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For the Love of My Rose Hime
Fifty-fifth Rose: Heart's Ache
by Nikkie23534
The bedroom...
InuYasha smiled, as she watched a dark haired of energy jumped up and down on the bed between her and Sesshomaru.
"Good morning, Daddy! Good morning Mama! It's time to get up!" Rin chirped, happily as her pink 'Dora the Explorer' nightgown ballooned around her. Suddenly, she stopped throwing a somewhat uncertain glance at her parents. "Granddaddy told me to wait until you guys were awake. I really tried to wait, honestly!" The little girl said earnestly, suddenly worried that she'd done something wrong. "I waited as long as I could! I didn't awake you, did I?"
Sesshomaru reached out, and pulled the girl, pulling the girl between them. "Well, that's your job, isn't it?" He smiled warmly at her, placing a kiss on top of her dark head. "Making sure that Mama and I don't waste a whole day in bed. I mean, what in the world would we have done, if you hadn't come in?" He said, looking over Rin's head, pinning InuYasha with a heated gaze. The ebony headed beauty to blushed profusely, and turned her head. Although, innocent to Rin's ears, the look that Sess gave her over the child's head set Inu's heart to racing! Leaning over the side of the bed, he retrieved his robe from where it had landed on the floor. Sitting up, he pulled it on. Standing up, he tied the belt around his lean waist. Turning back to the bed, he smiled as he picked Rin up off the bed settling her on the floor. "Why don't you go back to your room, and get cleaned up? We'll meet you downstairs for breakfast in a minute, okay?"
"'Kay! See you later!" The girl squealed and took off for the door. Opening the door, she turned back to them, blowing them a kiss before leaving. Alone, Sess turned to his wife, finding her still sitting in bed. Her eyes downcast, staring at the folded hands in her lap. Sighing softly, he leaned over and caressed her soft cheek. Capturing her chin between his thumb and fore finger, he raised her face to his. He sighed mentally as blazing gold bore deeply into bright violet orbs. 'She looks as young as Rin. And, as forlorn as I am!' He hated this thing between them, the silence and discord.
"The muppet has great timing, doesn't she?" He said with a smile, trying to relieve some of the tension. He felt a sudden pang in his chest, as the corners of her mouth lifted ever so slightly. Damn it, he wanted his wife back! He'd made up his mind, before the day was over he was going to have her! Offering his hand to her, he smiled. "Come love, let's go downstairs. Before Rin calls out a search party for us." He watched her pull the covers back and stand slowly. Bending beside the bed, he picked up her robe; holding open for her. InuYasha nodded a thanks to him, turning to put it on.
Suddenly, her waist was entrapped by his strong arms. Pulling her back against the solid wall of his hard chest. "Sess," she gasped, as she attempted to turn to look at him. "What are yo-," she was stopped as he squeezed her tighter into himself. Then she heard a plea that was so soft, she almost missed it. Turning her head to the side, she asked, "What? Sess, what did you say?"
He buried his face into her neck, deeply inhaling her sweet scent, "Please forgive me, My Yasha." Tightening his grip on her, while reveling in the warmth and softness that he had so missed! "For-forgive me," he whispered lowly into her hair.
Leaning heavily on her, he spoke to his wife. "InuYasha, my Yasha. My love. Please, forgive me, my love! I- I never meant for any of this to happen! I never meant to put you, Gram, or Juromaru to be harmed!" He buried his face a little deeper into her neck he continued. Trembling from his grief...and guilt. "I...You are my world, InuYasha! My whole reason for breathing! I...I just wanted...I thought I was doing the right thing. I was just trying to protect you. I don't know how this...It just went...Everything just went so horribly wrong, and I'm so sorry!" Trembling while he clung to her a little tighter. "I wanted proof, that was Takamoto was behind all the gifts you received before. I wanted evidence, so I could order him to stay away from you! I just wanted to...make sure that he left you...us alone. I just wanted to protect you! That's all, my hime. I just wanted to protect you! That's all, Yasha! I- I" He cried into her shoulder, hopelessly dampening her robe with the tears he'd been holding back for so long. "Forgive me, love, please! Forgive me!"
InuYasha stood frozen in his embrace. Her body paralyzed. Her mind reeling from the onslaught of raw emotion Sess was emitting. Never had she felt such pain, such gut wrenching anguish. 'He's...He's crying! My poor prince is crying! Oh my God, what have I done!' Spending all this time dwelling on her own hurt feelings, and blinded with guilt. Guilt over not being in control of everything, or being able to fix it! Spending all her time playing the blame game. Not even realizing that there was someone else that was also hurting! Someone who was dealing with his own blinding guilt and being suppressed by pain. 'Oh Sess. What have I done to us? To you? How could I have been so selfish? So stupid?' She thought, as tears slipped from her closed eyes.
Closing her eyes, InuYasha leaned back against him. Pressing herself against the warmth of his broad chest, loving the feel of his hot breath on her skin. She sighed as a small smirk graced her face. 'I've missed this feeling!' The feel of her husband next to her again, sent shivers down her spine. Raising her hands, she brought them to rest on the arms wrapped around her. 'I've missed him so much!' Turning her head to the side, she pressed her face into his hair. "I know."
Jerking his head up, Sess turned her around to face him. He watched as she opened her eyes, and gave him a small smile. "What? What did you say?"
She took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Reaching up she framed his face with both hands. Gently wiping away the tears on his high cheeks, going up on her tip toes to kiss his lips briefly. "I said, I know." Cupping his cheeks, as she rubbed her thumbs over the skin under his eyes. "I know you never planned, nor did you intend on any of this to happen. I know you would have given anything in your power, to keep me...to keep us safe!" Taking a step back, she grabbed his hands. Bringing them to her face, turning them palm up she buried her face in them. "It...It was just..." She turned her tear-filled eyes up at him. "It was just my anger and pride talking! And, my own fear! I was so afraid! Gram and Juro was all the family I had! Sure, I have Kags and Aoi and the others, but..." She sighed, looking down at the floor. "After mama died, it was Gram, Juro and me. We leaned on each other. Depended on each other. In a lot of ways, we were all each other had. We shared our hopes and dreams. Our highs and lows with each other. They always took care of me! So, I swore to myself that when I grow up, I take care of THEM. Because...They were all I had!" Grinning slyly, she released his hands. Placing hers to rest on his broad shoulders. "But, uncle Hoshiyomi made me reminded me of something. Something every important." Wrapping her arms around his neck, pulling them a hairs breath to each other.
"Yasha?" Sess questioned, his arms quickly wrapping around her. Pressing her lithe frame tightly against his.
Inu rubbed the tip of their noses together, and said. "I forgot, I'm NOT alone anymore, am I? I got a new family. One that I would give up everything for! One that would give up everything for me!" Pressing her lips to the corner of his, she kissed him lightly. "I have a kind hearted father." Then, kissing the other corner, she said. "I have two new sets of crazy, wonderful and caring uncles and aunts." Sesshomaru groaned softly, as her lips moved. He dipped his head down a little, to capture those soft pouty lips. But, she dodged him, planting a sweet kiss just under his lower lip. "I have a beautiful little girl, who is the moon of my world!" Going up on her toes, her hands moved to cup his cheeks. "And, best of all" She whispered, their lips parted, sharing the same breath. "At the center of all this. I have the man, that makes ALL of my dreams, wishes, and hopes come true! I have you my prince! I...Have...You!" With that, she closed her eyes, as she pulled his head to hers. Sealing their lips in a long passionate, hungry exchange.
Down the hall, the door to Touga's bedroom opens and closes. He walks in to find Rin jumping up and down on his massive bed. "I did just what you told me to do, Grandpa! I went in and woke them up, just like you told me too!" The cute little tyke bounced off the bed, and into her grandfather's open arms.
Touga laughed as he caught the squirming child in a strong embrace. "That's my good girl! You were perfect! I could've done a better job!" He said, kissing the girl on her dark head. Placing the girl on the floor, he gently stroked her wayward curls. "Now, I want you to go into your room, and get ready for breakfast! Okay?"
"Okay, Grandpa!" She girl gushed, and ran to the door. Before leaving, she turned to her grandfather. Giving him a worried face. "Are you sure we did the right thing, grandpa?" As Rin was an honest child, she was feeling a little guilty for conspiring behind her parents back.
Touga smile and gave his only grandchild a wink. "Don't fret, pumpkin. All you and I have done, was to remind your parents what they would be missing out on. On all the great times that are still to be had as a family, that is all, my precious!" He then waved his hand and said, "Now off you go. Last one at the table, helps Jaken with the dishes!" He laughed when Rin gasped and ran out the door. Smiling to himself, he went into his bathroom to freshen up. Walking past the large amour, he stopped and picked up the picture of his late wife. Smiling, he ran a finger over her lovely smiling face. Well, my dear. I do believe that those two are back on the right track! I just hope they stay that way!' He put the picture back, and went to get dressed.
TBC...
It's been a which, huh? Sorry 4 the loonnnnnggggg wait. 4give the poor quailty of the chapter, and that it's so short, but I had a lot to do. Plus, I had trouble getting this chapter going. Writer block SUCKS!!!! But, my life has been a little hectic! Wh@ with elections coverage and getting people registered in my town to vote, it's been crazy!!! My new little twins are a 4 hands full, not 2 mention the older 6! I think both my and I got more than WE had expected! Love to all my friends out there that sent me e-mails, and PMs! I really appericated all the kind words, and support u've given me! U're the best!
My thanks to Princess Sin for always letting me pick her brain! Till your next chapter!
Thanks 2 Sam Edward Mustang! I can't wait 2 read the new story! Hurry and post it! I'm dying! And, thanks 4 all the emails. They really kept me going! B reading U!
Thank u 2 my newest friend Stephke23. Read her story, Slowly the heart is conquered! It's Awesome!!!!
And to everyone who has ever read my story, thank you all so much for adding them to your favs./alert catagories. I'm deeply honored! I bow to you all!
To all that are waiting for the next chapter of 'Things r not always as they seem!', I'm still writing it. But, I have so many ideas 4 it, I don't know which ones to put down! But, I'll have it up soon, I promise! I hope to have it up by 11/12, as a Bday present 4 my twin sister and me!
Love 2 all! Until the next time~ B reading U!
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