AfterShock | By : whitetiger Category: InuYasha Crossovers > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 12735 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Sephiroth hadn't been in this room for quite some time but nothing had changed. His free hand held the door handle tightly as he contemplated what he was going to do. Clenching his teeth tightly he stepped away from the door and looked to the demon sitting on the bed. Stopping a mere three steps from the door, Sephiroth couldn't bring himself to get any closer. Sesshomaru kept his amber eyes on him, watching his movements with concern. "I want to know, how long.. How long did you know?"
Sesshomaru's brows furrowed as he cocked his head slightly. Sephiroth was about to ask again when a knowing light shined from Sesshomaru's amber eyes. "Not more than a week."
Sesshomaru watched a surprised look cross Sephiroth's face for a fraction of a second before he nodded and lowered his gaze. "I meant to tell you what I had learned about the connection between my father and the boys. I truly did, but things spiraled out of control so quickly. It is no excuse, though."
"Then saving them had nothing to do with them being your brothers." Sephiroth's voice was low, "You truly only had me in mind when you set out to save them."
Sesshomaru felt the gentle bud of hope forming within him as Sephiroth stood there. "As sad as this sounds, I was only thinking of freeing you. It wouldn't have mattered what Itachi used to keep you bound to him."
Sephiroth kept still with his head down, not budging a single step towards the bed or towards the door. He looked to be struggling with himself, waging an inner battle that gave strength to Sesshomaru's fragile hope. "Were you having trouble sleeping?"
Sephiroth looked to Sesshomaru as the demon pulled the covers back on the bed and scooted over. Heart thundering in his chest and his emotions running wild he growled, "How can you do that? How can you forgive so easily? Trust me?"
The last words were said with barely a whisper as pain pulled at his heart.
Sesshomaru shot from the bed, his arms surrounding his mate as Sephiroth placed his hand against Sesshomaru's chest. His injured arm still in a sling captured between them. "You were not at fault so there is nothing to forgive."
Sephiroth's hand trembled against his chest, "You went through so much because I was not vigilant, because I failed in my job to protect you. It was that reason alone that left you vulnerable to Itachi's attack."
Sephiroth shook his head, "It is worse than that."
He couldn't hold it back anymore. When Byakuya had stood at the end of his hospital bed and commanded him to take Sesshomaru's life, that man had done the one thing his brother's or his mother could not do. By telling Sephiroth to kill his best friend, Byakuya had shaken Sephiroth from his pain-filled fog of hatred. He had woken him to the venomous voice in his head, a voice he now knew was not his own. Burying his head in Sesshomaru's shoulder he told him everything.
Sesshomaru stood there with his mate's trembling body in his arms as he explained what had happened to him. Itachi's ability to control minds, and how he had been ensnared. He told him of Byakuya's visit and the knife the man had given Sephiroth. Then he told him of his conversation with Dr. Unohana the next morning.
"She confirmed everything Byakuya told me." Sephiroth looked up as his fist tightened in Sesshomaru's night shirt, "She also told me that by being aware of Itachi's corruption I can fight it. I can still feel it, the seething hatred lurking from within."
"That would explain your sudden fear." Sesshomaru gently caressed Sephiroth's cheek, "That also explains the smell of metal and poison coming from your body."
Sephiroth's eyes widened as he tried to push away, "You knew.."
His words were cut off as Sesshomaru placed his fingers over Sephiroth's lips. "I knew."
Sephiroth closed his eyes as his brows furrowed. Sesshomaru let his hand slip from Sephiroth's face as he enveloped his mate in his arms, "Where is the knife now?"
Blue/green eyes opened slowly, "I left it with Dr. Unohana."
Sesshomaru nodded. She would know to be careful with such a dangerous weapon. Sephiroth kept his gaze upon him for a fraction of a second longer than he surged forward, capturing his mouth with his lips. Shock flooded his system followed quickly by elation, then his own desires as he took control of the kiss.
Releasing Sesshomaru's mouth, Sephiroth gently turned his demon as he backed up to the bed and pulled Sesshomaru with him. Sitting down, Sephiroth tried to scoot back on the bed, but his arm made it awkward. Sesshomaru picked him up and placed him further up the bed then began to pull back, but Sephiroth held him. Pulling him until Sesshomaru climbed onto the bed over him with confusion in his eyes.
"Please," Sephiroth begged, "I need you."
He pulled on Sesshomaru's night shirt trying to get his demon to lean down, but Sesshomaru was stubborn. He held his body tensely above him, "You are still healing."
"I heal quickly," Sephiroth argued.
"But not quick enough," Sesshomaru muttered as his eyes slid down to his lips then back.
"Are you forgetting my mother was not from this world, I have her ability to heal, maybe a bit slower, but still faster than a human." Sephiroth pulled gently on Sesshomaru's shirt, lifting himself slightly as amber eyes moved back to his mouth.
"If I could share my demonic power with you that time would have been significantly reduced," Sesshomaru said lightly as he tried to pull away again, but Sephiroth refused to let him go. He demanded that his demon explain, and Sesshomaru lowered his head, "Had I taken you as my mate your injuries would be healed. Kimimaro is nearly healed after an injury that should have left him in ICU for a week and in the hospital for another two. All that thanks to my father's demonic power."
Sephiroth knew Sesshomaru was blaming himself for his injuries and for the slow rate of their healing, but it wasn't the demon's fault. He was the one who had pushed off their mating, and it was entirely Itachi's fault for the condition of his body, but words would never convince Sesshomaru. Reaching up he slid his hand behind Sesshomaru's neck and leaned up. Brushing his lips against Sesshomaru's he gently pulled against his demon. Just as his back made contact with the sheets Sesshomaru pulled back drawing a whine of protest from him. Sesshomaru pulled back until he was sitting straddling Sephiroth's thighs with his amber eyes boring down into his. He looked like he was fighting a fierce mental battle, a battle Sephiroth desperately wanted him to loose to his baser instincts. Finally his eyes hardened with resolve, "You will give me your word that if you are in pain you will speak up."
Sephiroth's heart skipped a beat at the order and nodded, but his demon still sat there straddling him, "You will do as I command. Lay there and enjoy. Do not move unless I allow you to. If you try to do anything you will hurt yourself and I will stop. Is that understood?"
Sephiroth nodded his head quickly not wanting Sesshomaru to think about this any more than he already had for fear he would decide to stop. Immediately Sesshomaru's hands went to his body, slowly helping him out of his borrowed hospital clothes. Hands gently caressed skin as it was exposed to the demon above him. Sephiroth wrapped his arm around Sesshomaru and pulled him down. Lips met, and Sephiroth surrendered completely, letting his demon's tongue in to intertwine with his. A powerful hand wrapped around his member drawing a breathy groan from him. He wanted to wrap his legs around Sesshomaru but the demon straddling him prevented him from movement.
Sesshomaru pulled away to rain humid kisses down his neck. When Sesshomaru couldn't move further down without surrendering his seated position he looked up. "Do not move."
Beyond words, Sephiroth nodded. Sesshomaru's toothy grin sent a jolt of fire through him. His head dropped to the pillow when Sesshomaru's mouth surrounded his nipple not covered by the sling keeping his arm still. His free hand landed on Sesshomaru's shoulder squeezing tight while demon fangs scraped along his skin.
Sesshomaru devoured his mate slowly, tasting his body as he sunk lower over Sephiroth's body. His eyes drifted up to watch Sephiroth, his head turned to the side as he reached up to grip the pillow tight. His eyes drifted down Sephiroth's body to every mark he had branded onto the pale body. He had expected his demon nature to surge to the surface and complete the mating. The presence was there but subdued as if knowing aggression would cause too much damage. It pleaded with him, begging to claim what was theirs. Reaching out he opened his bed-stand drawer, pulling out the lubricant. Popping the top he watched a shiver run down Sephiroth's body, but the smell in the air told him it was not from desire.
Sesshomaru wished that the fear wouldn't enter this moment, but it was expected. To distract his mate, Sesshomaru swallowed Sephiroth's cock to the root. A startled cry sounded through the room while Sephiroth's hand shot to his hair gripping painfully, and the room filled with the renewed scent of lust.
Sephiroth's eyes snapped shut as a cry was torn from him. The fearful moment lost into the haze created by the hot mouth sliding over his aching cock. He couldn't think, couldn't draw together a coherent sentence. All there was was the heated lava surging through his veins, the electrical pulses fluttering across his nerves. Time stopped, it sped up all while swamping him in heated desire.
Suddenly the mouth was gone, and a hand gently stroked his quivering stomach. Opening his eyes Sephiroth stared at Sesshomaru, his amber eyes rimmed with red from his suppressed demonic energy. Sesshomaru slowly stood on the bed and removed his night pants. Then knelt down while straddling Sephiroth again. Sephiroth whined as his demon took his mouth again. A slick hand gripped his painfully full cock stroking easily along the surface.
Sephiroth's eyes snapped open when his cock met his lover's entrance. Sesshomaru gently let out a sound hushing his objection. His eyes met Sesshomaru's as he broke through the tight ring of muscle drawing a stuttering gasp from his mouth. Sephiroth's body broke out in a heavy perspiration as his hand gripped Sesshomaru's arm tightly. The shock of Sesshomaru seating himself on his lap had him panting. Then Sesshomaru slid up, his hand holding Sephiroth's hip down when he involuntarily thrust up. Sephiroth's mind blocked out everything except for the sheer raw emotion of his demon riding him achingly slow. He could only hold on and let Sesshomaru control the pace. When Sesshomaru's breath raced out, Sephiroth knew his demon hit that special spot, probably experiencing it for the first time in his life. He bit his lip trying to hold back the sounds as Sesshomaru sped up slightly. The amber in his eyes giving way to the glowing red of his bestial powers.
In that moment he knew what Sesshomaru, his demon, his mate as willing to do. To sacrifice for his sake. Reaching up he slid his hand over Sesshomaru's chest and up to his neck, "Please."
Sesshomaru leaned down to kiss him, but Sephiroth dodged his mouth, forcing his mate to where his shoulder met his neck, "Please. Mark me."
Sesshomaru's ass tightened around his cock as his demon jerked back. He gasped, barely holding onto his release, "Sess," he panted, "Please."
Sesshomaru felt like he had been simultaneously been dowsed in ice and struck by lightning at Sephiroth's words. Eyes heavy with lust but clear with the understanding of what he asked for stared back. His demon sobbed within him to do what Sephiroth asked, but he needed it to be clear what was being asked for.
"Once done, it can not be undone. There will be no running from me."
"I know." Sephiroth whispered, "I want it." Sephiroth's lips brushed gently over his.
Those breathy words undid him. His teeth were in Sephiroth's neck as he surged down onto Sephiroth's heavy cock.
Sephiroth screamed as his body lit up, blinding him with white as he hit his orgasm hard. He was only vaguely aware of following Sesshomaru's orders even if his brain did not hear the words. The coppery taste in his mouth kept him high on the euphoric feeling.
Sesshomaru hissed as Sephiroth lapped at the bite and he filled Sesshomaru with his heated release. A hand snaked around Sesshomaru's cock drawing a choked growl from him. His own release hit him like a ton of bricks as his body spasmed around Sephiroth's softening cock.
Sephiroth watched Sesshomaru's face then looked to his demon's cock while he stroked the engorged knot. His eyes slid back up to Sesshomaru's while the demon panted through the extended release. He could feel it, the force of Sesshomaru's orgasm, the constant hum of electrical surges along his nerves.
Then it hit him. He gasped in pain as his shoulder protested their actions. The pain was so intense.
He was floating in darkness as a voice of hatred roared from within, but it wasn't the only one. He could hear his mother's gentle voice pleading with him. This time he let her in. Opening himself up he watched the darkness began to fade as the roaring hate filled voice began to disappear. With one last roar of fury, it fizzed away into nothingness as arms wrapped tightly around him. He wrapped his arms around his mother as her gentle sobs reached his ears.
"I'm sorry." She cried over and over.
He squeezed her tighter, "No. I'm sorry. I should not have let myself give in to the hatred."
"I should have told you, but I was afraid to say anything. To be a son of the dog general was to be a target for his enemies." She said as she leaned back. "You have been through so much because of my silence."
Sephiroth shook his head, "I'm fine now. At least I will be."
His mother searched his eyes, then nodded while a smile lit her face, "Yes you will. Take good care of them."
"I will mother. Have no fear, we are going to be just fine."
As his inner world faded away he could feel strong hands gently stroking him, massaging the tight muscles to ease the pain. Slowly opening his eyes, Sephiroth stared up at Sesshomaru from his mate's lap. Concerned amber eyes searched his. Sephiroth just smiled, "I guess another round would be out of the question."
"You would be correct." Sesshomaru smiled down at him. Then doubt settled into his eyes.
Sephiroth shook his head, "I know what I was asking for." Reaching up he cupped Sesshomaru's cheek. "Can you forgive me for my temporary madness?"
"There is nothing to forgive," Sesshomaru whispered as he placed his hand over Sephiroth's.
"I need to know it, to hear it. Please," he begged as tears prickled his eyes.
Sesshomaru leaned down, wrapping his arms around him, "Only if you can forgive me for my part."
Sephiroth held tight to his mate. "I do."
His demon mate's body shook as he said, "As do I."
A/N: Thank you for reading.
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