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Another chapter for my
readers, Yes!

Dominik Journot- I can see why it would be a little jarring, but I
had never planned on following a strict chronological order.� The main reason I did it was because
Sesshoumaru isn�t far enough along in his feelings for the next segment that I
planned on using, so I wanted to have some time to soften him up first.� But I had also planned on jumping through the
manga from the very beginning and omitting things
that didn�t fit into my rendition.� I
also planned on just making up a few diary entries�� but I�m hoping it�ll all work in the
end.� I will have to stop this diary
format eventually for the rest of the story to unfold, so I can�t get too
comfortable with it, so keeping to a strict format wouldn�t be too beneficial
anyway.� Thank you for telling me,
though!� I�m so nervous every time I load
a new chapter because I�m not getting a lot of feedback on what people don�t
like, and I don�t know what�s the general consensus on good points and bad
points, I just have individual opinions� �.I dislike knowing so little�

RosyPaths- Hmmm� I think any guy willing to throw his hand through his brother�s chest
has a few anger issues�� Also, I love
your �A Stanger� fic. �Keep it up!

And speaking of making up
diary entries� say hello to Chapter 6, which falls so (in)conveniently
in the middle of my Mid-Terms� which means, if this is crap, now you know why�.

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Adoration

��
Sesshoumaru found himself
once again seething in front of the diary, wondering at the actions of Inuyasha
and Kagome.� So, from a week Inuyasha
went from wanting to kill her to laying his life on the line just to protect
her?� How does someone make that sort of
change?� Sesshoumaru wouldn�t say he knew
Inuyasha better than most, but he knew that the boy was distrustful in general,
and considering his history with Kikyou, he would think Inuyasha would have
been even more suspicious of the
girl.� And had it not taken months for
Inuyasha to come to trust Kikyou, and never fully so? �Kagome had said earlier that part of the
reason this whole mess with Naraku and the jewel had started was because of how
easily the two had fallen into Naraku�s trap. �If Inuyasha had loved Kikyou unconditionally,
then he would never have been so judgemental. �Yet it was not so with Kagome.� He held far more trust in her and her
devotion. �So how did he make that
change?� What was it about this
particular girl that could have made him throw away a lifetime of doubt and
hesitation and just believe in her?�

Thinking in circles wasn�t
going to give him any answers, so he sighed in frustration and put the thought
away for another time.� He would be much
more likely to answer that question when he knew more, so he turned the diary
to the next entry.

Diary, remember how last time I wrote to you, I was
talking about separate adventures?� Well,
I just had another one.� Strange how I
had been thinking about this sort of thing just the other day,
and suddenly it happens.� Maybe I
shouldn�t jinx myself�

Could she just get on with
it?

Well, as we�ve been following leads for Naraku,
we�ve discovered that Naraku is interested in the Border Between This World and
the Next, so he sent Kagura and that creature, Hakudoshi to slaughter powerful beings to see if he could
find the border as they died.�

So he wasn�t planning anything
special between Mount
Hakurei
and the Border� how boring.�

He first went after monks and priests, but he
couldn�t really get anything from them, so he started going after demons.� A lot of them were minor demons, even weaker
now that their heads had been cut off, but a couple of them gave us a lot of
trouble, especially last night.� I think Hakudoshi did that on purpose.

Did what?� Don�t drag this out, it�s irritating.

You see, one night we made camp near a river, and
with it being so warm outside, the cool water sounded just divine.� Needless to say, Sango-chan
and I took the opportunity to take a nice, soothing bath.

Sesshoumaru suddenly had a
hard time trying not to imagine her bathing.

Or it would have been soothing if Miroku-sama wasn�t always peeking on us!

Apparently he wasn�t the
only one.

After a while, Sango-chan
was able to beat him into submission (or into a coma), and we had that soothing
bath we wanted.� I�ve always like to bathe
longer than Sango-chan, so after a while she left to
return to camp while I stayed to relax.

Why were they always
leaving her alone?� That�s when she gets
into the most trouble.� Earlier she had
mentioned how Inuyasha lured danger to him like a moth to a flame, but Kagome
brought far more danger upon herself then Inuyasha ever could! �Every single one of her entries was full of
accounts of her near-death experiences. �Why
on earth they would leave someone that prone to disaster alone was beyond
Sesshoumaru�s comprehension�

And it was just so relaxing, and I had been so tired
and on edge for so long that, well, I sort of fell asleep.

How does she not die all the
time?

Dumb move, I know.�
Anyway, while I was dozing, two of those headless demons crashed through
the part of the stream I was in as they fought each other.� I don�t mean that they were near me, I mean
they were right
there, and if I didn�t move I was going
to get trampled.� �

What of Inuyasha, surely he
could sense these demons near her.� But
she said she had a separate adventure, so that would imply Inuyasha did not
arrive.� Or is it another separate
adventure with Inuyasha or one of the other members of her group?� And why wouldn�t Inuyasha be there if the
latter was true?� For someone so devoted
to protecting her, he fails miserably at it on a regular basis. �

I tried to get away, but I got caught up in it.� It�s bizarre, but when one of them fell, I
got hit in the stomach by his shoulder and the breath was knocked out of
me.� I�m surprised I didn�t break a rib,
but while I was trying to get my bearings, he got up and I got caught on his
shoulder and taken along.� I could barely
keep up with what was going on, suddenly my whole world was turning and I
couldn�t keep up.� When I realized what
was happening, we were moving away from the river and I couldn�t get away.� That demon was so large and moving so quickly
that if I tried to jump I�d probably break my legs.�

If the boy had a god�s
luck, then she had none at all.� How do
strange events like this even happen, let alone to her over and over again?

Diary, why me?!�
Why does this stuff always happen to me?!� It all gets so much worse!

As
usual.

You see, after some time, I don�t know how long, the
demon was stopped quite suddenly and I couldn�t hold on anymore and I just flew
off.�

And somehow didn�t break
your neck�

I thought I was going to die.� I thought that the other demon must have
gotten close and attacked it, but I was wrong.�
The other demon had already been dispatched, not that I was aware of
that as I was falling to my death.

You didn�t die, just say
who saved you and get on with it.

But I was saved. As I was falling, I was caught
before I hit the ground.� I had been
falling so quickly that when I was caught the sudden stop knocked the wind out
of me again.� When I regained my senses,
though, I looked up and who do I see but Kouga-kun!

Who?

Oh, thank goodness he saved me!� When I looked around, I realized that he must
have been the one to kill those two demons and rescue me, so I hugged him and
thank him profusely.� This seemed to have
the oddest effect on him, though.

In
what way?� Who is this person anyway, and how does she
know him?� He�s obviously a demon to have
performed the feats she described, but that hardly narrowed it down.

You see, normally Kouga-kun
is very� charming and quite the smooth-talker, but he was really quite lost for
words as I hugged him.� In fact, his eyes
were as wide as saucers, and his mouth would hang open, only for him to close
it and gulp before it fell open again� And his eyes weren�t on my face, and
normally he�s always staring into my eyes� and I remember him muttering
something about thanking the gods� it was all quite strange� sooooo... I looked down to where he was staring and that�s
when I realized that I was being held by him while I was wet and� � �naked.

�.lucky
bastard.� Why didn�t beautiful, naked women fall out of
the sky into his arms?

Oh God!� I was
so embarrassed, I wanted to die!� Why
couldn�t the earth just have swallowed me up at that very moment?�

That would have been nice, it would have saved this Sesshoumaru so much trouble.

I was so embarrassed, but then I realized what exactly he was
looking at and just where his hands were and became quite furious.� I punched him hard and he dropped me to
ground.� Jerk, that
hurt, too!

He could have not caught
her at all.� She should be more
grateful.�

After that, he kept his eyes properly averted.� But that didn�t change the fact that I was
lost in the woods with Kouga-kun� and naked!� I just wanted to go back to the river to get
my things, but Kouga-kun said he sensed more demons
showing up and they would be there at any moment.� Why?!�
What did I do in a past life to deserve this? �Wait� dumb question� never mind� Anyway, I
didn�t even have time to curse my luck before they showed up.�

What luck?

There were five of them surrounding us and Kouga-kun looked nervous.�
I suppose it�s because if he had been alone he would have been fine, but
he had to watch out for me, and I didn�t even have anything to defend myself
with to make it any easier.� No bow and
arrows, no nothing!� Then Kouga-kun threw the sword he keeps with him at me and told
me to try and channel my powers through it so I could defend myself if they got
too close.

Sesshoumaru had the
weirdest image in his head of a naked woman armed with a glowing sword trying
to fight five headless demons.�

Easier said than done, though.� For one thing, I don�t know how to fight with
a sword! �I always wanted Sango-chan to teach me, since she knows lots of techniques
that give girls an advantage, but we�ve just never had time. �So, I was armed with a weapon I didn�t know
how to use, and the crux of it all is that I don�t really know how to channel
my powers. �I�ve never had to think about
channelling my powers into my arrows, it always just happened.� So I really didn�t know what to do.�

She was capable of arrows
that powerful with no effort at all?� How
much power did she hold in her small body?

I do know what it�s supposed to feel like, though,
so by trying to recreate that, I got some channelling going.� I�m pretty surprised now that l look back on
it that I was able to get anything at all, but I didn�t have time to think
about that during the fight. �I had a
weapon I could use, and that�s what was really important. �It was hard to keep stable, though, and the
power in the sword fluctuated constantly between a tiny glow
to a blinding blaze.

She had never voluntarily
channelled her power into an object before, yet she did so then, on her first
try?� How did she manage that?� Sesshoumaru had never heard of anyone
accomplishing a channelling so quickly. �It just wasn�t possible� unless�

�In some rare cases, the
power within a demon was so strong that it leaked constantly.� Anything they touched became a channel for
their powers, and there were tales of cursed heirlooms that could destroy an
entire family or cursed weaponry that wrecked havoc on the populace, all
because one such demon touched that item or used that weapon more than once.� Sou�unga had been
created that way.� It had been the weapon
of choice for a very powerful demon from Hell, and had taken in so much of its
master�s power that it became a force to be reckoned with in its own right. �It could be that the power the girl held in
her body was more than she could handle without training, and so leaked out of
her continuously and that was how she channelled her power into her arrows
without thought, and channelled into the sword on her first try.

Sesshoumaru wanted to know
a lot more about Kagome�s power and what she could do with it.� It was dangerous, to have someone that strong
letting their power spilling out of them every second of the day.� And who knew what kind of attention that
could draw�

Kouga-kun was
going at it, but he was clearly distracted and he took a few hits.� One of the demons got through his defences
and came after me, but while my sword had been barely keeping a spark before
this, it blazed up then and turned the demon into dust.

No training at all, all
that keeps her power in check are her emotions.�
She could kill all of her demonic companions that way, at any moment.� It was madness to let her remain in such a
state. �Did any of her companions realize
how dangerous she was? �She was like a
bomb, ready to explode at any moment and tear them all to pieces. �But then Sesshoumaru remembered that there
were four years between this account and the present, and that the untrained
girl she had been was not the woman she was now.� She had been much more competent in the final
battle with Naraku, so it seemed she must have spent some time training herself
during these last four years.� But if she
had not been able to make the time for combat lessons, how did she make the
time for these lessons? �It was much
easier to learn how to wield a sword than to wield the soul. �

When Kouga-kun
saw that, he became much more confident and less distracted and he was able to
finish the rest of them off.� It was
actually quite amazing to watch him go at it.�
He has the most unusual fighting style I�ve ever seen, completely
devoted to the advantage he holds with his incredible speed and long, powerful
legs.� The style doesn�t even look Japanese, I wonder where he learned it. �But anyway, afterwards when I offered the
sword back to him, he told me to keep it since it still held a trace of my
purification within it, and he didn�t really want to handle something like
that.�

He would burn his hand off,
most likely.� Only very powerful demons
could handle direct contact with a priestess� purification.� Sesshoumaru wondered what she did with the
sword, and if he could remember her having one in the final battle with
Naraku.� He hadn�t been that concerned
with her, though, so he couldn�t remember.

He also said that it was a mistake on Inuyasha�s
part to have not given me a sword yet, and that even though he wasn�t always
there for me, Kouga-kun was already doing a much
better job protecting me. �Ugh, Men and
their machismo, it makes me crazy!�

Sesshoumaru felt
insulted.� There was no need to insult every
man on the planet�

And now that all of that was done� he was staring at
me again!�

A growl edged up
Sesshoumaru�s throat, without him realizing.�

I was so angry and I was about to hit him again when
the sword started glowing brightly again.�
He backed off and promised not to do that again (you should have seen
the look on his face, as if he had just seen Death), but I don�t think it would
happen again. �I was really scared that I
had done that.� What if I had hurt
him?� Kouga-kun
is a good friend of mind, and while I had been angry, sure, but I would never want to hurt him.�

Perhaps this was the moment
that made her realize she couldn�t continue on with her quest and remained
untrained.� Something must have happened
to wake her up to reality and its dangers, not only the ones posed to her, but
the danger she posed towards others.�

And who was this Kouga, exactly?� It
had been bothering Sesshoumaru, just who this unknown person was in relation to
everything.� He was obviously just a
friend to Kagome, but from the sounds of things this demon saw the matter
entirely differently.� Did Kagome have a
suitor, then?� Did Inuyasha know? �Sesshoumaru wondered how Inuyasha would take
that information if he did not know already� and just where was Inuyasha,
anyway?� How is it that he had yet to
notice that Kagome had just been attached by demons repeatedly?��

After all of that, we were going to try to make our
way back to the river so that I could collect my things, but I had apparently
travelled quite some distance, and Kouga-kun said it
would be quite hard to reach the river by foot� which means he had to carry me�
while I was naked!

He already did so beforehand, she should just let him carry her.� Any chance for modesty had been lost long
ago.

And he was so mean about it too.� Apparently he had regained his normal,
smooth-talking ways, and you know what he said to me?� He said, �Well, since this is so unfair to
you, why don�t I join you and get naked, too.�

Another growl, more vicious
than before, reverberated through the air.�
So, she did have a suitor, then, and a demonic one at that.� Inuyasha was sure to be furious.� This should have made Sesshoumaru happy, knowing
how miserable this would make Inuyasha, but it was oddly unsettling.�

I wish I could �sit� Kouga-kun,
too, because I would have �sat� him until his back broke!�

A shame she doesn�t do that
with Inuyasha, too.

The nerve, suggesting such a
thing, and with that cocky grin of his, too.� Well, Diary, I found a way to punish him
without the rosary and he never said anything like
that again.�

Sesshoumaru wondered at how
a tiny, naked woman with a sword could punish a man severely, but he stopped
that line of thought before it went down paths that were best left alone.

But, we still had to head back, and we really
couldn�t see any way of doing this and preserving some form of propriety, until
Kouga-kun�s two friends showed up.� They gawked at me for a few moments (where�s
that hole in the ground to swallow me when I need it!) �before Kouga-kun beat them and ripped their furs off and handed
them to me.� So, apparently it�s okay for
him to gawk, but god save them if someone else did it, too, huh?

Makes
perfect sense.� Sesshoumaru saw the logic in that.

Men!� I�ll
never understand them, I swear!� Not a
single one of them has a lick of sense!

Sesshoumaru felt insulted
again.

Anyway, those furs really didn�t cover a lot, but it
was better than nothing.� Once I had them
arranged, he picked me up and we were off.�
We made it about halfway there when Inuyasha showed up.

About
time.

And he went ballistic!� Apparently, right when I was being attacked
by those two demons, a lot more of them had hit camp and with Miroku-sama down from the coma Sango-chan
had put him in, the two of them had taken a while to defeat the demons.� As I later learned, Inuyasha had taken a few injuries, too, protecting Miroku-sama,
but he hid them from me very well. �When
they had finished up with those demons though, Inuyasha tried to find me strait
away, only to see that the river was torn up and I was nowhere in sight.� He must have been so worried�

He should be, she nearly died again.

I feel bad for making him worry about me that way,
and I couldn�t even tell him that I had been fine�

In fact, I couldn�t tell him any sort of
story that would have put him at ease� After all, when he did find me, what
does he see but me in the arms of Kouga-kun, a person
he so greatly dislikes and I�m not exactly dressed in my best.

So he is aware that Kagome
has a suitor.� So why hasn�t Inuyasha
killed this threat to his suit yet?

I swear, just because he had been worried doesn�t
give him the right to go crazy like that and just jump to conclusions.� He just instantly assumed Kouga-kun
had done something to me when he hadn�t!�
I mean, Kouga-kun had actually saved me, Inuyasha should have been thanking him.

Just because he wasn�t
guilty doesn�t mean he�s innocent.� This Kouga had not been a paragon of virtue during this entire
fiasco.�

So what if during the saving, Kouga-kun
got to see me� Oh God, this sounds horrible. �No wonder Inuyasha flipped.�

See, not at all innocent.

You should have seen how angry Inuyasha was.� I�m sure he wanted to kill Kouga-kun right then and there, but I was able to sit him
just like every other time they try to fight.

Well, that explained why
the threat to Inuyasha�s suit wasn�t dead yet, but a couple sits shouldn�t be
enough to stop Inuyasha if really wanted to kill the whelp.� He could run off at night and hunt the demon
down.� Was he afraid that he would
lose?� If he were so weak as to lose to
this demon, then he wasn�t worthy of Kagome in the first place. �But Kouga had not
instigated a fight either, which means Kouga was
probably wondering if he would lose, too. �But demons that were so close in skill were
even more likely to fight, it made no
sense.� Were they not being serious? �Could that really be it, that Inuyasha and Kouga were not taking this whole affair seriously? �Why would they treat this so casually?� They were both breaking a lot of rules by
courting Kagome, so they would have to be incredibly grave in their decision on
the matter. �Sesshoumaru just couldn�t
believe that Inuyasha would claim Kagome so casually, as nothing more than a
comrade when his devotion to her clearly marked her as someone much more
important to him, and that a full-blooded demon would attempt to woo a human so
nonchalantly. �So� could they truly not
serious in their claims towards Kagome?�

And while Inuyasha was throwing accusations at Kouga-kun, Kouga-kun�s two
friends showed up� just wearing loincloths.�
It was pretty obvious where their fur had gone, and Inuyasha�s accusations
became even weirder.� I swear, he doesn�t honestly believe I�d do something like that with
three men I hardly know, does he?�

Sesshoumaru wondered once
again wondered at the sanity of Inuyasha�s mind.�

Well, after several sits, I was able to explain what
had happened� but I don�t think Inuyasha really believed me.� I don�t really blame him, it�s not like my
story actually made any sense, but truth is stranger than fiction, and what
kind of person would make up a story that humiliating anyway?

Probably
the same person who saunters through the woods with three undressed men.�

Anyway, it was all eventually worked out� sort of�
and we told Kouga-kun what we knew of Naraku and he
left after I took Inuyasha�s kariginu from him and
gave the furs back.� How exhausting, I wish
I had never taken that bath.� And how
aggravating, too!� I�m always so tired
after one of Inuyasha�s and Kouga-kun�s fights!� You know, they�ll never admit it, but they�re
exactly the same.�

Which
means there isn�t a single, redeeming quality in this Kouga.

I think that�s why they fight so much, because
they�re just too much alike.� You know,
even the circumstances of our meeting were more or less the same.� When I first met Kouga-kun,
he had set his wolves upon a village to eat the people there after he had
gotten a jewel shard from a fellow wolf demon that had been hiding there.

A
wolf demon?� This Kouga isn�t that wolf, is he�
Sesshoumaru thought, remembering once again the final battle with Naraku and
all who had gathered there. �There had
been one individual, a wolf with a small but fierce pack, dedicated towards Naraku�s demise. �He
had remembered those wolves more so than the many others who had gathered
because of that noxious odour he emitted. �It had been years since he smelled it, but
Sesshoumaru never forgot a scent and he still remembered the smell of the
wolves that had killed Rin. �

So, the wolf that once had
no qualms with eating humans now desires to mate with one?� How was such a change possible, and so
quickly, too? �But then again, Kagome had
performed this very same feat with Inuyasha! �How is it that Kagome brought about these
changes in people?� �

He knew we had jewel shards and had no qualms about
killing us, just the way Inuyasha had wanted to kill me for the jewel.� But when I told Inuyasha about him having
jewel fragments, Kouga-kun seemed to be interested in
that, and when we later saw him, he kidnapped me just so he could use me as a
shard detector.�

How is that she seems to
slip out of that boy�s protection every time he turned around?�

That alone shows how much alike they are.� Inuyasha can be so mean sometimes, saying I�m
nothing but a means to the jewel whenever he�s mad, and here�s Kouga-kun treating me just the same way.

He�s careless with her
safety, not at all serious in his suit, obsessed with a dead woman, and cruel
to her, and yet she still loves him?

When he kidnapped me, he said that if I didn�t do
what he said, he would kill me, but then later that day he was professing his
love to me.� So
strange.

And yet another one goes
from attempting to murder her to loving her��
How is it that she turns their hearts so easily?� This can�t be a fluke, she has to do
something that causes their feelings to change and make her special to them�

They�re both brash and hot-headed, but very loyal
and good-hearted.� They both started out
wanting to hurt me, and then just use me as a means to the jewel, but in the
end they have both become very dear friends to me.� I don�t think they�ll ever realize just how
similar they are.� Although,
maybe that�s a good thing...� If
they were friends, I think they would do nothing but wreck havoc together. �They can both be so reckless, imagine the
damage they could do.

Sesshoumaru didn�t want to
think about those two idiots having free reign upon the countryside�

Well, Diary, that�s everything in that crazy
story.� I really hope I don�t ever have
to go through anything like that again.�
It was just so embarrassing, and Inuyasha has not stopped teasing me
about it once.� Maybe a few more sits
will teach him.

Keep sitting him, you don�t ever have to stop.�

Hopefully my next entry won�t be so bad, and I�ll
have something relevant to our search.�
Like how we�re ever going to get to The Border Between
This World and the Next, and before Naraku.�
It seems hopeless, Naraku always seems to be a step ahead, but I can
hope.� That�s everything Diary, Bye!

Sesshoumaru looked up into
the sky, eyeing the rising moon.�
Questions were buzzing in his head, and he had no answers, a state he
greatly disliked.� There were mysteries
surrounding Kagome, and he wanted to know what they were.�

She had somehow induced two
men, on two completely separate occasions, into caring for her when days
beforehand they had wanted her dead.� It
wasn�t that she was too useful not to kill, it was
because they honestly cared for her.� How
is it that she was capable of doing that?�
Sesshoumaru had thought originally that it might have been an aberration
on Inuyasha�s normally reclusive nature, a fluke more than anything else, but
she did it twice, and that�s only what Sesshoumaru was aware of occurring.� Who else had she beguiled?�

How did she do this? �It wasn�t the men in question,
it was her ability to turn their hearts towards her. What�s more, Sesshoumaru
did not believe she had even done this consciously.� It was her very nature alone that had changed
them� There was just something about her that had caused Inuyasha�s and Kouga�s feelings to warm towards her.�

What kind of person was
capable of that?� Sesshoumaru had never
bothered to get to know her, not in the way those two had.� He didn�t know how she behaved normally, what
she did during the day, and those small things that can cause a person to
become either endearing or aggravating.�
He didn�t know how it had occurred, how she had worked her magic on
them.� How she had made them come to
adore her.�

To have such power over a
person�s heart, that their feelings could change without anyone knowing until
it was too late�� What a frightening
thing that was.� Every time Sesshoumaru
had seen the two together, Inuyasha was always more concerned and more devoted
to her safety than the last time.� Had
the boy even been aware how much he cared, even though the rest of the world
could clearly see it?�

Such power was
dangerous.� Sesshoumaru had seen how
hearts could be changed, how that could lead to disaster, so he had closed his
heart off before it had even been given a chance to open.� Who needed such weak and simpering
sentiments, to become entranced by beauty and spend a lifetime chasing after a
hopeless dream��
Such weak feelings, they never lasted, but they always hurt.� No, the ability to endear oneself to another,
to inspire hope and happiness and love with nothing but a promise, he had
always thought of it as a weapon to be used against the weak of heart. �And weakness, it only led to pain.�

But Inuyasha knew that just
as well as Sesshoumaru.� Sesshoumaru had
only seen it, but Inuyasha had felt
it with Kikyou.� Which had hurt more, the
pain from her sealing arrow or the pain of her betrayal?� Surely he had learned his lesson well. �Inuyasha knew the pain from broken promises
and lost love, and Sesshoumaru would think he would be more cautious with his
heart, but here he was falling for this girl.�
How could he not remember that pain?�
Or did he not even care?� Was the
hope and happiness that Kagome promised so alluring to Inuyasha that he would
fall towards her willingly, knowing how painful the outcome could be?�

But what hope, what promise
for the future was worth that sort of pain?�
Sesshoumaru didn�t understand it, but if even the withdrawn and
heart-weary Inuyasha was willing to fight once again for the promise of her
love, then was there really something worthwhile at the end?� When the odds were stacked against him and
heartache seemed like the only likely conclusion, why would Inuyasha still try
and find his happiness with Kagome? �What
did they all know that Sesshoumaru did not, that they were willing to take that
risk?�

Sesshoumaru felt as if he was
missing something incredibly important, and it vexed him that he did not
understand.� What was so very special about
love?� What was it that had caused Kouga to turn his heart towards Kagome in only a day
despite the taboo of humans and demons together, that Inuyasha would once again
try and achieve a perfect happiness despite the pain in failing, that
Sesshoumaru�s Honourable Father would throw away his life and all he had ever
done or wanted to do for the love of a simple woman?� It made no sense to him, and it left him
feeling empty. �Sesshoumaru didn�t
understand, and, as much as he hated to admit it, a part of him wanted to know
the pleasures that came from being in love.�

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Kagome: Why am I naked?!?!!

Plot: Why is she naked?

Author: Shut up, I�m
studying.

Another one done� this one
was aggravating.� I wanted him to feel
jealous of those in love, but none of the manga
chapters that occurred near the next segment I want to use really worked
towards that end, so I had to make something up� and I think I could have done
better� maybe if it wasn�t Mid-Terms and my brain wasn�t mush�

Please tell me if this was
total crap�
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