Save Me | By : Angels9191 Category: InuYasha > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 8167 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 5 – Dedication Kitaru followed close behind his master when they started back on their journey. He noticed that the great youkai was now taking his time, allowing Kitaru to stay close to his side. It gave the little fox time to sort out his thoughts and feelings. He was so confused now. He had originally simply wanted an escape from his old masters, and had been determined to keep his feelings locked away from anyone. He had been hurt so deeply and completely, he had convinced himself that he could never feel any sort of affection or love again; never wanted to let himself feel that way again. But all of his defiant resolve melted whenever he looked into those golden orbs. Never in his life had anyone been protective of him or shown him any manner of kindness. He had always been taught that he was dirty, useless, an abomination. Half-breed. He shook his head to rid his mind of those memories for now. They were some he never wished to relive again. Instead he looked up again at his master and was lost in those beautiful eyes staring into the distance as they traveled. And as he tagged along in his clumsy yet somehow surefooted way, he felt himself sink lower. How could such a beautiful and fierce demon lord ever want to have him as a companion? Kitaru saw himself as scrawny and weak. He was so small, especially next to the formidable youkai who was almost twice his height. How could he ever expect Sesshomaru to take him as his own? Another thing that confused him was of the rumors he had always heard about the Lord of the West’s complete hatred for hanyou. He had heard the stories that had spread about Sesshomaru’s own brother being a half demon, and that the youkai despised him for it. So what was he doing with Kitaru? The fox looked up once again at his master and jumped to see those great golden eyes were staring back down at him. He quickly looked back down at his feet, embarrassed. Though the look Sesshomaru had been giving him wasn’t one of anger or hatred. In fact, if Kitaru had to name it, he’d say it was a look of curiosity. That night, the youkai once again found a comfortable tree to rest under, and without any other instructions Kitaru knelt next to him, sitting very much like a kitten. The young fox wondered what was in store for him from his master tonight. He avoided his master’s gaze out of respect, but could feel those molten eyes staring into him. “Come here little pet,” the soft, low voice said, and Kitaru jumped to get closer. He wanted nothing more than to be close to the warmth of his master. In his low, confused state he no longer had any control of himself, and so his instincts took over which only desired to be closer to the stronger, dominant youkai. The big inu demon took the little hanyou under his right arm, the fur over his shoulder swelling to become something like a nest for them both. Kitaru couldn’t help but snuggle into the warm fur. Though after his master’s reaction to his fur being bitten today, the young fox realized that it must be a privilege to lie on the exquisite fur. Another privilege he didn’t deserve. Sesshomaru was quiet for a time, thinking of what he should say to the fox, before deciding to get to the heart of the matter. “The dominance in you is not natural little one,” the youkai’s overwhelming voice rumbled. Kitaru looked up at him in response but saw that his master was staring into the darkness of the woods. “Where does it come from?” The little fox looked back down and greedily buried his face in the incredibly soft fur, not wanting to recall those memories. “Answer.” Kitaru realized that he had no choice but to answer, though he almost would prefer the punishment if it meant he didn’t have to reopen this wound. He sighed and quietly started, “I’ve been a slave all of my life, since the moment I took my first breath in this world. Of course, you are correct master, I…” he gulped as the little voice screamed in the back of his head, but finally admitted, “I am naturally submissive, but due to the type of slave I used to be I was trained to be dominant.” The little hanyou took a shuddering breath and his master waited patiently for him to continue. “Though I was never raped myself, I… I was required to rape those like me. Half-demons. I was never told what they had done to deserve it, or if it was simply the fact that we were both so disgusting that we both deserved the punishment. If I… if I did not hurt my victim… if I didn’t leave them in tears and bleeding by the time I was done, I was punished so as to be beyond recognition by the time they had finished with me.” Kitaru was now wrapped up completely in the terrible memories from his past. He had started trembling again as the nightmarish memory of when a hanyou girl had been placed before him took over his mind. She was already crying from her wrists being bound so tightly behind her back that they had started to bleed. She was still a child. The human equivalent to a girl no older then 5. And he was meant to take from her the most intimate part of her being. They had expected him to break her before she even knew that she had once been whole. Kitaru hadn’t been able to do it. He had blatantly refused, and his disobedience resulted in a punishment that had lasted weeks and hurt for months after that. That was only one memory; there had been many occasions when he had not been able to bring himself to say no, was tired of the pain, tired of the abuse, and just wanted to let out his frustration. He had hurt so many hanyou just like himself. He could have always refused and then the demons would have killed him, but at least he wouldn’t hurt anyone anymore – He stopped thinking when the iron grip of his master took his chin and pulled his gaze to meet the smoldering gold stare. Kitaru couldn’t believe the rage he saw in those eyes, tingeing them yellow. Was his master truly that enraged by what he had done? Kitaru felt the corners of his eyes sting with tears. He was horrible; he could never escape the terrible things he had done, and he hated himself for that. “If you feel you deserve punishment for what you have done, I will give it to you. You will punish yourself no longer. I will forgive you, but if it takes more for you to forgive yourself so be it,” the demon lord said to him, holding his gaze. Kitaru looked at him in amazement, not quite processing what his master was trying to say. “Do you understand what I’m telling you little fox?” The hanyou blinked, “I… you… you forgive me?” he asked breathlessly. “But… what I did to those… those kids…” “Get up and stand in front of me, your back facing me.” Kitaru jumped up to do as he was told, still in a state of shock. He really couldn’t believe that Sesshomaru could still keep him knowing what he had done. He gasped and gritted his teeth when he felt the unmistakable stinging lash of his master’s poison whip on his back. “You will receive 20 lashes every night for 20 nights. At the end of your punishment, you will forgive yourself. Do you understand little one?” Kitaru nodded, “Yes master, I understand.” “Do you think that is a fair punishment?” “No master.” “Why is that pet?” Sesshomaru asked, an edge to his tone. “Because… I believe I deserve more,” the little fox said, his voice shaking slightly. He yelped when the whip cracked across his back again. “That is not for you to decide. I am your master now, what I say is law. This will be your punishment, and then you will forgive yourself. No questions asked. Do you understand?” the youkai asked before whipping his pet again. Kitaru yelped, and though he wasn’t sure if he could ever forgive himself, he responded, “Yes master.” The lashing continued, Kitaru’s yelps turning into short screams and his cock getting harder as the pain sunk into his body. By the time 20 lashes was reached pre cum was leaking from the tip of his rock hard muscle and the fox was breathing hard with desire. “Come here little one.” Kitaru nearly ran to his master and knelt next to him. Sesshomaru pulled him closer, forcing him to look into his eyes. “Now that your punishment is done for tonight, it is time for your reward,” he said in a low voice, making shivers travel through the fox’s entire body. “Reward master?” he asked, his voice shaking in anticipation as those golden eyes melted him. “Yes. You killed for me today. I do not take such dedication lightly,” his master said, his voice deep and seductive. The youkai gently pulled his hanyou over him so he was straddling his hips. Sesshomaru opened the front of his hakama and brought out his hardening member. Kitaru bent down without prompting and took the muscle into his mouth obediently. His master sighed in pleasure as the little hanyou sucked the swollen head and licked the leaking tip. He had no other thought in his head than the desire to please his master. He loved the feeling of the great youkai’s massive muscle warm in his mouth, the taste of his cum exquisite as it coated his tongue. But it wasn’t too long before his master stopped him and slowly pulled the little hanyou’s hips over his erection, positioning him so his small opening was resting on the throbbing tip. “Go ahead,” he said, letting go of the fox’s hips. Kitaru felt his heart beat faster as he gulped and slowly lowered himself onto the big muscle. He groaned as he felt the tip push into him and the head move past the ring of muscle. This was the most painful part. “Keep going pet,” his master encouraged, “Make yourself feel good.” The hanyou took a deep breath and let it out slowly as he sheathed himself over the rest of his master’s thick cock. Sesshomaru gave a soft moan and Kitaru watched in amazement as his master let his head tip back, his eyes half lidded. The little fox started moving up and down slowly, gritting his teeth at the pain of being stretched, but he loved the look on his master’s face. “Do you – do you enjoy that master?” he asked, stifling his moans. “Yes. You are so tight, you feel incredible.” Kitaru smiled and started to move faster, his now slick hole swallowing up his master’s cock with relative ease. He moaned loudly as he found his own prostate and angled his hips to hit it with every thrust. Sesshomaru was groaning softly and his eyes popped open when his pet angled his hips, rubbing hard against his cock and driving him mad. Kitaru gasped as he suddenly found himself slammed onto his back and all of his thoughts scattered as his master began thrusting into him roughly. Sesshomaru hooked the flexible little fox’s legs in his arms and pulled his pet’s knees up toward his ears, leaving his ass spread wide and the hanyou’s prostate in the perfect place to hit hard. The fox screamed in overwhelming pleasure as his master pounded into him. His mouth hung open as he panted and moaned but was soon covered by his master’s hot mouth. He moaned into the immensely powerful youkai’s lips as they crushed his own in a forceful kiss that nearly sent the young hanyou over the edge right there. Still thrusting hard into him, he moaned as the demon tongue explored his mouth, reaching in and dominating every warm and wet crevice. Sooner than before, he felt the huge muscle get even larger as it penetrated him, and the thrusts became faster and harder. His master finally released his mouth as Kitaru screamed with the mixed pain and pleasure. The youkai groaned and released his seed inside the half-fox. The feeling of being filled as his prostate was still continuously hit sent Kitaru over the edge and his own cum burst out across his belly. His master collapsed to the side of him, avoiding the puddle of cum spreading across Kitaru’s belly. The fox panted softly as his master took slow deep breaths, leaving his still engorged member half inside his pet as it slowly shrank and softened. The strong arms of the youkai wrapped around the hanyou, embracing him and the little half-fox couldn’t stop himself from nuzzling into the neck of his master. Sesshomaru pulled out completely and Kitaru gasped as he felt his master’s seed leak out of him. But before he could react, he was suddenly sitting upright and his own cum was being wiped away. He could barely keep his eyes open, and his sex fogged brain only wanted to curl up in the warmth of his master. He smiled when he got his wish and felt the impossibly soft fur poof around them. He snuggled into his master’s side as an arm cradled him and he was able to rest his head on the strong chest. The little fox sighed, and for the first time in his life felt content.
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