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Divine
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A/N: Here's a super duper long chapter for you all - hope you enjoy it!

Divine
Chapter Eight
"To get to a woman's heart, a man must first use his own."
Mike Dobbertin

"And where have you been?"
And why do I feel like I've just walked in on my grouchy husband?
Kagome shut the front door slowly as she found herself competing in another
glaring match with Inuyasha. He was sat on the step up to the hallway,
evidently having been staring at the door ever since she'd left.
"I told you." She said snippily. "I went food shopping."
"And where's the food?"
Kagome looked down at her empty hands. Woops� there seemed to have been a
kink in her plan. "Uh� shop didn't have any food left." Thank kami
for Hanyous from the Sengoku Jidai - at least he wasn't to know that the
twenty-four hour convenient store never ran out of stock.
"I guess�" he scowled at her. "But why did it take so
long?"
"Traffic." Kagome said truthfully. "The tubes were crammed so
I was stuck on the platform with a hundred other sweaty people looking for a
train to come along that wasn't already full�" She trailed off at his
blank look. "Uh� I couldn't help it. I would have been back sooner, but
obviously public transport isn't being my friend today."
Kagome stepped out of her shoes and slipped past Inuyasha on her way to the
stairs. "We'll just have to eat scraps again� unless the well is
working?"
Inuyasha padded along behind her. "No. Checked. Still broke."
Kagome chewed her lip thoughtfully. She really hoped it was just the snow and
not some serious technical fault� because she knew Inuyasha would go ballistic
if he was stuck in her time for the rest of his life. So would Kagome in fact�
Kagome dumped her bag under her bed and plopped down on the edge of the mattress
with a harsh sigh. "Oh, it's good to be off my feet!" she declared to
no one in particular.
Inuyasha groaned slightly as he folded his arms. "Kagome� I'm
hungry."
Was that a subtle hint she detected there? Kagome lifted her chin. "We
only have ramen." She warned.
"And that's a problem� how?"
An excellent point. Kagome stood and beckoned for him to follow. "One
of these days I'll have to teach you how to use a stove so you can do all this
yourself�" she gave him a dubious glance as they marched down the steps.
"But then again, once I do that there might be no stopping you and your
ramen obsession."
So just in case, Kagome made sure that Inuyasha didn't watch any of her
trade secrets while she made the ramen, for fear that he might actually master
them and then there would be no end to the madness. They both sat down in the
living room to eat their food, staring at a blank TV screen.
"That thing was a lot more fun when it showed pictures." Inuyasha
stated round a mouthful of noodles.
"Yeah�" Kagome cocked her head. "I wonder if it's the aerial
that's the problem�" she set down her ramen on the table. "Hang
on�"
Off she went to fix the TV. This involved draping herself over the front of
the device to reach the metal prongs around the back. "Tell me when you
get a clear view."
Inuyasha already had a very clear view - but he wasn't looking at the TV
screen. Kagome's method of adjusting the aerial had her bending over at a
rather nice angle. She really had no idea who short her skirt was, did she? Inuyasha
went on eating his ramen as he sat back and enjoyed the show. "Ok, I'll
tell you." He said.
"How's this?"
The screen was still a big fuzzy mess of squiggly black and white lines� but
Inuyasha was more concerned with the fact that her movement had almost revealed
the little white scrap of cloth between her legs. "Keep going."
"Ok� how about now?"
"Need to lift it up a bit more." He was referring to her skirt of
course.
"Like this?"
"No - down - definitely down!" Straightening up had let her skirt
fall straight again. But now that she was bending down again, the view was
back. "Bit further down, I think."
Kagome let out an irritated sigh as she was forced to go on tiptoe in order
to push the aerial down. "Are you sure?"
"Veeery sure�"
His tone of voice made her pause. Why on earth did he sound like he was
watching a strip tease rather than a television screen full of snow? And was
that a draft she felt on her nether regions? Hang on�
Kagome whipped around so fast and so furiously that she almost knocked the
TV off its table. "You were looking up my skirt!" she accused,
clamping a hand down over the back of said article of clothing.
"I wasn't! I was watching your doohickey!"
"My doohickey?!" Kagome shrieked. "What kind of euphemism is
that?!"
"No!" Inuyasha stabbed a finger at the TV. "I was watching that!"
"My butt!"
Oh yeah, I was watching that too. Inuyasha narrowed his eyes.
"Don't be so full of yourself - why would I want to stare at your
ass!"
"Because you have been for the past three days!" she shot back.
"Oh yeah? Well don't think I haven't been noticing the way you stare at
my ass every time I turn my back on you." He waved a hand at her,
forgetting that he was holding his cup of ramen with that particular hand.
"You keep making me out to be the pervert when you're the one who� oh�
crap!" After having misjudged the amount of ramen in his cup, his lap was
now plastered with the stuff.
"Now look what you've done!" he snapped.
"That was your fault!" she barked at him. "You big klutz!"
Inuyasha looked down at his lap dejectedly, poking at the stained material
of his hakama. Kagome took pity on him and sighed slowly. "Come on. Let's
get you cleaned up."
Scenario #8: The food fantasy scenario� (some people like strawberries
and whipped cream, we like ramen)
Kagome ushered Inuyasha into the kitchen and made him stand beside the sink
while she wetted a cloth. "Honestly, with the amount of blood, guts and
ramen you spill on yourself, it's a wonder this suit hasn't needed any dry
cleaning."
"That's because it cleans itself." Inuyasha pointed out, still
busy finishing off the last of the noodles that weren't decorating his clothes.
Kagome wrung out the excess water from the cloth and knelt down before
Inuyasha. Just as she was reaching to start mopping up the mess, her hand
froze.
Hang on, what am I doing?!
Someone could walk in at any moment and get a very wrong idea. Here she was
on her knees before Inuyasha, about to start prodding around his crotch!
"What's the matter?" Inuyasha asked idly. He probably hadn't
noticed how compromising their current position was.
"Oh� nothing�" Kagome muttered, ducking her head to hide her
blush. No point getting embarrassed� just get on with it!
Reluctantly, she began dabbing the cloth against the sticky clothes, taking
care to avoid� that. But unfortunately, most of the ramen had landed on�
that. So eventually Kagome was going to have to pass her cloth over� that.
She was just going to work around it for now.
But Kagome had forgotten how hypnotic cleaning could be and she was soon
dabbing away at Inuyasha's lap like a perfectionist cleaner. She was so
absorbed in what she was doing that she didn't even pay any mind when her cloth
passed over that important thing that she'd been trying to avoid.
On the other hand, Inuyasha certainly noticed.
It may have just been him, but there was something oddly arousing about
having the girl of his dreams on her knees before him whilst fondling his
crotch with attentive care. It made his blood stir.
Another chance was presenting itself.
Inuyasha set down his empty cup of ramen on the counter behind him and
waited whilst Kagome finished cleaning up the last of the sticky mess on his
pants. His self-control was admirable, but he waited for what he thought might
be the right moment to reach down and brush his fingers against her hair.
At once, Kagome froze. Her eyes widened in a reaction not unlike to being
groped by Miroku, even if Inuyasha was only touching her hair. She seemed to
realized where her hand was and quickly straightened. "Oh - sorry!"
she blurted and quickly turned away to rinse the cloth, a very fetching shade
of red creeping over her cheeks.
But Inuyasha was encouraged.
He assumed the position they'd used to wash the dishes, and smoothed his
hands down her bare arms. "Your hair smells great, you know�" he
commented, nosing aside glossy locks behind her ear.
But Kagome elbowed him away. "Don't start that again." She said,
somewhat coldly.
Inuyasha flinched back like he'd been slapped. "You started
it!" he pointed out.
"I didn't mean to!" she was too busy shying away to make eye
contact. "I'm sorry if you took it the wrong way."
Inuyasha resisted the urge to throttle her, even though it was mighty
tempting. Instead he curled his fists at his sides and glared at the back of
her head. "Fine." He ground out. "If that's the way you want to
play it, then I'll never touch you again - ever!"
He pivoted to storm out and Kagome whirled on him in surprise.
"What?" she murmured, confused.
"If I disgust you so much then I won't force myself on you ever
again!" he clarified as he stomped out the door. "I'll never so much
as think of you that way either! Not for as long as I live!" Then
as an afterthought he added. "Bitch!"
Kagome was left swaying in the kitchen, listening to the fading stomps of
his feet and the crash! bang! of some random door or window as he left
the house. He wouldn't get very far, not with the well blocked like it was, so
it was most likely that he would just go to sleep on the roof tonight.
Kagome sighed miserably and slapped her wet cloth down into the sink.
Terrific� now she felt guilty again. Miserable and guilty.
Guilty because she'd, yet again, cheated Inuyasha of his 'repayment'�
And� miserable because she didn't like the thought of him not touching her
again�?
"But he has to." Kagome reasoned with herself quietly. "He
has to pick me up and give me rides and push me out of the path of oncoming
demons."
Even so, it made her a little upset to think that Inuyasha didn't plan to
touch her or think of her again. But that should have made her glad! It meant
she was spared the terrible repercussions!
Yes, but what I'm doing is damaging our relationship� and isn't
that another repercussion in itself?
Kagome closed her eyes and frowned. She felt a lump of tears rise in her
throat, but she fought it valiantly and firmed up her wobbly chin. She may have
been confusing Inuyasha, but no one was more confused than Kagome. If she
didn't have a clue what she wanted, then how on earth was she supposed to let
Inuyasha know the same thing that eluded her?
Glancing at her watch, Kagome discovered there were only a few hours left
until midnight. Since exhaustion was setting in quite readily after her long
trip around town, she decided it would probably be wise if she went to bed.
It might also be wise to sleep with a frying pan between my legs�
Kagome thought drearily as she dragged herself up the stairs.
Just as she'd thought, her window was open and Inuyasha was no where to be
found. It was tempting to lean out and call to him in order to make up� but
that would undoubtedly turn into make out, so Kagome just slithered into
her pajamas and then slithered straight into bed.
Her brand new digital alarm clock (thanks to Inuyasha's desecration of the
other one) told her that it was 9:45. Just over two hours to go and she'd be
able to sleep easy knowing that fate couldn't possibly be out to get her. Then
she could take her relationship with Inuyasha at a more natural pace.
10:17 - Kagome was drifting closer to the land of nod.
10:34 - Kagome's slippers had been stolen by a kayaking rat who had a
suspicious Scottish accent in which he referred to her slippers as 'Shippers'.
Kagome was dreaming, of course.
10:52 - Inuyasha was getting a little too hot on the roof and so decided to
creep back through Kagome's open window. He spared only the briefest of
caresses against Kagome's cheek as she muttered "Give me back my shippers�
Mr Connery�" then moved to take his seat by the wall, sword braced against
his shoulder.
11:24 - Kagome woke up.
She didn't moved about, only opened her sleep-laden eyes and peered at the
alarm clock before her. It took her a moment to remember why she was so
anxious, but when she did finally remember, she bit her lip.
Only thirty-six minutes left to go. If fate had decreed that they were to
'do it' within a week after the palm reading, then Inuyasha would have to get
going soon. But one look in his direction told Kagome that he was sound asleep,
breathing deeply and evenly with his chin resting on his chest.
Kagome couldn't get back to sleep. She was far too anxious now.
The minutes ticked by slowly, and Kagome eyeballed Inuyasha intently,
waiting for him to pounce on her.
Fifteen minutes to go� and still there was no sign of Inuyasha awakening.
If we really do this tonight then it's going to be disappointingly short�
Kagome realized.
11:50 came around, and suddenly there was a sharp snort from Inuyasha's
corner. Kagome jumped out of her wits, panicked, and tried to sink further into
the mattress� but it turned out to be a false alarm. Inuyasha only scratched
his nose and sighed deeply, although miraculously, he was still asleep
throughout.
Five minutes to go�
Kagome was curled up in a ball on her bed and beginning to have serious
doubts about this prophecy of Ayumi's. Surely five minutes was not enough time
to get it over with� right?
"Kagome?"
The schoolgirl flinched and looked over at Inuyasha. He was yawning widely
and scratching his head. "What's the matter?" he asked, noticing that
she was awake too.
"Nothing." She said quickly, wondering if he was bracing himself
to leap up and have his way with her. "Just� couldn't sleep�" she
tried to explain. "A bit too hot still."
"Then maybe you shouldn't sleep with the covers on?" he pointed
out.
Kagome clenched them around herself more tightly. "I'm fine."
He just gave her that slightly confused look, then looked away as if
disappointed. Had she hurt his feelings again? It seemed unavoidable.
Silence reigned.
"Look�" Inuyasha said at last in a weary tone. "If you really
aren't comfortable with it, then just spit it out. I won't bother you
again."
Kagome said nothing.
The hanyou sighed. "Kagome - you have to say what you want
otherwise how am I supposed to know?"
"But I don't know what I want." She whispered. "I wish
I did - then I'd tell you� but I just don't�"
Inuyasha paused slightly, then shrugged. "Don't worry about it. If
you're not ready then I don't want to force you." It would probably kill
him in the long run, but� "I can wait."
Kagome was silent again.
"Kagome?" he frowned at her still form. "You do want
to wait, don't you?"
Kagome said nothing, until she breathed, "It's midnight."
Big fucking deal - weren't they having a meaningful conversation here?!
Inuyasha rolled his eyes and the back of his head connected against the wall
with a thud. "Forget it�"
For Kagome, however, it felt as if a large burden had just been lifted from
her shoulders.
The fortune wasn't true! She wasn't going to be forced into something she
wasn't ready for! The urge to cry with relief was somewhat overwhelming, but
she managed to hold herself together. Some other things were starting to become
clear as well, as if the burden of the fortune telling had been clouding her
mind over the past few days.
She was free to do whatever the hell she wanted with Inuyasha now. It was
her choice, not fate's.
Kagome glanced over at the hanyou boy across the room. He'd closed his eyes
and was frowning a little, as if disgruntled. She smiled fondly as one of his
ears twitched absently.
She really did love him� and she was pretty sure he loved her too, and if
not, then he still cared a great deal about her. Nothing between them would be
meaningless. Not even sex.
But even so, the implications behind sex were intimidating. She didn't want
her innocence to be taken away� and she certainly didn't want things to change
between them. She didn't want them to make kissy faces at once another for
every second of every day, but neither did she want him to continue insulting
her, or running off after Kikyo if they really did take the final step and
commit.
Commit� such a dangerous word. Was it wise to commit when they had so
many pitfalls ahead and loose ends waiting to be tied up first?
Maybe it was best to wait�
But�
Kagome's smile faded a little as she realised that Inuyasha had opened his
eyes and was glaring at the tatami mats before him. He wasn't happy.
Neither was she, for that matter.
This continued chase was wearing thin on both of them. It really had done
more harm than good. Mostly because she was refusing them both of what they
wanted� what they needed.
But I'm only fifteen - I can't be ready! She protested mentally.
Another side of her conscience argued back. You are - you've battled
demons and faced down trials that most adults could never even dream of! Sex is
nothing compared to all that!
But I don't want us to change! She pleaded.
You already have.
Kagome bit her lip and squeezed her eyes shut. Shouldn't we wait�?
Then why did you buy three packs of extra large condoms instead of
food while you were out today?
Kagome pursed her lips. The voices in her head had a point.
She couldn't deny that she liked it when Inuyasha held her and kissed her�
and even though it embarrassed her to even think it, she especially liked it
when he touched her intimately. The pit of her stomach tingled as she realized
that she wanted it again. But was simple lust enough to justify going through
with it?
Kagome pulled the covers over her hand and screwed her face up. She hated
this indecision - this not knowing how she was feeling or what she wanted. She
knew she wanted Inuyasha� but she was too afraid of what would happen
afterwards.
"You're not crying are you?"
Kagome popped her head back up to look at Inuyasha. "No." she
answered and watched him shrug and turn his head away.
Was he upset still? Kagome didn't blame him� she knew she was giving off
mixed signals and he probably thought that she was too disgusted by what he was
to give into her body's desire. She could be wrong, but she knew that peevishly
dejected look anywhere.
Kagome thought long and hard� and eventually she came to a shaky decision.
I have to know�
Slowly, Kagome sat up and pushed the covers down to her feet.
"Inuyasha�" she waited until he looked up at her, grouchily.
"You can come sleep on the bed, if you want." She patted the mattress
beside her. "I'm sure it's more comfortable up here."
"I'm fine where I am."
Oh now he played hard to get! Kagome almost growled. "Inuyasha, please�
I feel bad about leaving you on the floor and hogging this bed all to
myself."
"I said I'm fine." He rebuked.
"And I said come here!" she snapped.
"Why?" he demanded.
Kagome sighed loudly. "Do you have to argue with everything I
say? Just do it!"
Inuyasha pulled a suspicious frown, but he stood up carefully and moved over
towards the bed. He didn't join her on the mattress, though. "Why are you
doing this to me?"
The schoolgirl looked up at him, confused.
"If you're only going to push me away then why are you inviting me into
your bed?"
Kagome looked down at his toes. "I'm sorry�" What else could she
say?
"Fuck Kagome, I don't know what you want from me!" he exploded.
"Just tell me what you want and then I'll know what to do with you!"
Kagome thumped a fist against her mattress. "I can't!"
"Why not?!"
"Because I don't know what I want! I told you!" she snapped.
Inuyasha shook his head, angrily. "How can you not know what you
want?!"
"Because I want two things!" she held up two fingers to tick them
off. "I want to show you that I love you in every way I possibly can! But
I don't want us to change and I don't want things to turn bad between us!"
Inuyasha stared at her. "Do you love me?"
Kagome nodded helplessly. "Of course I do�" she resignedly.
"Did you really need me to tell you that?"
"Yeah� it would have helped�" Now Inuyasha felt incredibly numb.
"Can't you see?" she watched him intently. "I can't give
myself to someone I love� and have them treat it as if it's nothing to
them." Kagome gestured at him wearily. "It would break my heart if it
was just a meaningless act for you� because it would mean so much to me."
There was a pregnant pause in which Inuyasha still stood rigidly before her
and Kagome just stared glassily at the floor. She kept going over what she'd
just said, and her heart kept thudding mercilessly against her ribs.
Had she really just told Inuyasha that she loved him? Was it a good thing
that he wasn't saying anything in response? Did he care at all about the way
she felt? Did he return her feelings? Was he embarrassed and not sure how to
let her down easy? Or worse - hadn't he known about her feelings and did he now
pity her? Or feel guilty for the way he'd acted before?
Tears prickled behind her eyes and Kagome found a lump rising in her throat.
"Oh god�" she whispered, raising a hand to hide her eyes. "I'm
so stupid!" I shouldn't have said anything!
"Kagome�" Inuyasha was crouching down before her and taking her by
the wrist to pull her hand away from her face. Kagome resisted - not really
wanting him to see the tears (or the rather unattractive snotty nose). He used
the sleeve of his haori to wipe away them from her face, and Kagome had to
admit that she felt a little comforted as a result.
"I never intended for it to be meaningless." He was frowning at
her in a way that told her that he had expected her to know this. "You
know I'd never abuse you like that."
Kagome just sniffed, not trusting herself to speak again.
"I care about you so much, Kagome." He was holding his hands on
either side of her face, forcing her to look him in the eyes as he trapped her
gaze. "Why can't you see that?"
"And why can't you see that my first time will be special to me?"
She asked weakly. "Can't you accept that it means a lot to me? This is a
life changing decision I'm making here."
Inuyasha winced. "It's not, though!" he told her heatedly.
"You say you're scared of things going bad between us - then why won't you
hear me when I tell you that sex will change nothing. We'll still be the same
people as before and I don't know about you but I plan to treat you the same as
ever. You won't be my whore� you're my partner and you always will be."
Kagome lowered her head in an effort to fight the fresh wave of tears.
Inuyasha's forehead came to rest against her own. "You act as if there
is no life after sex." He cajoled, then kissed her brow. Kagome lifted her
head slowly to look at him and he took the opportunity to dip down and kiss her
lips softly, chastely. "Do you know what you want yet?"
Kagome gave no indication that she'd heard him, she only stared at him as if
still lost. That was pretty much a 'no' in that case. She was too indecisive
about her indecision to give a proper answer. Inuyasha frowned slightly and
sighed. "Look�" he said softly. "I'm going to kiss you, and I'm
going to lay you down and keep kissing you, and I'm going to touch you until
you tell me to stop."
Kagome breathed in sharply as she felt a familiar tingle settle between her
legs. It sounded like a plan� not too threatening so long as he stuck to the
rules. Kagome nodded her head slowly to give him permission. "Ok�"
She thought he would start with another chaste kiss, but he surprised her
when he took advantage of her parted lips by pushing his tongue past them. The
kiss was deep and penetrating, causing every nerve in Kagome's body to sing.
The ache between her legs was instantly intensified and she was acutely aware
of how close his hands were to that heat, riding against her thighs as they
were.
Kagome barely registered the moment when Inuyasha lay her back on the
mattress and covered her body with his. Her thighs parted almost instinctively
to cradle his hips while her hands rested tentatively against his sides. His
mouth continued to plunder hers, slowly and sensually, and Kagome loved every
second of it.
Warm pleasure and a puzzling sense of comfort was washing over her as
Inuyasha began laving attention on her throat. She turned her head aside to
give him better access, and as a result, caught sight of the alarm clock. It
was nearly half past twelve, and no sooner had the fortune been proved a fake
then she was quite easily taking the next step with Inuyasha.
"Have you ever been up late at night�" Kagome murmured as his
teeth scraped pleasantly against her shoulder. "�and you're really tired
and you decide that it might be nice to go to bed. But then all of a sudden
your mother walks in and orders you to go to bed, and suddenly you don't feel
like going because she told you to do so, even though you're really,
really tired anyway?"
Inuyasha continued to nibble his way back to her jaw. "Can't say that I
have�"
"And then when she finally gives up and leaves you alone, you decide to
give in to the tiredness and go to bed�" Kagome had to stop because
Inuyasha had returned his kisses to her lips.
He pulled back long enough to gaze down at her, looking over every inch of
her face. "You don't make a lot of sense� are you saying you're
tired?"
"In a way�" she smiled slightly.
Inuyasha's eyes moved down to her pajama top. "I want to see you."
Kagome flushed. "What� like, naked?" When he nodded, Kagome bit
her lip. "Ok� I guess."
Inuyasha stared at her, trying to see the resistance that was usually there.
The doubt that normally shadowed her eyes. "Are you sure you don't want to
stop�?" he asked quietly.
"Yes." She said firmly� but then her eyes darkened. "I mean�
I think so."
Inuyasha leant down quickly for another kiss. "That's good enough for
me-"
"Wait!" Kagome put a hand out to stop him.
"Noooo�" he whined. I knew it was too good to be true!
"Just promise me something�" she asked seriously.
"Anything." Inuyasha agreed hastily.
"Promise me that this will mean something to us." Sadness
touched her eyes and tilted the corners of her mouth down. "And admit that
sex is a big deal and you have to respect my rights as a virgin. Oh -
and you have to promise me that you won't treat me like your biatch and you
won't go running off after Kikyo at every opportunity and you won't toss me
aside like a used tissue either. "
Inuyasha nearly choked. His first instinct was to protest and try and remind
her that it really wasn't that big a deal and nothing would change between
them� his second impulse was to demand if that was what she expected of him.
But he knew that the moment he opened his mouth and contradicted her then she
would bring a halt to the progress they were making. Plus, she'd probably throw
him out the window, so perhaps he had better think before he spoke.
"Ok�" he said slowly, somewhat grudgingly. "I promise to respect
your virginal rights." Yes, then he'd show her exactly how small a deal
sex was. "But you have to respect mine too."
"Sure." She waved him aside flippantly. "Just as long as
you're gentle"
"Alright." He flexed his hands against her hips. "As long as
you don't pull my hair."
"And no biting-" Inuyasha nipped playfully at her jaw and Kagome's
eyelashes flickered. "Ok� just not the hard kind."
"Deal." He began unbuttoning her pajama shirt the way he had seen
her do many times before. "As long as you don't tear my ears off when you
get overexcited."
Kagome was too concerned with her imminent nudity to think of another
condition to add to their growing list. She had stiffened up considerably, and
Inuyasha had noticed. His hands paused on the second to last button.
"What's the matter?"
"Um� nothing?" she watched his hands with scrutiny.
"You are shy, aren't you?" he said in the same incredulous
tone he'd used after discovering her fear of worms.
"I'm not!" Kagome wiggled uneasily. "Just� don't look too
much, ok?"
Inuyasha sighed loudly. "I've already done more than look at them, Kagome."
"�"
"How am I supposed to make this special for you when you won't let me
do anything special?" he pointed out.
Kagome ground her teeth. "Fine! If you want to stare at them so badly
then be my guest!" She yanked on her pajama top so hard that the last two
buttons flew off entirely as her upper half was bared completely.
Inuyasha's mouth went dry.
Oh yes, it was much better than last time - he finally had enough light to see
them! If she really was self-conscious, then he didn't understand why. She was
perfect. Her breasts looked as firm as they had felt in his palms and light
pink nipples jutted upwards as if begging for his touch. She wasn't too large
or too small, not that he thought it was really possible to be either� in fact,
if he had such a good looking pair of breasts on his chest then he would be
flaunting them proudly.
Well� probably not. But Kagome's face really didn't need to be so red. She
had nothing to be ashamed of.
"Well?" she almost barked at him after he'd stared for a moment too
long.
"Well what?" He shrugged and bent to take one of those strawberry
coloured nipples into his mouth.
Her embarrassment didn't seem to last long in the face of this kind of
pleasure. He felt a shudder run through her body and he hoped to high heaven
that it was the good kind and not of revulsion. Inuyasha was reassured slightly
when he heard her little moan of arousal� or perhaps it was more of a squeak?
Her breathing was getting irregular and his was quickening in response.
Slim, feminine fingers were winding into his hair in order to clutch his head,
and Inuyasha noted with satisfaction that she wasn't pushing him away.
Inuyasha lifted his head a moment to regard her. "Well?" he
inclined his head.
Kagome opened her eyes lazily. "Well what?" she retorted.
"Did you like that?" he asked seriously. "Or do you want me
to stop?" Even though he was pretty sure that she was quite enjoying
herself.
"Um� no, you can go on."
Her hesitation was actually quite endearing and Inuyasha let a small grin of
amusement escape him as he moved back over her and caught her lips with his. He
sensed no hesitation this time. Perhaps now she was used to his kisses and this
wasn't so intimidating for her. Their lips met once, twice, and as she opened
up to him and wrapped her hands around his nape, Inuyasha tried to take more
from the kiss. He didn't want to go too fast and risk scaring her off -
something that happened all too easily for such a stubborn girl - but his
control was being tested to its limits.
He slipped past the barrier of her lips and gently coaxed her shy tongue
with his own. She was more innocent than he gave her credit for, and she would
probably scream and run away if she had any idea of the thoughts that were
running through his head as his tongue stroked against hers. His hands shook
slightly and the blood pounded through his ears. It was taking all his control
to keep this simple and casual. Too much and she'd freak out. But he wanted to
be inside her. No - he needed it. If he didn't get to where this was all
leading then he was pretty sure that he would die of frustration.
He had to show her where this was leading. His desperation was slowly
cutting away at the tether of his control, but he forced his hands to move over
her lightly, betraying none of the frustration that was boiling inside of him.
But his tactics were paying off, unbeknownst to him. Kagome was slowly
succumbing to the desire that was creeping up on her. Kissing was nice, but it
wasn't enough. His hands gently passed over her breasts, but his touch didn't
linger for long enough to be satisfying. She was overheating, she was getting
restless, and all she wanted to do was pull Inuyasha closer. This was easy and
natural, and suddenly it wasn't as scary as she'd imagined it to be.
"Inuyasha�" she murmured softly against his lips. She was filled
to the brim with an aching that he was evoking deep inside her� it was becoming
a strangely familiar sensation around Inuyasha.
Her head was swimming with haze, her limbs felt oddly heavy and when he
moved his mouth to her throat again, every touch of his lips pushed her a
little further into some kind of weightless reality.
Mindlessly, her hands began tugging at his shirt, jerking it free from his
hakama. He sat up a moment to help her discard the article of clothing, then
moved to help free her completely of her pajama top. They tumbled back onto the
mattress and Kagome gasped at the feel of naked skin against her own. He was
warm but damp with perspiration, much like herself, and she couldn't seem to
keep her hands from roaming across the firm expanse of his chest.
Their disrobing may have been haphazard and rushed, but as soon as
Inuyasha's mouth returned to her own, the pace slowed down again.
Kagome began to sense that Inuyasha was deliberately holding out on her,
probably for her own sake. But here she was, abandoning herself to every new
sensation that came her way, and there Inuyasha was, curbing his responses.
Inuyasha wasn't supposed to lock himself away during their first time�
"It's ok�" she whispered, scoring her nails lightly against his
back. "Don't hold back for me� I'm ok�"
He made an odd sound in his throat, half a groan and half a whimper.
"Kagome�"
"I don't mind�" She was past caring about anything other than her
own passion. Right then she probably would have agreed to hand over all her
remaining Shikon shards to Naraku so long as Inuyasha kept doing what he was
doing.
The urge to tear away their remaining clothes and bury himself inside her
like an animal was overwhelming. She had no idea what she was asking of him�
but he took it as a good sign that she was giving permission anyhow. But even
so, her whispered admission made his body burn hotter and the ache between his
legs grow harder. He was helpless. She couldn't ask him to stop now� he just
wouldn't be able to.
He seemed to be operating with only half his mind as he carelessly tugged
her strange hakama down past her knees. The other half of his mind was consumed
completely by need and desperation. His arousal was reaching the point of pain
and he had to do something about it. Kagome's body was too soft and welcoming�
she was playing havoc with his senses and he was becoming a slave to his
pleasure.
He listened in awe to the moans she emitted when he touched her center, not
really concentrating enough to set any kind of rhythm as his fingers explored
her core shamelessly, trying to find the place that made her spine arch the
most. The pleasure that contorted her face held him in rapture as her hands
clung tightly to him.
Inuyasha couldn't take it anymore. He had to take her now.
Kagome may have been as close to mindlessness as she'd ever been in her
life, but she still had some grip on her senses. A small alarm bell went
off in the back of her head as she felt Inuyasha reach down to adjust his
clothes.
Full blown panic hit her like a brick over the head when she felt the heavy
bulge of his naked arousal prodding against her inner thigh. Her nails
instantly dug into his shoulder blades as he shifted once more and for the
first time she felt his hot length nudge against her core. One more slight
shift and he would-
"Stop!" Kagome suddenly shrieked.
Inuyasha stilled impressively, but his chest heaved and his voice was beyond
strained. "What is it now?!"
"I just remembered something!"
She sidled out from beneath him and was gone. Inuyasha had to grind his
teeth to try and keep his temper in check. What the hell was she doing,
anyway?!
Scrounging around under the bed, by the looks of things.
"What are you doing?" he demanded hotly.
"We need protection." She had dragged out her bag and was
rummaging around inside.
"Protection from what?" He flopped onto the bed, pressing his arm
against his forehead. The things he had to endure for Kagome's little
eccentricities� "There aren't any demons for miles!"
"Not that kind of protection." She'd found whatever it was she was
searching for, and quickly hopped back onto the bed with one arm folded across
her breasts.
Inuyasha had to roll his eyes at her sense of modesty at a time like this.
"Then what the hell are you on about?"
"This." She held up a small blue square between her fingers. It
caught the moonlight behind her and glinted ominously. Inuyasha narrowed his
eyes suspiciously. How on earth was that supposed to protect anybody?
"What is it?"
"A condom."
"I see." He didn't.
"You put it on your� thing� and it prevents pregnancy and� other
things."
"I see." He still didn't.
Kagome stared at him and realized this. She sighed loudly. "Ok� I'll
show you�"
Inuyasha watched with intense interest as she ripped open the little blue
square and pulled something out. Whatever it was, it didn't smell entirely
pleasant. Too many chemicals or medicine�
But then Kagome's hand tentatively reached out and pushed aside the folds of
hakama that had fallen across his lap. Inuyasha swallowed hard when he realized
what she was doing, but he was powerless to stop. Her hand closed around him
gently, shakily, and he flinched as it sent a wave of pleasure through him.
However, he didn't like the fact that she seemed to be rolling some kind of
balloon over his manhood. It was uncomfortably tight� and suddenly he was
desensitized to her touch. "What the hell-"
"Don't take it off!" Kagome batted his hands away.
"It's too small!"
"It's the largest size there is!"
"I can't feel anything!"
"You're exaggerating!"
"Now I know how it prevents pregnancy! It prevents me from cuming all
together!"
"Don't be silly!" Kagome admonished.
Inuyasha growled. "I'm taking it off!"
But Kagome caught his wrist. "If you take that off then we're not going
to do anything tonight." She told him seriously.
Inuyasha glared back at her.
"It's either with the condom, or not at all." She told him firmly.
He switched his glare to the mattress as he seemed to decide something. Then
he tugged his hand free with an exasperated sigh of annoyance.
"Fine." He slumped onto his back. "But don't blame me when I go
limp half way through."
Kagome blew out her breath noisily. "You try to make everything so
difficult, don't you?"
"Funny. I was about to say the same thing to you." He responded
dryly.
"We don't have to do this, you know." She narrowed her
eyes. "I'll quite happily go and sleep in my mother's room alone, if you
want?"
She started to stand up, but Inuyasha was lightning fast in his ability to
catch her elbow and tug her back down. "You don't mean that." He said
as he measured her with his gaze.
"Then be nice." She smile and kissed his nose.
"I am nice." He smirked and pulled her down to the mattress
so they could pick up where they'd left off. All Inuyasha had to do was ignore
the uncomfortable 'komdon' thing. He kissed her mouth reckless and gently began
arousing her with his hands. He kneaded her breast and tickled behind her
knees, coaxing her thighs to open and cradle his hips. She complied without any
resistance and very little hesitation, and that was when Inuyasha knew that
she'd given in to him completely. He would have laughed with sheer triumph, but
that might just put her off him again.
"Inuyasha� please�?"
His ego was already growing to dangerous proportions, and being begged
was the ultimate ego stroke. This made up for the 'kingdom' on his dick,
because having Kagome beg him for sex was something that would only ever have
happened in his wildest dreams and fantasies� till now.
But it wasn't like she was the only one who was desperate. His breathing was
ragged and he couldn't seem to get enough of her. "I need you�" he
whispered hoarsely, uncaring at the neediness in his voice. "Please� have
me!"
Now who was begging?
Inuyasha lifted himself up enough to see her face and witness her shy nod of
acceptance. Her knee hitched higher and he groaned as his arousal came into
full contact with her center again. His heart was hammering against his ribs
and he could hardly keep his eyes open, but he couldn't tear his gaze away from
her lovely face.
"What are you waiting for?" she panted.
"For you to scream 'stop!' at me." He grinned wryly.
"Then stop jerking around and do something." She grinned
back, running her hands over his neck affectionately. "I feel like I'm
about to explode."
She wasn't the only one.
Inuyasha kissed her one last time before reaching down to align himself
correctly. "Ready�?" he asked, and she nodded. Her eyes closed
tightly as she braced herself for the intrusion and she bit down gently on her
lip.
Inuyasha bit the inside of his cheek� then pushed forward.
It wasn't pleasant or textbook simple. Kagome was simply too tight and
Inuyasha was just too large to make it an easy first thrust. Inuyasha had to
force himself inside her centimeter by centimeter, listening to her squeaky
"ow"s and watching her face contort with pain. Even if he wanted to
plunge inside her recklessly, he couldn't - she was too tense and in too much
pain. Her inner walls clamped down on him mercilessly, trying to cease his
invasion, but he steadily pushed onwards until he was finally settled as deep
as possible inside her.
They both let out the breath they'd been holding. "Are you ok?" he
asked.
"No." she squeaked, a tear or two leaking from he clenched eyes.
"Just relax." he soothed her gently.
He felt her begin to obey as her walls stopped clutching against him so
tightly and she wriggled a little, trying to adjust to his size. Inuyasha could
only wait, stroking her hair and closing his eyes as he reveled in this new
sensation.
He was inside Kagome. Granted, she was still struggling to take all
of him, but this felt better than he'd ever imagined. A shiver of pleasure ran
through him as her walls squeezed him again, gently, and he pressed a little
deeper into her.
Kagome's gasp in response was delicious and so he pulled back and repeated
the small push again. She tightened her arms and legs around him with a moan.
"You ok?" he asked, trying hard to bridle the desire to lose
control.
"I-I think so�" she breathed. "Yes."
Experimentally, Inuyasha drew back to thrust into her again, a little harder
than before. Kagome's muscles tensed and she winced, but she also shifted her
hips and drew him deeper.
It was an incredible sensation. She was so warm and soft that he soon forgot
his vow of control and was pumping into her mindlessly, slowly and deeply, but
gradually gaining speed and rhythm as their passion took over.
Kagome had given herself up completely to the pleasure. The pain had receded
until all she was aware of was the pleasant fullness that Inuyasha's length
gave her. She met him thrust for thrust and clung to him instinctively, riding
the sensations he gave her and allowing nothing else to shadow her thoughts.
"Kagome�?"
She heard him through the pleasure filled haze and knew he was still holding
back for her. He was still worried about hurting her� "It's ok�" she
sucked in a sharp breath as his last thrust touched something very sensitive
deep inside her. "Don't worry�"
"Kagome�" He couldn't say much more after that. She had arched and
he'd surrendered helplessly to what they'd both wanted and needed.
This was more than he'd ever imagined. He held her tightly, and with a
childish kind of desire he realized that he never wanted to let her go. Here in
his arms she was safe. If he ever let her go she might be hurt� but here and
now she was away from harm, even though that didn't seem to be enough. He
wanted to hold her like this forever.
She was so fragile and delicate� so trusting. There had never been a
moment since they'd been together where she'd ever doubted him, and it touched
him like nothing else could. And this was the ultimate proof of her trust�
allowing him to be so intimately close to her. Touching her in a place that no
other person had ever touched.
His heart felt like it would burst and his body was close to shattering. He
wanted to tell her something� but he didn't know what it was. His climax was
approaching with shocking speed and he was fast losing coherent thought.
But just then he felt Kagome's body snap taut beneath him, and he opened his
eyes in time to see her cry out his name with abandon as her body convulsed.
The sight alone was enough to spark his own orgasm and he choked on a grunt as
he gave a last few sporadic thrusts and his loins released.
This was beyond physical� it was something so much more that that.
Spent, Inuyasha half collapsed on Kagome as the aftermath of their act took
its effect on them both. They lay panting and shivering, piecing together
control over their bodies that had momentarily been snatched away from them.
Inuyasha pulled out of Kagome with a wince and pulled her close to his
chest. "� ok?" he panted.
"�ok�" she agreed, equally out of breath as she stared into the
distance.
"Good." He closed his eyes and tucked her close, happy to just
hold her and feeling amazingly at peace with himself� even though it should
have terrified him that he'd just walked into a trap. He was holding a girl he
could never let go of. His promises to Kikyo and his duty towards the undead
miko were now in jeopardy� but he didn't care.
As long as Kagome was still in this world, he would never be able to join
Kikyo in hell. He'd never be able to leave her after this�
--------
Kagome was sore. Very sore, in fact. But that didn't bother her as much as
she'd thought it would. Inuyasha was yawning behind her and settling down as if
he intended to sleep. "G'Night, Kagome�" he sighed, one arm still
looped around her.
But one puzzled thought continued to chase through her head.
Is that it?

"I've been thinking, Houshi-sama..."
"Yes?"
"And..."
"And?"
"And perhaps you are right." Sango bowed her head slightly.
"Perhaps the best solution to our dilemna is to share body heat...
intimately."
Crack out the sacrimental sake - Miroku was getting himself laid tonight!
He managed to school his expression. "I fear that may be our only
solution, Sango." he said wearily, as if it were a frightful bore.
"Nevertheless, shuffled this way and we shall get started."
Sango reluctantly began shuffling forward.
But just as she was within an arms length of him, she stopped.
"Houshi-sama, look!" she pointed to the doorway. "The snow has
stopped!"
Miroku glared at the doorway. "Oh my. So it has."
"And look! The sun is shining!"
"Oh joy."
"And there isn't even a cloud in the sky! It's almost as if someone has
lifted a curse from our heads!"
"Amazing."
"With that much sun the snow is bound to melt in a few hours! We're
saved."
"God dammit!"
"Excuse me?" Sango blinked at her companion.
Said companion only smiled back. "Praise the buddha!"

Someone was ringing a very loud bell next to her ear, and it wasn't a
pleasant noise to wake up to. Kagome grimaced and roused herself, trying to
remember where she was. It was then that she realised the ringing noise was
actually the house phone that sat on her bedside table, but between her and the
phone lay a very naked Inuyasha.
Beyond them was a window full of streaming sunlight and an alarm clock that
told her the time was 7:12.
Memories of the previous night came flooding back and Kagoem bit her lip.
Wow... had she actually done that?
Did she regret it?
She smiled when she realized... no... not really. Even if she was now very
sore in her nether regions.
"Don't mind me." Kagome whispered as she leaned across Inuyaha to
retrieve the phone. He merely grunted and shifted, hardly even awake yet.
Kagome lifted the head set to her ear and stifled a yawn. "Hello?"
"Oh - hi, Kagome-chan!" It sounded like Ayumi.
"Oh... hi, Ayumi-chan..." Kagome was too disorientated to sound
more enthusiastic.
"Just calling to ask if you'd be in school today. We have a test, is
all." Ayumi told her. "I'm guessing since you're well enough to
answer the phone, you're ok to come in today?"
Kagome thought for a moment. "What's the test on?"
"History - Sengoku Jidai."
Kagome gave a conniving smile. What didn't she know about the Sengoku Jidai
by now? "Sure I can make it in today!"
"Great!"
"And just so you know," Kagome went on. "I think the palm
reading was false. I mean - I waited a week and nothing happened to me at
all!"
Ayumi's end was very silent.
"Uh... Ayumi-chan?"
"Kagome..." Ayumi said slowly. "I think you misunderstood
me."
Uh oh.
"When I saw you on Thursday I said you had a week starting from
Thursday, not from Monday. When I took the palm reading you had like ten days
to go."
Kagome gaped at her bedroom wall. "Are you telling me that I still have
till... till Thursday?" Kagome asked.
"Maybe Wednesday?" Ayumi reasoned. "Well, it'll be ok, right?
You can hold out two more days, right?" Ayumi laughed. "I mean, it's
not like you're a whore like Sakura Saito!"
Kagome suddenly felt very sick.
"Just remember that there will be terrible consequences." Ayumi
reminded. "Oh - I have to go catch the tube - see you at school,
Kagome-chan!"
"Bye..."
Kagome hung up miserably and tossed the phone onto the floor. The bang it
made has Inuyasha's head shooting up. "Wha?" he snorted. "What
was that?"
"Nothing." Kagome said sullenly.
"C'mere then." he hooked an arm around her waist without warning
and pulled her down. "I'm not ready to get up yet... so let's just have
some peace and quiet, ok?"
Kagome nodded slightly and turned into him to be closer, feeling the comfort
and support he offered her.
She needed everything she could get, after all.
Fate had just screwed her over, pricelessly.

>TBC<
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