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Love Me Love Me Not	By : Namiriana Category: InuYasha AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 10157 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Title: Love Me Love Me Not
Chapter: Maybe A Little Better
Date: July 25, 2010
The entire palace was on edge as the hanyou toiled through the process known as giving birth. The little half-breed mutt had survived far stronger than Lady Raja had, but there was still one factor that would determine whether or not they would have any inkling of respect for the thing that should not have been born. The child that the hanyou was birthing would be either full demon or half demon and depending upon what the child was would determine whether or not the hanyou was actually worth anything in their eyes. It might raise the thing to the level of dirt in their eyes or maybe just a brood mare. More howls rang through the palace as the hanyou fought to push the child out of his body until finally a new cry rang throughout the walls of the palace.
“It’s a healthy, demon male pup, Lord InuTaisho,” Healer Pancho announced happily.
He had been worried what would happen if the child had turned out to be anything less than a full demon. However, Lord InuTaisho was so happy with the turn of events and having an heir that he allowed Inuyasha to name the child. “His name should be Sesshoumaru.” That was all the half demon was able to say before exhaustion took over. Healer Pancho cleaned the child and allowed his father to hold him while Inuyasha was being cleaned and put to proper rights. The infant fussed and gave tiny yips that spoke of its hunger until he was settled with the resting Inuyasha. A small touch to the child’s cheek led the fussing mouth to the nipple that had what he needed. The pup known as Sesshoumaru found the nipple and latched on as though starving before suckling strongly. When the pup had finished, InuTaisho took the pup and lightly patted his back until he heard the burp from the currently satisfied infant before laying him back with his mother. For the proper growth of his child, Sesshoumaru would have to spend the next decade almost permanently attached to Inuyasha’s side. As much as that bothered him, he wanted his child to grow up to be strong and being with the bastard would ensure that.
Inuyasha was so happy, the happiest he had been in his many years of life. Sesshoumaru was already five years old and such a cold child, but he loved Inuyasha and Inuyasha loved being a mother to him. Inuyasha loved Sesshoumaru with everything he had and was trying to teach Sesshoumaru to do the same. As much as he was hated for being what he was by both species, he wanted his son to love all creatures no matter what they were or how society deemed them to be treated. He wanted Sesshoumaru to have his own thoughts that were touched with love rather than touched with hate. He could see that it was working because Sesshoumaru was a loving demon, even if it was only to Inuyasha and InuTaisho. That was the thing that worried Inuyasha as well. As soon as Sesshoumaru reached the age of ten years, most of his day would be spent training with his father in the ways of the DaiYoukai and Inuyasha was afraid that despite all the love that Inuyasha gave Sesshoumaru and would continue to give his son, no matter what, that Sesshoumaru would take the same stand as his father. That was Inuyasha’s deepest fear.
Inuyasha was brought out of his musings by the sound of running feet coming closer. It was his human night and he knew that the only person that would be coming to his room at such a time was his son. His mate tried to keep Sesshoumaru away during this time, but the little youkai refused to allow it to happen and ‘snuck’ into his mother’s room every month. Inuyasha was happy about that, that his little boy wanted to protect him, but he also made Sesshoumaru promise not to tell his father about the fact that he could turn human on the night of the new moon. Sesshoumaru opened the door as quietly as his short stature would allow before walking in and closing the door with more than a soft click. Inuyasha giggled at the boy’s attempts to be quiet while sneaking to visit his mother, but Inuyasha knew that InuTaisho knew. Sesshoumaru liked the routine though and Inuyasha wanted his little boy to be happy, so he kept up the charade for the sake of his son’s smile every time he walked through the door without his fathering ‘catching’ him. Inuyasha returned the smile with one of his own, one of the few genuine smiles that he had ever shown.
“Mommy?”
“Yes my little prince?” Sesshoumaru pouted.
“I’s no lil! Sleep time. Pro'ect Mommy, I’s pwomise.” Inuyasha gathered his son into his arms while giving an affirmative sound before laying both of them down upon his bed. He nuzzled the small child’s hair while taking in the scent that only belonged to his baby. Inuyasha gave a sad smile as he cherished the time he had with his son while his son remained untainted by the prejudices of the outside world. However, day by day, Inuyasha could see that his love and teaching to Sesshoumaru was doing nothing against the way his son’s heart was heading. He could see it in the way Sesshoumaru treated looked upon the human representatives and Inuyasha could tell that it was only a matter of time before that look was turned upon him. The human pulled the small demon as close as was safely possible and contented himself with the time he had left.

“Would you like me to help style your hair for your presentation, Sesshoumaru?” Inuyasha asked as he picked up the brush and started to lightly brush his son’s hair. Inuyasha never saw it coming. His one hundred year old son, his Sesshoumaru, had just hit him and it was not without quite a bit of power behind it. The brush went flying from Inuyasha’s hand as he was thrown across the room from the force of the hit to his abdomen. Inuyasha thought he heard some of his ribs break as well before he hit his head on the wall when he impacted with it. Inuyasha slowly slid to the floor while holding back the blood that had come up from the harsh treatment.
“I never gave you permission to touch me, hanyou!” Sesshoumaru growled. Inuyasha whimpered before nodding furiously and quickly exiting his son’s room. Inuyasha’s first stop after his son’s room was Pancho’s private quarters. There were a lot of injuries he could heal on his own, but wrapping his own ribs would be a bit difficult for him. Somewhere along the way, Inuyasha stopped to lose the mouthful of blood that he had refused to spit out in front of his son. As much as Sesshoumaru may follow in his father footsteps, Inuyasha was his mother and he would never allow his child to see such fallacies with him. As a mother, he had to protect his child, even if he was protecting Sesshoumaru from seeing the harm that he had inflicted on his own parent. Inuyasha finally arrived at Pancho’s quarters where the healer immediately began to diagnose and treat his injuries. Pancho had learned long ago not to ask questions about where the numerous injuries came from because Inuyasha never answered.
“You really shouldn’t attend the ceremony in this condition, Inuyasha. I am sure if I explained things to Lord InuTaisho, you would be excused.”
“No. This is Sesshoumaru’s day and he will have it with me present as it is supposed to be and I have to be there to watch over Tessa and Akikko.”
“I seriously doubt you will be able to handle the twins in your condition. I mean they are twenty years old now and just as rambunctious as any young children should be.”
“I’m going, Pancho. I have to or I would never forgive myself for breaking the promise I made to him when he was little.” Pancho sighed, but he gave up and decided that it was one battle that he was just not going to win.
“Alright, but just take it easy afterwards. Okay, Inuyasha?” Inuyasha gave a parody of a smile before exiting the room to get dressed for the heir of the Western Lands Presentation Ceremony. Pancho watched the hanyou go with a feeling a dread. Something dark was looming on the horizon and he had a feeling it would happen during that ceremony. He could only hope that no one got hurt.
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