono was bunched up around the same wrist leaving an expanse of golden skin from just below my belly button to the top of a (not quite so) hidden erection. The tip of my hip bone and too much yet not enough below it. The trail of silky white hair leading down from my belly button was the last thing I comprehended before he ejected my consciousness and pounced.

My breath was forced from my lungs and parted lips as my back hit earth. One hand fisted in my hair at the base of my skull forcing my head back and cushioning at the same time. The other appeared at my side. The thumb pressing the hollow below the exposed hip bone and fingers as tight as they could be without claws puncturing the skin.

A rumbling growl came from on top of me as lips connected with the skin under my jaw. I rolled unseeing eyes up as pleasure shot through me. Pain made pleasure as I both willingly and was forced to expose more of my neck as fisted hair pulled fiercer. My claws dug into damp dirt as my arms helped my back arch held only in check by the pressure on the hip. A knee forced my cooperative legs apart and stroked rough fabric against the insides of my overly sensitive thighs.

I turned my head the fraction I could begging for more in the only way I could until the ragged breath I drew in finally filled my lungs.

Lips parted and a tongue dragged down to my pulse where lips closed, fangs brushed and suction started.

My hips were released and my legs flew around my mate trying to get my aching groin as close to the object of my desire as possible. My hair was released and I twisted my head to submit and expose myself to my seme.

"Sess-" lick "-hou-" suck "-mar-" bruising bite "-U!"

Arms strained against the hand trapping them above my head. (When did...?) The other sliding slowly up my side with pressure that neither tickled nor satisfied. His body angled back and my fire rat clad legs slipped down demon silk brushing my erection down his forcing us to both buck into each other. And my neck to be freed with a gasp from him.

Pressure on my chest as the tortuous hand came to a rest and a thumb stoked my nipple. "Sess!" My head thrashed and I bucked again but my legs were slipping. I struggled to get a hold that could bring any friction. The thumb brushed more lightly but I was more sensitive and my trapped cock throbbed against the fabric that was too rough.

I whined pitifully as my legs failed to find purchase. When I slipped once more I twisted my head violently to expose my neck and strained to arch into the most submissive position I could.

When fingers pinched the bud expecting another light brush I threw myself violently against my captor. My legs fell and I arched painfully. "Sess, please!"

Fingers pinched tighter and pulled while moist lips brushed lightly against the corner of my jaw.

I made the most pathetic pleading whimper as my legs flew apart.

"Please, what In-" my nipple was released "-u-" the hand brushed back down my side "-yash-" and fingers slid along the dip to rest on my thigh painfully close but much too far away "-a?"

I rolled as far as I could to try to get those fingers where I wanted them but they just started rubbing small circles- coming no closer.

Each twist and buck caused the circling fingers to retreat further.

Words failed me so I fell back and went limp. Ears flattening against the head leaning against my trapped arm the other side of my neck exposed. My eyes were closed against the moisture my torture and desperation wrought.

When both hands left my body I didn't move but a whimper escaped without my permission. I realized he had blocked the link and I had blocked my end long ago. I unblocked.

Fingers held my chin and as he turned my head I opened my eyes.

His mask was gone. Maroon lids were soft against glowing golden eyes. White strands pooled over his shoulders and fell around my face. Jagged stripes slowly smoothed and lips twitched.

The link opened and I felt what I saw. He loved me. He was sorry.

My lips twitched as I forgave him.

He cupped my cheek and lowered his lips to mine. Just a light brush before pulling back. Tender, sweet.

'Fuck no.' That was NOT what I wanted.

I blocked the link. Before he could regain his balance- mental or physical- I threw my weight to roll him onto his back.

While he was surprised I straddled his hips. "Fuck!" His erection throbbed against the sudden contact and I involuntarily leaned back and let him grind against me.

His knees rose and I wrapped my hands around the backs of his thighs, pulling his legs up so I could rest against them. Angling so he was brushing my ass and balls in the most pleasing way. Claws poked through to my skin as he forced my hips to move against each thrust.

Much too soon my lack of undergarments and the rough nature of fire rat made itself known. I leaned forward and pulled away; intent on getting a real kiss.

He growled and flexed his claws in warning.

I opened the link and he understood.

He used the left hand to push himself up and the right cupped my face.

I wrapped one arm around his back and helped pull him up while I moved onto my knees. My right hand cupped his face and I used my thumb to stroke a still semi-jagged stripe.

He leaned into my hand and I could feel how much he loved the contact. He brushed his cheek into my hand twice more before turning and kissing my palm.

'How is this the same guy who turned his back on me when I was a kid?'

I ran my index finger over his lips.

His eyes darkened and he held my gaze as he licked the digit. The grip on my face tightened telling me to watch.

I froze.

He took it into his mouth and sucked. Liquid gold communicating as he lowered to slowly take the whole finger into his mouth.

When he ran his tongue up the captured digit and tilted his head up I lost it.

"Fuck, Sesshoumaru..." I raised myself so he had to tilt his head all the way back to see my face. The arm I had around his back snaked up until my hand gripped his shoulder and forced his back to arch. I ripped my hand from his mouth, grabbed a fistful of hair and yanked.

His hips bucked, eyes closed, mouth opened and groaned. The arm that was supporting him slid backward and I had to support his torso. It contorted his spine further.

It left him at my mercy.

It was fucking hot.

I left the link open so I could learn exactly what he liked and how far I could push him. And I WOULD push him.

Beast, who had been quiet up until now, decided he'd help. My new understanding of my brain allowed us to work together efficiently. ^'He will be our mate. And he will enjoy it.'^

I growled in agreement.

Sesshoumaru enjoyed the sound. A lot.

~^'Good bitch.'^~

Sesshoumaru did not enjoy being called a bitch. He growled and tried to take control.

We were having none of that.

I released his shoulder and hair and grabbed the wrist of the arm supporting him and contorted it so his forearm rested along his spine. Wrist pinned between his shoulder blades the other arm joined it so I had them both in one hand.

He smirked. He thought he could free himself.

'Foolish.'

Beast bound his wrists together with reiki and bound it to his hair. Forcing his hands to stay up between his shoulder blades and him to expose his neck or pull his hair. We worked together to adjust the strength of the rope/barrier so it was a pleasurable tingle unless he fought. The harder he fought the worse the sting.

He forced the binding as soon as I moved my hands with more strength than I'd anticipated. When it burned him he threw his torso back and thrust forward with such force that he nearly unseated me. "Urrrrurgh-AH!"

I was alarmed until I read the link. "Kinky bastard." I smirked. He liked pain.

He panted as he came down from the wave of pleasure but refused to expose his neck to me. He liked this game.

While beast forced his ankles toward his hips and bound him I removed his kimono... as best I could.

"Kami-sama!" The moonlight (when did the sun set?) bleached his already pale body to pure white. 'He may be lanky but he is still built! Hairless, but who cares? Less things to get in my mouth while I'm licking him.'

He realized his legs were bound but didn't test the binding... much.

When he glared half-heartedly at me (for him anyway) I smirked so my fangs showed. I told him without words through the link that I would free him when he submitted.

He refused. But also looked forward to what else I was going to come up with.

I released a quick burst of yokai to check the area for threats before I took off my kimono. Then my hakama. Slowly. Normally I'd feel embarrassed but after being in his head I knew he found me attractive.

He enjoyed the show. Immensely.

I straddled him and lowered my hips to his. 'Silk feels fantastic!' I gyrated against his erection.

He growled when he realized he couldn't thrust with his ankles bound to his thighs and his back already arched due to his arms.

I made a deep slow grind and he forced his chin down, eyes shut with brow furrowed and ground his teeth, determined not to submit. I could feel how desperately he wanted to through the link and I knew I'd win.

'Pointless.'

I removed myself and his eyes flew open to find me. Then they widened.

I sat on my knees, legs spread, in precisely the right spot.

I flexed it as slowly as I could. His eyes followed the movement. When he licked his lips it twitched on its own.

His eyes flicked to mine. We wanted the same thing.

He hadn't submitted but I ceased to care. Beast released the bindings and Sesshoumaru shredded his kimono as he flew to me.

He clasped the sides of my face and bruised our lips in his ferocity. I was a little annoyed he chose my mouth for his lips but didn't complain. My arms wrapped around his neck and pulled us together. Absently I noticed that he was on his knees and kept his head above mine as I came up to my knees.

Making sure I knew he was dominant.

~'Bastard.'~

He mentally chuckled.

Before I could retaliate he sucked my lower lip into his mouth and ran his tongue across it. I moaned and he took advantage.

~'Oh kami-sama!'~ His tongue slid over mine and I failed to notice that we thought: ~'He tastes so good!'~ at the same time. I needed more.

He tasted like... rain and flowers. I mapped every corner of his mouth while he did the same. It was like being in a sudden downpour at night in the spring. The kind where you can't see a centimeter in front of you but you can still smell all the flowers in the field. It was wonderful and I reveled in it.

He pulled back to attack my jaw and neck.

I panted and moved into each contact, shivering every time fangs traced a sensitive spot. My skin was overheated and I was freezing.

He yanked me to him and I obediently wrapped my legs around his waist. He was radiating power and heat. Our skin sparked as my reiki raised to the threat. His silk hakama were cold against my skin but allowed the energy to fight creating a sensation I couldn't describe. Mostly because my attention was focused on stroking his dick with mine.

The hand holding my ass and the arm wrapped around my back tightened as he drew a haggard breath.

I kept my hips working and freed some attention to focus on his neck. His skin was smoother than mine. Stronger too. But, it was also very sensitive. Kisses became licks. His skin tasted like thunderstorms. The cleanliness of rain combined with his raw power clashing against mine. The lack of salt was strange but I reconciled it when I realized he didn't sweat. 'Is that a canine thing? All the yokai I know are canines and none of them sweat. Or is it a yokai thing?'

He twitched when I found a good spot under the corner of his jaw. He inclined his head to expose more to me and I rewarded his submissiveness with the brush of fangs. Beast reminded me he liked it rough and I sucked hard enough to bruise the skin. He gasped and twisted his head as far as he could. I smirked and nipped all the way to his ear leaving another bruise just under the lobe.

He groaned and returned his mouth to mine.

This kiss wasn't crushing nor was it innocent. The hand on my back moved to cup the back of my head and he lowered me gently to the ground. The hand holding my ass going to the grass to support his weight. He moved his lips with mine and conveyed pure love.

I stopped thrusting and cupped his face, stoking his cheek stripes with my thumbs.

He pulled up and looked into my eyes. The love he felt for me was sent full force through the link. It was deep and all consuming.

I shied away from it and looked away suddenly feeling very exposed. I moved my hands to his chest and pushed gently.

He flinched and was overwhelmed by rejection.

^'He won't hurt us.'^ Beast comforted me.

I wished I could believe him.

Sesshoumaru's hand moved from behind my head to cup my face and stroke my cheekbone. "Inuyasha." He whispered.

I allowed him to turn my head but closed my eyes without meeting his. ~'I can't.'~ I told them both.

He placed a chaste kiss on my lips and my brow furrowed.

"Inuyasha." He pleaded.

I could see my face through his eyes. I could feel how much he hurt. How much guilt he felt over the past. How sorry he was. The need for me to forgive and accept him was powerful.

'He loves me. He truly loves me.'

I could feel it. I could feel how he would never hurt me and would spend the rest of our lives serving me if that's what I wanted. He would do anything for me. I was his world.

I wanted to believe. I wanted to dive in and become his other half, his mate. I felt like I needed to. Like I would die without it. 'It never felt this way with Kagome.'

^'Then do it!'^

But I couldn't.

I severed our link and surrounded myself with reiki.

He was thrown back with the force of my shield. When he landed he threw himself against it, beating it with his fists and ignoring the burns he was receiving. "Inuyasha, please..." His voice broke. "Please!"

^'NO! What are you DOING?!'^

It was too sudden, too good to be true. Everything in my life that was ever remotely good went to shit, the better it was the shittier it became, and this would be the best thing ever.

I had to distance myself. I had to push him away. I would live in the village with Miroku and his family until they died. Then I'd protect the village and their progeny from a distance. Maybe I'd find some other great evil to overcome or just leave. There was the whole world to explore after all. Make some friends, move along before I got to close to anyone. Visit Rin every once in a while. I could survive that way.

After all, there was no reason. No explanation as to why, all of a sudden, he didn't hate me. That he accepted me. That he felt the way he did.

If he changed that suddenly he could change back just as fast.

And that I wouldn't survive.

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Chapter notes:

Gods, Inuyasha, you're a pain in the ass. *Sigh. Pinches bridge of nose.* You too Sesshomaru. Maybe even more so. Rin's gonna be so pissed.

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Thank you:

naturechild02 on DA who gave me the idea to change the formatting to make mind-speak more noticeable. You can find her on twitter: @authormkrepps

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Editing notes:

Self Edited ???:
Notes: Lost editing notes.

Self Edited on Paper 2/21/16:
Notes: Updated formatting. Added a few things to make stuff clearer. I wanted to add a lot more, 7 pages of smut is (are?) not nearly enough when no one gets anywhere, but I really liked the flow. Hormonal teenagers are funny.

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Disclaimer:

I don't own anything. Well, actually I own a lot of shit. Some of it is pretty cool. All of it is worth next to nothing. I really don't own anything that is in the Inuyasha universe. I kinda own this plot and all OC that come with it. No profit is made from this little gem. But, due to the nature of bi-polar I probably won't finish it. So... yeah. I don't care if you want to finish it if I haven't updated in over a year.

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Other notes:

If anyone knows of a pdf site I can upload this story to I can add color coding to further help with any confusion about who's speaking please msg me.
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