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JUST ADDED CHAPTER 75-78! Dont miss a chapter!
I dedicate this chapter to Cantaloupes. Its an awesome fruit. Just sayin'. ;)
Thank you Daniella for beta-reading!
Blood Stained
Chapter 77: Coming Undone
The sun had barely risen in the horizon and his fingers were silently tapping against the wooden table while he was surrounded by darkness. His heart was pounding in his chest faster than it should and his brain refused to shut down. He could not find sleep no matter how hard he sought it. There was one sentence that replayed in his mind over and over again;I want our bond to be strong.
He shared her view on the matter; he wanted to be closer to her. However now that it was all out in the open he was unsure of how to proceed. Kagome was stronger than before but her heart was still fragile. She was looking for happiness and believed this would provide it for her. What if in the end, he only added more pain? It was ridiculous that after all this time he was hesitating… but he could not help it.
There was also the matter of the voice. It had sounded exactly liker hers, but of course it had been nothing more than a trick from his beast. He understood that his beast was experiencing high level of frustration, but he couldn't let it screw up all of the progress he and Kagome made. This was the most crucial step for them and if they were to do this, or anything close to this, they couldn't afford to have any mistakes
On top of that he knew that even if she wouldn't want it that way and even if she didn't think about it, all of the responsibility weighed on his shoulders. He had to be careful, he had to know when to stop and he had to put her first. Any slip up and they might return to their awkward beginning and it was the last thing he wanted.
Though the first step at the moment would be to not be so damn nervous.
After she had spoken those words to him he had truly thought that it would happen right then, but she had laid her head on his chest with her eyes closed and he had relaxed. She had simply expressed her desire to have things move into that direction, she hadn't meant for it to happen right this second. Still, it had gotten his heartbeat up.
Sesshomaru was deep in his thoughts when suddenly he heard the door handle being turned, forcing him to tilt his head to the side. He eyed the door and wondered who could possibly be bothering them at this time when suddenly, he smelled it. Kouga. He resisted the urge to roll his eyes before refocusing his attention on the wall in front of him.
What did he want so early?
He didn't bother to look when Kouga walked in and closed the door quietly behind him so not to wake up Kagome or Kiyoshi. The only reason he had come over was because Sesshomaru's restless aura was driving him insane. Obviously he had some issues that needed to be worked out and Kouga knew Sesshomaru would be unable to do it on his own.
He took a seat at the table in front of him and Sesshoumaru was left with no choice but to gaze in his direction.
"So, what's the problem?" he inquired casually.
"There is no problem," said Sesshomaru as he resumed tapping his fingers against the table.
Kouga smirked before chuckling. "Sure, you're just sitting here before sunrise because your mind is so at ease that you don't need rest."
"Demons don't require rest every night."
"No but for her sake you do it."
Sesshomaru's eyes shifted left then right before they settled on Kouga once more. Why was it that every time something occurred between him and Kagome, he usually ended up discussing it with the Wolf? He truly needed more people in his entourage. Then again it had been proven to him over and over again that he could not trust many people.
He held back a sigh while admitting reality; he was the only one he could talk to.
"Kagome – she –"How was he supposed to explain this?
"She's ready?" provided Kouga.
Sesshomaru nodded.
It was something Kouga could have told both of them a long time ago. Despite the fact that Kagome had been hurt and damaged, he knew that what had been holding her back for a while was the fear of being hurt again and being put through more suffering. She cared for Sesshomaru, anyone could tell that and it was obvious that he cared for her too. Now the actual question was would either of them have the guts to go through with it?
"And it's keeping you up because?"
Where should he even begin? The part where he was afraid he'd hurt Kagome? Afraid he'd push her or damage her once more? Maybe he should just begin with his beast…
"I believe my beast is trying to make me lose control."
"So?" asked Kouga casually.
Sesshomaru raised an eyebrow in disbelief; how did Kouga not see how this might be a problem?
Kouga sighed heavily before dropping his arms to his side. Apparently he was going to have to spell it out for doggie over there. "What if he tries to make you lose control? Do you want to hurt Kagome? Are you going to?"
"No."
"Then why do you worry about it? Do you wanna know what I think? I don't think your beast has that much power. I think you give it most of it. I mean, you wouldn't hurt her. I don't care what you say. I know you wouldn't hurt her. Yet you're scared your beast will make you hurt her. You didn't say he would take over, you said you would be the one to hurt her."
Sesshomaru opened his mouth to talk, but Kouga stopped him.
"Even if he tried anything on you, the only way 'you' would hurt her was if he took over. And then, it wouldn't be you. Stop giving it so much power. Don't start out with the idea that it's stronger than you. You're a dog, why isn't your alpha instinct kicking in? Why are you being so weak?"
At Kouga's insults, Sesshomaru felt his pride swell, demanding that he beat the living hell out of him, but instead he just clenched his hand into a fist. Kagome was sleeping, his son was sleeping and it was not an appropriate reaction. He was also aware that Kouga was trying to get a reaction out of him. It was working, but it also made him think.
One thing was for certain; he shouldn't be afraid to hurt her. In the past he hadn't even cared for her and he had refused enough that he hadn't even been the one in control when things happened. But, this wasn't what he wanted. He didn't want to just not be the one who hurt her. He didn't want her to suffer at all, in anyway and by anyone's hand.
This was her recovery and it had to go smoothly.
"I cannot let him hurt her."
"Then don't."
"I couldn't stop him then, why would I be able to now?"
"He won't hurt her."
"How do you know such thing?"
"Because there have to be some positive sides to her being the one who wished it back. He owes her doesn't he? Maybe the jewel just won't let it happen."
Sesshomaru sighed. "The jewel is gone."
Kouga shrugged. "Does that mean whatever wish or curse it put on your beast is gone? I mean, if it was a pure wish, then I don't think your beast could hurt her. If it wasn't-"
Then he didn't know. But if her wish hadn't been pure something really bad would have happened before now. Knowing both their luck, there was no way things would have gone smoothly for as long as they had. If his beast intended on hurting Kagome it would have done it a long time ago.
"He doesn't want to make her suffer. At least not that way. I was there in the alley, he understands. He might want to make you hurt her, but he wouldn't do that, not again. It made him suffer too."
Sesshomaru didn't believe in his beast's redemption as much as Kouga did but he had a point. It was true that his beast seemed to have understood the situations it had put Kagome through and it was sorry in its own way. Surely now that it knew it wasn't acceptable in this world, it wouldn't try to do it again…
"You need to stop worrying so much. Do you think it helps her?"
"She needs to –"
"She knows the risks. It happened to her and she knows every single possibility. I'm sure she's scared and if you're scared too then it'll only force her to be more terrified."
Sesshomaru sighed heavily knowing Kouga was right. Still, that did very little to ease his worries away. He had no choice but to dive in head first like she was, yet it wasn't exactly one of his traits. He didn't like not knowing and he especially didn't enjoy the fact that there was the possibility he could harm her. Though he could not ignore that there was a chance he might make her happy…
"So," said Kouga in an attempt to lighten up the topic of conversation. The more he allowed Sesshomaru to brew over his bad thoughts, the worse this would become. The key was to distract him from himself. "You know what I heard before?"
Sesshomaru's eyes shifted as they narrowed. He remained silent, knowing that even if he didn't reply, Kouga would provide him with the answer.
"They say breast milk tastes like cantaloupe. What do you think?
Sesshomaru's amber eyes widened at the unexpected question and he nearly choked on his own saliva. He blinked once, then twice before glaring at the Wolf sitting across from him. Cantaloupe – he – well – he had tasted her- but – well – he…
"I have not tasted that fruit."
Kouga smirked. "But you've tasted Kagome's-"
As if on cue, the loud scream of a baby echoed from the room next door. Kouga couldn't help but cough. "I swear you train that kid to be against me," he said before standing up.
Kagome was about to be up and he knew how she could be in the morning. It was much better to just go back to his own room. However, Kouga refused to leave without saying one last thing to Sesshomaru. "Remember what he said, "He highly suggested as he walked backwards in direction of the door. "You've got the power. Not it."
Sesshomaru watched Kouga leave before turning around and heading for his son. Maybe if he stopped his cries in time, Kagome would remain asleep. It wasn't like he wanted to keep her asleep. No, he simply wanted her to obtain all the rest she required. Also, she was always the one taking care of their son, yet Kiyoshi was just as much his responsibility as he was hers.
He reached out for his son slowly and brought him close to his chest. The instant Kiyoshi's face touched him, the crying stopped. Sesshomaru gently pat his son's back and wondered what he should do next. Kagome always seemed to know what he needed or what he was craving for. Sesshomaru on the other hand didn't have the first clue what to do.
Sesshomaru kept that position a little longer before pulling his son away from him while still holding him tightly. He glanced into his amber eyes, almost as if he was hoping for an answer. Suddenly, instead of a response, Kiyoshi began to glow. In spite of that being a regular occurrence, he was not glowing the same way he usually did. Instead of his whole body being wrapped in a colorful aura, only his upper body was emitting a bright purple light.
He frowned, turning Kiyoshi's body a bit. Why- was he supposed to do that? No, he had never seen him do that before? Sesshomaru expected his son to be afraid, but he was simply looking at him with the same expression he always did. Obviously whatever was happening was not unnatural but… why hadn't it occurred before now?
Despite his best intentions, he became concerned. He had experience with youkai powers but he had none with holy powers. He had a feeling this was what it was. Perhaps what was giving it away was the prickle against the skin of his hands. His heartbeat picked up and he moved his son away from his face while trying to sense something – anything.
Then, out of the blue, he felt a hand on his shoulder and he almost jumped.
Before he could go into attack mode, he recognized Kagome's aura and his whole body calmed down. Without showing even a hint of emotion, he turned his head to glance at her. Her blue eyes were shining but her features were distressed.
"Is he okay?" she questioned.
Not finding the words, Sesshomaru nodded. He peeked back at his son only to see that the glow was now gone. It was – It had just disappeared. Kiyoshi's arms were stretched while he attempted to grab his father's nose. He was smiling as if nothing had happened.
"Are you okay?" she asked when he remained frozen like a statue.
It took a few seconds but he nodded again. "Yes," he finally said while Kagome took Kiyoshi from his hold.
She smiled briefly at him and he returned the gesture. His strange reaction was giving her an unsettling feeling in the pit of her stomach. Had something happened and he was keeping it from her or was he simply acting weird because of what she had said the previous night? He hadn't seemed perturbed last night so why was he now?
Kagome shook her head softly before heading in direction of the kitchen with Kiyoshi in her arms. She was simply being paranoid and nervous.
He ran his fingers through his hair still feeling confused. Why had this glow knocked him out of himself so badly? It had just been his aura… how could it have mesmerized him? Perhaps he had been wrong; maybe he did require some sleep. Unfortunately it was now too late for that.
Sesshomaru would just have to find a way to keep his stress under control. This wasn't a new situation; he should know how to handle it. Never before had Lord Sesshomaru allowed a situation to make him nervous.
No more mistakes would be made. Not by him, not by his beast.
-B-
"I don't think you're okay."
Sesshomaru, who had been reading a book while lying on the bed, lifted his head to glance at Kagome. Her bangs covered her eyes; her hair was tucked behind her hair while her arms were crossed in front of her chest. Something seemed to have been on his mind all day and no matter what he had told her earlier, she didn't believe him. If he had a problem with her confession she wanted him to tell her now.
Though she couldn't even begin to understand why it would bother him. Hadn't he – wouldn't he… She had strongly believed that they wanted the same thing. Had something changed?
He slowly put his book down. No, he hadn't been trying to avoid her. Yes, his mind had been running wild with thoughts for the last three hours. It had always seemed easier to simply go with the flow when everything was unplanned, when it was all uncertain. Now, it was planned, it was all thought up and they knew very well where this might all head.
It should make him calmer but it only transformed him into a nerve-wreck, something he had never been before.
"I am fine."
"Don't lie to me. If we – If we're going to do this. If we take this step, I don't want us to lie to each other."
Her words caused his heart to ache for a brief moment. He didn't mean to lie to her; he simply didn't wish to bring her more pain with his own concerns. Sesshomaru sighed silently before sliding over to give her room to join him on the bed. Kagome's eyes widened a bit, but she sat down beside him. They never did this; they never had a clear conversation.
Feelings had always brought forward every single talk they had. Now for the first time they were talking before acting upon the feelings. She was paralyzed with fear but she was also thrilled each time she could remember that feeling of happiness. Yes, she would always carry with her the events that happened and she would not forget them. However, the more time she spent tasting happiness, the more she wanted to move past that point.
Unfortunately for her the only way to do it was to do the thing that terrified her most. She and Sesshomaru had taken a few steps towards physical closeness but this would be a completely new step. It would also be the most difficult. She could not have done this with only half of Sesshomaru even though doing it with him whole scared her.
But, he needed her to be whole, permanently whole and she needed him to close the wound in her heart.
The only problem she had at the moment was she wasn't supposed to be the strong one. Maybe it was a selfish thought, but considering their history, she had expected him to be her rock. She couldn't deny that it pleased her to know he was just as terrified as she was though. Someone filled with confidence was perhaps great for a real first time but considering the way she was damaged, she wanted someone who was nervous, someone who cared.
"I am afraid I will hurt you."
They were not staring at each other; instead both of them were looking straight ahead at the wall.
"Were you afraid before?"
"Before I did not think it would go that far."
She took a deep breath before speaking the truth. "You will not hurt me."
"I don't want any harm to come to you."
There were many things she did not know about his beast and many she was fairly certain about. Although a few of those had changed during the past days. She had this feeling he wanted to hurt her but not the way he had before. No, the pain wouldn't come in a physical manner. She didn't even know why she knew. She didn't trust it; she believed he spoke mostly lies yet in all those times he hadn't come out once.
There had to be a reason for that beside the fact that he was hurt.
She could recall very clearly everything he had said to her that night; she had not forgotten one word of it. She didn't know how much she believed, how much she wanted to be true, but his words still echoed in her mind. There was something different about his beast there was no denying it even if she wanted to sometimes.
The only question was; was he different enough?
She didn't believe he was.
She knew it was selfish of her but she couldn't help her own feelings. However, she didn't let that put a stop to what she was trying to do. Before the return of his beast, a return she had wished for, they had been heading in a direction that had made her happy. Now the only difference was the person who had twisted her fate around was back inside of Sesshomaru.
It was not Sesshomaru. It was just a part of him. A part of him that eventually would no longer emerge or be in control. Once they could heal themselves and their broken bond then they could both be whole. Nothing came without work. The more of her fear she could vanquish, the happier she would be in the end. It seemed difficult now, but she knew in the end it would all be worth it.
It was what she kept repeating to herself.
"You won't. It won't." If she believed her words strongly enough, he would too right?
He couldn't help the surprise that over took him when she said those words. She didn't think it would hurt her? She should be the one thinking that. Not him! Perhaps Kouga had been right; he had been the one over thinking this.
"You would not be scared?"
"I'll be terrified. I am terrified. But I've been scared for so long. I don't want that anymore."
Her chest was heaving but she finally turned her head to look at him. Her eyes were filled with tears but none of them slid down her red cheeks. She had promised herself she wouldn't feel this alone again. She had taken them to the point of no return last night and no matter what she would stick to that.
Her mouth was dry and her throat was burning when his eyes met hers. Gently he bent forward and stretched his hand to cup her cheek. Their lips met and her heart skipped a beat. No, it was not their first kiss but she felt this was the first kiss of an important moment. Now. Right now. They had gone from him uncertain to this… so quickly.
Wait. No, this wasn't quick. It was at their pace and it was right.
She lifted a hand and took hold of his dark blue shirt tightly. All of her senses were on high alert causing Sesshomaru to able to hear her heartbeat echoing in his mind. He could feel her blood rush through her veins and the heat of her skin radiating through. He moved his other hand to cup the other side of her face, bringing her even closer.
He was waiting for the fake voice to fill his mind, but nothing came.
Sesshomaru was not displeased but surprised. A part of him wished that his beast would begin whatever it had in mind instead of making him wait for it.
He mentally grounded himself and re-focused his attention on the current situation. One of his hands glided down her shoulder while a finger pressed against her neck. He could feel her soft skin and her pulse all at once. She pressed her chest against his causing her breasts to perk up even further. Although he enjoyed the taste of her moist lips, he pulled himself away.
Sesshomaru went straight for her neck, his lips gliding across her flesh, causing her to tilt her head back. The familiar feeling of his lips on her skin made her body shiver and she closed her eyes at the feeling. They had done this before and so much more so there was nothing to be nervous about. Actually, she didn't really feel nervous; perhaps it was just the thrill?
Yes the thrill.
His hand found its way down lower and she expected him to stop at her breasts but he didn't. Instead, Sesshomaru continued until he reached the hem of her shirt. The moment she felt him pull it up, she raised her arms up to make his task easier. The cool air danced across her heated flesh and she had to admit that the feeling alone was nice.
Sesshomaru moved his hand to her back and though he knew she expected him to, he didn't remove her bra. He didn't want to fly through this just because they had been through this before.. If this was going to be her first time, her real first time, he would make sure he did everything he could to put her at ease and make it as memorable for her as possible.
He wanted to take away the old memory from her mind and replace it with a new, more pleasurable one.
His fingertips tickled her back and he was being mindful of his claws. Her lips were pressed against his collarbone and he could feel her warm breath tickling against his skin. He felt her shudder in pleasure and he fought the smirk that was attempting to form on his lips. She wasn't doing anything he yet he found it to be extremely teasing.. Her flesh was sticky, but it only added to the atmosphere. He thought he was the one leading the situation when suddenly she proved him wrong.
Sesshomaru felt her tiny fingers fighting with the buttons of his shirt, and that caused him to stop the movements of his hand. He glanced down and watched her intensively while she undid one button at a time. It seemed to take forever but it finally happened; she undid the last one.
Shyly, she grabbed his collar and pulled his shirt down. He wrestled his arms out of it, leaving it half hanging on the bed and half on the floor. She ignored the fact that his body was much more in shape than hers. She pressed her palms against his shoulders before letting her hands go all the way down to his wrist. Though his body was pleasing, touching him was not always the easiest thing.
The way she was doing it now was fine but… it was then that she stopped what she was doing frowning.
She did wish for their bond to be stronger and she did want happiness. However, it did not mean they had to skip all the steps at once. Instead, they could take them one at a time. Kagome was fine with touching Sesshomaru, but there were things his beast had forced her to do that still scared her a bit. Perhaps she should be focusing on those.
If she could take all the bits of fear away one at a time, it would be much easier to take the final big step.
Sesshomaru had always said he'd go at her speed. And though she had said she wanted their bond to be stronger, she hadn't specifically said they had to do this right now. It had been somewhat implied and it had crossed her own mind but now that she was faced with the decision, she decided this made her feel safer. Why should they rush this because she wanted happiness, because he wanted to be whole?
Perhaps it would be better to discover each other's bodies properly and comfortably.
Now the only problem she had was that she didn't know how to explain this to Sesshomaru. As a matter of fact she was unsure she could even speak those words. It seemed a bit foolish if you considered the situation. After all they had done it all and she was a mother. Yet, her degree of comfort in those situations never changed.
It was then that she realized there was one convenient way for her to go about this. Maybe she didn't have to tell him; maybe she could just go along and lead them in that direction. Once they came face to face with the situation, they would have to do it wouldn't they?
Kagome nodded to herself and took a deep breath before staring into Sesshomaru's confused eyes. He hadn't dared to move or touch her because she had seemed to be in a trance. At first he had been a little scared that she had decided she couldn't do that. He wouldn't have been disappointed, he simply hadn't wanted her to keep moving forward if she truly didn't want to anymore.
Now he could tell that he had been wrong. It was clear in her eyes that she was not that scared. There was the normal amount of fear he had expected to see, but nothing else.
She moved her hands to his pectorals while never breaking eye contact. She slid her hands down and did her best to keep a straight face in front of him. She could tell he was pondering where this was heading. She did not stop her movements until she reached his belt and it was then that she broke the eye contact. With unsteady hands she began to undo his belt.
Never before had her heart beat so fast.
On the other hand he felt like his was ready to stop. He hadn't thought that she would do that but at the moment the facts were hard to ignore. She still had most of her clothes on yet she was also attempting to remove all of his clothes with a determination he almost didn't know she had. He swallowed hard, unsure of how to proceed.
She was chasing away the memories of his beast forcing her down her knees because they didn't matter. She was not with the beast right now, she was with Sesshomaru. He might look exactly same, but he was not it. He was a part of him though; she couldn't let herself forget that. She had to remind herself constantly that together they formed a whole Sesshomaru.
Kagome could no longer keep separating them entirely. She had to accept that he needed the beast inside to be alive and to be himself. It wasn't always an easy thought to face but it had to be done.
She took a deep breath before her hand darted inside his pants to life the hem of his underwear. She had ended up doing this in the past, but she wasn't exactly sure she had ever known what she had been doing. Yes, she was doing this for them to be closer, but she also wanted him to enjoy himself.
It took a few more seconds, but she finally wrapped her small fingers around his erect length. The instant she made contact with it, Sesshomaru felt as if he could no longer breathe. He held his breath as the foreign –yet familiar touch overthrew him. She had done this to his body before just not to him. His head tilted back while hoping that not seeing her would help him keep his control down.
Really, when was the last time he had obtained satisfaction? At least satisfaction provided by another being?
It was with her. And really, it hadn't quite been him receiving the pleasure.
He couldn't deny the fact that this was making it hard for him. After all, what she was doing had one precise goal. He knew he didn't have to hold back and really direct touching made it difficult too. Sesshomaru already felt like he was ready to come undone in her hand. Although she would pass no judgment, it would be embarrassing and his pride would suffer.
But, five hundred years was a long time.
She stared intently at his penis while her hand moved up and down slowly. She could not see his face because he was hiding it from her and that made it impossible for her to tell if she was doing it right. She decided to pick up the speed a little and felt his width increase in her hold – or at least it felt like it did. That should mean she was doing it right…
She knew this should be enough, it could be enough yet she wanted to push herself. So far she didn't really feel out of her comfort zone. Yes something like this had happened with his beast but more intimate things had also happened between her and Sesshomaru.
If she kept it to as far as they had gone before, then there was no point to it right?
She had to prove to herself she could be comfortable in his company no matter the situation.
Yes, this was the right step to take. Despite the pounding of her head, Kagome bent forward and opened her mouth slightly. Her eyes were closed tightly before she finally inserted the tip of his cock into her mouth.
At the unexpected contact, Sesshomaru unconsciously buckled forward, pushing more of his length in her hot moist cavern. He inhaled deeply knowing that now there was no way he could glance her way. The simple sight of her would be enough to make him explode. Though what she was doing at the moment was just was pleasurable – or rather unbearable.
She felt him wriggle around underneath her and she assumed it was okay. If not he would have stopped her right?
Her hand had remained still but as she pulled his cock in and out of her mouth she made her hand follow her movements. It was rather strange to be doing this out of her own free will. Even Sesshomaru had no idea where she was going with this and she had to admit it was a nice feeling. For once in this situation she was fully in control.
Yes, they had fooled around but he had always worked to please her and she had been left in the dark only able to guess what would happen next. Now she knew what was going to happen.
Feeling some of her confidence rise in her, she began sliding him in and out of her mouth. She was not hurt or in pain, but she did remember some of the memories before. Still, she knew she wouldn't cry because she wouldn't let herself do that. This was a step towards their happiness and it wasn't one of sadness.
Her slender fingers squeezed harder while her moist mouth wet his length even more each time it glided out. Sesshomaru was taking deep breaths and trying to focus his thoughts. He didn't have to impress her but he just…maybe he just wanted this moment to last. He sensed no fear coming from her and he was pleased with that.
For a second he had been afraid she was rushing into things but now he knew this was what she wanted.
Kagome pulled his cock out of her mouth, still holding on tightly with her hand. She poked her tongue out of her mouth and slowly licked the tip. Did it feel good? She wasn't certain but – well, she was trying what she thought might be right.
She licked again, this time twirling her tongue around and she felt him shift. He lifted a hand, bringing it close to her head. A part of him wanted to grab a fistful of her hair but he was trying to remind himself that it might scare her. After all it would be a huge reminder of what the beast used to force upon her and he didn't want that.
Instead, Sesshomaru forced himself to simply put his hand down on her shoulder. Her teeth gently grazed against the skin of his erection but he didn't even flinch; it only increased the feeling of him slowly losing his power over his control.
It was going to be over soon he could tell.
Once she licked the side of his length, Kagome put it back in her mouth again and began pumping faster than before. She could feel him pulse and a weird feeling of excitement developed in the pit of her stomach. While his cock was in her mouth, she used her tongue to lick the top and the combination of all sensations proved to be too much.
He wanted to pull out; he really did but before he knew it his control slipped him. Sesshomaru's body jolted as he began to release himself inside her mouth. His eyes rolled back and his body temperature rose while he attempted to pull himself away from her before it was completely too late.
Kagome felt the explosion in her mouth and began to cough. Then suddenly, her face was hit with his release and she attempted to block some of it. Once she felt nothing else hit her she removed her hands and glanced at him. He was half sitting, half laying, panting, which was quite a rare sight for him and straight into her eyes.
This had been unexpected.
She turned around to lie beside him. Her face was stained along with her mouth, but it would wait. She slowly reached out for his hands and twined his fingers with hers.
"We'll be okay."
And for the first time, she truly meant it.
-B-
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