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Innocent Beginnings
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Innocent Beginnings

By: Maggz

Disclaimer: InuYasha and Co. � Rumiko Takahashi. I own nothing, I'm just a poor woman with and overactive imagination.

Author note: Innocent Beginnings' final update� a double one, by the way. You have no idea how hard it was to get this done *whew* Ya, I know, life sucks sometimes! But hey, here I am as I promised *wink* What can I say about it? We've come a long way and I'm glad we did it together, so thanks to all of you who stayed with this story `til the end, to those who reviewed every chapter (twice or three times *lol), to the ones who reviewed from time to time, and to those who didn't review but I'm pretty sure never missed one chapter. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! Thanks for all the IM's and emails (sorry if I haven't reply to some, I know, shame on me! u.u I think I'm more reachable by IM *hint hint*)

Well, enough of babbling� On with the story.

Enjoy and don't forget to review!

Maggz
Chapter 44: Testing The Waters, Claiming What's Mine
Every time that I think back over THAT NIGHT - and yeah, that's how I think of it, in all CAPS, when I allow myself to drift back toward that particular night� I get goosebumps.

I'd never, ever seen Sesshomaru so angry. I mean, I THOUGHT I'd seen the extent of his furor a time or two before when dealing with me but THAT was NOTHING compared to THIS.

I was still imprisoned between Initial Find and Boyfriend as my gaze locked with Sesshomaru's. I wasn't sure if they were even seeing him or if they were only ignoring him and if THAT were the case, I wished I could've been allowed to know their secret for there was no way I could see escaping him or his wrath at all.

"Godamnnitfuckinsonofabitch! RIN!", he growled lowly as his hand closed painfully over my wrist. Jerking me toward him, he flung a look that would've melted steel over my shoulder at my two dance partners.

"I'm sorry.", I squealed before Sesshomaru jerked my arm hard enough to elicit a moan of pain from me and hauled me once again- for the FOURHT time, if you`re keeping count here- out of The Met. This time he made sure to stop by and grab my bag before pushing me ahead of him out of the club, my feet stumbling over each other as I tried my best to keep up with his harried pace.

THAT was when I noticed he had his BABY back, the newly reconstructed silver Porsche he'd wrecked three months previous. Before I could utter a word, he'd shoved me into the passenger side of the car and was stomping around to the driver's side, his face a hard mask of anger.

"You got the car back", I commented as soon as he`d buckled himself in.

"Just shut the fuck UP!", he growled, narrowing his eyes as he ground the gears in his pride and joy. "Do you have a CLUE what the fuck you were doing back there? Do you?", he shouted, taking the turn on two wheels. I did the wise thing, I kept my mouth shut. I knew him well enough by now to realize when to talk and when to just let him explode.

"You looked like a fucking SLUT, Rin! How many times have I told you to stay the hell away from those clubs? From those men?", he yelled louder, pushing the accelerator to the floor.

I hunkered down in the seat, closing my eyes as he swung around another corner. By this time I'd figured out he was taking me back to his place, NOT home. I was thankful for small favors.

"You are SO fucking lucky Kohaku called me!", he said through clenched teeth. I opened my eyes. Kohaku? Kohaku had ragged on me?

"What? You didn't know? You think I don't have my own people here watching out for you, Rin? You think I'm that fucking stupid?", he asked.

I'd take care of Kohaku in a few days - fucking SPY! I'd thought he was MY friend, not Sesshomaru's. Sesshomaru had probably paid him quite well for his spying ways. I was seething!

"You are sixteen years OLD!", he shouted, his face turning red now, amber eyes bulging from their sockets.

Did he think I didn't know how OLD I was? Actually he was WRONG! I'd be seventeen in two months. If I'd had balls of iron I'd have told him that� but I had more brains than balls. I wasn't so sure he wouldn't just slap me if I back-talked him.

"GET OUT!", he said as soon as he braked hard in the parking garage. I shoved my shoulder against the door and lifted the handle at the same time, watching him out of the corner of my eye. I still thought he might just smack me if he was angry enough and I had no reason to doubt his anger at that moment. At the risk of being repetitious, let me say once more that I don't think I'd EVER seen him so furious since I'd known him.

Before I had a chance to properly get to my feet, he'd appeared beside me, his hand clasped firmly on my bicep. Dragging me to the elevator, he spoke briefly to the security guard who looked right through me as if I weren't there.

THAT made me jealous as hell! Just how many squirming girls HAD my Sesshomaru brought here -one, two, three? I wanted to ask him but I bit my lip instead - now was NOT the time. But I WOULD ask him.

I sneaked a look at him from underneath my lashes. He could take my breath away sometimes - no wonder hordes of females were after him; he was so good looking and sexy, especially when he was angry!

I felt him take my hand as the elevator doors opened up and followed him meekly into his place. Everything was in place; his cleaning service must've been there recently. Even though he was known for his neatness.

He marched me forward into the bathroom and closed the door behind me, only to open it up a minute later and toss in one of his t-shirts, hitting me in the face with it before he slammed the door once again. That was when I started to cry - no, not bellowing sobs, but silent hurtful tears. I was confused, hurt, angry and in love. I didn't know what to do.

"I better hear that water running by the time I count to ten or I'm gonna stick you in the shower myself, Rin! And trust me, you do NOT want that!", he said through the door. I stuck my tongue out, whipping my shirt over my head and tugging my jeans down swiftly as I wiped tears from my face.

"Why don't you just COME in here and do it?", I whispered at the door, my body tingling at the mere thought. Still, he was too angry with me yet for me to even think of being cute with him.

I took the shower he'd demanded of me, scrubbing off the perfume and makeup I knew he hated. When I got out, I toweled off and put on his t-shirt, inhaling his scent as it slid down over my body. Grabbing a brush, I pulled it through my wet, tangled hair - hearing a knock at the door as I lay it aside.

"Rin, are you decent?", he asked.

"No.", I said, feeling defiant.

"Too bad, I'm coming in.", he said and opened the door just an inch or so. "Hurry up and get out here. We need to talk.", he said gruffly, slamming the door shut once again.

Cursing him silently all the while, I picked up my discarded clothing as well as my damp towels and washcloth and threw them into his laundry hamper in the linen closet.

"OUT!", he said firmly, opening the door before I had a chance to do it for myself. I stood in front of him, framed in the doorway of the bathroom. His amber eyes still radiated anger but I kept my own fastened to them, wanting him to LOOK at me - to SEE me. REALLY, REALLY see me!!

His eyes slid from my face to my chest, almost casually. I could feel my nipples harden, tingling as his gaze rested there a little longer than was necessary. Taking me completely off guard, he grabbed my hand with something akin to a growl coming from his throat and pulled me toward his bedroom.

"Get some - HERE! Put on this� and this and THIS!", he yelled, digging in his dresser drawers to pull out and throw a pair of sweat pants, an oversized sweatshirt AND a thick flannel robe at me.

"But Sesshomaru, it's HOT!", I complained.

"I don't give a FUCK, put it on!", he shouted.

THAT'S when I started to cry out loud. I suppose I just lost it then. He was treating me as he'd always treated me - like a little girl. I hadn't a snowball's chance in HELL of ever having him WANT me as a woman, of being HIS girl. It was something I'd never know and it broke my heart.

"Rin, stop it.", he said but that only made me cry harder. I put my hands to my face and sobbed into them. I'd loved him with all my heart for over a year. He'd been my savior, my white knight, the lover in my dreams..

"Rin", he said, this time softer. I felt his arm around my shoulders, felt him gently pushing me backward until the backs of my knees hit the side of his bed. Slumping down, I continued to cry, unable and unwilling to stop as he sank down next to me on the mattress.

"Rin, listen to me. I don't DO this to be mean to you. You have to know that. I DO it because I see you losing control. You've come too far to make a mess of your life. I won't let you do it.", he said, his hand touching my cheek, then grasping my fingers to pull them away from my face.

"Rin, don't cry. You know I hate it when you do.", he said, pulling me into his arms. I wrapped my arms around his neck, holding onto him for dear life. Oh God, he felt like heaven to me - it was all I wanted, to be in his arms.

I felt him stiffen, heard him make a small noise� I pressed myself closer to him and buried my head in the sweetness between his shoulder and neck. He smelled so good, he always did. My lips naturally found the skin there that was so kissable, the skin I'd dreamed of kissing, tasting since I'd first laid eyes on him. Tiny kisses at first - brushes of my lips against his skin. I heard his breath quicken and bit down gently, feeling his hands tighten on my biceps, as if to push me off, but then pull me closer as well.

"Rin", he whispered, his voice faltering. It made me love him even more. I WANTED him. I wanted him to want ME.

I moved my hands up his neck, letting my mouth move to his jaw then to the corner of his delectable mouth.

"What-?", he moaned before I pressed my lips to his, finally feeling his soft warmth slide against my own.

"Sesshomaru", I whispered into his open mouth.

"Not� no", he muttered, shaking his head from right to left as we kissed. He was still fighting it but he was fast losing and I knew it.

I sucked his lower lip into my mouth, feeling his hands slide from my biceps up to my neck.

"Rin� Oh, God no.", he breathed, pulling back from me, his amber eyes wide and frightened looking.

"Yes.", I said, my finger reaching out to trace his slightly swollen lower lip. He closed his eyes, fighting for control and I couldn't help myself. I HAD to see. Was he aroused? Did his BODY want me even if HE couldn't say he did? My eyes slid down, taking in his jean clad thighs, then inward until I saw the bulge there, the hard package. I moved my hand to his thigh, heard him moan - slid it inward and laid it there, feeling him jerk and moan louder.

"No, Rin. Damn it! This� NO!", he said, shoving my hand off him and getting up off the bed.

"Why NOT, Sesshomaru?"

"Why NOT?"

"Yes!"

"Why NOT?", he asked again, his eyes raking over my body, still covered in his t-shirt.

"Yes, Sesshomaru, why not? You WANT me. I KNOW you do. I love you, Sesshomaru. Please.", I said, rising off the bed to go to him.

He put up a hand as if to ward me off, but I paid no mind. I wanted him, he was mine.

"Rin, this is so wrong in every fucking way! You� I've taken care of you. I've-I'm responsible for you, damn it! I can't� we won't� YOU can't.", he stammered as I peeled off his shirt from my body and let it fall to the floor. His mouth hung open... I kept walking toward him.

"Rin." He sounded as if he were strangling. I wanted to rescue him.

"Sesshomaru, I love you. I want you and only you.", I said, stepping into his space now. His eyes slid over me helplessly. His breath puffed into my face, the heat from his body warming my own.

I took his hand, feeling the resistance, hearing his protest - denying it. Sliding it to my waist, I went for the other one, this one I moved to my breast. He hitched a breath, his eyes on mine as his fingers squeezed, his thumb finding my nipple as if it had already touched me there.

In my dreams, it had.

I backed toward the bed, leading him this time.

"Rin.", he groaned, both hands on my breasts now as we slowly sank to his bed together.

"Love me.", I said, reaching up to unclasp his belt.

"I can't", he moaned, weakly batting my hands away.

"Yes, you can.", I said softly, pushing his jeans down.

"You're so young", he said and I swear I thought he was going to cry.

"No, just hush", I commanded.

"People-", he stammered as I got to my knees to lift his shirt over his head.

"Nobody has to know.", I said, throwing the shirt to the floor as I pressed myself to him. Oh, he felt amazing! Skin to skin against my Sesshomaru� warm, smooth.

"But-", he sighed, his hand going back to my waist to pull me closer.

"Shhhh", I laughed softly, laying further back on the bed as I pulled him with me. I spread my legs so that he could rest between them, holding him, needing him.

"Wrong�", he murmured even as his mouth sought mine. Finding it, he kissed me, pushing his pelvis deeply into the cleft between my legs. I could feel his arousal and it drove me slowly and wonderfully insane with my need for him.

"Sesshomaru, love me. Please.", I sighed, pushing back. The heat between our bodies was almost unbearable. I moved my hands to his bottom and squeezed -I'd always loved his bum.

"I do love� you� ohgod!", he cried, pushing deeper into me and sliding me to the head of the bed as he did.

I let my fingers play in his hair - so soft, so sweet. Touching the back of his neck, I heard him sigh, smiling when I realized I'd found one of his sweet spots.

He lifted his mouth from mine, his eyes burning into me.

"I can still stop� if you� you'll just go� please. I can stop. We can stop.", he moaned, even as he slowly, steadily humped against my body.

"No you can't and I don't want to. I want you to make love to me - teach me, show me.", I said, sliding my hands into the back of his boxers. He was hot here as well, the skin smooth as silk and warm as butter.

"Rin, I� want to.", he finally, blessedly admitted before his hands fisted in my hair and he kissed me harder, more deeply than ever.

I felt his tongue probe my lips, sliding sweetly between them and to the roof of my mouth. Catching it, I sucked on it, hearing him swear into me.

His hands moved from my hair, down my ribs, to his own boxers. Raising himself on one elbow, he used his free hand and slid himself quickly out of his undergarment, his eyes never leaving mine.

I felt his thick, hot, hard penis move against the sensitive skin of my belly. Felt the tip slide moistly back and forth there as he situated himself between my legs.

"Say no if you don't want this� say no.", he begged.

"Yes. I want this. I want you. I always have.", I countered.

"Have you ever� done-?", he asked, his voice breaking. I knew he was divided; part of him wanted to take me so badly he had no coherent thought running through his brain yet the other part of him was screaming that it was wrong, so wrong.

"No, you're my first. That's how I wanted it to be.", I said.

"Dear God, Rin.", he sighed, his eyes closing.

I reached for his head, cradling his cheeks between my palms, guiding him to my breasts. I felt his mouth at once, warm and wet over my aching nipple. He kissed it, licked it, bit it and then sucked it, going to the opposite one to pay it the same homage. I was pulling at his hair by this time, my desire for him fierce - something I could no longer handle. He would have to lead the way, I only knew what I wanted and needed and that was HIM.

"Beautiful.", I heard him murmur as his mouth slid down my belly. I ached for him� physically ached. I wondered if he ached for me.

"Sweet", he whispered, parting the curls at my center, blowing his warm breath over my hot skin.

His tongue felt like a branding iron - hot. I cried out, my body arching up off the bed to meet his mouth� he, holding me down as he licked and sucked me into oblivion.

"Sess, no! I need� more", I hissed, wrenching my body away from him.

"Huh?", he whispered, his eyes dazed and soft as he lifted his head from me.

"Need you� please?", I begged.

"Sure?", he asked, even as he was crawling back up toward me.

"As sure as I've ever been.", I said softly, looking into his eyes.

His gentle hands cupped my bottom, tilting me up.

"Relax, baby.", he said softly. "I'd never hurt you but this might, just a little.", he grunted as he pressed himself against me, his eyes full of worry and care.

I kept my eyes on him, daring him to close his own. I wanted him with me all the way - no fantasies, no imagination - just US.

Sesshomaru and Rin at long, long last.

I felt him enter me, pressing gently but firmly up into my body. His eyes drifted shut, his teeth worrying his lower lip. He grunted softly, pushing in a bit further.

"Tight.", he moaned loudly, sending shivers through my entire body.

"It's ok. Don't stop, please", I whispered, cupping his face in my hands.

"No� won't� Just loosen up, sweetheart� Relax� Let me kiss you.", he murmured, pushing further.

I pulled his face to mine then and we kissed. I lost myself in his kiss, lost myself to the sound of him, the smell and taste of him.

My Sesshomaru.

OHGOD!

When he broke through, I felt every bit of it and I cried.

"Shhhh� shhhh� It's ok, sweetheart. I'm so sorry� shhhhh.", he cried with me, his hands sliding up to caress every bit of skin he could as he pressed feathery soft kisses around and onto my lips yet I felt his rhythm change then, his strokes become more sure, stronger.

"Oh, Rin.", he groaned, his thrusts deeper and steady, as if he had no control over them.

"Sesshomaru.", I cried, wrapping my legs around his waist, wanting him to stay with me forever. Never wanting it to end, knowing it was coming, I was coming.

"Look at me, Rin.", he breathed, his eyes dark and serious.

"I love you.", he said, his movements slowly rocking us together on the bed.

"Me� I� love you, Sesshomaru.", I cried, feeling his hand slide between us to touch me where we were joined, the rough pad of his thumb stroking the secret place between my legs.

With a force I'd never expected I came, crying his name, .holding tightly to him and somewhere in there, I heard his own hoarse cry.

Happiness is too weak a word for the feeling that coursed through my veins as I held him tightly against me. His weight was warm and welcoming against me and I never, ever wanted to let him go.

Mine. He was mine. All mine!

I felt the shifting of his body as he tried to roll off me and stubbornly held fast to him, wrapping my legs tighter about his waist and securing my ankles at his bum.

"Rin�", he breathed, his lips pressing against my shoulder before he lifted his head to look down into my eyes. Seeing tears sliding down his cheeks, I grasped his face in my hands and kissed them away, murmuring sweet incoherent love words to him as I did. His lips soon found mine again and the kiss he bestowed upon me left me breathless. If I'd had any worries at all that he was regretting what had just happened between us, I had none now.

"Oh, fuck.", he groaned as he gripped my hips in his hands and slowly turned us so that I now sat atop him. I blushed at the look of pure lust mirrored in his eyes and gasped when his fingers moved slowly up my belly to my bared breasts. He was so gentle and sweet, almost reverent as he tested the weight of them in his palms, easing his thumbs to the sensitive nipples to barely stroke over them.

"Sesshomaru.", I hissed between clenched teeth. His cock was stood upright against my belly and I could feel its heat and wetness spread over me inch by pleasurable inch. I reached down, wanting so badly to just touch him that I ached. My fingers slid across the crest and he groaned, arching his hips up off the bed as if to meet me.

"Inside you�", he whispered, his fingers squeezing my breasts before lowering to pinch my nipples between thumb and forefinger.

"Yeah.", I sighed happily, closing my eyes.

"Ease up a bit, Rin.", he murmured and I did, pressing my weight to my knees as I did what he asked of me.

"Look at us, Rin. Just look at you and me now.", he said softly and I opened my eyes, looking first down into his with a smile before allowing myself to gaze at the place where we would join once again.

"I love you so much, Sesshomaru.", I breathed, gripping his biceps as he guided himself into me.

"I'm not hurting you, am I, Rin?", he moaned.

"No, it's ok�", I assured him. The fit WAS tight and I did ache from our lovemaking only moments before, but it was a GOOD feeling, a beautiful fit and I only knew I needed more and more and more of him.

"Move around on me, Rin.", he hissed and slid his hands to my hips to show me what he needed from me. It didn't take me long to find my own way and soon he was writhing underneath me, his eyes closed tightly, his face a mask of pure pleasure.

"AwwGOD!", he groaned loudly and again, I felt him tense underneath me, his grip tighten on my hips, his own hips convulse as he came hotly inside me once more. "OhRINthisissooooooofuckingood", he murmured before pulling me against him so that I lay flat and secure atop his warm body.

He kissed me over and over again, his lips wet and soft, his sighs reverberating inside my head. It was almost as if he were claiming what he'd denied himself for so long and I was more than happy to allow him time to mark me for his own.

"Never� never before�", he whispered, his lips trailing over my jaw before landing sweetly against the sensitive skin of my neck. He suckled there as his hands roamed my bottom, squeezing and stroking me.

"Ahhh, baby�", he sighed as he rolled me away from him and onto my back. His fingertips traced patterns over my belly, causing the muscles there to contract and expand at his will. Propped on one elbow, his cheek against one fisted hand, he smiled down at me and I could see every bit of the love he had hidden inside himself for so long RIGHT THERE for me to reach out and take if I wanted.

Instead I reached for his hand and held it between my two, just looking at it for a moment before I pressed the knuckles to my lips.

"I love you, Sesshomaru.", I said for probably the twentieth time in two hours, I was sure but who was counting?

"I love you too, Rin.", he answered, dipping slightly forward to press a kiss to my throat. "You're so beautiful."

"So are you.", I grinned. "Even moreso than I ever could possibly imagine!", I continued, allowing my gaze to slowly rake over his naked body.

"Stop that!", he blushed, pressing a cheek against my chest as his fingers worked their way over my breasts. "I can't stop touching you. It's been so long� wanted this� wanted you, NEEDED you.", he mumbled softly against my skin.

I didn't say a word, just lay there, cradling him to me as he talked on into the early hours of the morning. He seemed to need it and I KNEW that I did. It was precious, special and so very, very sweet.
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Innocent Beginnings