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Chapter
6: Tempers and Ramifications
Kagome cajoled Koga into going to the shrine
just as easily as she thought she might.
It wasn’t that difficult. She
mentioned that she needed to stop in and check on her family. He figured it would be a great time to meet
them. That was a major step in any
relationship. It also might help him
out in the long run. Not that he wasn’t
excited to meet them.
The trip there was quiet. Koga parked in the spot that was reserved
for guests to the shrine and escorted Kagome across the steps and through the
paths that would lead to the house on the property that had the shed with the
Bone Eaters Well still hidden in it’s depths.
Just now it was a regular well that was old, smelly and crumbling. Kagome did take care of it.
Kagome stepped around and peered through the
door just to check on it out of habit and reverence. She would take care of that well because it did take care of
her. It changed her life, and she knew
that change was for the best even though it hurt so much when it was time to
say goodbye.
After she saw that it was still the same, she
stepped into the house to find Koga greeting her ji ji on the way out. He grabbed some of the boxes that the older
man had been trying to take one at a time out to the shop on the shrine.
“Thanks
boy. Just follow me and I will show you
where I want them. What did you say
your name was again?” Grandpa
questioned as he lead the way to the shop.
He had apparently not noticed that this was a demon as of yet. Otherwise, he would be getting the same
treatment Inu Yasha had gotten a few years ago. The mental picture of Ji Ji chasing the super fast Koga around to
throw purifying salts on the demon had Kagome laughing to herself. She fought hard to keep it in before
stepping around the corner and seeing her mom bent over the ledger for the
shrine and household funds.
A weary sigh escaped the aging woman who
Kagome still thought of as a beautiful woman.
Souta was on his way to college finally, and Kagome knew that it was
making it hard on their mom. Souta got
a good scholarship, better than the one she had had at first, but it still
didn’t cover everything from books, tuition and living expenses. Not to mention the train and bus ride that
he took at least every other weekend to come home and help out. But, he was maintaining very good
grades. He had opted to major in
Sociology for the time being. He also
was still trying to keep up with his childhood goals of being a professional
soccer player by playing for his team.
He did have a chance of getting another scholarship with that
endeavor. His scholarship for the
moment was from his outstanding grades.
Kagome stepped closer before laying a hand
onto the woman’s shoulder and leaning down to press a kiss on the crown of her
head.
“Hi,
Mama,” she said softly. “Is everything
ok? Do you need anything from me?”
A small, almost imperceptible jump came from
the woman, and the book was quickly closed.
“Nah, everything is fine. You
know how things can get from time to time.
Just a bit tight. I think your
grandpa was moving some boxes. He might
need some help with that. I think there
may also be some other chores around if you are up to it. Want to help me get started on those?” Mama
asked while getting up and leading the way out of the room and away from the
desk.
“Sure,
Mama. Although, I think Ji Ji already
had help on moving those boxes. I
brought somebody I would like you to meet.
Just don’t let Grandpa know what I am about to tell you about him. I am going to go upstairs for a minute and
then meet you at the shrine. Or is the
shop a better place to meet at?”
“Just
meet me at the shrine steps. I am going
to clean the benches first then start dusting some of those upper shelves in
the shop.”
Kagome nodded and headed toward the stairs,
keeping an eye out for the woman that she loved to head out of the room. She did need to go to her room for
something. She had been feeling
nostalgic and wanted to go to her room for just a minute.
Stepping in, she walked over to her dresser
and pulled out a necklace that matched the locket that she gave Inu Yasha
during their time in the past. She had
given it to him not long before they fought Princess Kaguya and sent her back
to the moon. Not long after, she had
bought herself one and put in some of the pictures of herself, Inu Yasha, and
had piled in pictures of Miroku, Sango, Shippou, Kilala, Kohaku and Kaede. She had never gotten one of Kikyo due to the
fact that she had liked her life and wasn’t willing to relinquish it over a
picture. She even had one of Koga,
Hakkaku and Ginta. They had been
marveled by the old camera that had once belonged her father.
She put the necklace on and tucked in under
her shirt. She had no clue other than
nostalgic reasoning why she left it here.
Letting out a hybrid between a laugh and a sigh, she mused that she and
her mom were a lot alike in that aspect.
Her mom had nostalgically left her and Souta’s rooms just like they had
them set up before moving out and even still kept them clean.
Quickly making her way back downstairs so her
mom wouldn’t come looking for her, Kagome ran to the desk and pulled out the
ledger and opened it. She had to see
what was going on at the shrine. She
helped with all that her mom would let her in on, but she was a stubborn and
proud woman who never wanted to burden anyone, especially her children, about
her worries.
Kagome sighed as she saw how close to going in
the red they were. This surely would
make it difficult to pay for Ji Ji’s prescriptions and buy groceries. There was barely enough for the normal
monthly bills as well as the necessities for the shop that had already been
delivered.
She made a mental note to deposit some money
in her mom’s account. Doing the best
forgery she could do, Kagome added in a few thousand yen. She then pulled out her checkbook from her
backpack and wrote the check out. It
would make her month a bit tight, but nowhere near as tight as her mom’s was
about to be. She wrote the check,
adjusted the deposit slip that was in the bank bag and slid the check in the
middle of the pile that was paper clipped to the deposit slip.
Now, the part to pray her mom wouldn’t notice
until she was gone about the check.
Besides, Kagome felt that she owed her mom for all the care that she got
and extras when she was traveling to the past.
As an adult, she knew that would have eaten into any savings that her
family would have had.
Kagome
stepped out and found that Koga had been put to work by her Ji Ji. She looked at him a bit puzzled from his
spot up on the roof as he worked on some of the gutters, shingles and whatever
else her grandpa could come up with apparently. She masked her mirth as she listened to her Ji Ji retell stories
from his younger days as he bossed the wolf demon around.
Kagome
grabbed a sponge and joined her mom at the bench, washing off the dirt and
polishing the dedication that was on the back of it. They got up and went into the shop to begin dusting. Cleaning benches went quickly with four
hands instead of two. Same as
dusting. Kagome moved the stuff off as
her mom came behind her with a rag to wipe it clean. They finished in their normal time and then grabbed the
brooms. Every week or every other week
as it was needed, the shrine got a good going over. It didn’t take that long thanks to regular maintenance throughout
the week, but it made Kagome feel a lot better as she felt that she was taking
care of her family.
It
wasn’t out of a sense of debt but out of a sense of love that she wanted to do
that.
The day passed by in a flurry of
cleaning. Koga had taken to Ji Ji and
Mama quite well. Her mom seemed to like
him. Kagome had divulged his true self
to her mom. Her mom had been mirthful
that he was a real demon and that he was one that she had known during her
travels. Much less the same one that
had kidnapped her from Inu Yasha.
Honestly, that had always worried her after she heard about it. But, she was a mom, and it was not her duty
to stand in the way of obvious destiny like that. It had been hard to allow her daughter to go after hearing about
her adventures, but she had managed.
Koga seemed genuine in his care for her
daughter. He had to be to have sought
her out. She was almost positive that
he would have done so sooner if he had known that Kagome was a time
traveler. The thought still seemed
surreal.
Koga had felt on edge all day. He knew that the old man knew something was
up. He knew it, but he didn’t act on
it. He kept waiting all day, feeling
his hair on the back of his neck stand at attention and waiting for
it--whatever it was.
He let out a sigh of relief after he
had chivalrously tucked Kagome into his car and walked around the back of it to
get seat and go.
He had honestly liked her family and
their shrine, but all over he could sense Inu Yasha’s influence and even
presence. That old dog had permeated
the place during his Kaogme’s adventures with him. He had to force himself to relax again. He knew that he had made the right choice as far as letting her
complete her mission. He just regretted
that he wasn’t in the position at the time to be the one to protect her. He had had no choice but to trust Inu Yasha. He mused again at Kagome’s possible response
once she realized that he was still alive, happy and even a great grandfather.
Inu Yasha had mated one of Sango and
Miroku’s daughters. He had had a hard
time with it for years, but he more than easily received a welcome to the
family from that couple. He knew the
human had long since passed, but he did have to wonder why Inu Yasha never
sought Kagome out. Why he never even
told him of all demons that she was still alive. He made a mental note to find out these answers. For now, all that mattered was that he did
indeed have his miko.
Kagome allowed her problems to play
themselves out in her mind. She did
love Koga, but she had no clue how to act around him. Drama was not her forte, nor was love and dating. She allowed routine and habit to take over
and sent up a pray for Inu Yasha and her friends in the past as they pulled
away from the shrine. She always did
that because that was how she could help them now.
She watched as he drove her to a
grocer near her apartment.
Koga sent a grin towards his woman
in his passenger seat. “Let’s go get
some food for your apartment. I know
you can cook, so I don’t know why you have only fast fixings, and those are
almost bare right now.” He grinned at
her hungrily. Kagome just laughed
before feeling the need to defend herself.
“Well,
you know I work nights and twelve hour shifts at that. I just get busy, plus I like to spend my off
days at the shrine with my mama and Ji Ji.
I guess I just kinda never worried about it. So… we’re going to pick up some groceries?” she asked.
“Yup. I definitely am ready for this whole
domestic way of life with you, but you should know that.” He leaned over and kissed her. She grabbed her backpack and wished that she
had known to nab a few of her cloth grocer bags from the house. Oh well.
Koga allowed her to go ahead and
followed after grabbing three of his bags from the backseat. He allowed Kagome to put in the deposit
blank on the cart and walk ahead of him.
He was admiring the view quite a bit.
She had a small rip about two inches below her curvy bottom. He couldn’t wait to get that in his
hands. He felt himself grow hard as her
taste from that morning permeated his brain, refusing to let go and making him
salivate.
He needed a release from this
tension soon! 500 years was a damn long
time to wait!
He
and Kagome walked through the produce isle.
This was not really his area, but he watched as she grabbed two or three
of this fruit and that vegetable. She
squeezed and checked and smelled. He
was fascinated with it all. Next, he
began to add his own things to the cart.
Plenty of red meat, some fish, rice and eggs. They continued on, one or the other putting something here and
there into the cart. Kagome snuck some
peanut M&M’s into the cart. She was
addicted to the things and not willing to admit. Just as much as coffee.
When they had picked out all they
were going to, Koga escorted her to the checkout lane and began to place
everything neatly onto the conveyer belt.
It was very obvious that he was trying to impress her and make her feel
taken care of. He raised a brow at her
chocolate and grinned.
Before Kagome could pull her debit
card out of her wallet, he was paying for the entire lot. He filled up the few bags he brought along
after they stepped away and allowed her to put the remainders into her
backpack.
Kagome just shook her head. “We should have split that cost. I put just as much if not more than you did
into that cart.”
“But,
it is my privilege to take care of you.
I hope you wouldn’t deny me that since I am trying to ease you into
being my mate. I never treated you like
one in the past. But, I wanted you to
finish of your mission with Inu Yasha, the slayer, monk and kit. I want to take care of you and your
family. Although… your Ji Ji is
kinda…” He allowed himself to trail off
at that.
Kagome was about to argue, but then
she began to think about what he was saying.
Did she want him to take care of her like he was talking about? What did she want?
“I
want us to be a partnership IF we are going to see this thing through. I still haven’t decided yet. I like being with you, and I did miss you
among others from my travels and adventures.”
He looked at her. If? What the hell did if mean?
Kagome blushed as she thought about
the way she had been with him that morning.
“Kagome,
please. I want us to be together. Whatever you are worrying about or whatever
is going on your beautiful and sweet head—know that. I need you to understand that I will do whatever it takes to make
you happy as long as you are with me. I
just need to be with you. You don’t
know how hard it was to have to let you go like I did, but I had responsibilities
still that I could not let go of and I couldn’t ask you to do something that I
couldn’t do. I am begging for this
chance to be with you.” He said this as
he tucked the groceries and his woman into the car. He liked doing that. He
liked tucking her safely into the car.
He drove in the silence on the way
home. It scratched at him. Did he push her too hard? Was she about to demand that he leave? He didn’t know these answers.
When he pulled up outside of her
apartment building, he was actually hesitant about whether or not to go up with
her. He sighed and thought to
himself. Of course he should. He has the groceries that she would need.
He grabbed all of the bags except
the backpack that she had already carried up there.
He mounted the steps and ascended to
her apartment. When he stepped in, he
looked at her and then busied himself with putting up the goods. He grabbed the key that was in his pocket
and looked at her.
“I
got this made for you. It’s a copy to
my apartment key. I really want you to
hold onto it no matter your decision about us.” She looked at the key before taking it gingerly and putting it on
her keyrings.
“Kouga…” She had absolutely no clue what to say. The atmostphere was so thick that it was
choking her.
She made her decision and stepped up
to him before she could lose her nerve. Looking up at him, reached up and slipped her arms around his
neck.
“Please
don’t worry about what I said before. I
know that I want to be with you. It’s
just so fast. We haven’t seen each
other in 500 years for you, and to me, I didn’t feel like I got to know you in
the past. I want you to stay. I think I actually need you to stay if you
want to know the truth. I also want to
know what happened to my other friends.
But, I don’t think I could survive if you left me right now.” She waited without the courage to look up at
his face. She had no clue at what point
she had become a coward, but she apparently had.
Her breath left her chest as he
wrapped his arms around her and tightened his hold. She was being crushed into his chest and then her face was being
tilted up to his. His mouth moved down
to hers. The kiss was so different from
all the others that they had shared. It
was hard, rough and punishing. His grip
was fierce.
Her head became fuzzy as the kiss
lasted and lasted. It built to an even
more brutal force as his arms began to make contact to the bare skin of her
back. He wished now that he had locked
her doors and not just simply shut them.
No matter what might come up them, he could take care of it.
He swiftly guided her to her bed and
slammed her down on it. She had scared
him, and that had infuriated him. He
needed her to know that this was meant to be.
He needed her to see that he was and would be the one for her. He never played around about that. He allowed her to think that he was. Inu Yasha knew better. The half dog had tried his hardest to stop
and void his claim on her. They had
fought. Thankfully, it had seemed
harmless and playful to this miko. It
had been hard to keep up that appearance, but a real fight would have destroyed
his chances with her.
He crushed her beneath him and
fastened his mouth to hers again. He
shredded her clothing although he did try not to scratch or cut her. When he finally had to taste her, he rained
rough, open-mouthed kisses down the length of her neck, nipping at the arch in
her throat. He was so thrilled and
turned on as she bared that vulnerable flesh to him so fully. He nipped at her collar bone on the way down
to the soft, vulnerable mounds that he hoped he would see feed his pups. He bit and sucked and lapped at each mound
until he had had his full for the time being.
It was now impossible to keep himself in check.
Her pants were now not just a ripped
up comfortable pair but a useless mess of blue jean material as he rid her of
them along with the panties that she had underneath. Her whole form was nude before him, and he revelled in it. He stripped himself as fast as he could
before descending upon her and smashing their mouths together in a violent
meeting.
He felt himself about to burst as he
quickly dove a finger into her channel just enough to know that she was wet
enough to take.
He moved her around until he was
positioned between her legs and towering over her. He grabbed her supple hips and shoved himself into her hard and
fast. It wasn’t that he wanted to cause
her pain, but he needed to fill her with himself. Mind, body and soul. He
needed to leave his mark on her in a way that she would know that it was him.
He, however, had not been expecting
her to still be a virgin.
Kagome stiffened in his arms, and tried not to
look at his face as the pain tore through her.
Her gaze stuck the spot where they were now joined and knew that her
bangs were covering her eyes well enough as they stuck to her cheeks and the
bridge of her nose. She felt as he
stiffened and froze.
Koga was not certain what to
do. He could smell her tears, but he
could also feel her trying to pull herself away. He knew he had caused her pain, but shit, how was he supposed to
have known. He never even checked or
thought about that. He had honestly
thought that she had been with Inu Yasha at least once. He knew how the hanyou and looked upon
her. How could he blame him for that
either?
He followed her gaze and saw where
their bodies met and melded. It was
that sight that made his body wash in an incredible heat. It was so beautiful. Heartbeats passed as they both looked at
that.
He finally reached a hand up to her
chin and pulled her face up to his. He
kissed gently as if she would break. He
needed to be tender with her now. He
couldn’t ravish her as he was doing.
The last thing that he wanted to do was scare her off. Hell, if he hadn’t do so yet.
His tongue apologized for him as it
licked and tasted just her lips, instead of dipping inside. It continued to dry up her tears and worship
her for the gift that she was bestowing up them. Once her face was once again free of the tears, he need that taste
of her mouth. His tongue met hers and
stroked agonizingly slow. His body soon
joined and took up the slow, torturous pace.
Kagome could feel him move. The pain began to recede. She was so surprised that she had even had
her actual hymen still. She knew that
she had never been with anyone before, but she had thought it had broken during
all of that travling on Inu Yasha’s back.
Soon, a new and strange feeling took
over. It seemed to radiate from where
his flesh was inside of her. It was
mind blowing. She needed it more and
more. Her hips jerked up and pushed up
against his harder and faster, trying to convey her demands.
Koga felt her responses and growled,
whether in delight or reprimand, he had no clue. His hands gripped her hips hard and held them still to his. He loved her responses, maybe a bit too
much, but this was his gift to her.
His thrusts became more forceful but
still came just as slow.
He was soon privy to her growls of
frustration. He knew that she was
close, but he wanted her to never forget this.
He had to make it good.
His hand moved down, letting his
thumb brush her clit roughly. It was
apparently just enough for her to be careened over her edge.
For her, the orgasm did nothing but
fuel the intensity of the fierce love making.
She needed more, and she needed it now.
Her efforts to use her hips and flip
him over were futile, but it did goad him into increasing his speed and power
of his thrusts. His control snapped at
that. It was shredded from her release,
but she sent him over the edge of sanity and into the domain where his beast
reigned.
He pounded into her with abandon and
fervor, relishing her responses.
Moments built in intensity until
they exploded in dazzling perfection.
Koga snapped to and found his fangs
impedded in her neck and himself suckling her blood. He pulled back and licked at the wound. Unsure of what to do, he looked up at his stunned siren and
kissed her.
Whether she wanted or not, she was
his for the rest of their lives. Only
the grave could and would separate them.
A/N: Here is my apology for letting this sit and stew for so
long. I have one week of summer school
left and my hellions… ooops, I meant kiddos are going to be out. LOL
Jk Jk Jk. I love my kids. This is a whole whopping 21 pages long, but
once I started, I had to finish.
A special thanks to my reader and
raters.
And another special thanks to
those of you that reviewed… and kept me on my toes about updating. LOL
(Yes, Aly, I am talking about you.)
Kula~ Sorry if I disappointed you
in how long it took me to update. I did
it as soon as I humanly could. LOL I hope that you enjoyed this and that it
lived up to what you were wanting.
Qarry~ Here’s the next
chapter. Thanks for reviewing. I hope you loved it.
Ruby~ Thanks. I really appreciate that you told me what
you thought about my lime. I can’t
believe I put a lemon in this, but it just happened. Nope, didn’t plan it.
Alycat~ I did it! Yes, I finally did it! It only took me just under a month.
Peace, love and fun.
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