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Heart of Pain, Heart of Ice	By : Strawberries Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Rin > Sessh?maru/Rin Views: 18872 -:- Recommendations : 2 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Disclaimer: I do not own InuYasha or any of its characters.

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A/N: this chapter ends at two different times. mid morning (9:00 a.m.) for Rin
and about 4:00 in the morning for Sess. I will even out the times in the next
chap.

I would like to sincerely thank Tameiki for helping me keep Sesshoumaru's
character in check. She is my beta and personal advisor on this dark tale.

I would also like to thank Taiki for her present. ^_^. Thank you for the
pic! ^_^.

Warning: Nonconcentual Sex: Rape.

chapter 8

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For a long time Rin sat on the floor, forehead resting on her knees, arms
wrapped around her legs, her bottom chilled almost to the bone by the cold
tile, the pain in her neck and shoulder, a diminishing throb. She blinked
every once in a while, allowing the tears to fall, the drops itching down
her thigh. She trembled with occasional spasms, causing the gooey wetness
to ooze out; the familiar pungency pooled under her bottom, its slickness
drying and sticking to the skin between her thighs.

While she sat balled up on the bathroom floor, the aching pain in her shoulder
faded leaving only a ghostly numbness.

Swallowing a whimper, Rin lifted her head. Slowly, she looked at the tub next
to her, longing for a hot bath. But...it was late. If she ran the water...her
father would hear. It might disturb him. She did not want to disturb him.
She did not want him to come to her...again...right now. Right now, she did
not know if she could survive it. Whatever had caused the pain inside her
body had hurt more than any punishment her father ever gave before. No
amount of punches or kicks could have equaled the horrible nauseating
agony those .....sickeningly soft touches had.....

Vision blurred as her bottom lip quivered. But...it had felt so....at first
...it had felt so....

Rin could not stop the quiet sob, wishing she could wipe away the memory of
his tender touch. But she could not forcibly strip the most wonderful feeling
she had ever experienced out of her mind. Even if it had hurt her, it had been
the most beautiful sensation she had ever felt. It had....felt....good.

Tears fell as her heart sunk in the harsh reality of comprehension.

She always suspected but now, she knew the terrible truth, ....even touches
that felt good....

....caused pain.....

Rin sighed in despair. She was tired, tired of thinking, tired of hurting,
tired of...being.

Unwrapping her arms from around her legs, Rin tried to stand. Finding the
strength, she stood up shakily, accidentally stepping on the chain in the
process. The cold metal links rolled underneath her foot. She stumbled and
caught herself quickly by grabbing for the sink's counter. With a groan, she
sat down on the toilet, used it, then cleaned herself. Rin clinked back into
the shadowed bedroom. When her eyes adjusted to the darkness, she spied Teddy
on the floor by the bed. Falling to her knees, she grabbed her soft furry
friend, hugging him close, his softness warming her chest and stomach.
Shuddering, she sniffed, careful to whisper, "I'm not really a...bad girl.
Am I? I'm not really a...."

She hugged Teddy tighter, hoping somehow hoping he would answer. "...Help me,
Teddy...please. I...I don't know what is happening to me. please...help me...
please...."

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Sesshoumaru stood up from the undignified position in front of the toilet.
Angrily, he tore the rest of his clothes off and stepped into the shower.
As the hot water beat upon his chest, he growled. That bitch...that damned
bitch had....enjoyed...it.

Undoubtedly, the marking bonded them. He was now spiritually linked to the
girl....he felt her....

He gritted his canines at the thought.

He felt her....fucking that bastard and....receiving pleasure from it.

And it....affected him.

The lust filled sensations she felt...her insatiable desire to *fuck* that
bastard hanyou was so vividly intense that he became...ill.

and caused him to feel...pain.

And made him.....sick.

Gripping the metal handle in the shower with his clawed hand, he growled
louder. "Bitch! Damn Fucking Bitch!"

Green poison dripped from his claws, eating through the metal handle, sizzling
to the swirling water at his feet, disappearing down the drain. The cold metal
broke in two but his mind barely registered the grating clank as he glared
at the greenish haze fading away. Slowly, ever so slowly, his anger drained
along with the last drops the poison that dripped from his razor sharp nails.
His breathing calmed and his mind cleared. Lifting his head to the hot
spray, he let the heated water splash over his skin.

Sesshoumaru turned off the shower, stepped out, grabbed a nearby towel, then
proceeded to dry off.

While drying his hair with the towel, he walked into his bedroom, grimacing
in self chastisment for the dark stain marring the carpet a few feet from his
bed. Stopping inside the walk-in closet, he let out a breath of aggravation
while searching for something to wear; he could not let his mutt of a brother
near his bedroom for a while. Hopefully, the idiot would give him a reason to
beat the shit out of him. That would help him relieve some... tension.
He smirked slightly, thinking of the last time him and InuYasha had...gotten
into it. Father had had to intervene. Yet his half brother had continued to
kick and snarl even after he had punched a hole in his little brother's
chest. Stupid hanyou.

After finding some casual jeans and a button up dark blue shirt, Sesshoumaru
dressed, picked up the damp towel, then headed down stairs.

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Rin placed Teddy back on the floor then reached for her dress. Slowly, she
slipped it on and buttoned all the buttons, from the bottom to the top,
paying extra care not to touch the wound on her shoulder close to her neck.
It had stopped hurting but she was still wary of it. Picking Teddy back up,
she lay back down on the bed, not bothering to find her panties. They were
somewhere along the chain and she did not feel like looking for them at the
moment. All she wanted was to snuggle with Teddy and go to sleep. Her last
hazy thought was of the beautiful yet scary angel of demons: She drifted
into slumber, silently wondering why the silver haired youkai had not
finished....

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The dog demon sat on the reclining chair in the den, staring out at nothing.
How long he had sat there he did not know. Somewhere in the back of his mental
brooding, he knew it must be past the witching hour.

A ringing ripped him from his dark thoughts. In less than a second, he was at
the phone. "Yes."

His half-brother's voice rang clear. "Sesshoumaru."

He remained calm even as he noticed the defeat in InuYasha's voice. "Have you
and the wolf found anything?"

InuYasha let out a tired sigh. "Yes...but.."

"What is it, brother?"

"Do you want me to come over or do you want me to tell you the base facts
right now?"

"Ima, Yutte kure." Even as Sesshoumaru uttered the words, there was a hint
of request within them. He silently cursed his moment of weakness.

InuYasha cleared his throat. "Kouga and I finally found out who this Naraku is.
He is a lawyer, and was part of a big time firm in Brookhaven: the city sixty
miles to the north west. His last name is Onigumo. Rin is his legal daughter.
About fifteen years ago he married a woman named Rain Midori. Rin was born
right after Rain and Naraku were married. They were married for six years
until Rain died in a car accident. When Rain died, Naraku became the sole
guardian of Rin. Rain had no close family on her side at all. No parents,
no siblings, no aunts or uncles. It's almost as if she appeared out of
nowhere. And Rin... It took a some digging and Kouga called in quite a few
favors but he found Rin's birth certificate. It says that Naraku is her
biological father but....

....you and I both know that isn't true...."

Sesshoumaru heard the shuffle of papers before InuYasha continued. "According
to Kouga's records, Rin goes to Jewel high school in the small town of Crystal
Waters which is about ten miles to the southwest. She has been going to that
school since the first grade..."

InuYasha paused.

Sesshoumaru walked from the living room to the kitchen. "What else, brother,
did you find out where Naraku could have gone?"

His half-brother began again. "I have good news and...bad news..."

He snarled into the phone, "I do not have much time here, InuYasha."

"Naraku owns at least ten other homes which are scattered throughout the
country. Five are close by, four in Brookhaven and one in Crystal waters. The
good news is: we have mapped locations of every one of these houses. The bad
news is: there is no guarantee he has moved into any one of them. Kouga called
the firm where Naraku works. He called past midnight and got the head of the
paralegal section who was working late. The woman said Naraku quit yesterday,
cleaned out his desk and left no forwarding address. The woman said it had
caused quite a stir at the office because Naraku had been there for fifteen
years." InuYasha fell silent.

Sesshoumaru stood in the kitchen, contemplating everything InuYasha had said.
Finally, he spoke. "I want those maps, brother. I will expect you to be here
within the next hour."

"I'm on my way, Sess."

Lowering the phone from his ear, Sesshoumaru pushed the off button then set the
receiver on the kitchen counter.

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Rin woke, her eyes fluttering open to dim morning light. With a tired yawning
sigh, she sat up, Teddy in her hold. After rubbing her eyes, she solemnly
looked at the chain on her ankle. Despondently, she switched her attention to
the dreary dull light of the window. Either it was very early morning or
today...it was going to rain. Rain.... Unaware, Rin absently wiped away the
wet itchy drop from her cheek.

Clearing her mind, Rin laid Teddy on the bed, stood up, went to the bathroom,
used it, then began walking back into the bedroom. As she clinked into the
room, she bent down, picked up her underwear then pulled it along until she
was at the bed and could slide it up her legs. Noticing the brightening light,
Rin looked over to the window. She glanced down at the chain. It should reach.
After all, it reached all the way to the bathroom.

Making up her mind, Rin stepped as quietly as she could to the window, trying
her best not to make the links clink so loudly. Curiosity rising, she lightly
placed both hands on the windowsill and slowly peered out.

Rin blinked, shut her eyes for a moment, opened them, then blinked again.
Houses! They...They now lived in a...neighborhood...full of...houses! From
her view, she could see a white two story house right beside the one she was
in about two hundred feet away. Several other houses lined what looked to be
a small suburban street, stretching as far as she could see. Tall oaks shaded
everything, blocking out the dim morning sun. On a couple of the well-kept
green lawns she could see swing sets and toys. That meant..children...

After the initial shock, she looked down and gulped. It was a long way down.
By the distance, she guessed her room must be on the second floor of their
new...home. Rin surveyed what little she could see of their new yard. A tall
wooden fence separated her new home from the neighbors. A thick trunked very
old oak stood next to the fence. Some of its branches hung over the roof
near her window.

Raising up on her tip toes, she strained to see the bottom of her new home but
all she could see was a couple of gray metal trash cans sitting close to the
house. Before she lowered back to the soles of her feet, movement caught her
eye. She blinked to clear her vision then squinted. Again, a dashed movement
flitted from the base of the old oak to the trash cans. A moment later, she
spied what appeared to be a small child with red hair poke his head up next
to the gray metal can and lift the lid. Even though it had a bow in its hair,
Rin could tell it was a boy. It then began rummaging in the can. When the
tyke's behind stuck up over the can, Rin saw the tail. A bushy red fox tail.

Rin watched the kit youkai fox dig in the can. Directly, it pulled out a half
eaten steak. Her mouth watered. She swallowed, ignoring the rumble in her
stomach.

Smiling at his accomplishment, the fox kit replaced the lid, glanced around
for a second, then sprinted off in a blur.

Frowning, Rin stepped away from the window and moved to her bed. Just as she
was about to pick Teddy up, she heard her fathers voice quite close.

"Rin."

Struggling not to tremble, she slowly turned to see him standing at the door.
He was frowning. Her heart pounded hard enough to hurt. "Yes, Father?"

The coldness in his black eyes studied her for a moment before he stepped into
the room and walked over to the bed, stopping next to her. Rin noticed he
carried some folded clothes. He dumped them on the bed then turned to her.
"We are going out today to find you some more clothes. Get a shower and get
dressed, now."

Rin nodded meekly. "Okay."

She moved around him and headed for the bathroom. His heavy footsteps followed.
Rin stopped by the tub and began to unbutton her dress with shaking fingers.
She could sense him standing close behind. Just as she unbuttoned the last
button and began to slip the pink dress off her shoulder, his large hands
gently gripped her dress, sliding it off her. Feeling exposed, she wrapped her
arms around herself, trying to ward off this...chill...that clung to her skin.
Goose bumps rose to cover her thighs and arms. She shivered. Her fathers warm
hands smoothed along her arms in a caress. His body heat touched her back.
Cinnamon breath brushed the rim of her ear as he spoke, his tone husky and
dark. "I will have to help you with the rest, sweetheart."

His hands slid to her hips where she felt him pull down her panties, sliding
them down her legs until he reached her ankles, kneeling behind her. She waited
with hesitant, sporadic breaths, praying he was not going to...

Her father fiddled with the metal band around her ankle.

A moment later the heavy cuff fell from her ankle to clunk on the tiled floor.

His large hands slid back up her inner thigh, stopping close to her...

"Rin."

She bit her lower lip, forcing it not to quiver. After stepping one foot out
of her underwear, she spread her legs far enough apart to allow him the access
she knew he wanted, then bent forward some, gripping the towel bar with her
right hand and leaning her left hand on the shower door.

His fingertips traced a path to her heat. He stroked between her folds several
times before he roughly thrust two fingers in. Before sliding them completely
out, he pushed them in again, harder than before. Rin held on to the metal bar
for leverage, gritting her teeth as he continued pumping his fingers in and
out of her. While playing, he stood. His other hand moved along her skin till
it reached her left breast where he cupped it and began squeezing brutally.
Rin caught the whimper in her throat.

Her father ceased his fondling, the rough fingers left her heat. Rin's inward
sigh of relief was cut short when she heard him unzip his pants.

Directly, his right hand seized her right breast. Hot raspy words hissed in
her ear. "Your still slick from last night. But I know I can make you wetter.
I know how much you enjoyed me fucking you last night. You wanted me in you
so badly. I could tell when you pushed your cunt into my face, begging for
more. I am going to give it to you, girl. You make me so hard."

Her legs trembled almost to the point of giving way. Shaking, Rin clenched her
eyes shut. No. It would hurt. It would make her sick again, make her hurt...
inside. Tears fell, she swallowed a sob.

He gripped her breasts painfully tighter. "Kneel girl, Now."

As she kneeled, he held on tightly, kneading her breasts. The second her knees
and palms were planted firmly on the tile, he thrust into her. His hardened
arousal stretched her upon entering, making her suck in a breath at the sudden
invasion. This time she could not hold back the whimper as she felt something
rip. His hands slid from her breast as he leaned back. Slickly, he slid all
the way out. His tip move to her other entrance. Rin bowed her head, letting
the tear drops fall.

No.

please no.

With the tip of his length, he rubbed a slickness around her back entrance,
teasing or preparing, Rin did not know but she shook anyway, wishing he would
not go there. Almost as if he had heard her mental plea, he moved his tip
back to her already bloodied throbbing entrance and pushed into her so hard
she fell forward. An iron like grip seized her hips, pulling her back,
holding her still while he savagely pounded in violent frenzied thrusts.
He began to growl out words to her, words that Rin did not want to hear.
She closed her mind off, shutting out the stream of vulgar names and
obscenities. Finally, he finished, letting out a long grunt as he released.
When he slid out, warm fluid oozed down her thighs, dripping to the tiled
floor.

Her father picked her up as he rose. "Stand girl, start the shower."

Rin wobbled slightly on shaky legs as she slid the plexiglass door back and
reached for the shower knob.

While testing the waters temperature, she heard her father get undressed.

When she was sure the water was right, Rin stepped into the tub and under the
shower. The hot water felt good, good enough to keep the horrible sinking
feeling away...for now. Looking down, she noticed dots of red swirling into
nothingness. A red line snaked down her calf, slipping to the tub floor where
it faded away toward the drain.

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Sesshoumaru walked to his front door, already knowing who it was that was about
to knock or...not knock. He opened the door to see InuYasha standing there.
InuYasha held up a cream colored manila folder. Sesshoumaru snatched the
folder and began walking into the kitchen.

InuYasha fehed. "Your welcome."

Growling a curt reply in demon tongue, Sesshoumaru hurried to the kitchen
breakfast table, flipping the kitchen light switch on his way.

His half-brother stopped beside him next to the table. "Everything I told
you on the phone is in that folder, maybe a little more."

Sesshoumaru opened the folder and began leafing through papers and documents.
"How much more?"

With a shrug, InuYasha replied. "Blood types, school teachers names, grades,
promotions, incomes."

He gave a nod. "Is their any chance at all he could be in one of the houses
in Brookhaven?"

Shaking his head, InuYasha moved to sit on one of the chairs, facing him.
"Nothing is certain, but it's all we got to go on for now."

Finding the map for Brookhaven, Sesshoumaru flattened it out over the table.
InuYasha's clawed finger pointed to the large red circles. "I have circled the
houses he owns. Do you want to go at first light?"

The inu youkai studied the map for a few minutes. "He's not in any of these or
in any of the other houses he owns."

InuYasha leaned forward, puzzlement furrowing his dark brows. "Huh? how do you
know?"

Sesshoumaru shook his head. "This information was too easy to access. He is not
living in a house he owns or use to own but...."

"But???"

Sesshoumaru continued,".....he may be near one that he owns, perhaps across
the street or a block or two down, watching, waiting to see if anyone cared
to come looking for him. If he sees someone snooping around one of the houses
he owns, he will know someone is on to him, maybe the police. He will run...
and we may never know where he went to. A silent alarm."

His half-brother nodded. "You may very well be right, bro. How do we find him
then?"

For several minutes, Sesshoumaru stared at the maps, mulling until his mind
formed a plan. "We need someone who can see without being seen."

"Huh?"

Sesshoumaru looked from the map to his brother. "We need a youkai of the void,
a veiled seeker of reflections."

Realization lit up Inuyasha's features. "I know just who to call."*

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