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Blood Stained	By : Maddiesan Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Kagome > Sessh?maru/Kagome Views: 61650 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 6
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Blood Stained
Chapter 67: One More
Her heart was dropping in her chest while she glanced down into his amber eyes. . His words were still echoing in her mind and she could not even think. She had not failed to hear the desperation in his voice and it left her slightly shaken. Her whole body was one fire and she felt him hold on to her as if his life depended on it.
She didn't even know what was going with Sesshomaru mostly because he wasn't sharing with her. He had indeed provided her with an explanation, but seeing his current expression, she had a feeling he hadn't told her the whole truth. For him to be keeping something from her… it had to be for a good reason right? At first, the thought had crossed her mind that he had been trying to change the subject, but she no longer thought that.
He was honest; she could see it in his shiny eyes.
Kagome's heartbeat increased and she could not tear her eyes away. How could she answer him? He was still holding on to her tightly, his feelings bare and waiting for her to respond. His face was securely nested between her breasts, only adding to the intensity of the situation, yet she was not uncomfortable. It felt right to have him so close to her despite everything that happened.
Her only problem was that she wasn't exactly sure what Sesshomaru meant by needing her. But, surely if she was not comfortable he wouldn't take it too far. Kagome found herself taking a deep breath before cupping his face with her hands and nodding.
Sesshomaru found that his own heart was beating faster as she gently rubbed his cheeks with her soft fingers. God, he needed her. He rose to his feet and yet, her hands remained on his face. It was then that he wrapped his arms around her waist. Quickly he rushed in and pressed his lips against hers. Her tiny body fitted so well against his and it sent jolts throughout his body.
Kagome immediately returned the kiss, her lips moving against his own like she had often done. He could taste a hit of strawberry and it made him want to kiss her even more. One of his hands moved up to the back of her head and he pressed himself harder against her. He didn't want to allow himself to lose control, but he needed this more than ever.
His fingers were intertwined in her hair while he felt her hands gliding down his shirt and pulling on it with all her strength. He could feel that she was on her tippy toes which caused him to lower himself slightly so she wouldn't have to do that. Kagome's face was soon becoming red as she felt him insert his tongue in her mouth trying to twirl it with hers.
She felt a bit embarrassed since she didn't have much experience, but she went along with it. Her tongue shyly poked out and she began moving it around.. With one of his hands, Sesshomaru held on to her face while slowly dragging his other hand to her neck. He could feel her mark pulsing against his palm, or perhaps it was just her heartbeat he was sensing.
He wanted her.
Sesshomaru found himself pulling away before glancing upon her face. Her lips were moist and her cheeks were flustered. Her hair was a bit messy and she was breathing heavily. Yet, her eyes still remained locked on him. He grabbed both of her hands and guided her to the bed by walking backwards. Sesshomaru sat down on the bed, clearly inviting her to sit on him.
Her eyes shifted to the left, then the right, before she shyly sat on him. His arms were wrapped around her waist in a matter of seconds and Kagome snaked hers around his neck. Instead of attacking her lips, he went for her neck. He nibbled at her skin, gently grazing his teeth against it while her fingers were drowning in his mass of silver hair. Unconsciously she found herself thinking how much she preferred the silver to the black.
Sesshomaru's eyes were locked on her collarbone and he couldn't stop himself from running his tongue over it. He wanted to pull down ever so slightly on her shirt just to reveal a bit more skin. Sesshomaru had this intense desire where he wanted to cup her breasts with both of her hands but he wasn't sure if she'd let him. She had agreed to this, but he wanted to play it by her rules.
"Guide me," he whispered against her skin.
Kagome frowned slightly. "Guide you?"
He nodded as he pressed as soft kiss against her heated skin. "I'll do as you wish, as you please."
She couldn't help but blush even more at his words. When it had come to these kinds of situations she had never really been the one in control. Now she was supposed to decided and tell him what to do? She didn't even knowwhat to do herself! Feeling a bit uneasy, she reached out for his hands while he remained still with his face against her neck.
Taking a deep breath she gently moved his hands to her breasts. At first, only his fingertips grazed them but she finally gathered the courage to lift them completely. Kagome shut her eyes tightly feeling more nervous than she had ever been before. Sesshomaru felt the excitement build inside of him and he hoped that sitting on him wouldn't make her uncomfortable.
Gently he squeezed and watched her tilt her head back a little, her eyes still closed. Her heart had never beaten this fast before and she was afraid that it would come out of her chest. Only his skillful hands were roaming over her mounds and she felt the anticipation kill her. She could feel his breath against her skin, but his mouth was nowhere to be felt.
Sesshomaru was trying to contain himself as he felt her soft breasts through the fabric of her shirt. He could still remember how it was to hold them bare and it was difficult to chase the thought out of his mind. Still, he focused himself on the present situation which was much better. This was what she wanted, and he was more than happy to please her.
Kagome still couldn't believe she had done such a bold move. He had allowed her to choose from anything and she had chosen that? Granted they had gone further then that even in the present time but… It was always a bit nerve wrecking to be intimate with him. Still she took a deep breath, trying to calm herself as best she could. Being nervous would not do her any good.
He glanced up at her face again before finally closing the distance between himself and her skin. He pressed his lips against her flesh, pondering if he should make an indecent request. "Kagome?"
The sound of his voice snapped her out of her own mind. She slowly opened her eyes before looking down at him. Her bottom lip began trembling as she moved her shaking hands down and grabbed the edge of her shirt. She had been more naked then this in front of him hadn't she? She swallowed hard before lifting her shirt, causing him to pull his hands away.
He watched carefully as she removed her top revealing a dark purple bra. Her arms were shaking a bit as she dropped her shirt on the ground while waiting for Sesshomaru to do something. His eyes were on her chest as he slowly lifted his hands again. He glanced up at her face, almost as if he was looking for permission. Kagome nodded and he took it at his cue to hold on to them again. However this time, he only used one hand, while the other was put on her bare lower back.
As his flesh touched hers she squirmed a little.
Sesshomaru allowed his fingers to grab the edge of her bra, pulling down on it gently to reveal even more of her breast. Kagome held her breath as he put his lips on her skin, his tongue making circles against her flesh. His prize was still hidden, and he wanted to get to it, but he wished to take his time. He wanted to savor this moment as much as he could.
His fangs were almost digging in her skin as he brought his mouth even lower. Kagome could feel his moist lips near her nipple and it made her shiver. Her eyes were still opened this time, but she was too shy to glance down. It was then that it happened. She felt his mouth finally make contact with her nipple completely covering it.
Sesshomaru began sucking on it and it immediately hardened in his mouth. Her flesh was burning under his touch and her back was beginning to arch. The motioned caused him to thrive to please her. He wanted her to feel good for once, he wanted her to know the pleasure he could provide her with. As long as she was comfortable with whatever he did, he'd keep going.
The hand that had been on her lower back rose up a bit, allowing him to slowly undo her bra. Kagome couldn't help herself from gasping as her bra fell upon her lap. The cool air was all over her bare skin, but she didn't even feel it. She was so embarrassed her flesh was warm. His hands touched her breasts, and his mouth was on her nipple once more making it impossible for her to not tilt her head back.
Sesshomaru devoured her, caressing her naked skin, grasping her breasts. She smelled divine, she tasted like heaven, and every little sound she made was just perfect. Though he was feeling a bit constricted in his own clothes he didn't let it bother him. He followed the line of her hip with his fingers, enjoying every bulge, every line.
It wasn't until Kagome felt his hand on her stomach that she was attacked by her self-consciousness. She hadn't really completely gotten over the complex she had with her body. However, she had been so caught up in the moment, she hadn't even thought about it. Immediately both of her hands went down and covered her stomach putting a halt to Sesshomaru's actions.
He pulled his mouth away from her skin and glanced up at her. Sesshomaru couldn't help but think of how adorable she was biting on her bottom lip. . He grabbed her hips before changing their positions. He laid her flat upon the bed and settled himself on top. His large body was covering her completely and he rested one of his knees between her legs.
Sesshomaru brought one of his hands to her chest, resting it between her breasts. He could feel her heartbeat under his touch and her eyes were locked with his. Her eyes were glistening with a hint of water, but he didn't know if it was because she was about to cry or because of the embarrassment. Gently he bent down and pressed a kiss against her warm, almost sticky forehead.
It was then that Kagome found herself taking a deep breath in an attempt to relieve some of the stress.
"You're beautiful, do not think otherwise," he said, his fingers gently caressing her left cheek.
He expected her to blush even more, or to look away, but she did neither. Instead she moved her tiny hand, and he felt her press it against his stomach. Her fingers played with the hem of his shirt until he felt her fingertips grazed against his flesh. Sesshomaru held his breath as she slid her fingers inside. Her hand glided all the way up feeling his every muscle, ripple, and well defined abs under her touch. He definitely was in a better shape than her.
The more she touched him, the more he felt like a pup running wild with hormones. How could the simple fact of her making contact with his flesh put him in such a state? He craved it more than anything else, yet he knew it would be taken away from him soon. The feeling increased in intensity as she added her other hand and he did his best to keep a straight face.
Her hands were trembling a bit, as she explored his body, something she had never really done before. When touching him he felt much more imposing then before. His body was strong and hard with muscles everywhere. She couldn't' really recall ever seeing him work out or anything. How in the world did he keep that up? Maybe it was because he barely ate.
Lucky bastard.
From what she could tell his body had not changed in the last five hundred years. But this situation was completely different from the one in the past. Before everything he had done to her, well his beast, had been for his own pleasure and nothing more. Granted he had said that he needed her, but so far only she had received some sort of satisfaction.
She did feel as though it was a bit selfish since he was always focused on her, but she wasn't sure if she had the strength to overcome that fear just yet. In the past, every time she had been intimate with him it had involved strength, domination and tears. This was something big to get over and she was afraid if they got into that right now it would ruin everything.
All those thoughts filling her mind caused her eyes to water slightly. Sesshomaru didn't fail to notice and immediately he held himself up with his elbows to allow himself to hold her face with his hands. "What is the matter?" he asked concerned.
Maybe she had already ruined it. "I'm sorry, I just. I'm scared to-"God, she couldn't even say it. "I just, doing certain things is-"
He nodded, trying to put an end to her current misery. Sesshomaru knew exactly what she was referring too. The beast had brought a great trauma upon her and perhaps some of it would never heal and some would just take time. But he understood. He would never force her to do anything because unlike his beast, he respected her.
Sesshomaru offered her a small smile. "Kagome, you do not have to do anything. I considered myself privileged enough to have you in my life. I will take whatever you have to offer."
She felt her heart swell in her chest, and she nodded. "I know."
This Sesshomaru was so different that she almost felt bad for the way she put a halt to everything. Mistakes might have been made in the past, but she was glad to have this Sesshomaru in her life. He understood and respected the pain she experienced inside and it made her feel warm inside. She couldn't help but bury her head in his chest.
She put her lips against the exposed skin of his neck causing Sesshomaru to twitch. His grip on her face fell up to her neck, and he did his best not to hold on too tight. He pressed a kiss on top of her head trying to ease the overwhelming emotions he was experiencing. There was no doubt in him that if he couldn't be with her, then he would finish his life alone.
He had changed for her, because of her, and he wouldn't go back. She was damaged, and so was he. There would be no one he'd be able to tolerate and there would be no one who would understand him. Plus, he'd never be able to forget Kagome or what he had done to her. He wrapped his arms around her and brought her even closer.
Kagome brought her arms inside the embrace, her hands resting on his pectorals. The person who had brought fear into her life in the past was now the only person she felt safe with. When he held her like this for once she was shielded from the world. It was almost enough for her to forgot she was half bare.
She wanted time to stop, even just for a little while.
-B-
She slapped herself on the cheek, feeling something annoying wetting it. Kagome attempted to wipe it again with her eyes still closed, but it only felt as if she was smudging it. She groaned a bit before finally opening her eyes and looking around. It was then that she found herself staring at red? Panicked, she used her arms to lift herself and she began peering around.
Blood.
There was blood on the bed.
It was then that she noticed her hand was covered in it. Her eyes widened a bit as she used her non-stained hand to touch her cheek. Just as she expected, there was blood on it. Her eyes moved to Sesshomaru only to realize that all of this blood was coming from him. She gasped loudly while she got on her knees and put her hands on his shoulders.
Kagome shook him violently. "Sesshomaru?"
No matter what she did, he did not bulge and her worry increased. She tried to move him vigorously, but she got no results. "SESSHOMARU?"
Kagome was breathing heavily, her heart pumping rapidly, as her eyes began to fill with tears. No, no, no. She kept shaking him desperately, as hard as she could while the first tears poured out of her eyes. They began falling on his face, and she closed her eyes shut tightly. She sniffled as her sorrow increased, when all of the sudden she felt a hand on her wrist.
Her eyes flashed opened and she found herself staring right at Sesshomaru.
"Kagome?"
Relief washed over her like never before and it felt as if her heart ceased to beat for an instant. He was… alive? Without thinking she allowed herself to collapse on top of him, a laugh of joy escaping her. He was alive! She gripped onto his shirt. She was afraid to let go feeling as though he would slip through her fingers if she did. It took her a few seconds to raise her head again, and when she did she was smiling brightly.
"You're okay!"
Confused, he arched an eyebrow. "Why wouldn't I be?"
Kagome tilted her head to the side. Couldn't he feel all the blood surrounding them? Did he realize he was losing blood? All she could do to explain it to him was raise her hand and show him the red covering her hand. A soon as Sesshomaru saw he gripped the sheets with his fingers while anguish developed inside of him. There was much more blood than the last time, and he wasn't sure it was a good sign.
"Sesshomaru, tell me the truth. Do you really have no idea what is going on? This isn't a scratch."
Apparently his previous lie hadn't been a good idea. "I have no idea." That, at least was the truth. He was just as lost and confused as her.
Kagome pressed her lips together and took a deep breath while she was trying to keep her nerves under control. This was a lot of blood. Too much blood. How much blood could someone lose? Well, Sesshomaru wasn't someone. No, he was a youkai. How much blood could a youkai lose?
"You're calling Kai. Now."
She'd do it, but she probably wouldn't know what to say or how to say it. How could she even explain what was going on? "The number is by the phone," she said as she slowly let go of him.
Sesshomaru nodded as he hurried to make it to his feet. He had expected to feel a bit dizzy but such a thing did not happen. He glanced at Kagome's back before walking away from her, finally feeling the dry blood on the side of his head. He did his best to look calm, not wanting to increase her worry. Though, he had already failed at that.
Kagome took a deep breath when she heard him walk away. She brought a hand to her mouth, holding her feelings back so that she would not cry again. Now that Sesshomaru was no longer lying on the bed she could see just how much blood he had lost and it did nothing to ease her concerns. She ran her fingers through her hair, her bottom lip trembling.
"HEY! What's with the blood smell?"
She immediately snapped her head in direction of the voice, only to catch a glimpse of Kouga walking in. "Hey doggie what's up with all that blood?"
Kagome didn't hear Sesshomaru answer, instead she saw Kouga coming in her direction while still glancing at Sesshomaru. "Hey Kag, what's wrong wit-"
His eyes widened a bit before he finally covered his eyes with his hands. "I'm so sorry! I didn't know."
Kagome frowned in confusion while her head inclined to the side. What in the world was h- It was then that realization hit her. She had no shirt on. A tiny scream escaped her lips as she grabbed the sheet and did her best to cover herself. How could she have forgotten such a thing? She was almost ready to die of embarrassment.
Her scream caused Sesshomaru to run inside the room, only to realize the situation. Right away he turned his head and glared at Kouga who couldn't see it since his eyes were still covered.
"I swear I saw nothing," he said turning slightly to where he thought Sesshomaru was standing.
He messed a round a few times, teased Sesshomaru, and jokingly flirted with Kagome, but he was still aware of boundaries. This was not someone he had meant to cross. "I'll just…I'll wait there," he said pointing at the kitchen.
Kouga rushed to go away feeling a bit nervous. As soon as he uncovered his face, a blush could be seen. Sesshomaru was going to have his head. Kouga might not have been able to see Sesshomaru's expression, but he could guess what it looked like. And here he had just come to check up and make sure everyone was okay. The scent of blood had overwhelmed his nose for an hour now and since no noise had come from the room, he had gotten worried.
So much for being a good friend.
Kagome glanced up at the ceiling shaking her head slightly. Of all the things to happen today. "I'm fine," she said when she looked into Sesshomaru's worried eyes. "I don't think he meant to walk in on me like this," she said trying to reassure him.
She hadn't meant to scream, she had simply been caught off guard. Sesshomaru nodded, his glare disappearing before he returned to the kitchen where Kouga and the phone were. Meanwhile Kagome scanned around trying to find her shirt so that she could cover herself. It took a few seconds, but she finally spotted it on the ground and rushed to retrieve it.
Once she made sure nobody was looking, she slipped it on, feeling a bit more at ease. She tossed the blanket aside and quickly walked in direction of the kitchen. Once she reached it, she found Sesshomaru on the phone and Kouga awkwardly sitting at the table looking at the ground.
"It's okay you know," she said as she sat down in front of him.
Kouga slightly looked up, only to see her smiling at him. Well, she was definitely just as pretty as he expected her to be. Oh god he should not be thinking that. Especially not with Sesshomaru standing right there. The best thing to do would be to change the subject.
"What's wrong with him?" he asked pointing at Sesshomaru.
Worry appeared in Kagome's eyes as she shrugged her shoulders. "I- we don't know."
Kouga now wanted to hit himself for bringing up a subject that was clearly upsetting her. "I'm sure he's fine," he said not sure if he believed his own words. To be honest this was not the first time he had smelled blood coming from the room and he knew it meant nothing good.
Of course, he couldn't tell Kagome that.
Their conversation was cut short when the phone was hung up and Sesshomaru turned around. "Kai will be coming later."
Kouga's ears perked. "Kai?"
Sesshomaru nodded, throwing a displeased glance in direction of Kouga. "Yes, Kai. Perhaps you will keep your eyes on her rather than my mate."
The choice of words Sesshomaru used surprised everyone, including himself. He hadn't meant for that word to escape him. He was not ashamed he had used it, but he was afraid it might have made Kagome uncomfortable. Kouga on the other hand had almost expected it. Kagome was his mate and another male had come too close to her.
Both males turned their attention in direction of Kagome, waiting to see what her reaction would be.
Her eyes were opened wide while she glanced back and forth between Sesshomaru and Kouga. Sesshomaru calling her his mate had shaken her up a bit, but technically, he hadn't been wrong. It was what she was. She simply had never warmed up to it and the word had never been used very often.
"What?" she asked when they refused to look away.
Both shook their heads slightly and glanced at something else. Kagome resisted the urge to smile a bit. Men would be men. Sesshomaru had meant nothing wrong with what he said, thus she saw no reason to discuss it. It was also the first time she saw him protective towards her. Yes, he worried for her safety but this was different. It had felt as though he had been stating she was his.
She wasn't exactly sure how that statement made her feel, but she wasn't completely against it. After all, she had agreed to go down that path with him. Still it tingled her inside with a feeling she could not explain and she had yet to make up her mind if it was good or not. Nonetheless, they had something a bit more important to focus on at the moment: Sesshomaru's condition.
"Kouga, do you know why Sesshomaru might be bleeding?"
He wished he had an answer for her, but unfortunately, he didn't. "I don't know. I've never seen or heard of anything like that."
Kagome's eyes saddened. "I hope she knows."
"I doubt it."
Right away Kagome glared at him. "I don't know what your problem is, but you should change your attitude. You might not care what happens to you, but I do."
Once the words left her mouth Kagome rose to her feet and quickly stormed out of the room clearly upset. Kouga couldn't help but chuckle. "You sure know how to get her riled up."
"You, shut up."
Kouga raised his hands to shoulder level, acting innocent. "I'm just saying. Be careful what you say. Obviously you mean a lot to her. Try to make an effort."
He imitated Kagome's action by getting on his feet. "Let me know when Kai's here," he said waving at Sesshomaru before getting out of the room. He knew these two would be having a talk and he wanted no part of it.
Sesshomaru sighed heavily before spinning around and heading for the bedroom. He hadn't meant to make Kagome more upset wit his words, but his thoughts had slipped and he had voiced it. He knew Kai had helped in the past, but it didn't mean she could solve everything.
He was about to step inside the bedroom when he stopped in his steps right in the doorway. He glanced at her while she sat on the side of the bed, looking out the window and avoiding peering his way. He didn't need his youkai senses to know he had upset her and he felt guilty. Slowly he walked to her side and waited for her to say something.
When she didn't, he initiated the conversation. "May I?"
She nodded, still not looking at him. Sesshomaru joined her while his eyes remaining locked on her face. "I did not mean it that way, Kagome."
Kagome sighed, inclining her head forward. "Why don't you care about what's happening to you?"
"I do, I just do not believe she holds the answer."
She turned her head and looked at him. "But what if she does? Do you really have nothing to live for that you would throw your life away without trying?"
He looked deeply into her eyes, almost right into her soul. "I have much to live for, believe me."
Her heart ceased to beat for a moment and her lips parted. Her eyes began to water, and she found herself without a response to give him.
"I do care what happens to me. I do not wish to leave you or my son behind."
One lonely tear rolled down her cheek, as she nodded. "But then, why are you so against this?"
"Because it's my problem."
"Really?" she said, a bit surprised. "Your problem? It's an interesting statement coming from someone who referred to me as his mate less than a minute ago." She hadn't meant for the words to slip out of her mouth so harshly, but he had made it difficult for her to control her emotions.
"Are you not my mate? Even though you are free to leave any time you wish."
"No, I am. But you never really used that word before. At least not in modern times. You said it cause you meant it." At least a part of her hoped he did.
"I did." She seemed comfortable with it, thus he had no problem admitting to it. "Even if you reject me, you will remain my mate. I will not love another."
The word love echoed in her mind, and she couldn't help the feeling of surprise that overcame her. "L-love?"
She hadn't meant to put emphasis on it, but she couldn't help it. It had taken her off guard and she wasn't even sure Sesshomaru had realized what he said. Surely he hadn't meant to right… not now, not like this? He couldn't really mean it. It had just been an expression or something.
Love? Had he used the word love? No, he hadn't. God damn it, he had. His mask remained perfectly on as he tried to think of the best answer he could give her. It was not that he didn't feel strong feelings towards her or anything, he had simply not meant for anything to come out that way. Especially since she looked so troubled by it.
"I just…I meant I would not be with another."
"But that's not what you said." She didn't want to be pushy about it, but she had to know.
"I merely used another word."
"Another word that means something else."
He hadn't known Kagome to be so persistent about something like this. Would she keep going until she corned him? He sighed before pulling his gaze away from her. "Perhaps I meant it. But my feelings towards you are different than the ones you have for me Kagome. What I feel does not matter."
"But it does," she said, her voice shattering a bit. "I know you put yourself aside because of what happened. You don't do what you want; you don't say what you want." She appreciated it in certain occasions but he didn't have to do it all the time. "It's okay for you to be who you are. I like who you are."
She had already accepted a long time ago that she did feel something for him and she was fine with that. There was nothing wrong with Sesshomaru and he did treat her right. No it didn't erase all the fears she had, but as she had always believed if she could move on, he'd be the one by her side while she did it.
"Then perhaps I did mean it."
God, he hadn't meant to do this like that. Saying that he would not love another seemed messy and it felt like the word lost its magic. Though he already felt stupid enough to say it. He was putting himself out there with every chance to get his heart shattered which was something he had never done. He couldn't help but take a deep breath.
He turned his body so he was facing her and he grabbed both of her hands in his. "I love you Kagome."
She knew it was coming yet it hadn't prevented her heat from fluttering. She felt her entire body heat up and she swallowed hard. In a romantic movie, the girl would return the feeling and they would kiss passionately. But this was no movie, and she couldn't do that. It wasn't like she didn't care, but those words could not be uttered by her for now.
Sesshomaru knew from the start she wouldn't say anything, but he hadn't realized it would make her feel uncomfortable. "I do not expect you to say anything, Kagome. I just believe it was time I properly expressed myself to you."
He raised his head and pressed a gentle kiss on her forehead like he often did when he was trying to reassure her and bring her comfort. "I will meet with Kai just as planned and I will listen to what she has to say." Even if it was just for her sake.
Kagome nodded. "Thank you."
A lot of things had happened during the day, making him feel overwhelmed. He had no desire for his worries to affect Kagome so he released her hands and stood up. He needed a bit of fresh air to calm down and empty his mind before Kai's arrival. "I will be back," he said offering her a bit of a smile.
Once again, she nodded as her hands fell upon her lap. She couldn't help but glance at Sesshomaru's back as he walked out. He was about to disappear from her view when she decided to say one more thing before he left.
"Don't go dying on me okay?"
He only half turned his head, just enough so she could see him nod. A warm feeling filled her heart as she let out a breath of relief. His declaration of love was still echoing in her mind and she had a feeling it would stay with her for a while. She allowed her hand to slide down the bed, only to end up feeling the dry blood under the fingers.
Immediately she looked down and sadness replaced the feeling of happiness she had been experiencing. If there was blood that meant there was a wound, or something of the kind. She was a Miko for crying out loud! Shouldn't she be able to fix him? That should be her job! Why was she so fucking useless?
She hit the bed with all of her strength in frustration.
If something was terribly wrong with Sesshomaru and Kai couldn't fix him what would happen?
In the past she had wanted nothing more than for him to die, but now… Could she even imagine her life without him? She didn't even know how that would make any sense! Sesshomaru had lived through five hundred years and now he would die? Her heart began to beat faster as her eyes remained locked on the blood stain on the bed.
Don't die on me.
He promised he wouldn't. Sesshomaru would keep that promise wouldn't he? He always had.
Kagome closed her eyes, trying to empty her mind as best she could. However, she couldn't make it completely blank as one thought, one memory remained behind. All she could hear echoed through was Sesshomaru's voice and words.
I love you Kagome.
Could she ever love him back?
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