Blood Stained | By : Maddiesan Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Kagome > Sessh?maru/Kagome Views: 61648 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 6 |
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Blood Stained
Chapter 76: Deeper Bond
"So, there was a new scent in here yesterday," said Kouga as he brought his cup to his lips, hiding his smirk.
He felt Sesshomaru freeze before he slowly turned his head to look at Kouga. He had come downstairs in the hopes of finding a few aspirins for Kagome. Her fever remained steady, with only a slight decline once in a while. He hadn't expected to run into Kouga and he certainly had not planned for him to mention that. It had been expected that he would have smelled it but he never thought he'd bring it up.
Sesshomaru glared at him slightly before re focusing his attention on the empty space in front of him. The hotel employee was still not back with his requested item.
Kouga wouldn't have talked about it if Kagome had been there but since Sesshomaru was alone he could not pass up the opportunity. "Is it what I think?"
"Nothing happened," said Sesshomaru while never peering his way.
"That didn't smell like nothing."
He was not going to tell Kouga that Kagome had a dream. He couldn't imagine how embarrassed she would be if someone else was aware of it. She was already ashamed that he knew.
"This is not something I will discuss with you."
Kouga raised his hands in front of him, acting innocent. "Suit yourself. I was just intrigued. I mean the noises coming out of the room…"
Kouga had been blushing a bit himself. He was used to often picking up on such moments because of his good hearing but he had never expected to hear Kagome moaning. Yes, he did think her and Sesshomaru would end up together and be together that way. Just not now. And especially not in this hotel room.
"Why are you still here?" inquired Sesshomaru with his eyebrows furrowed somewhat. "Kagome retrieved all the shards and made her wish upon the jewel. You no longer need to help her."
"Maybe I'm just sticking around to annoy you?"
"You certainly cannot afford to keep living here."
"Oh, I can."
"I apologize for the wait, Sir."
Both Kouga and Sesshomaru's attention was directed toward the man who had just interrupted their little verbal fight. Sesshomaru nodded quickly, putting more money than necessary down on the counter before grabbing the pills. He dared to glance at Kouga one last time.
"I won't hurt her," he said, knowing that through his mocking earlier, Kouga had been worried.
"You won't," Kouga said before getting up and leaving the room first. The silence that followed allowed Sesshomaru to ponder his words carefully.
Everyone, including himself was afraid of what the beast could do. Yet, despite all the possibilities and opportunities, it hadn't done anything yet. Was it because it was waiting or did it truly have good intentions? Sesshomaru didn't believe it was good intentions... He hoped it was but he knew better than to let his hopes rise.
He turned and made his way back upstairs with a heavy heart.. It was still awkward to be around her, but he didn't let it show. She didn't seem terrified by the experience and the last thing he wanted her to believe was that he thought it was something she had to be ashamed of. Actually the fact that it was his name she had screamed in ecstasy made the whole thing beautiful.
It wasn't long until he reached their room again and he swung the door open. He walked right by the kitchen and headed straight for the bedroom. He didn't think twice as he spotted her, only to find her in an expected yet blush worthy situation. Kagome was sitting on the bed breastfeeding Kiyoshi. He had seen her do it before, perhaps not so close though.
She didn't seem to notice his presence causing him to clear his throat.
Her eyes widened considerably while a red color crept along her cheeks. Instinctively she tilted her body away from him. Once again she had stained her shirt because of the overflow of milk in her breasts. Since Kiyoshi had been hungry she had decided to fix two problems at once. She had been so focused she had completely forgotten that Sesshomaru would be coming back.
"I- hm, I brought your aspirins," he said before he set them down on the table.
"Thank you."
He quickly nodded and turned around to give her privacy. He went to the kitchen and sat down in the nearest chair. If Kagome and he managed to create a proper bond the coming times would be difficult. Their desires would increase, they would want to spend time together and he didn't know just what her level of comfort would be.
From what she had said she wanted to get over her fear; she wanted happiness again. Problem was he didn't know how to help her with that. He could be there for her, he could do whatever she wanted him to do, but she had not shared what she expected of him. He wouldn't take the initiative since he refused to scare her away.
There was only one solution; ask her.
They weren't good on the conversation level. They could talk, but they usually waited way too long before they did. Maybe this time it would be better to discuss everything before hand. His heart was pounding slightly at the thought. He was different from who he used to be, but it was still difficult to share everything naturally.
He was a loner by nature.
His thoughts were interrupted when Kagome walked into the room while gently pulling on the sleeve of her yellow shirt. He could detect a thin layer of sweat going through her neck and it worried him. He knew fevers were a normal thing and she would break through it but he didn't enjoy having her sick. Especially when he was to blame for it.
She joined him at the table, silently sitting down before joining her hands and resting them on the table. Kagome was exhausted even though all she did was sleep but she was fighting to stay awake as long as possible. After their heart to heart the previous day she had hoped something, anything, would have happened.
It was the most terrifying decision she had made in her whole life and somehow she wanted something to occur because of it.
Sesshomaru was the first to break the ice. "We need to talk."
Usually that sentence meant nothing good, but considering their relationship, it had the same meaning as anything else.
He was about to make himself vulnerable in front of her again. "I am not sure of what you expect from me. I wish to help, but –"
"You don't know how," she finished for him. She offered him a small smile before responding. "I don't know either. I just – I thought we could learn together. I mean everything we've learned from the beginning we've had to learn on the spot. I figured this would be no different."
Even when they hated each other they had been forced into situations where they had to come up with answers rapidly. Over time, she assumed they had developed some abilities to do so.
"A bond is important between mates right?"
He nodded. It was more than important; the whole mating relied on it. It was the main reason why theirs was not strong no matter what.
"And we don't have one?"
She was aware that they weren't the closest, but hadn't they grown closer over the past few months? It wasn't what one would qualify as a normal relationship but it was more than a friendship. Actually now that she thought about it there was no word to describe the mess they found themselves in. She could only hope they would call it a relationship one day.
"Not exactly. A bond is usually created prior to the mating or not long after. It took five hundred years for us to begin one."
For her it had been nothing more than a few weeks and months since she had jumped through the well. For him it had been centuries of feeling the bond deteriorate. It could not simply be fixed after a few times of trying. Especially not when all three of them were so divided.
"Oh that's right." Kagome had forgotten about the centuries that had separated them. "Is there anything we can do to make it go… faster?" She didn't want to rush anything, but she didn't want to spend the next hundred years trying to fix it.
"We have a basic bond created. We would need to form a deeper one."
"How do we do that?"
It was then that Sesshomaru went completely silent. His reaction left her puzzled, causing her to raise an eyebrow. Did he not know how? After all, it would be normal for him to not know everything about mating; she was the only mate he ever had.
"It is it too difficult?"
She wanted an answer and he didn't want to give her one. If he did, it would bring forward a complex topic. Yet, he couldn't keep it from her and he could not stay silent forever, especially not since she seemed to be demanding an answer.
"We never had a deeper bond because we never connected in one of the aspects."
"Which one?" Kagome wasn't sure why, but her heart was pounding while she awaited his answer.
"Physically."
They had been physical recently though not as much as in the past but – oh, oh! "You mean…"
Instead of replying with words, he nodded.
Then he had been right; they had never connected that way. All the times the beast had taken her it had been against her will and that must have prevented them from bonding further. The problem was that, that meant they were supposed to – if she wanted to – oh God. The reason why he didn't want to tell her made much more sense now.
"And that's the only way?"
"I believe so. It would make it faster."
"And it has to be all the way."
"Our auras they… well… they are supposed to mix during the process."
Her blue eyes were opened wide and she began chewing on her bottom lip. This was an inevitable step in this wasn't it? She had always known that one day she would be doing this again. Of course, until a few months ago she had never thought the other person would be Sesshomaru. She was also aware that he wouldn't do anything she didn't want and that he would treat her right.
Still, she was afraid.
What if they came to that moment and he was about to… and she… couldn't? What if she cried? He wouldn't judge her but she would feel embarrassed. Since her first time hadn't quite been right this would be it. She felt the same nervousness she would have if that hadn't happened. Except, she carried scars and wounds around with her.
And then, there was that terrifying thought; she had never done anything with Sesshomaru.
It had been his body but it hadn't been his mind. It also hadn't been him wanting her. What if he didn't like it? Oh dear God. Of all the things she could be worrying about this was what crossed her mind?
She needed to get out of her thoughts.
"How … I mean … this… what do you think?" This was not the question she had meant to ask, but it was the only one she could coherently form.
What did he think? He wasn't sure if she was referring in general, or to what he had just said. He of course was more ready than her because he hadn't been put through what she had been. He felt like each answer would be the wrong one. If he told her they should do it, he felt he would hurt her, if he said no… then he would hurt her as well.
"I believe we should simply follow the right pace."
It didn't give her much information, but it was a vague enough answer that he was pleased.
"Would you – I mean would you be ready to do that?" She felt like smacking herself; she was not ten years old, she could speak the words. Yet she couldn't.
She pressed her lips tightly together, waiting for his answer. Of course it would be yes, but she had to ask nonetheless.
Apparently he had to answer. "I would. When you are."
A question had been troubling her and perhaps he was not the one who could provide her with a response but she had to ask. "How do I know if I'm ready?"
She would probably always experience fear, but then again so would a virgin ready to do it for the first time. How was she supposed to distinguish both fears? Was the one she experienced at the moment mingled with excitement or terror? It should be obvious to tell, but she couldn't. It felt as if her thoughts were influencing her too much.
Sesshomaru had never really experienced fear. The only time was when he had almost lost her and it had broken him inside. However, he wasn't sure he'd able to explain to her how to tell. There was one obvious way, but he didn't want to go that far. Not now and especially not while she was this confused and seeking advice from him.
"The best advice would be to try, but I would not recommend it."
"Why not?" she asked..
"Because you are too confused for that step."
She closed her eyes tightly as a response formed in her mind. She inhaled deeply almost as though she was seeking the courage to say it. "There are other things then that to do."
They didn't have to go all the way for her to know if she was really comfortable with it. Yes they had experimented before but they had also known it wasn't leading to going all the way. It had also been Sesshomaru alone. Now she wanted to know if she was ready to throw herself into this while being with the whole him.
She felt her hands shake while she waited for him to respond; the suspense was killing her.
She wanted them to fool around? It felt like such a weird term to use. Before they had just gone along with the situation as it came. This was planned; this was her wanting to see how she felt about being intimate with him. No he didn't think it meant that if it went well they would do it. But he did think it would help them take not only a step in the right direction, but also a step towards her dream.
He found himself at a loss for words so he nodded even though it was not quite an appropriate answer.
One question popped in both their minds: were they supposed to do this now?
Her bottom lip was trembling and she clenched her hands into fist. She had come to him and told him she wanted happiness again. Now she had told him she wanted to try and deepen their bonds since it was the first step to both their recoveries. Since she was the one who brought all of this forward, then perhaps she should be the one to start it.
Ignoring the heat spreading through her body because of her fever, she rose to her feet. She slowly walked toward him while Sesshomaru followed her every movement with his eyes. She was taking deep breaths the whole time until she came to a halt in front of him. He glanced up at her with a touch of confusion in his features.
She wanted this. Now?
Alright. Now. Now was good.
He remained sitting down while she kept standing in front of him. Kagome wasn't sure if she should bend down or wait for him to get up. By now he had to know what she was trying to do and since he had yet to move it meant that… he was waiting for her to make the first move?
Well, he had often taken the lead, so she could do it too.
Kagome proceeded to bend down, unaware that at the same moment Sesshomaru had made the decision to get up. Both their actions caused them to smack their foreheads together. Sesshomaru felt no pain, but he did immediately sit back down, trying to avoid bringing her more suffering. Kagome meanwhile, rubbed her sore forehead, wincing in pain.
Well this had not gone as planned.
Once Kagome had backed up and he had more space, Sesshomaru got up and rushed toward her. He put his hands on her shoulders and brought her closer. "I am so sorry."
"It's okay," she quickly replied, pulling her hand away from her forehead. It was also her fault. She had been so nervous and didn't want to wait.
She took a deep breath and looked up at him now that he was standing and was obviously much taller than her. Her heart began to flutter in her chest once more and she knew it was time to try this for a second time. She closed her eyes and tilted her head back gently while she waited for him to proceed.
Sesshomaru's hands were shaky against her which he found strange. He had kissed her before; he had even done more than that. Yet now that she was asking and trying to figure out some answers from it, it was as if he could not longer do it. His uncontrollable raging hormones didn't help either. He felt like he had never been with a woman before.
He managed to control himself as he bent down to capture her lips with his own. He could feel the heat coming from her spreading through him, but he ignored it. He squeezed her shoulders slightly as he deepened their kiss. Kagome wrapped her arms around his neck, trying to support herself since she felt a little weak.
Sesshomaru graciously moved his lips against her, his tongue poking for access. It could qualify as bold but since she wanted this he figured she wished for more than a normal kiss. It only took a few seconds for her to open her mouth, giving him full access. She quickly felt his warm tongue invade her mouth and she responded to the attack.
She gripped his hair and began panting while their tongues intertwined. A shiver went down her spine, probably caused by their actions and the heat. Sesshomaru moved his hands to her lower back, bringing her body even closer to his. He could feel the sweat against her damp shirt, but he didn't care. He wanted to feel her flesh against his fingers, but didn't dare take it up a notch yet.
Kagome was more nervous than before because she felt this meant more. The fear was still roaming in her chest, but she moved forward anyway. She decided at that moment to try something. She was not good with intimacy and had very little experience. It was terrifying to think she might do something he didn't enjoy, but she decided to go along with it nonetheless.
She began biting down on his bottom lip. At first gently, but she then realized he probably could not really feel it. She decided to take a chance and bit down harder. She waited for him to pull away or stop their kiss but instead he growled. Not in anger no, a growl of lust which sent jolts throughout her body.
Unable to resist the urge, Sesshomaru copied her action by biting on her lip, his fangs drawing out a little bit of blood. The taste of her blood invaded his mouth and he pushed his tongue deeper in. He grabbed a fistful of hair and his claws gently grazed against her scalp. The newly discovered feeling caused her to arch her back and her lips nearly escaped his.
It was then that Sesshomaru pulled away, his breathing barely phased. She was not in the same situation. All of her weight was resting on him while she panted and attempted to catch her breath. She knew part of the reason why she was out of breath was her sickness, but he had caused some of it. Her entire body was throbbing and burning up.
As he noticed a sweat drop drip down from her forehead to her shoulder he couldn't help but press a hand against her forehead. "Perhaps we should stop this," he said concerned.
She shook her head. "I'm fine."
Kagome felt a little weak, but she truly was fine. Most of this had because she had been so nervous. She still was, but she felt more comfortable. This was the same as it had been before, when his beast hadn't been present. It had been Sesshomaru the whole time and it had felt the same. The beast had not changed anything, he had not interfered with the feelings Sesshomaru created inside of her.
He frowned a bit but decided to compromise; he wanted her to sit down. Problem was the chair would be too short and he would have to bend too much. He softly wrapped his arms around her waist, watching her observe him with wide opened eyes, before sitting her down on the kitchen table. At least this way she would be at the right level while not exhausting herself too much.
Sesshomaru didn't mind supporting her, but he knew she would not put all her weight on him since she would feel like it would burden him.
"There," he said in a husky voice.
She nodded, speechless, while looking his amber eyes. She gently brought a hand to his face and cupped his cheek with her tiny palm. She smiled at him, almost trying to reassure him and herself at the same time. Her action caused him to put his hands on each side of her on the table, slowly closing in the distance between them.
Instead of attacking her lips again, this time he went for her neck. He began laying soft kisses before the skin became too tempting and he nibbled at it. His fangs were grazing against her flesh and she realized it was quite an addictive feeling. She couldn't help but tilt her head backwards wanting to give him a better access.
An unusual feeling was growing inside of him and he groaned against her. He wanted all of her, he wanted to taste every inch of her skin and kiss her flesh. Without thinking he pressed his body against her causing her thigh to be poked by his erection. Unlike when this had last happened, she didn't flinch or move. Instead she moved her legs so that they were around him.
Her movement caused his manhood to touch her clothed core. It was the closest amount of contact that they had, had in a long time but Kagome simply closed her eyes tighter and allowed him to keep roaming his mouth over her skin. Her heart was pounding harder than before and it was making her completely dizzy She could feel herself sweating, her body temperature rising but she kept going.
This was Sesshomaru, the same Sesshomaru she had been with for months. This moment was not different from any other moment they had together.
At that moment, Sesshomaru tugged on her shirt to reveal a part of her breasts and bra. He ran his tongue over them, tasting her salty skin. She arched her back as if her body was begging for more. It was then that he pulled away, hoping to be granted permission.
Kagome opened her eyes, straightened her body and looked into his eyes. He was asking, but not with words. She slowly nodded and he grabbed the hem of her shirt. This was nothing; they had gone further before. And this was still him, which made it the same as before.
She felt him remove her shirt which unfortunately had become glued to her skin because of her illness. Once it was off she felt lighter and colder; it was a good feeling.
His hands rested on her bare stomach, causing her to be a bit self-conscious, before he pressed his lips near her belly button. He tasted her flesh, somewhat biting it, but not hard enough to make her bleed. He knew how she felt about this particular area of her body and he didn't want her to be concerned with it. He glanced up into her gleaming eyes unable to tear himself away.
"You're beautiful," he whispered.
His words caused her to blush and she looked away. It felt worse that he knew just how self-conscious she felt. She had never really worried about it but – her body had changed there was no denying it. It did however help to hear those words; it made her heart swell. This felt very emotional for her and she couldn't prevent the tears from flooding her eyes. They were tears of happiness though not of sadness. She might be scared but she felt happy.
She pinched her lips together when she felt his fingers search for the hook of her bra. It only required a few tries to undo it before her bra was slowly gliding forward. He helped her arms out of it before tossing it on the floor. He rushed to cup her breasts with his hands, gently fondling them. Sesshomaru was aware they were quite sensitive and he intended on taking advantage of that to make her feel better. When he bent down to capture one of her nipples in his mouth, her toes curled.
As soon as he began to suck the overflow of milk emptied into his mouth and a loud moan escaped Kagome.
With his fangs grazing her breasts, his sucking and his tongue lapping around this was definitely not the feeling she had expected to get from this. Her panting increased, her noises were louder and she began twisting her body around almost as if it was felt so great it was unbearable.
She wanted to tell him to stop while she wanted him to keep going at the same time. Without thinking she began thrusting her hips gently, causing his erection to rub against her core. The feelings he was bringing her distracted her from it, but he was completely aware of what she was doing. He felt his blood freeze for a second, the sweet unthinkable feeling teasing him.
Before he knew it, he began thrusting back against her ever so slightly. He was aware that it only made the torture worse but he wanted to feel more. She was so fragile, breakable and breathtaking it was hard to contain himself. The way she moaned, the way she rubbed herself against him; it was more than he had expected from this.
He moved both of his hands to hold her hips tightly, but not enough to make her stop her movements. He began pushing himself against her harder, his cock begging for release. It had been so long. Too long. And the last time it had happened it had not been because of such actions.
She gasped loudly when she felt his penis twitch against her and she bit her bottom lip hard to contain herself.
"Oh Sesshomaru. Please, take me."
His eyes flashed open at her words and he pulled his mouth away from her breast. Her voice had seemed unreal and he couldn't help but glance up at her. It didn't seem as if she had spoken but… he had heard her.
"Did you say something?" he asked while panting a bit.
She shook her head since she was unable to find her voice at the moment.
Since his mind was obviously playing tricks on him, he resumed his attack on her chest. He did however move one of his hands down to rest on the hem of her jeans with only his fingertips daring to venture inside. He felt her body quiver and he inserted his fingers inside her pants even more. His own excitement was building causing his thrusts to increase..
He never thought he'd be one to dry hump so much.
"Please Sesshomaru, now."
Once again he was taken back by her words. He was fairly certain again that she had not spoken. He wasn't going to ask her again or she would wonder if something was wrong with him. Instead he shook his head, dismissing the voice. At that moment he felt her put her tiny hands on his shoulders, trying to glide them down.
"Now. Take me now."
He ignored the voice. He hadn't heard it. Instead, he rapidly snapped open the buttons of his shirt before taking it off.
Sesshomaru stood up fully to give her better access before kissing her forcefully, knowing he could ignore the voice better that way. She immediately gave him access and her mouth opened while her hand slid down his powerful chest. He missed the feeling of her core rubbing against him but quickly found out that the way her fingertips were roaming against his skin felt just as good.
He almost stopped breathing when he felt her fingers reach his belt. He couldn't help but pull away in that moment.
Confused she burrowed her eyebrows together. "Is- ev-everything okay?" she inquired breathlessly
He nodded. "I simply –"
"OH! Sesshomaru."
"I think we've –"
"Take me; I need you inside of me."
"We've probably done enough for today. I wouldn't want to rush things."
That and apparently a part of him wished to mess this whole thing up. At first he had refused to believe so but it had now become obvious that his beast was playing with his mind. It was just like it had done before where he had imagined his Kagome being taken by Kouga. Perhaps his beast wanted to prove that even Sesshomaru could lose control.
But he wouldn't.
Not only did he know when to stop but he could also control himself. However, he was aware that his beast would make this very dangerous for him and the safest path to take was to stop this just in case it slipped out of control. It was already rather surprising that his beast had not decided to ruin the whole thing by taking control.
Kagome was still puzzled but she nodded. She pressed her face against his bare chest while still attempting to catch her breath. She had never been so caught up in the moment before; this hadn't been like any other moment they shared. It was as if her whole brain had ceased to function and she had only been able to feel.
She knew there was more to this than her losing herself in the moment. It had been so addictive, almost like a trance. She had not only felt her own feelings, but it was as though she had been able to sense what he felt as well.
Kagome remained in that position for a little longer until she could breathe properly before pulling away. It was then that she gazed at Sesshomaru only to gasp in surprise.
Her reaction seemed to leave him perplexed and he glanced around concerned. When he found nothing surrounding them, he laid eyes on her again and waited for an explanation.
She chuckled lightly "I mean to take a deep breath." It sounded believable right?
The truth was that there was a gleam of red in his eyes that she had not expected. She could swear it hadn't been there before. But why would it only come out now? And why was it so faint? It was clear Sesshomaru was still the one in control but it didn't explain anything. She didn't want him to know because she didn't want him to think she was scared.
She wasn't scared, doubtful, but not scared.
She was with the real Sesshomaru; the one she knew and had learned to care for, there was no other. The beast was simply a part of him that had rebelled, and ruined her life, but Sesshomaru would eventually return to being one piece. She brought a hand to her chest, feeling the pounding of her heart against her fingers.
At that instant, Sesshomaru bent down and pressed a kiss on top of her head. "I love you."
He had not said it often, more times than her since she had never said it, but he felt like the moment was right. All these steps were scary for her and he cherished every moment with her no matter how difficult it was to eventually end them. She trusted him to know when it was enough and he wouldn't fail her.
He gently brushed her hair with his fingers as she glanced up into his eyes. The red was still present and she tried to avoid focusing on it. He loved her, he truly did. Those were not lies or the illusions of a demented beast. They were true words. He knew her, he had learned to be with her and she knew he meant it. She was dying to reply, to say the same but she only wanted to when she was sure.
She already felt like she was playing with him by leaving uncertainty. It would be unfair to reinforce his feelings for her if nothing was a sure thing.
Although by now it had become obvious. Ever since he had entered her life many months ago he had forged himself a permanent place in it. No matter the pain and the fear, how could she be without him?
"Did you feel it?"
His question brought her out of her mind and she tilted her head to the side. "Feel what?"
He hoped he hadn't been the only one. Each time they had been together before he had sensed her fear and hesitation. This time it was as if she had been completely free.
"The feeling of freedom."
"Yes."
How did he know?
He chuckled softly and brought her closer. "Before you could not bond with me because I was not whole." All those times they had been kissing and touching… her aura had not been able to mix with his since it had been missing; locked away deep within him.
She inhaled deeply. "This is what a bond feels like?"
"It feels better. This is what a basic bond feels like."
He had never experienced it before. And even though his beast trying to ruin it had interrupted it, it had been like nothing he had felt before.
He could almost understand how one could lose control – with a willing partner, of course.
That feeling of happiness Kagome had been hunting for since the day her life had been shattered… it could be found with the mating bond? She thought it had been wrong for her to enjoy all of this with barely any worries. In the end it turned out her worries were being eased away by his love for her. The thought alone brought tears to her eyes.
It also made Kagome decide on a very important matter. She didn't know how it would happen, but her mind was set.
She pushed herself off the table, breaking their embrace. Since her short height made her only reach his chest, she rose to her tippy toes to be able to glance into his eyes. For a moment she had been happy. For a moment the darkness within her had completely disappeared. She wanted to chase that feeling away forever.
"Sesshomaru?" she asked in an attempt to gain his complete attention.. Her heart was pounding and she was terrified while being drowned in the aftermath of happiness from their actions. This was the right decision. This was what they had to do… wasn't it? Yes. It was.
"I want our bond to be strong."
-B-
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