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Learning to Love	By : Ikaru Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Kagome > Sessh?maru/Kagome Views: 22062 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 3
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Disclaimer: Me no own, you no sue. I don't make any money from this either, I do it because I enjoy it, and I hope others do also.

Warning to all of you, this chapter will contain some very dark material, it won't last the whole chapter, but it is there, you have been warned so no flames about it please.

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Blood...blood was everywhere. It flowed in rivers down the hillsides. In all her years of battling, she had never seen the like of the carnage, bodies laid strewn about everywhere, or at least pieces of them anyway. Men, women, children, they had spared no one. Women, it didn't matter about their age, had been violated. Little girls, some hardly the age they begin to walk, had their legs forced so far apart that they had dislocated the hips or just broken the legs and left them laying at odd angles.

She walked over to a little body that appeared to be still in one piece, carefully avoiding the loose body parts along the way. It was a little girl, violated like so many others; her brown hair was tied in a lopsided ponytail, her right hip was dislocated, and her left leg was broken at the knee, it lay at a right angle to her little body. She picked up the little girls head and cradled it to her bosom, gently realigning her broken jaw, and wiping the evidence of the male off her face. Something slid down her cheek, to her chin, only to drip off and land on the little girl's bloody, dirt cover cheeks. She cried for the little one for only a moment, because there was obviously no one left to cry for those who had fallen. She then gently laid the girl back down on the ground and covered her with the remnants of a blanket she had found. Then she moved on.

Everywhere she looked there was nothing but devastation, this obviously wasn't battle, this was nothing more than a massacre. What had, at first, appeared to be hills were actually mounds of human remains left to rot in the sun. The blood from the victims made the dirt into a sticky paste that was now caked in thick layers onto her boots.

The stench was the worst of it, many of the bodies had been left in the sun for too long. They had been denied their proper burial, and now their flesh had begun to fester with maggots, flies, vultures, and other scavengers and decomposers making a feast of their remains.

Then she heard something. She dismissed it as her imagination, and then she heard it again. It was laughter, coming from around a huge mound of bodies. She carefully crept around to the side of the huge mound, and peeked around. What she saw caused a rage like no other to flow within her, a man in black armor was holding her mother by her neck. Her mother's kimono was ripped and torn, and she could see bruises on the upper part of her exposed thighs, there was also blood trickling down her inner thighs. Her mother had been rapped!! The man holding her neck continued to laugh, her mother's face was one of determination rather than fear. Then the man spoke, his voice was deep, soft, and surprisingly gentle, but she noticed the faint bit of madness hiding in it.

"Well, well Himeno, still so defiant even after my men have had their fun with you, I must admit I admire your spirit, few women would still be sane after being rapped so many times. Yet you still hold firm, I suppose you still won't tell me where your daughter is." The man in the black armor said.

"I told you before I don't know where she is, and even if I did I would never tell a bastard like you." She gasped out then spat at him. He wiped the saliva from his face, and then gave a dark chuckle.

"I thought for sure you would give it up as I killed your husband and other children in front of you, but your resolve still stayed strong. Then I threw you to my men and let them have their fun, yet your spirit and resolve still remain strong, I think it is time I had a little fun of my own, and by the time I am done with you little one you will be screaming the truth to the heavens." His face went from a faux smile to a purely evil one.

"Do what you will to me, it makes no difference, I have nothing left to lose, my daughter is beyond the reach of mortals, and safe from your tyranny. You can beat me till I'm bloody, rape me into unconsciousness, break my bones, rip out my teeth, cut out my tongue, and I still won't tell you where she is, because for the last time...I DON'T KNOW!!!!" she yelled into his face.

"Ah but there are other ways to procure information from prisoners, ones less brutal than the ones you described, but just as effective, my dear." He then put his head next to her ear and whispered, "I can't tell you how long it has been since I have felt the softness of a woman, I think I'll enjoy your flesh first then get down to business and get you to reveal your daughters location to me." Then he licked her cheek causing Himeno to shiver in disgust.

He stood, still holding her neck in an iron like grip. With a single swift movement of his hand his hakamas fell around his ankles, then he proceeded to step out of them. His flaccid member hung just inches from Himeno's face, his grip had slid upward from her neck to her hair and with a vicious jerk, he forced her to take him into her mouth. He shoved his already erect member all the way to the back of her mouth and part of the way down her throat, causing her to gag. He moaned at the sensations her mouth brought to him, as she struggled to get a breath of air around his member. He continued to thrust into her mouth heedless of her gagging, seeking his release. A few moments later, he withdrew from her mouth only to ejaculate over her face and chest, as she coughed and gasped for air. Once his hips stopped jerking from the force of his release, he looked down upon her with a satisfied smirk on his face, while her eyes still held their defiance and hatred.

He then started to force her to the ground, at this point, she started to struggle, he simply gave an evil chuckle and eventually forced her to the ground completely. When her back hit the bloody dirt beneath her, her struggles paused; he took advantage of her moment of weakness and quickly mounted her, violently trusting into her already abused body. He grabbed at her breasts, squeezing them so strongly that she screamed out in pain for the first time in her encounter with him.

Her lower regions had already been abused so much that she was accustomed to the pain there, but the men that had forced themselves on her never really paid much attentions to the upper parts of her body, so focused were they to find their release. So the abuse of her breasts was something she had not accustomed herself to, as a result with every pull a scream was wrenched from her mouth.

"That's it bitch scream, by the time I'm done with you you'll tell me where your daughter is, and then I'll have my fun with her also, but unlike you who will be my whore until I find her, I will take her as my wife. You made the mistake to deny me when she was born, now I will have my revenge upon you, and have the beautiful wife I deserve." He laughed as he continued his assault on Himeno.

"You'll never have my daughter you monster, you were as insane then as you are now I would never allow my daughter near a monster like you, let alone allow you to think you could marry her!" She yelled.

She had spotted something shining among the gore around her. She faked turning her head away to scream to get a better look, and discovered a dagger within her reach. His armor covered his chest, but he had taken his helmet off to better enjoy her.

His face was pale, and his hair was long, black, and wavy. She had watched this man violate her mother; it took everything she had not to go to her mother's aid. It would have caused all of her mother's sacrifices to become worthless if she had revealed herself. The man, who was currently so distracted with his task that he was oblivious to everything else around him, took no notice when she threw her dagger into the pile of bodies beside her mother's head. It took a few moments for her mother to notice, and when she did, she acted her role out to perfection.

In an instant, her mother had grabbed the dagger and sliced the man's face, from the bottom of the right side of his chin to the hairline on his left side. He pulled back and screamed holding his face, and then she stabbed the dagger through his member, effectively severing it. When he fell back she jumped away from him and took a battle stance. As her mother stood there waiting for him to strike, she saw the severed portion of his member fall from her mother's entrance and land on the ground with a squishy sound.

"You'll never have my daughter, you bastard, nor will you ever have any woman ever again, I never knew my daughters whereabouts but I know wherever she is she is safe. Now I will join the rest of my family in the afterlife, and carry with me the knowledge that not only is my daughter safe from you but I also take away the pleasure you would have felt from taking my life with your own hands from you. I have no regrets." And with that she plunged the dagger into her heart, and fell to the ground, but on her face she held a smile the whole time.

She screamed as her mother fell to the ground, then it all went black.

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Kagome sat up covered in a cold sweat screaming "NNNOOOOOOO!!!!!" the whole way.

Sesshoumaru was by her side in an instant, cradling her in his lap as sobs wracked her body. He produced a steady growl that vibrated through his chest in order to calm her, but nothing he tried seemed to have any effect on her so he simply sat there rocking her as she cried all of it out.

It took a good hour before her sobs turned into sniffles and hiccups, and another hour before only silent tears were sliding down her cheeks. She finally calmed in his warm embrace, feeling very safe and protected.

"Kagome what was all that about?" he said in a voice that left no room for arguments.

"A..a..nightmare, but...but it was so...so real." She stuttered out, it took almost another hour for her to get out what she had seen in her dream.

Sesshoumaru listened with undivided attention, noticing her pale appearance, erratic heartbeat and eyes filled with fear, whatever had caused this vision had shaken her to her very core. He was certain this was no ordinary nightmare, but a vision of a possible future.

"Did you recognize the man, Kagome?" he asked, if they knew who it was they could try to stop him before such a fate befell her family.

"No, no I never got a good look at his face; something was always in the way. Nothing reminded me of anyone I had ever had an encounter with in my memory. I would remember that voice, if nothing else." She shivered at the memory, and his grip tightened on her as if to protect her from it. She smirked at this, for a demon he was surprisingly gentile and kind to her.

"If she is unable to identify him, there is nothing I can do. She seems so content now that the horror of her nightmare has passed, is she content that it was just a dream, or is she merely content to rest in my arms" he thought, so he decided to ask.

"Why do you smile so contently little one, moments ago your fear hung heavily in the air, now you act as if nothing were wrong." He said confusion and curiosity shining in his eyes.

She blushed as she told him her reasoning. "If I am content it is because you have chased the fear away, I feel safe here in your arms." She turned a darker shade after the last statement. She turned her gaze from his to her hands in her lap unable to look him in the eye any longer.

He cradled her head under his chin, holding her just a little tighter than before. "You find safety and comfort in the arms of a demon?" he asked confused, only one other had told him that he could chase away her fears.

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A much younger Ikaru stood by the door leading to the gardens. Sesshoumaru walked up beside her.

"Did those boys at school really scare you that badly, you've hardly spoken to anyone since it happened. Mother is becoming worried about you." He said a bit gruff, his puppy ears twitching. He was almost old enough that his ears would change into those of an adult, almost but not quite. Ikaru was in the same shape, her puppy ears twitched then drooped even further than before.

"You know I don't mean to cause okaa-san any kind of grief aniki, and no those boys didn't scare me that much, do you know what today is?" She said. He shook his head indicating that he did not know. "It is the first anniversary of my parent's death. One year ago, today my parents were killed and died in my arms, and I was brought here where I cried in okaa-san's arms for hours on end, while your father went to find the culprits. Coming back in the early hours of the morning covered in blood from the people who killed them, I rushed from okaa-san's arms to Papa's holding on to him for dear life and he told me that my parent's killers were brought to justice and that later in the evening my parents would receive a proper burial. I walked away from him then to this very spot, to look out on the garden as the sun rose, you came to me then, you sat behind me then pulled me into your arms never saying a word, and let me cry again, but I only cried for a short while that time. You chased away my fears that evening, even in your silence I knew that everything would turn out all right that you accepted me as pack and family, you made me feel safe and cared for, and you let me know it would all be all right. Okaa-san tried to do that, so did Papa, but it was in your arms that I truly felt that the sun would continue to rise for me in the coming days, I knew things would be hard but as long as you were there the future wasn't so scary anymore." She finished

"So you have been withdrawn and silent because you miss your parents, it makes sense, but why were you so scared of the boys; you could have taken them easily."

"It was because of how close it was to this date and something I never told you before, the scent of the men that attacked my parents was upon me, because they attacked me first, my parents came to protect me and were kill because of it. The boy's at school reminded me of the men, that is why I could not fight back. I was so scared I could not do anything other than cry, and then you showed up, held me, and once again chased away my fears. I owe you so much aniki, I fear I will never be able to pay you back."

He was almost too shocked by her words to speak, but eventually he did find the words. "Ikaru I am your brother now, it is my responsibility to make sure you remain safe, you owe me nothing and you never will, I care for you and it hurts me when you are hurt, whether it be physically or emotionally. I will always do everything in my power to keep you safe and happy because that is what big brothers are supposed to do." He said with a smile, she gave a small smile too, and hugged him, and he wrapped his arms around her protectively.

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She finally found the courage to look him in the eye again. "Yes I find comfort and safety in your arms, I have to be so strong for everyone else, but with you I am free to be myself. It may sound strange to you, but though I should be afraid for my family and friends, in your arms I feel that everything will turn out well that the sun will continue to rise and time will move on. It used to scare me, but it is not as frightening a concept as it used to be when I think that you'll be there too, and I won't have to face things alone anymore." She smiled up at him. "I don't care that you are a demon, what you are really doesn't matter to me, I care more about who you are on the inside. On the outside you may be a cold and heartless demon, but when I look into your eyes, into you, I see a warm and caring man hiding in there. It is that man that chases away my fears and cradles me in his arms while I cry, and offers me his strength. It is that man that I am growing to care for more and more each day." She said cradling his face and running a thumb over one of the stripes on his right cheek. He closed his eyes and leaned into her touch, seeming to take comfort from it, and when he looked in her eyes again, the confusion was gone. In its place was a warm look, one filled with caring and trust.

Her hand, still on his cheek, slowly guided him to her lips, where they ghosted across each other just barely touching. That wasn't enough for Sesshoumaru, however, because at that moment the mating season hormones reared again, and before he could stop himself, his lips met hers in a much more demanding kiss, and the edges of his eyes began to bleed red.

Luckily for him, Kagome was too engrossed with the kiss to notice his momentary loss of control, and he quickly pulled the hormones back, but, to his surprise his beast had not fought for control during his moment of weakness, instead it remained quiet. In his mind 's eye, he saw the beast in its cage sitting quietly, like it didn't want to hurt the girl they held so closely. One look into the beasts eyes confirmed it. The beast, like its master, cared for the girl and did not wish her any harm, any fears he had about the mating season vanished, he knew the beast would treat the girl like she needed to be treated, gently.

Her boldness surprised her when she initiated their kiss, but he quickly took over, devouring her mouth in a dominant kiss, she didn't even think to fight for control like she usually did. Then as quickly as it began, his kiss turned gentler, as if he didn't want to hurt her. They kissed for a few more moments before finally breaking the contact to breathe. Her cheeks had a light pink blush spread over them, and when her eyes met his, it spread clean down to her toes.

"I...I...I think I better go out and train some...or clean the sponges...or...or something." She stuttered as she tried to escape his grasp only to have him grip her tighter.

"I find the color you turn when you blush quite becoming." He whispered in her ear as he nuzzled her neck, causing her struggles to cease.

"Um...Sesshoumaru, you'll have to let me go soon any way, I'll have to relieve myself; I haven't gone since yesterday afternoon." She blushed harder than before at having to make this confession.

Sesshoumaru stood up and set her on her feet after her little declaration. She wobbled a little at first, and held onto his arm a moment until she knew she could stand and not fall over, then she made a sprint for the place they had designated as the relief spot. It was an area well away from their water source that they had dug a deep hole to relieve themselves in, well for Kagome to anyway; Sesshoumaru only ever used it to poo in, as guys could go the other way without having to squat. They filled the bottom with sand to filter the liquids, and used dirt to cover the solids to filter the stench from time to time. Kagome made it just in time and relieved herself; she used a leaf to clean herself then used some dirt to cover what she had done.

Feeling better, she returned to Sesshoumaru, who was sitting in meditation at the mouth of the cave. She decided not to disturb him and went to train instead, but her mind kept wandering back to the dream. After making her fifth misstep in her routine, she decided to call it quits, and instead went to boil some water to clean the sponges in.

Sesshoumaru allowed her to use his chest plate to boil water in as it had a uniform concave shape, where as hers was shaped more for a woman's body. Both were fireproof, but his was just more practical. She couldn't cook in it because it was too shallow, but to clean the sponges it would suffice. So she set to work on cleaning her catch from the day before, boiling them many times to clean them. The all started a brown or a cream color; by the time she was done with them, they were all white or just off white.

Satisfied with her work she notice Sesshoumaru was gone, shrugging her shoulders she decided to see if she could make it to the hot spring to test out one of the sponges and get cleaned up in the process. To her surprise she made it without any problems, this would be the first time she would be allowed to bath alone, sending a prayer of thanks to the gods. She stripped off her little swimming outfit, gave it a quick washing at the edge of the spring and hung it to dry on a sunny branch; then entered the hot swirling waters. She sighed as she entered the water feeling the tension of the morning being soothed away by the hot water, not looking a gift horse in the mouth; she quickly grabbed her sponge and started scrubbing her body. After she was certain she was as clean as she could get without soap, she slipped out of the spring, and wrapped herself in her crude towel, allowing it to absorb the excess water from her body. She redressed in her, now clean and dry, swimming outfit and returned to the cave to quiet the rumbling in her stomach. She ate three of the fish she had warmed up by the fire, and a small handful of the deer jerky.

Sesshoumaru still had not returned and the sun was well past the noon day mark, curiosity won out and she decided to go out looking for him. She moved quietly and stealthily so as not to frighten any of the wildlife in the area, in case he was hunting. She searched many of the places she knew him to frequent not finding him in any of them, she finally made it to the beach. There she found fresh footprints in the sand leading to the ocean. Since she had just recently taken a bath she decided to wait in the shade of the tree line and wait for him to return to shore. Before too long she had fallen asleep on the warm sand, and another nightmare, similar to the first one over took her.

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Screams of agony, fires engulfing everything, and rivers of blood flowing away from the carnage were what she saw first. The bodies of her friends and family laying in scattered pieces around her was the next sight to greet her.

A man in black armor, his face shrouded in darkness, was standing laughing over the carnage. Her mother was brought before him battered and bleeding, showing signs of rape, but with a determined fire still burning in her eyes.

The man spoke in a strong voice, with a hint of insanity lying behind it.

"So Himeno you have lost all that is precious to you. Now will you be mine and tell me where your daughter is? You might as well give up and tell me, I will have both of you in the end." He laughed.

She spit at his feet and said, "Screw you! As long as she lives, and is safe from you and your tyranny, I can rest in peace. You will never have her or me!" She screamed and broke loose from the guard who was holding her, grabbed his dagger and plunged it into her heart. As she fell to the ground, she held a smile on her face.

And it all went black again.

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She sat up again in a cold sweat, but this time she didn't scream out this time however. She looked about and notice very little time had passed. The dream was a short one but it got the point across. She had to talk to someone about this but who, Sesshoumaru was busy. Suddenly a bright light flashed in front of her and when she could see again, Ericka was standing there. Her shining white wings tucked behind her and then disappeared; she stood there with a smile on her face.

"I had a feeling you needed someone of the female gender to talk to, now what can I do for you my dear." She said in a comforting voice.

"Yes I did, first off I need to know if my family is safe." She looked at her seriously

"Yes, they are worried for you, but other than that they are fine." She said equally seriously

"Do you know of these dreams I have had last night and today?"

"Dreams? No Kagome I know nothing of any dreams, oh and before you ask a few days ago when you woke up in Sesshoumaru's arms for the first time that was not my doing, one of the kami intervened there, I found out and tried to put a stop to it but they were insistent. For that you have my apologies, I didn't wish to force you that quickly." Ericka bowed her head to show her sincerity.

"I wouldn't worry yourself over that too much Ericka, your just a tennyo, it is not like you have the power to sway the Kami when it comes to thing such as that. About the dreams they show me very disturbing things, always the death of my loved ones, and a man shrouded in shadows is always the culprit." Kagome said.

"Hold still, I'll be able to view these dreams in a moment, and hopefully be able to help you understand them." Ericka said and placed two fingers on Kagome's forehead. A few seconds later she took her fingers away from Kagome's forehead, and then she processed the dreams possible meanings.

"I'm afraid Kagome I don't know the origins of these dreams, nor can I figure out the reason you are having them, what is blatantly obvious though is that the man shrouded in shadows is after you, and he is willing to kill everyone close to you in order to find you." Ericka said with a grim expression set on her face. "It is also strange that I am unable to tell if these are visions of the future, a warning of some sorts, or simply your imagination overreacting to your worry for the safety of you family. The last is the least likely, but still a probability. I will send some strong tennyo to protect your family without them knowing. We cannot have you worried over them during this crucial bonding time with Sesshoumaru." At that, she smiled, and Kagome blushed at her insinuation.

"Arigato. That makes me feel much better knowing that they will be protected from such a fate." Kagome gave a sigh of relief knowing that her family would be safe.

"Kagome, do you remember when I told Sesshoumaru that he was never taught how to love?" When Kagome nodded, Ericka continued. "I stretched the truth somewhat, they never forgot how to love, in truth Sesshoumaru grew up in a very loving home, and they all cared deeply for one another. When his mother died much of the kindness in his persona died with her, unfortunately. They lost the word love, and the understanding of it, but they never stopped being able to love. Sesshoumaru loves his family, as you do yours. Sesshoumaru, being a dog demon, is very pack orientated, and I believe you are bringing back the kindness in his persona that he lost with his mother. When you meet his family, Kagome, the woman who is the mate of Sesshoumaru's father is actually the second Lady of the West. Several years ago, his father mated her after centuries of mourning his first mate, and he has a young son by her. I just didn't want you to get into trouble by mistaking them, Sesshoumaru won't tell you about his family it is not in his nature. I am sure you have already discovered that dog demons are very affectionate to the ones they care for, and when you become pregnant he will become very over protective, take it all in stride, it is part of who he is, try not to kill him in a hormonal fit or anything." She laughed at that. "Well I think I have revealed enough for one day, just keep doing whatever it is you are doing Kagome, and it will all work out in the end. Oh and Kagome, when I said your eyes were clouded by hate, I stretched the truth there also, you only had a very mild predgious that you were able to reason through every time you came upon a demon. Fare well Kagome, until we meet again." Ericka stood up and walked away from Kagome, her large set of white feathered wings reappeared on her back; she flew towards the sky and disappeared in a flash of light.

"Well that was confusing and enlightening all at the same time." Kagome said with a cute look of confusion on her face, and that is how Sesshoumaru discovered her.

He bent over her face letting his wet hair drip onto her face; this caused her to squeal and jump away from him, while he stood there and laughed.

"Sess...Sesshoumaru!! You...you scared me!!" Kagome yelled, wiping the salt water off her face, and trying to get her heart rate back to a normal rhythm. While also trying to ignore the nearly naked male before her with the seawater creating trails down the broad expanse of his chest, arms, and legs. His silver hair was plastered to his face, causing trails of water to slide down his forehead and cheeks, to drip off his chin and occasionally his nose. His earlier laughter died down to a mere chuckle.

"I apologize, you were sitting there with a positively adorable look of confusion on your face completely unaware of anything around you, I just couldn't help myself." He said with a smirk, which quickly turned cocky when she blushed.

"So wh...wha...**cough cough** what were you doing, you were gone by the time I came back." She managed to change the subject, awkwardly, but she did manage it.

"Oh that I figured I would catch a turtle so you could use the shell to cook with, I would prefer my armor not be reduced to a stew pot." She lowered her head and mumbled and apology, then her head popped up with a bright smile.

"Well if it is any consolation it worked really well to boil the water to clean the sponges, and I polished it after I was done with it." Her smile never faltering.

He kneeled down and gently hooked a finger under her chin forcing her to look in his eyes. "I would have gladly given up my armor to make sure that you would be well fed and taken care of, you do realize this, I will make whatever sacrifice is necessary to ensure your happiness and safety." The seriousness in his eyes caught her off guard for a moment, a look of shock was written clearly on her face, but it was just as quickly replaced by a soft and caring look.

She reached out and gently cupped his left cheek, and gave him a content smile. "I realize that you would have given up your armor for me, but I believe it to be an unfair trade. For other than my happiness, what would you receive from this sacrifice? I realize you are willing to do what it takes to make me happy, but I do not want you to have to give up your belongings, especially ones we will need when we return home, because you assume it will make me happy. We can work together to create solutions to these problems, ones that do not require you to give up your armor or other belongings. That would make me truly happy. Now where is that turtle?" She changed the subject so quickly that he was left speechless for a moment.

"Oh...I left it over there." He said pointing a little ways down the beach to the body of a very large, headless sea turtle.

"Well what are we waiting for let's get it back to the cave and clean it up, you'll probably need the blood for nourishment soon right?" At his slightly wide-eyed expression, she decided to enlighten him. "Oh please I have known about the whole blood thing for years, I caught many demons in the middle of gorging themselves on blood and not flesh many times. I simply put the pieces together."

By this time she was beside the turtle, and it was even bigger than she thought, it was at least five feet long and almost four feet wide. Her eyes were wide as she examined it, she could tell it was a relatively old turtle, what surprised her more than anything were the lack of scars on the turtle. It's shell was unblemished, the scaly skin on its legs was also free of disfigurations. It suddenly dawned on her why it had taken him so long; he was looking for a perfect turtle. She quickly pushed her surprise to the side, it was one of his quirks she guessed. She grabbed the turtles tail and slung it over her shoulder, making sure the bleeding neck didn't touch her clothing and only got onto her lower legs, and started the trek back to the cave. Sesshoumaru followed behind her closely keeping her from injury whenever the legs would spasm.

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Well I believe that is a good place to end it for the moment. My apologies for taking as long as I have to get this chapter out, it was not my intention to make you all wait as long as you have. I say it every time but I will try to get the next chapter out soon. No promises though ok...

This chapter had some pretty dark stuff, it kinda surprised me that I was able to pull that outta my mind. Oh and before you all get mad at me the little girl in the beginning was not Rin,I realized after I wrote it that her appearance did resemble hers but it was not intentional. I like her to much to sentence her to such a fate, I don't even know yet if she'll make an appearance or not yet, but we'll see.

Thank you all for your reviews so far, I know it is hard for you all waiting for me to get with the program and update, but for those of you who have stuck with me I give you my deepest and most sincere thanks (bows low).
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