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Divine
By : Silvershine
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A/N: In answer
to a few questions: Inuyasha�s views on sex aren�t reflecting my own. Although,
that doesn�t mean I share Kagome�s either. I�m keeping well out of this fic
::grins::
I�ll just let
the characters battle out their differences�

Divine
Chapter
Six

�Everything about you pains my envying
Your soul can't hate anything
Everything about you is so easy to
love
They're watching you from above�
Muse, �Bliss�

On
Friday night, Kagome had been convinced that she needed to stay away from Inuyasha in order to
preserve her innocence, and possibly even her safety if the repercussions
turned out to be particularly bad.
On
Saturday night, Kagome had thrown most of her previous notions out of the
window.
Inuyasha had seemed a little stunned at
Kagome�s sudden initiation� but that hadn�t lasted, and soon he was the one
dominating, pulling Kagome onto his lap
in order to better control the kiss. Kagome didn�t mind � in fact, she was glad. She needed Inuyasha to
lead her, because Kagome just didn�t have the confidence to initiate more than
one simple kiss.
Even though
they both lacked experience, they seemed to instinctively know what to do.
Inuyasha�s lips left hers and began trailing down her jaw to attack her throat.
Kagome gasped in response, slowly allowing herself to succumb to the pleasure
he was giving her, arching into him to try and close every millimeter of
distance between them. It felt too good to be this close to him, almost too
good. Being this way with him� it was foreign and a little frightening� but it
also felt like the most natural thing in the world.
But is it
really ok�?
Kagome�s
fingers tangled aimlessly in Inuyasha�s hair, cradling his head as his teeth
skimmed the underside of her jaw. A large part of her wanted to shut up the
small voice of reason in the back of her head and carry on enjoying his
attention� but the voice had a point that she couldn�t ignore.
Should I be
doing this with him� when it doesn�t seem to matter to him�?
His hand was
traveling up her inner thigh again� �Kagome�� He certainly wasted no time in
getting to the point and Kagome�s wracked moan filled the stuffy boiler room as
his digits pressed against her heated center.
Should I be
giving myself away so gracelessly�?
Kagome had to
push his hand away. �Why do you always go so fast?� she panted, trying to
recover from how fast he�d elevated her pleasure.
�What?� his
voice was husky, like he was half asleep.
�You know� you
tend to grab the goods straight away�� she felt a heavy blush settle over her cheeks
and was grateful for the dark. �There are other places you can touch.�
Almost
quizzically, Inuyasha�s hand landed on one of her breasts.
Kagome sighed
and fought the urge to roll her eyes. �I tried��
With some
reluctance, Inuyasha removed his hand and made to cup her warm cheek instead.
�Sorry� I guess I�m in a hurry to get going before you change your mind.� He
meant it as a half-hearted joke, but from Kagome�s responding and rather flat
�Hmmm�, it sounded like her mind was already changing. He quickly pulled her
forward to kiss her again, and again he felt a little resistance� a small
hesitation.
There had to
be some way to get her hot for him without resorting to �grabbing the goods��
Inuyasha began
running his hands from her waist to her hips, squeezing his fingers to caress
the flesh beneath the clothes. She felt firm and lithe beneath his hands and it
only made him ache for her more� especially when he felt a little of her
reluctance fade. He smoothed his hands up her rumpled shirt and let the settle,
somewhat hesitantly, on her breasts. There was a chance she was rebuke him
again if he went too fast�
And just as
he�d feared � �Wait.� Kagome�s hands came up to cover his. She didn�t try and
push them away, but instead trapped them against her breasts gently.
�What is it?�
Inuyasha expected another speech about virginal innocence and everything
happening too fast for her.
�I just�� she
seemed hesitant again, but for a different reason than he�d assumed. �I� I
don�t know��
�Are you
scared?� he asked quietly, flexing his fingers against her chest and felt her
clasp her hands tighter over his. �Don�t be��
�I�m not� not
scared.� She whispered.
�Then what?�
Her face
contorted into an expression of torn indecision. �I don�t know��
Inuyasha
sighed and gathered her close to him, tucking her face into his neck. He let
his hands roam her back in an effort to comfort her with stroking and soothing
touches. He couldn�t help but hold her so tightly� even though it felt like
she�d never been further away from him in his life. His embrace was almost
protective� trying to protect her from her own uncertainties that seemed to be
plaguing her conscience. If only she would just relax and let him show her how
pleasant and non-threatening a coupling could be�
Absently, he pressed
his mouth against her neck, her shoulders� and all the while she clung to him
with her eyes closed tightly. He nosed her head aside. �Please, Kagome�� he
whispered heatedly into her ear.
Kagome refused
to open her eyes. In truth, Inuyasha�s simple touches and caresses had made her
tingle in all sorts of places� it felt strange, but it was also a wonderful
sensation. It was such a magical feeling of intimacy that she didn�t want to
let go of� she didn�t want to face reality and the realization that she�d have
to face the world again after this. Would she be changed? Would she be a woman
and no longer a carefree girl? She was scared for herself� but she longed to
take Inuyasha up on this offer�
What about
Kikyo? Could Kagome really let Inuyasha leave knowing what they had shared
together?
What about her
family? Would she have to tell them about her relationship with Inuyasha? Or
would she lie and pretend she was still innocent to the darker pleasures in
life?
Would she ever
be able to look at herself the same way�?
And what about
the repercussions that her fortune had warned her of? She tried to tell herself
that she was worrying over superstitious nonsense � but after all she�d seen
over the past year, she knew not to take the supernatural for granted.
However�
Every bone in
her body was yearning for Inuyasha�s touch. Her breasts seemed to tingle and
swell, begging for his hands upon them. But most worryingly of all, was the
gathering moisture between her legs. She couldn�t deny that her body craved
this experience� even if her heart shuttered in fear of it.
Inuyasha
kissed her brow again, a soft tender touch of lips against her skin that
reminded her of their short interlude in the hot spring.
She made up
her mind.
Kagome put a
hand against Inuyasha�s chest to halt him and he pulled back. She could almost
feel the bemused look he was probably shooting her. She took his wrists in each
hand and pushed them down to his sides, with the strong hint that he should
keep them there. �I want to remember this� at my own pace.�
Inuyasha
blinked rapidly in surprise as her hands settled on his shoulders and she leant
up to kiss his throat. Instantaneously, he felt his blood heat and his mouth
dropped open in a small gasp. Her lips trailed sensuously up to his chin and along
his jaw � instinct proving to make her act like an experienced lover. He tried
to catch her mouth with his, but she only evaded him and continued up to kiss
the bridge of his nose sweetly.
It was almost
as if she was memorizing every inch of his face for her personal recollection.
She lifted herself up onto her knees in order to reach his brow, and kissed him
in the same way he�d kissed her only moments ago. She had trapped his head
between her hands and he realized that he only had to lean forward slightly in
order to bury his face between her breasts. But she probably would consider
that as breaking the �mood� she was always on about.
But the most
frustrating side-effect to her bobbing up and down on her knees whilst
straddling his lap was that her soft behind kept brushing against his hips�
exciting his already rather excited arousal. He had to clench his fists by his
sides in order to keep from grabbing her and pulling her hips down hard against
his own. Kagome probably wasn�t even aware of her effect on him, but Inuyasha�s
breath began to shorten as her bottom once more to rub against him as her lips
kissed his cheek.
It was too
much.
Seizing her
face between his hands, he pulled her down roughly for a kiss that ended up
being harder than he�d meant. He didn�t even give her the chance to protest as
tugged her chin down with his thumb and plundered her mouth with his tongue.
Kagome
unintentionally rocked herself hard against his growing erection and she
stiffened at once. Evidently, she�d only just noticed it. Inuyasha groaned into her mouth and helplessly pushed up
against the warmth he�d encountered, all the while imitating the penetration he
wanted with his tongue. His head felt light and he was dizzy� probably because
most of his blood was rushing straight to a certain other appendage. His hands
strayed to Kagome�s breasts, dragging the pads of his fingers against the stiff
nipples he encountered under her shirt. He was fast losing control�
�I need you.�
He groaned against her mouth between their deep kisses. �Please, Kagome��
Such an
earnest plea� and Kagome was already unable to gather the will to stop him
anyway. There was an ache between her legs that made her restless and
overheated in an already hot room. She shifted her hips urgently against the
hard bulge in Inuyasha�s pants, trying to appease the ache somewhat, but only
succeeded in heightening the feeling. Sense and reality was slipping from her
grasp and she soon found herself becoming an automated shell of pure instinct
and reaction. All that mattered was that Inuyasha was igniting all kinds of
feelings inside her� and they were amazing.
Their kissing grew fierce and Kagome found
herself reaching under the folds of Inuyasha�s shirt to slide her clammy hands
across his chest to grip his bare shoulders. She used him as leverage to push
herself harder against he erection, all the while arching forward to offer her
breasts to his eager hands.
There was a
moment of hesitation and surprise when Inuyasha pushed her low-necked shirt
down to expose her bra. She wondered what he would do, confronted with this
contraption of modern technology� but he simply pushed it up and out of the way
as quickly as possible. Kagome stilled in shock, wondering what he thought.
He�d seen her topless before (many, many times) but perhaps this was the
first time she was willing� even so� Kagome was a tad self-conscious and what
if Inuyasha didn�t like what he saw?
Maybe he did,
maybe he didn�t. But he lowered his head nonetheless and took a distended
nipple into his mouth. Kagome stiffened initially but she let the tingling
pleasure wash over her and her eyes closed on their own. She held his head to
her and whimpered slightly as she felt his searing tongue circle her nipple.
The same tongue that had insulted her numerous times, the same tongue that had
played Kikyo�s long before it had played hers� and the same tongue that had set
her alight with one quick dart across her cheek.
He switched
breasts and laved attention on her abandoned nipple with his quick fingers.
Kagome grimaced in pleasure, trying to get some semblance of control � but it
was hard when she wanted nothing more than to lose it.
Inuyasha�s
other hand, which had been occupied with grasping her hip to hold her down,
suddenly moved to slip under her skirt again. This time, Kagome didn�t mind �
in fact she welcomed his touch to the part of her that ached the most. She
gasped and clutched at his shoulders desperately as his fingers pushed her
underwear aside and probed deeper into her. Despite being a virgin himself,
Inuyasha sure seemed to know which buttons to push. That one in
particular.
Two of his fingers busied themselves with rubbing that tight
bundle of nerves between her legs, while his mouth became occupied with the
curve of her neck.
�Inuyasha�!� Kagome gasped and gripped his shoulders so hard
that he would have bruised if he�d been human. She was paralysed with the
pleasure wracking her body in sharp waves. �Inuyasha � that�s � oh!�
Kagome knew her body well, but her reaction to his probing
fingers had surprised her. She knew from experience that she could play with
herself for several minutes and still find it hard to work up even the faintest
of arousal� but Inuyasha had managed to push her up to the clouds in a matter
of seconds with his touch.
It must have been because it was simply him touching
her�
Her body acted out on its own, moving her hips up and down in
time to his fingers. She felt her climax approaching sharply, but his fingers
didn�t seem to be supplying enough satisfaction.
She wanted him inside her.
With no time to go through with that inner desire, she settled
for seating herself firmly against him and rocking back and forth as
desperately as she could, grinding against that hard ridge separated by their
clothes. Kagome bit down on her lip hard as his mouth continued to pleasure an
ear lobe � but she was concentrating solely on the building pressure between
her legs.
Then everything snapped out of focus and her body convulsed
with a harsh cry. She clung to him blindly, riding out and absorbing the
intense waves of pleasure that travelled from the pit of his stomach to the
tips of her toes and then reverberated back. She was left burning, throbbing,
and completely drained save for the satiated aftermath.
Kagome wanted to stay like this, draped over Inuyasha in a
state of complete contentedness for ever. Her breathing began to regain a
little steadiness and she felt drowsiness set in. She just wanted to sleep in
his arms now.
But her
mattress didn�t seem to want to comply.
Inuyasha�s
hands stirred her by shaking her by the upper arms, gently, as he whispered in
her ear. �Kagome�?�
�Nmm�?� she
responded, content to stay curled up on his chest.
�It�s my
turn.�
�� for
what?� she sat up with a frown, but
the confusion slid off her face to reveal surprise when she realized she was
sitting directly on the rather hard� thing� in Inuyasha�s lap. �Oh� um��
�Give me your
hand,� Inuyasha seized her wrist, and with his other hand began working on
freeing the ties of his hakama.
A small thrill
of fear gripped Kagome�s stomach. �Inuyasha, I don�t think-�
He pulled her
hand down suddenly and Kagome�s fingers collided with the most interesting
object.
It was hot�
incredibly hard� but almost like the finest of velvet to touch. Kagome put her
apprehension on hiatus as she let her hand close around the shaft, feeling it
twitch in her hand. She moved her hand down a little, trying to get the measure
of it� and discovered something rather horrific�
�Oh my god��
she stage whispered. �You�re huge��
If she�d thought
to pick up the flashlight and shine it on Inuyasha�s face, she would have seen
the rather pleased smirk he was wearing. But as it was, Kagome was far too
shocked and awed to do more than gape in the darkness.
She�d had all
the sex ed. classes. She�d watched all the uncut videos that they played for
the teenagers, and had seen the package the male model had possessed.
Apparently, the guy in the video had been deemed by the boys (grudgingly) and
some of the more experience girls, as being rather gifted. But that guy seemed
to pale in comparison to Inuyasha� perhaps it was because the model hadn�t been
excited, and Inuyasha clearly was, but even so, Kagome could only flounder as
she tried to get a rough estimate of how big her little hanyou was.
She could cover
him completely in three fists� so� eight or nine inches?
The
apprehension returned.
�Inuyasha, I�m
not sure about this�� she told him quietly, quickly pulling her hands away from
his burning length.
�What?� he
sounded upset. �Why?�
�I just don�t
think��
�Is there
something wrong with it?� he demanded, still sounding upset.
Kagome�s mouth
dropped open. Had she just dealt a major blow to his ego? �Oh no! No, no, no!�
she tried to amend quickly. �It�s lovely � perfect � the best I�ve ever seen�
or� well� touched.�
�What�s that
supposed to mean?� he sounded guarded now.
�Nothing!� she
admonished. �It�s a very nice� thingamabob�� she choked on her wording.
�But� doesn�t this feel weird to you?�
�What feels
weird?� she felt him shift as he sat up slightly.
�This.
This whole situation � us doing these things in here�� she looked down
at the gap of light beneath the door. �It doesn�t feel right.�
�It feels fine
to me.� He shrugged
�Well not to
me, it doesn�t.� she gave his shadowy form a sharp look. �I�m not going to give
my first time away in a dingy little boiler room-�
�Oh not that
again!� Inuyasha growled angrily.
Kagome growled
straight back. �Aren�t I allowed to even see your face when we make love?!�
�Don�t call it
that!� he barked. �It�s not making love! No love is made!�
�Well tough! I
want to remember it as a nice moment � not a big black nothing!� she
cried. �I can�t see anything � I want remember what I see!�
�What�s the
point?! You�ll only close your eyes anyway!� he pointed out.
�Oh, if that�s
your attitude then you can forget it!� she hissed, backing out of his lap. �I�m
going to sleep � and if you try anything again then I�ll sit you so hard that
you won�t be able to try anything for a year!�
Does she
know�? Inuyasha
reeled back slightly, worried that she may have just made a reference to the
first time he�d touched her while she was supposed to have been sleeping. Better
not act guilty� so he acted angry instead. �Bitch! How can you just take
your pleasure and leave me like this?!� he gestured down to the uncomfortable
object in his lap.
�That�s your
own fault.� She retorted. �You should have thought about that before you
stamped on my feelings.�
�I didn�t
stamp on anything! You stamped on me!�
�I�ll stamp on
you literally if you don�t leave me alone!� she shot back irately. �You don�t
try and steal my first time like that and get away with it, you-�
She broke off
suddenly as a door slammed downstairs. Then they heard someone calling for
Buyo� but it wasn�t anyone that Kagome recognized.
�Who�s that?�
Inuyasha whispered.
�Um�� Kagome
tried to place the voice. �A neighbor I think� must have come to feed Buyo.�
�At midnight?�
�Well, Buyo
does like his midnight snacks.� Kagome responded.
They both sat
quietly.
Inuyasha leant
over to Kagome. �What do we do?�
�We get out of
here, that�s what we do!� Kagome all but shoved her friend aside in order to
get to the door. �Mrs Sakamoto! Mrs Sakamoto!� she banged on the door. �I�m
stuck in the boiler room � could you help me out of here?!�
�Kagome�?� a
woman�s voice echoed from downstairs. �Where are you?�
�Upstairs!�
Kagome yelled back.
Footsteps
thumped up the carpeted stairs and Inuyasha desperately rearranged his hakama
to hide the rather obvious hard-on he was sporting. He noticed Kagome was doing
the same with her shirt and bra.
A few seconds
later and with a little handle twiddling, the door of the boiler room was
thrown open and blessedly cool air wafted over them. Plump Mrs Sakamoto stood
there, looking bemused with Buyo under one arm. �What on earth are you doing in
here?�
�Long story��
Kagome shot Inuyasha a nervous look� noticing that he looked incredibly
disgruntled, despite their new freedom.
That was yet
another risqu� scenario avoided�
But Kagome
wasn�t all that happy about it.

��

It had taken
far too long to get rid of the crazy neighbor in Inuyasha�s opinion. The woman
had insisted on knowing exactly why Kagome had been trapped in the boiler room
in the middle of the night with a strange boy � and Kagome had simply told the
truth. She and Inuyasha had gone to fix the cold water, but had gotten
themselves stuck in the process � and between getting trapped and getting
rescued, they�d played a nice innocent game of �guess which finger I�m sticking
up at you� to pass the time.
Sensing the
animosity between the two teenagers, Mrs Sakamoto had been satisfied that her
teenage neighbor was still innocent and had been on her way � leaving Buyo to
their capable hands.
�She says my
family are coming back on Monday.� Kagome sighed wearily as she flopped down on
her bed and reveled in the much cooler air of her room. She glanced at her
alarm clock and wrinkled her nose. Half past one on Sunday morning. She still
had a whole day left in which to guard her innocence. �We should probably check
if the snow�s cleared tomorrow.� She told Inuyasha.
He grunted his
agreement, but he seemed to be sulking and wouldn�t say any more to her. Kagome
rolled her eyes and shifted to get more comfortable. �I�m going to sleep.� She
had no intention of getting changed or getting under the covers. It was far too
hot to do either. So she just turned off her bedside lamp and settled back down
to close her eyes.
She wondered
what Inuyasha would do, since it wasn�t often that he came to sleep over at her
house� but when he did sleep over, it was usually against the wall or on her
bed (while she took the floor instead).
Inuyasha
didn�t seem to be moving, so carefully she cracked open an eye and peeked
through the moonlit room to where he stood by the window.
He was staring
at her.
Both of Kagome�s
eyes popped open. �What?� she demanded sharply, not keen on being stared at. It
made her feel uncomfortable� but a little tingly as well.
Rather than
give a verbal reply, Inuyasha closed the distance between him and the bed.
Kagome watched in puzzlement as he came to kneel beside the bed to be eye level
with her. What was he doing?
�What are you
doing?� Kagome; ever the one to state what was on her mind.
One clawed
hand snaked out and smoothed up her outer thigh, reaching all the way to the
hem of her short shorts� then moving his fingers under the clothing to squeeze
the soft flesh of her buttock. Kagome had thought about stopping him the moment
he�d reached for her, but for some reason she�d wanted him to touch her�
�I still want
you,� he said, watching her eyes carefully as he rested his chin on the edge of
the mattress. �I�m still hard for you.�
Kagome�s chest
had gotten progressively tighter and she found it difficult to breathe. He only
had to look at her and talk dirty and she was turned on� but this was what she
was afraid of happening. He was going to turn her into a sex-a-holic!
�I�m going to
sleep.� She said in a cracked voice, and rolled over to avoid his gaze and tear
herself free of his touch.
�What�s the
matter?� Inuyasha said suddenly.
�Nothing.� She
said to the wall in front of her.
�You said that
you didn�t want your first time to be in a boiler room � so isn�t this better?�
he waved a hand around her room. �Isn�t this what you want?�
�Just because
I said I didn�t want my first time in the boiler room doesn�t mean that I�ll
get down and screw you in the very next room!� she snapped. �I�m tired. I just
want to sleep.�
�But��
Inuyasha screwed his face up and clenched his fists, finding it hard to
understand. �Don�t you want me? Is that it? You don�t like me, do you.�
Kagome quickly
rolled over to face him. �Of course I like you!� she told him, meaning every
word. �You know I do!�
�But you can�t
stomach the thought of being with me, is that it?� he narrowed his eyes at her.
Kagome opened
her mouth, but quickly shut it. �That is not the problem.�
�Then what
is?� he ground out. �I don�t understand you, Kagome! One minute you can�t keep
your hands off me and then the next you turn cold and won�t let me near you!�
Kagome bit the
inside of her cheek, feeling too many conflicting emotions rise within her,
along with the tears that prickled at the back of her eyes and around the lump
in her throat. She felt her vision blur as she lost the battle to hold back the
tears. �I�m sorry�� she whispered. �I don�t know what I want��
Inuyasha gave
a caustic smirk. �Maybe it�s Hojo you want. Or even Kouga.�
Kagome scowled
deeply. �That�s not funny.� She nearly pouted.
�Then who do
you want?� he scowled back. �If you say �Sango�, I will be forced to strangle
myself.�
Kagome felt a
heavy blush spread over her face and maybe even down her neck. �You know who I
want.� She said quietly.
Inuyasha
cocked his head. �Tell me. I need to hear it.�
Kagome dragged
the pillow over her to hide her embarrassment. �You�� she whispered wearily. �I
want you� I always have� I do right now.�
The pillow was
tugged away from her head and she blinked sullenly up at Inuyasha. �Well, I
want you too.� He said simply.
Kagome almost
lost her temper again.
Wasn�t it
wonderful? He wanted her, she wanted him. Equality. So what better than to do
it together?
Kagome ground
her teeth. What ever happened to wanting to do it for love? She wanted her
first time to be meaningful� to be for love.
But�
Weren�t they
in love anyway?
Kagome�s anger
alleviated somewhat as she looked up at Inuyasha�s open face. She already had
the strong feeling that they were both in love with each other� it was
unspoken� but did saying it aloud make it any deeper a love?
She had read
all about how people could see love burning in their partner�s eyes� but Kagome
didn�t see love in Inuyasha�s golden orbs. She didn�t know what it looked like.
Maybe there was love there, but Kagome might have been missing it. She
recognized the lust though, the hunger with which he looked at her. She
recognized it because she had felt it too.
But even so,
she still shied away.
Why?
Not because of
Ayumi�s prophecy� or that she was worried about the other people who seemed to
be involved with their relationship such as Kikyo and Kouga�
Sex was just a
big step� and one that Kagome�s wasn�t confident enough to take yet.
�Maybe some
other time?� she suggested elusively. �I�m too tired now.�
That�s
right� putting things off is what you seem good at�
Kagome ignored
her inner conscious and shifted over on the bed. �You can sleep with me.� Wait,
that had sounded better in her head. �I mean � just sleep � no nookie.�
�Keh�� he
shrugged, but moved to settle down beside her anyway.
A few minutes
and a lot of shifting later, they�d found a very comfortable position on
the single bed� this position being Inuyasha pressed up nice and tight to the
wall and Kagome spread out nice and wide on the mattress.
Well, what
else were you expecting?
�G�Night,
Inuyasha�� Kagome sighed sleepily.
Inuyasha
responded only with a sigh of his own. The hard-on still hadn�t gone away, and
with Kagome lying this close, it wasn�t due to go away for quite some time.
It was going
to be a long night�

>TBC<
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