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Hallucinations

A low, tight whine tore at Inuyasha�s throat, falling harshly upon the deaf ears of the unforgiving room--the only sound Inuyasha had the energy left to make as he felt Naraku press more firmly into him from behind-- forcing his body deeper into Inuyasha�s agonized body.
The inuhanyou�s claws sunk deeply into the stone of the floor-- tearing up tiny pebbles that skittered unnoticed across the ground as every muscle in his body cramped up-- fighting in an insane and impossible effort to try and free themselves from the hold Naraku had on them-- to stop him from submitting to this bastard.
But he couldn�t stop it.
And not just because of his weakened and helpless state.
He wasn�t sure how it had happened, but... the collar Naraku had put on him... somehow seemed to be able to control his body... And he couldn�t move unless Naraku said so.
And, even worse, Naraku could do more than just hold him still... he could make him move. All it took was one little word from the spider, and Inuyasha would be forced to obey. No matter how much he resisted, no matter how hard he fought, he could never hold out for long against the collar�s control. The only thing he had any say over in his own body was his head. That seemed to be all that Naraku could not control about him. And, considering it was his body Naraku was after anyway, that meant very little to the hanyou.
Sometimes though, when the kumo was feeling particularly generous (or sadistic, it depended on how you looked at it), he wouldn�t order Inuyasha by use of the collar�s magic, so that Inuyasha could resist.
But, if the inu did that, then all the little teeth that dug so harshly into his flesh already sunk in even deeper, and the clamp tightened to an almost unbearable level-- pulling at his flesh and forcing his head back as it threatened to tear the chunk of skin it held captive off-- and more of that horrible agonizing poison would be released into his flesh, sometimes sending him into a temporary spasmic state that was not unlike a seizure until he was either released from the pain and slowly allowed to come back down and recover minutely before performing whatever task Naraku had asked of him, or else blacked out.
And with every encounter like this he had, he was slowly loosing more and more of his will to fight at all. It was just too much. His body was already spent in it�s comatose-like state, and he just didn�t have the energy to deal with the pain.
To make matters worse, when he had woken up after Naraku had placed the collar on him in the first place (which he imagined must have been at least two days ago), Tsukiko had no longer been with him, nor, according to his nose�s careful examination of the air, anywhere in the immediate area. In fact, he had absolutely no idea where she was, or how she was doing, or if Naraku still had her at all. All he knew was that she still had to be alive. His youki was telling him so. Maybe it wasn�t a lot to go on, but it was the only thing he had since Naraku wouldn�t reveal a damn thing. And that in and of itself was the only thing that stopped him from going completely insane-- The knowledge that this bastard still knew of his daughter�s whereabouts and still had her within his grasp and that, until Sesshomaru came, he was the only one who could ever have even a glimmer of a chance of raising her.
But so far... it didn�t seem like Sesshomaru was coming at all.
And he was beginning to loose hope...
A harsh thrust inside of his body had him snapping back into reality (something he was having a very difficult time distinguishing lately) at the same time as his head shot upwards, mouth gaping open in a silent scream as his spine arched desperately toward the floor despite the collar and Naraku�s hold upon him, his shoulder stiffening horribly with the pain.
And you really think he�d have been used to it by now.
That he�d be able to stand the pain and humiliation after bearing it time and time again like he had... but... he couldn�t. He wasn�t. No matter how many times Naraku did this to him, it still felt just as bad as the first...
His body trembled slightly, trying to hold the position, but soon all his muscles fell lax again, his body slumping back into the original position the accursed piece of leather about his neck had forced him into, as his head drooped down to rest between his hunched up shoulders.
The only thing that was keeping him in place anymore was Naraku�s grip around his hips-- squeezing him ever tighter with each thrust, bruising his already horribly sore muscles-- and the dark magic of the collar.
And, when the oni finally hit his peak, Inuyasha could not keep the look of abhorrence from his face, not his body�s shudders of revulsion down as he felt Naraku�s essence spill within him, mixing with the blood, and then trailing in a long, slick rope between the two of them when Naraku finally pulled out, breaking apart when the kumo stood up and falling to caress the pale skin of his thighs, making him tremble all the more.
The kumohanyou pulled away from the shivering body with a look of faint satisfaction on his face as he moved to replace his kimono about his body, and retie the long sash that accompanied it.
Inuyasha remained where he was forced to-- crouched and cramped on all fours, his muscles locked in a full-body cramp, internally spasming from their exertion and exhaustion as the demonic choker held him still.
Naraku took his time as he finished dressing-- his eyes never once leaving the lithe and broken frame of the hanyou, but refusing to otherwise acknowledge him or his predicament the entire time, until he was finished, by which time Inuyasha�s eyes were wide and sightless in the effort, and his breath was coming in thick, heavy and sporadic pants from within the prison of his chest.
Naraku watched him a moment more, a twisted and smug expression darkening his features, before he finally decided to release the tortured boy from his painful situation. Well, at least, the part of it that involved him being trapped on all fours and aching to just fall to the floor.
The kumo moved at a leisurely pace to settle himself down on the futon, propped up slightly against the wall, and then turned his eyes back to the boy.
�Come here, Inuyasha.�
He watched as the hanyou�s body tensed even further in it�s usual weak effort to resist against his command, before slowly, rigid but too tired to fight further, the hanyou moved toward him in a stiff, tense and painful crawl, his tired golden orbs fixed on the floor the entire time as he reached the end of the futon, and there, much to his relief, the collar allowed him to stop.
Naraku, however, was not so generous, and, after a moment of silence, his hated voice sounded in Inuyasha�s abused ears.
�Closer, hanyou.� He said, making Inuyasha�s somnolent eyes glance up warily at his tone, but he did not argue, just obeyed. That was becoming a custom-- don�t question, just do. A �Do what I said because I said it and don�t concern yourself with why.� sort of situation.
And not one that he was at all happy with participating in.
Inuyasha bit his lip to stifle his sigh both pain, humiliation and pleasure when, as he got within arm�s length, Naraku grabbed hold of him, and directed his weary body down so that he lay across Naraku�s lap, his head resting too close for comfort near the apex of the hanyou�s thighs where he could still scent his own blood upon the kumo, and the bastards semen in a combination that made him want to vomit right then and there.
But he didn�t.
He held it back.
Because he, finally, was being allowed to just... rest.
He wasn�t about to take an opportunity like this for granted. Even if it did mean he had to be this close to the bastard.
He allowed himself to be lulled by the false sense of security Naraku was currently offering, his eyes drooping down to half-mast as he felt the hanyou�s hand gently but roughly stroking his hair, surprising the inu by the amount of domination the man was displaying in even this so simple of an act, and he could not help it as another whine escaped his lips-- one of helplessness and need for it all to stop, but laced also with very faint traces of relaxation... maybe even enjoyment.
Not things he wanted Naraku to know about, let alone feel himself, but... again... he was too tired to fight them off anymore.
And his youki withered a little at the answering chuckle he received as Naraku whispered a command, and Inuyasha felt his arms come to wrap loosely around the kumo�s waist, his face, in one of those rare moments when he lost control over it as well, nuzzling softly against his captors abdomen in a display of mock affection.
He didn�t know why, but for some reason Naraku seemed to like it when that happened. As though he could actually believe that Inuyasha would do that of his own free will if allowed, and yet... still didn�t want to make this situation any easier or more pleasant for the younger hanyou.
It was a conundrum to Inuyasha, and not one he wanted to spend anymore time contemplating.
Especially when he could be spending his time wondering why his vision was suddenly filled with white, and he found his own eyes staring broken and lost back at him from directly in front of his field of vision.
And he supposed he should be concerned, or maybe even alarmed at this, because, really, when you see yourself staring back at you when there was no plausible explanation for that to be happening, it was usually a good sign that you were loosing your mind.
Inuyasha, however, was not concerned.
Because, as far as he was concerned, this was one of the much more mild illusions he had been bearing witness to lately.

It seemed his mind had decided reality was no longer a pleasant enough place to live in (which was true enough) and lately he had found himself coming across several things that weren�t actually there.
He had had a whole conversation with one of his childhood friends, before it had suddenly dawned on him that, not only was said person no longer alive, but, if they were, they would certainly not be a child anymore, and would have absolutely no possible way of being here with in him.
By far the worst and best was when he �saw� Sesshomaru.
The day after Tsukiko had been taken from him, he had found himself loosing himself to fatigue and unconsciousness and sporadically, and waking up at random intervals in a similar fashion.
On one particular time this happened, he had been in a near frantic state after some nightmare of his mate and pups� death, and had been in such a blind panic, he had very nearly seriously injured himself in his effort to get away and find his family.
He had been terribly surprised when soothing arms had wrapped around his waist, and a familiar voice had reached his ears, asking him what was wrong-- why he was struggling and... if he truly wanted to get away from him that badly.
And suddenly Inuyasha found himself no longer in Naraku�s room... he had been transported back to the cliff edge, his mind and body frantic and pumped full of fear from his unexpectedly human state as he stared up into the cold and concerned eyes of his elder brother.
And this was just like he remembered it being... only now.. he wasn�t afraid because he was human.
Inuyasha had found himself rendered temporarily immobile at the sight of his mate, and for long moments had down nothing but stare up at him in confusion, hurt, fear, pain, love... but then the concern filling Sesshomaru�s eyes overwhelmed him, and he could not stop himself from flinging himself forward, wrapping his arms tightly around his mate and sobbing desperately, rambling on words of fear and terror of how he had thought he was dead...
And for a moment he had stayed like that, locked with Sesshomaru-- his brother�s arms tight around him, trying to soothe him as he continued to cry against his shoulder...
Then everything had become hazy and suddenly began to fade away... and he remember Sesshomaru pulling back, stepping away from him and into a world of swirling grey haze, the look in his eyes no longer concerned or caring, but filled with loathing, disgust and malcontent.
�Weak, filthy half-breed.�
That was all Sesshomaru said.
But it was filled with so many of the old, familiar emotions that he had thought they had put behind them... the hate and loathing... the desire to kill... and it burned him like no fire ever could-- searing his heart and branding it with agony as he watched his mate receding into the world of grey...
And Inuyasha had blinked-- only once to try and fight back the tears in his eyes-- and that had been it.
The tree was gone. The ravine was gone. The grey was gone. Sesshomaru was gone.
And he was back in Naraku�s room. Cold. Hurting. Terrified. And so... very... alone.
For several minutes or maybe hours he had just sat there, blinking in confusion at the endless stream of tears in his eyes as he stared around the dismal room, his heart still aching from the scene that had just played out... as his mind slowly but surely began to comprehend what had happened.
And, when he did, he could not hold back the tears anymore.
Everything about him ached.
His body. His mind. His heart. His soul.
Even his youki, which had been the only thing to retain any form of rationality (strange though it may seem) throughout his little hallucination, was crying out in agony within him, aching for his mate that he had been ripped away from all over again, and for his pups that he had barely been allowed to know.
And Inuyasha had thought he had known loneliness before that night.
But he had never known anything as empty and hollow feeling as that...
And he had not been able to escape it.
All he could do was curl up with his knees against his chest and cry, softly and shamelessly, until either sleep or death claimed him. Quite frankly, he had been hoping for the latter. But since when had the gods ever been that merciful on him?
He had woken up again the next day. Still trapped. Still hurting. And still alone.
Inuyasha could feel tears welling again in his eyes, and he quickly jerked away from those thoughts, turning his attention back towards what was going on around him, and trying to figure out what this hallucination was about.
He blinked his eyes once and looked the hallucination up and down, vaguely surprised to see that it was, in fact, not the illusion he had thought it was, but rather the form of a little girl-- albino-- with deep, dark, soulless eyes, and a mirror clutched firmly before her in two pale hands.
And Inuyasha realised suddenly that he had seen this girl before.
Not many times, of course, but every once in a while Naraku would bring her up here and view things happening elsewhere within her mirror.
Her name was Kanna, unless he was very much mistaken... and she was Kagura�s younger sister... Rin�s �half-sister.� Only, like Kagura, the albino and the ningen really weren�t related at all.
He began to wonder when Naraku had summoned the child here and why, but was distracted when the image in the mirror that had formerly been a reflection of his face, suddenly began to twist and shift to something else...
Something that made Inuyasha�s heart all but stop beating in his chest and had even his youki stilling within him, even though it continued it�s erratic pulsations as he continued to stare at the image Kanna now presented him and Naraku with.
Two white, fully transformed Inuyoukai, both the size of a fairly small mountain (or else an incredibly large hill) and with blazing eyes of crimson were racing were racing at rapid-fire speed through a forest-- their enormous paws leaving large crater-like holes in the earth as they effortlessly felled trees that blocked their paths, anger and determination pulsing strongly in their aura�s as their youki�s energy swirled visibly around them.
And, though there wasn�t really a lot to go on in the means of identifying the two, Inuyasha had absolutely no doubts in his mind about who the two giant dogs were.
And it seemed that, judging from the displeasure now seeping off from Naraku, the elder hanyou did as well.
Inuyasha could not help but tense slightly, his eyes casting a fearful glance up at Naraku, whose own crimson gaze was locked in something akin to wrath upon the surface of the mirror, which, after a moment more of showing the dogs and their journey, flickered and the faded back to it�s original ghostly and pale surface.
Naraku�s face stared at it a moment more, before his eyes flickered downward, just barely catching sight of Inuyasha as the hanyou quickly turned his face away, his breathing tense and heavy as he tried to hold back from letting Naraku become aware of any of what he was feeling from seeing that image, knowing it would only bring bad things.
Still, he could not hold back the small cringe when he heard Naraku�s voice echo into the room again, it�s tone laced with darkness and ice.
�Hm. That is most disappointing. It would seem that they have located us sooner than I would have liked.� His crimson eyes narrowed slightly as a small smirk tugged his lips upwards and his hand resumed it�s rough stroking of the hanyou�s hair. �Still, I think we might be able to have some fun with this.�
He caught sight of Inuyasha casting a fearful glance up at his face, and his smirk widened as his eyes glittered malevolently. �Yes... I think this could work to my advantage.� He glanced over at Kanna, giving the small albino leave to go, before turning his attention back toward Inuyasha. �And you never know pet...� He murmured near Inuyasha�s ear, making the appendage flick back and flatten. �You may be reunited with your mate sooner than I�d planned.�

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Glossary

Inuhanyou - Dog half-demon

Hanyou - Half-Demon

Kumo - Spider/Cloud

Inu - Dog

Youki - A demon�s spiritual energy

Oni - Devil/Ogre In this case, I�m going for devil

Kumohanyou - Spider half-demon

Ningen - Human

Inuyoukai - Dog-Demon

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-Miyuki - Lol, yep, I updated. ^_^ I�m glad you liked it! Hope this one was as good! ^_^
-Bookworm51485 - It is? Huh. Well go figure that. So this story has a better chance at being semi-realistic than I first thought! ^_^ So there is a chance that, had this actually happened in the real world (scary, scary thought!) Tsukiko could be sired by Naraku, while Arekusu and Inuko belonged to Sess. ^_^ Unless they were identical twins, of course, which makes me very happy I didn�t make any of them identical! ^_^ And don�t worry about the science lesson-- strangely enough I find it fascinating to learn about stuff like this. Weird, considering I don�t much care for science class in school, but... ^_^ Lol, learning new stuff everyday! ^_^ Anyway, I�m glad you liked the chapter, and Sess and Inu Taisho in their true forms. ^_^ That�ll probably happen at least once more before the fic is over, so that�ll be interesting. ^_^ I realise that (unless I�m very much mistaken) I was probably inaccurate with their sizes though, because Inu Taisho is supposed to be roughly the size of a small mountain (if we�re judging by his skeleton) and Sesshomaru should be able to battle with Inuyasha inside his stomach, but I decided that it�d just be more realistic if they were both just the same size, rather than Inu Taisho big enough to trample his eldest son. ^_^
-riddlestar - Well, actually, it was quite simple, I just lead up to a point in the plot I knew would get you rearing to tear into Naraku, and then I stopped writing. Easy, neh? ^_^ Lol, gomen about cliffying (<-- is that even a word?! o.O) you so much... although this probably means you won�t like the twist I have planned to come up in a few chapters at all... Anyway, I�m glad you liked the chap (despite the cliffy) and seeing it from Inu Taisho�s perspective too. Originally I wasn�t sure who�s POV it would be from, but eventually Inu Taisho integrated himself into the chapter and then basically just took over, and... well, that was the result. ^_^ Yeah, I did update sooner that time, neh? Lol, I am trying to, but somehow time just keeps slipping away without me. *sighs*... anyway, hope you like this new chapter too! ^_^
-SP777 - mshutts, huh? Hm... everyone seems to think me and her(?) are alike in our writing and, now, apparently, in our ranting. It�s weird... Lol, but I can assure you that I am definitely not mshutts. ^_^ I don�t even know the author other than someone kept recommending her fic to me a while ago. -- Of course you can ask �why�, although I have to point out I wasn�t actually �pissed�, just in a pissy mood. Which is a muddy distinction even in my own mind. ^_^ Anyway, the reason is I had gotten myself all revved up about the 4th movie, thinking that, after the third movie, it was going to be something damn good, and... well, it wasn�t. It was a big disappointment. I can�t really elaborate on why because I don�t know if you�ve seen the movie, and elaborating might make me spoil something for you (if you�re planning on seeing it) and I don�t wanna do that, so... -- Oh? She was ticked off about Kikyo? Wait, which part, because there�s lots of parts in the series involving Kikyo and getting pissed off at her (or Miroku and Sango and Shippo and Kagome for treating Inuyasha like dirt because of her). Anyway... I�m glad you enjoyed the chapter-- and the part with Inu Taisho pulling Sess out. Lol, I realise that�d have to be a friggen deep lake for Sess to get stuck in it, but I loved the idea of Inu Taisho pulling him out, and I didn�t really feel like dropping Sesshomaru into the ocean to make it realistic. And, thinking about it now, I�m not so sure dropping him into the ocean would have. ^_^
-Minea - Lol, well I�m glad you enjoy my story, and that it could help open your eyes to the Inu/Sess world. Lol, yeah, I admit, it does take a bit of time to wrap your head around the idea of them together, but once you do it�s easy to see what a hot couple they�d make! Now if we could just get Rumiko Takahashi to see that too... ^_^ Lol, anyway... *beams* Lol, well there, my ego just inflated at least two sizes under all your praise! ^_^ I�m especially glad that you like my descriptions of Inu and Sess�s emotions. ^_^ It�s very important to get those right considering how much of an emotional fic this is, so it�s great to hear that you think I�m doing so! Makes me want to write more angst just so I can mess with their minds a bit more... ^_^ Lol, yeah, Sess accepted Tsukiko. For a bit it was tempting to make him turn her away, but then I realised there�d be a big epidemic in which he�d either try and kill her, or cast her out, and then Inuyasha, of course, would have to fight him off and save his daughter, and then Inu would probably �kidnap� all three of his children and disappear and Sess would have to go after the mate he had betrayed to get both his pups and brother back, and if he caught up tot them he�d again have to fight Inuyasha (who would likely be exhausted having so recently given birth) and he�d have the option, again, whether or not to cast out Tsukiko. In doing so, he�d have to leave Inuyasha behind as well, because Inuyasha obviously wouldn�t abandon/murder his own pup, so he would have to decide if he either wanted to keep a child that wasn�t his and his mate/�mother� of his pups, or leave/kill Inuyasha and Tsukiko and take his two sons (assuming Inuyasha would let him) home to be brought up without their �mother.� Assuming, of course, that he did take Inuyasha and Tsukiko back, that would lead to a whole new set of problems, because then Inuyasha would have to be like a prisoner and always on guard to protect Tsukiko, and he and Sesshomaru would basically revert back to loathing each other and then they�d have to deal with Naraku... Lol, it just didn�t seem like the kind of nut I wanted to crack for this fic. ^_^ *looks over latest ramble* Woosh... Lol, bet your sorry you pointed out you liked Sess accepting Tsukiko now, neh? ^_^ Lol, anyway, yeah, Naraku definitely should die horribly and painfully... the key word here is should, because we don�t know if that�s gonna happen... he could still win, after all... still, before the end, I can pretty much assure you with some confidence that someone is gonna die... -- You saw it too huh? Yeah, it was a disappointment. The saddest part about it is, they almost had a plot. But they decided to rush everything and cram it into an hour and a half so they could fit in a whole bunch of unnecessary stuff (like it being Kikyo�s doppelganger)! Inuyasha�s history on the island wasn�t a history of all, just fifteen minutes of fighting like he normally does! Yet the half-demon kids seemed to get awfully attached to him in that time... Not to mention that, other than a couple of mild seizure-like-things, the �mark of the four war gods� didn�t actually do anything! Sure, we heard a lot of whispers about it locking them on the island, but they didn�t actually prove that! No one tried to leave! And even if they had, it seemed to me they would have been successful, considering Inuyasha left the island immediately after the mark was placed on him! YEESH! Lol, sorry, you�re just the first person who�s seen the movie too so I don�t have to worry about spoiling anything for you... don�t mind me... I talk waaaaaay too much... ^_^
-Mouse-chan - Okay, already, I�m writing, I�m writing! ^_^ Lol, I�m glad you�re enjoying it! And that it could inspire you to write as well! ^_^ I�ll have to read it sometime, once I�ve finished WMtM. ^_^ Lol, alright, I�m trying to hurry! ^_^ Oh, btw, just so you know, you were the 500th reviewer!!! ^_^ *plays triumphant music and throws confetti on you* Don�t you feel special now? ^_^
-*blue_rain* - Lol, you don�t have to be sorry. It�s my own fault. I shouldn�t have gotten all revved up about the movie. I set myself up to be disappointed. ^_^ And... apparently that makes me smile... o.O... Lol, anyway, I�m glad you think my writing�s improving (I certainly hope so, cause I looked over chapter one the other night and my eyes nearly bugged outta my head at all the errors and just over-all bad structure). And I�m glad that I was able to update a bit quicker that time! Maybe I work better when I�m in a foul mood, neh?... Hm... ^_^ -- Lol, you think so, huh? *beams* (HA! Take that Rumiko!) Lol, I�m glad that you enjoy it so much! Although, if it really is better than the show, I think there�s one, simple reason for that... No Kikyo! ^_^ Lol! ^_^
-Katbites - Lol, yeah, Sess and Inu fics are great. There should be more of them! ^_^ I�m glad you like it! Although I should point out that the plot isn�t mine-- the original idea comes from a challenge that I altered a bit here and there to suite the story. So I can�t really take credit for the whole �Inu-taisho forcing Inu/Sess to mate and Naraku trying to break it up� scheme. ^_^ -- Don�t worry about apologizing, I don�t mind. If I minded, I wouldn�t have asked for help in the first place. Lol, I don�t speak japanese, and I only watch the english version of the anime, so really, I have absolutely no idea what I�m doing here. I just researched out a few of the words I needed, used them and hoped I got them right. ^_^ -- Lol, yeah, I wasn�t entirely certain what the hell Daiyoukai meant (especially since I was still recovering from the whole Tai/Dai argument) but a bunch of people kept saying the word Dai meant something along the lines of great, so I went with that. ^_^ Lol, don�t worry, I�m full of useless info too! ^_^ -- Mm, yeah, I know I messed up �hakama� in the first few chapters. Luckily enough, someone like you was kind enough to come along and beat me over the head a couple of times, and I don�t write it as �hakamas� anymore. ^_^ Like I said before though, I know little to no words in japanese, so it�s pretty needless to say that I don�t know about their grammar rules. So if you say they have no plurals, I�m gonna take your word on that. ^_^ Although, on occasion I might break that rule and pluralize something just because it flows better with the story, but don�t tell anyone that, k? Lol, yes, you are making perfect sense. Although, considering that you�re talking to me, that might not be saying much. ^_^ And don�t worry about rambling. As I�m sure you�ve see (or are going to soon) I do it all the bloody time. ^_^ -- Yeah, I think I saw something about youkai just being a very generalized sort of term for demon, but everybody else seemed to think the word was appropriate, and it didn�t seem smart to me to go out and confuse everyone by listing a bunch of different words for demons, so I just stuck with what everyone knew for the most part. It actually surprises me that I got any of it right. ^_^ -- Lol, well if you�re sure that�s all for now... Thank-you very much for your help! I�m not sure if it�ll stop me from messing up in the future, but every little bit is appreciated. ^_^ And, no, I�m not dead yet! It takes more than that to get rid of me! Although, then again, I wasn�t bored at all, and any confusion I did have is nothing that I don�t have normally, so... ^_^ And as to your next review... well, I�m sorry but I just can�t do that. I don�t like ignoring reviews, and you were trying to help me! Why would I ignore it?

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A/N: Well that�s it for now.
And for curiosities sake, starvation and dehydration-- mingling in with whatever trauma he�s feeling inside and such-- would probably be the main causes right now for Inuyasha�s hallucinations.
Other traits of Dehydration/Starvation (though not all of these apply to both): Thirst, irritability, fatigue, weakness, apathy, emotional instability, chills, clammy skin, nausea, throbbing heart beat, loss of appetite, low blood pressure, Headache, cramps, shortness of breath, dizziness, confusion, tremors, tingling in arms, hands, and feet, irritated eyes, fainting, Visual problems, hallucinations, deafness, swollen tongue, kidney failure.
Yes, I realise I don�t have most of these right now, but bear with me on that. After all, Inuyasha has had some food and water while staying with Naraku, just not a lot. And hallucinations are sideeffects to some kinds of depressions, so yeah... ^_^
Anyway, that�s all till the next chapter... Ciao!
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