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Blood Stained

Chapter 5: Failure
Her head was pounding as if she had just awoken with a hangover. Not that she knew what a hangover was supposed to feel like, but she deducted it was something like this. She felt extremely nauseous, and her vision was blurry, confusing her even more. Although it seemed she had spent quite an amount of time sleeping, since the sun was rising, her body felt completely drained as if no rest had been claimed at all.

For the first minutes, the events of the previous day were in the back of her mind. It was only when she sat up, and took a look around that everything came back crashing down at her, making her heart sink. Sesshomaru. His gestures, his words, his roughness.

The last thing she could recall was being man, er youkai-handling her, and herself passing out from the exhaustion. She rubbed the side of her head, trying to ease the pain the memories were causing. Just the thought of how he abused her brought tears to her eyes. It shouldn�t have happened that way. That�s when she noticed an object she never possessed before.

A bracelet.

Intrigued, she touched it, wondering where it came from. She did not have it the previous night, so the only explanation was Sesshomaru. Her eyes immediately started to sting at the thought. Well, she did not want anything from that bastard! She took a hold of it, and pulled to try and take it off. Kagome�s eyes opened wide when the bracelet wouldn�t go past her wrist.

She couldn�t take it off? This really reminded her of Inuyasha�s subjugation beads, and how she was the only one who could take it off. Even though she abused the sitting sometimes, that didn�t take away his freaking powers. Why would he do this? Why would he take away her only mean of defense? For the first time in a while, Kagome felt helpless, and she did not like it.

Slightly panicked, she raised her head, and looked around her. It looked like nobody was there, yet she knew Sesshomaru wasn�t far since he wouldn�t have gone through the trouble of carrying her just to dump her somewhere. He must have left, while keeping watch on her. There was only one problem; she could not feel his aura. Also, now that she thought about it, she had the feeling something was missing inside of her. Her gaze moved to the bracelet, and mentally she cursed Sesshomaru.

He had deprived her of her powers!

She didn�t need to be told to know it was missing. She didn�t have the greatest control on her powers, but she knew they weren�t there. There was a void inside of her heart. Her breathing accelerated as her rage grew stronger. He robbed her of her virginity, he took her away from her friends, and he pushed everything away. Now he also had to take her power? She despised him, he was a power-hungry monster.

One night of abuse, and she could no longer go back to the life she used to have. How could she ever be the same Kagome again? She didn�t expect a first time with songs, and candles, but she had wanted love. He had been rough, and he had acted like a beast. Tears came to her eyes as she recalled the void of feelings in his eyes.

She refused to stay with him. She knew the promise she made to fix the broken jewel, but at the moment, she needed to disappear for a while. She would come back, but� not now. She needed to run far from here, and hide in her time, where nobody could touch her. Inuyasha had gone with Kikyo behind her back a few times, but she had always forgotten, and moved on. This time, she knew it would be harder. Yes, she was a fighter, but how could she trust him? Not that she wanted to trust him anyway but she would be suspicious of other males too.

Kagome bit her bottom lip; she knew Sesshomaru and his pack were probably near, but she could not feel them. She had to take a chance, and make a run for it. Kagome knew they weren�t that far from the well, and that if she hurried, and if he didn�t notice she was gone, she could make it.

Oh Kami, let me go home.

She took a deep breathe before slowly getting up. Her whole body felt a little weakened and she mostly blamed it on the bracelet. Once she felt herself getting her balance back, she ran. Kagome wouldn�t dare look back because she knew if she saw him, she might get even more nervous. No the only solution was to keep running until she reached the well.

She could feel branches scratching the sides of her legs, while she tried to prevent herself from falling. She kept staring straight ahead of her, dying to feel the anxious feeling she would got once the well would come in view. From what Kagome had gathered, she wasn�t very far. Also, at this point, Sesshomaru still hadn�t caught her, which meant he didn�t know. Or at least, she hoped he didn�t know.

After all they both knew if she tried to outrun him, she never stood a chance. Kagome felt like her heart was up in her throat, and stomach cramps started to appear as her level of stress grew. It wouldn�t be much longer� She was biting her bottom lip so hard that she drew blood. She mentally cursed herself; the last thing she needed was to give herself away with the scent of blood.

Deep inside, she was shocked that Sesshomaru hadn�t yanked her arm off already. He was a powerful youkai, surely he could feel her aura? Maybe he was letting her run away? But what reasons would he possess to do such a thing? Did he really intend on giving her back her freedom, or was he messing with her? A voice deep inside of her begged that he came to his senses.

Kagome�s steps were large, and fast, as she started to recognize the familiar forest surrounding her. Yes, only a few more minutes, and she would be out of this nightmare. Every part of her body ached in pain, but she pushed herself. The simple thought of the events that occurred sent shivers of disgust through her whole body. She wanted to bury herself under her blanket, at home, and cry to her heart�s content. She even wanted to have her mother wrap her arms around her, caressing her hair, to soothe her.

She felt the tears rolling down her cheeks, but she decided to ignore it. The pain in her heart was immense, but she couldn�t let it over take her desire to run. Her priority was to make it to the well; the rest could wait. All of the regrets, and tears and pain would come out later. Her body was tired since her powers had been cut off, and she never got to recover from the previous events. Her breathing was getting shallow as her adrenaline slowly ran out. She didn�t have much stamina left in her, and that damn well better be close by.

And it was. Through the trees, and branches, Kagome could see the familiar sigh of the wooden well. Instantly, she felt her heart get lighter with hope. Sesshomaru hadn�t come! She was free! She was going home! This time, the tears came through like a river, but they were tears of relief. Both her body and mind were shifted through a wave of happiness, and a tiny smile appeared on Kagome�s face.

She had put all of her hope into this, wishing to escape this darkness, and for once she hadn�t been disappointed. Feeling like her body-weight half its weight, she ran the little distance remaining between her and the well. When she reached it, she ran her finger around the edge, before taking a hold.

I�m going home.

She jumped over, and into the well, waiting for the familiar feeling to take over her body as she traveled 500 hundred years into the future. Her eyes were closed as the feeling of falling appeared. Soon it would smell like home, and she would be safe. She was just waiting for�

Nothing?

Panic took over her whole body as she felt her feet touch the ground. She immediately knew something wasn�t right, and she opened her eyes in a rush. Vines, Bones�She raised her head. Blue sky. Kagome couldn�t help as she choked on her sobs. Oh Kami. She tried jumping up and down but nothing occurred.

And her worst fear hit her like a whip.

She was stuck; she couldn�t go through the other side anymore.

But why? She licked her bottom lip, tasting the dry blood, trying to make some sense of the events. She doubted the fact she was not a virgin anymore had anything to do with it. Maybe it was the mating mark?

Then she understood.

She slowly raised her arm, and glared at the metal bracelet around her wrist. Her powers. She could no longer use her miko powers! Could that be that the pureness of her powers running through her body was what connected her to the well? Now that they were blocked, she could no longer go through! The truth affected her a lot more than she thought, as she slowly let her body fall to the ground.

Unless Sesshomaru removed the bracelet, she was stuck in the Feudal Era, forever. For the first time in the past two days, no tears came to her eyes. It seems the shock was too much to even express, and the young miko did not know how to take it. Her whole world was slowly crashing down.

Before she knew it, she snapped. Kagome hit the ground with her fists, screaming to no one but herself. She had taken a lot of bullshit so far! But this, was sending her over her limit. She roused to her feet, and started to hit her bracelet against a rock which was embedded in the wall of the well.

�Stupid PIECE OF METAL!� Why wouldn�t it break? Why wouldn�t it go away! Why wouldn�t all of this go away. �I HATE YOU!� she screamed to the top of the well. It was obviously addressed to Sesshomaru, but since he wasn�t there at the moment, nothingness would do just fine.

Sesshomaru.

Now that she was stuck in this era, he would surely catch up with her! Kagome knew she couldn�t run to Kaede�s village; Inuyasha was there. At this point, she almost wondered whom she despised more; Inuyasha or Sesshomaru. Sesshomaru violated her, and he did not care for her feelings, and could not treat like a human being. Inuyasha had only tried to rape her, but it hurt as much, if not more. Sesshomaru was never her friend, nor did he ever have her love or her trust. Inuyasha stabbed her in the back with his actions. She never had a chance to explain herself; she had sought comfort, and he refused to soothe her.

Why hadn�t he noticed how upset she was? Why hadn�t he tried to protect her from Sesshomaru? She wouldn�t have let him put his life in danger, but she would have liked to know he cared. It had made her open her eyes though; she was alone. She had depended on people for so long, and now, she was punished for it. Kagome needed to realize that Inuyasha wouldn�t be there for her just because she hoped so. He might have saved her in the past, but just as easily, he could try to hurt her.

The realization left a bittersweet taste in her mouth, and she cringed.

Her abused, tired body was starting to shake, as she slowly closed her eyes. She would not give up. Very carefully, she raised her hand and touched her mating mark. She didn�t know much about youkais but she was aware that such a mark was permanent. There would be no breaking the bond between her and Sesshomaru�until her death.

She was upset, but through the rage, a thought made its way. Why? Why would Sesshomaru mark her? Sure, he had a ningen ward, but this was different. Sesshomaru had always despised his father for taking a human mate, and having a hanyou son� Why would he want to do the same? There was simply no logic behind his actions.

�Miko.�

Kagome felt her heart skip a beat when she heard his voice. He seemed so cold and detached, as if he had just been waiting for her to get over her tantrum. She raised her head, but all she could see was silver hair floating in the wind.

�Leave me alone.�

Sesshomaru almost rolled his eyes. This miko was the most annoying creature he had ever encounter. And what was she doing at the bottom of this pitiful well? She was such a strange creature.

Early in the morning, before she even woke up, he had been bathing, removing her disgusting scent, and blood off his flawless skin. She had been left alone since that was the time Rin and Jaken went hunting for his ward�s food. Sesshomaru had been aware of her running away, but he had not made a big deal out of it.

Even if she ran for half a day, it would still only take him minutes to catch up to her. Of course, as she started to head for the village where his half-brother lived, he had been quite curious. Surely the miko hadn�t wanted to be with him considering the events of the previous day.

He had decided to follow her, and see where she was going. If he could be surprised, he would have when she jumped into the well. Had she been trying to hide? Even a foolish ningen like her had to know this wouldn�t do anything. Seconds after she had done so, he had been able to smell a lot of emotions going through her, before she finally settled on being upset. Once again, she had proven to be annoying, and an enigma.

He wanted nothing more put to leave her alone, yet he could not. That didn�t mean he wouldn�t try to break the mating, but for the moment, she was under his protection �even if it annoyed him to no end. He looked down the well, and saw her staring at him. The last thing he wanted to do was to go down there, and get her. But of course, like usually she was being difficult. He had wasted enough time with this little chase, and they had to get moving. He would not travel like this with the annoying miko, so he had to put her somewhere.

�Miko, do not test This Sesshomaru�s patience,� he warned her. If he had to get her out of there himself, she would not like it.

Kagome pushed away his threat, and decided to not give up her ground. If she was going to be stuck with him, he needed to learn that she wouldn�t bend to his every desire. �I�m fine where I am.�

Sesshomaru�s expression did not change as decided it was time for him to get the Miko. He had decided he would not disgrace himself by going down, especially since there was other ways. Kagome gasped when she felt something fluffy warp around her waist. When she looked down, she saw a huge mass of fur around her waist. Hold on. She recognized that thing; wasn�t it the fur Sesshomaru always had over his shoulder?

She didn�t have the time to make another thought before she was pulled out of the well, and thrown hard against the ground. She held in a yelp of pain as her shoulder hit first. Bastard. She almost wondered if he had to be this rough, but he had proven that he liked to do hurtful thing for no reason. She managed to get her weight of her shoulder, while holding in a whelp of pain the whole time. Kagome pulled down at her shirt to look at her shoulder, and already a black bruise could be seen

Kagome looked up at him, hatred obvious in her eyes. She hated him. She despised this place, and she wanted to go home. Why, was she stuck here? She felt as if she was in a dark room by herself, and every second, there was less and less light. After every breath she took, she felt suffocated.

�What were you trying to prove by jumping down the well?� He still didn�t understand what was so special about this well. Often he had felt her or his half-brother around it, and it simply didn�t sit right with him.

Kagome stiffen slightly. As if she�d ever tell him where she was from; either he would think she was crazy, or he might try to use it to his advantage. �I wanted to see if a jump from that height could free me from you,� she said, her tone filled with hatred.

Sesshomaru�s response was quick. �Hn.� He could feel that she was lying; the little bitch was bold enough to lie in his face. �It�s a shame you can�t even do that right.� He wouldn�t have cared less if she had killed herself. At least she wouldn�t burden him anymore.

At least he had stopped asking questions about the well, and that was the only thing that mattered. She was almost getting used to his hurtful words. Sesshomaru turned his back to her, as if he was ready to leave. Sesshomaru knew that the miko wouldn�t go anywhere freely with him, and frankly, he had better things to do than argue with her. He turned around again, and grabbed her wrist, painfully pressing the bracelet against her skin.

�Hey!� she said, trying to yank her arm free. �Don�t touch me! You�re hurting me!� No matter how much she tried to break away from him, his hold was of steel. Red marks were appearing on her wrist as less and less blood managed to go through the hold, and to her hand.

Nonetheless, she kept going. It might seem like a waste of energy, but never would she want to give in to him. She would rather fight to the death, than give him any kind of satisfaction. She needed to fight. Her spirit was the one thing that kept her going.

Sesshomaru looked back at the fighting miko. The onna couldn�t do anything the easy could she? He really failed to notice what exactly had attracted his beast into this ningen. She wasn�t beautiful, she was annoying, and she didn�t like to submit. He was ready to blame it on a sickness, because this was insane.

This Sesshomaru was going to lose it very soon.

***

Silly her.

All those years she thought Inuyasha was pushing them to their limits, never taking break. Compared to Sesshomaru, it was nothing. They had been traveling for half a day, and it seemed they were nowhere near stopping. About three quarters of the way, she had to stop struggling, because her body simply had no energy.

She didn�t go of her full accord, but she had stopped fighting him. Had he completely forgotten that humans needed rest� or food? She sighed heavily for the fifth time in the past hour. Deep inside she couldn�t help but wonder where he was taking her. Ever since she had known Sesshomaru he had always been traveling, so she assumed he had no fix home since he owned a part of the land anyway. He could stop and rest where he wanted.

Trying to be subtle, she stole a look. His eyes were cold, and he seemed to have little to no interest in her. When he had raped her, his eyes were red, and he was acting completely different. Now, he interacted with her as if the very sight of her disgusted him. Hadn�t he taken her body yesterday? Why would he do such a turn around so quickly?

The question was burning her mind, but she wasn�t sure if she wanted the answer. She pinched her perfect pink lips together, wondering if she should. There was no doubt it would annoy him. So it was worth it.

�Do I disgust you?� she asked, not looking at him, but pretending to look at the landscape around her.

Sesshomaru gave her little attention. �Who knew even you could figure that out.�

Kagome glared at the back of his head. He wouldn�t keep his calculated attitude for too long; she wanted an answer. It was her body he took without her permission. �Then why did you rape me?�

He could not help but want to wince every time she used that word. Rape. It was so disgraceful. He was a Taiyoukai, he did not need to take a female without her consent; many of them would die for the chance to grace his bed.

And of course, it had to be her. And he had to mate her.

Now the baka ningen wanted an explanation behind his actions. Himself didn�t really have one, but one thing was sure; he would not tell her about his beast. First of all, it was none of her business, but also, nobody would ever know he, Sesshomaru, lost control to his beast. It was almost as worst as the rape.

He did not desire her, and never again he would engage in such activity with her. Her weakness from being a ningen did nothing but repel him. Technically, he did not have to answer her, but if he did not, she would not shut that hole she called a mouth. �You were the nearest person to satisfy this Sesshomaru�s needs. The mating was not planned, do not consider yourself so special.�

Every one of his words was filled with venom, and it sent a chill down her spine. Special? Never would she think of herself as such! She had a whole happy life planned out for herself, until he came along and ruined it all. And all she had been to him was a way to satisfy his needs?

She could still feel the way he roughly broke through her barrier, and pounded into her, like a beast, not caring that the pain of his abuse was making her bleed. Had he cared that she had felt no pleasure at all when he released his seed inside of her, his pleasure overwhelming his body?

Oh Kami.

He had cum inside of her. Fear quickly appeared in her eyes as she started counting. We were the sixth, and she was supposed to have her period the eleventh. Kagome felt her face dropped as her hands went on her stomach. She couldn�t be � could she?

A million thoughts went through her mind, but before she let panic took her over, she decided to ask him one question. �Sesshomaru?� she asked, her voice very small, almost a whisper. At that instant, she didn�t care how civil she sounded towards him.

The Taiyoukai had been curious at her tone. �Hn?�

She breathed out. �Could- Could I be pregnant?� She choked on a sob after the words left her mouth. She was strong, she could handle certain pain, but a child could not, and did not have to suffer this.

A ghost of an expression appeared on his face for a second. He remembered her scent being filled with the scent of her heat. For once, he was slightly worried, but then he remembered a specific detail. He didn�t tied and knot inside of her. He knew inuyoukai did so with their mate but the miko hadn�t been his mate at the moment. Could it be his beast had no intention of pupping her? He simply wanted her marked as his?

�No,� he simply answered. It wasn�t as sure as he made it sound, but since most of it probably leaked out, and she was a ningen, he assumed she wasn�t pupped. He would still be on the look on in the next couple of weeks, but he did not worry about it. There was absolutely no way.

Kagome felt herself breathing easier. She did want children one day, but not only was she too young at the moment, but the situation wasn�t right. She would love her child even if it was born because of a rape, or Sesshomaru was the father, but she would always wished her child had been born in other circumstances. Although, it wouldn�t change her level of love. Her child was her child no matter what.

She found a certain sadness in her hear, against her wish. She did want children in the future, but if she could never escape Sesshomaru, how would she ever become a mother? If he did stick to what he said, and never touch her again, she wouldn�t be pregnant. Kagome couldn�t help the tears that came to her eyes. This should be the last thing on her mind after everything, but she couldn�t help it. Although, it might be a good thing, in a way. Nobody should have someone like Sesshomaru as a father.

She had seen the way he treated Inuyasha and if she had been pregnant, it would have been a hanyou. The poor child would have suffered its whole life. Kagome stared at the bracelet on her wrist. She needed to trick him into removing it, and freeing her. Once her power would be back, she�d be able to go home.

For the first time in a long time, her only definition of home was the future. The pain her heart reminded her of Inuyasha, and she was afraid to go back. She understood how he felt betrayed, but he had no right to molest her like he had. She had now discovered that it ran into their bloodline.

Kagome glared at the back of Sesshomaru�s head. He was cold, unemotional, cruel, and he enjoyed causing pain. She thought that once he had been done with her, he would have released her. Surely he didn�t want her as his mate. She knew youkais had lot of laws, and code of honor, but she doubted it included ningen.

One thing she truly disliked was how he seemed to totally control her. Wherever her wanted her to go, she seemed to follow. The first time, she had been completely exhausted, and the second time, there had been some unplanned errors in her plan. She hadn�t thought about Sesshomaru locking her powers away. Now that she could not even cause a distraction, the young miko wasn�t sure how she would escape his grasp.

It seemed he didn�t care, but wouldn�t let her go off on her own, so she would need to use her brain, and try to outsmart him. Her attempt to escape to her time would be useless until the bracelet was removed. Also, if she couldn�t go back to the future, then she�d need a safe place in the feudal era. Maybe she would be able to contact Miroku and Sango in some way?

For now, his hold on her was unbreakable. No matter how much she defied him, he still dragged her alone. She would fight every time, because never would he see her give up. Another thing he wouldn�t get from her was her body. He had used her once for his sexual pleasures, but she would be abuse again.

Her body was hers, and she would fight him to the death on it. Granted he would probably win, but she would not go down without a fight. Never would he have the satisfaction of truly owning her. Plus, how long would it be until he got tired of her? She was nothing but an onna in his eyes, and she wouldn�t hold interest for very long.

Kagome closed her eyes, her tired eyelids enjoying the rest. If she focused, and did her meditation like Kaede had thought her, it would ease the pain right? Water gathered in her eyes, but she stopped it. Not now. She had shed enough tears for him. She needed to be strong; she would fight.

Maybe Sesshomaru would dump her somewhere, and go back to traveling around. She wouldn�t mind that; as long as she didn�t have to see him. Kami, being near him caused her to be nauseous. He was a monster in her eyes, and nothing he could say could fix this image.

Kagome�s attention was suddenly drawn to the huge castle in front of her. It was at least three levels from what she could tell. The walls were light yellow, and the roofs, in a gable shape, were a very dark grey, contrasting with the exterior walls. On the left side there was a fall, which lead to an adorable pond/lake. From where she stood, she could see the heat coming from the water, and she heard the silent cry of her body.

After all the harshness it went through, her body was dying for a hot bath. Suddenly Kagome was pulled in direction of the castle, and she remained speechless. This was the castle of the West? This was where Sesshomaru lived? But more importantly, this is where he was taking her?

It could have seemed like a good idea, or privilege, but she was scared. Not only was she in his lands, but now, she would be in his house. He had the advantage here, and everything he said, was law. She could see in her mind a hard of guards, right in front of her door guarding her.

She could already hear herself screaming while he took her body against her will again, and she could feel the tears rolling down her cheeks, while the guards wouldn�t bulge. Why would they? Sesshomaru was the one they obeyed. Kagome pinched her lips together, silently begging for a rest.

She felt so little and insignificant, and all she wanted to do was disappear.

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