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The Gates of Heaven and Hell
Chapter Eight
The Unknown Road
Yuki-hime
Guide:
“
” the spoken words.
Any thoughts are in italics.
* for
definitions or notes at the end of the story.
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The dawn’s warmth reached the
sleeping miko a couple of hours after sunrise.
Her eyes groggily opened. She
felt the child’s heat at her side and carefully untangled her limbs from the
blanket, climbing out so as to not disturb her.
There were no signs of anyone else and though she was sure that she was
safe, she did not know where she was.
Kagome noted her tattered clothing and quietly stepped to the small
fire, finding a bundle of miko robes and a waiting breakfast. Quickly, the woman changed. Though there was little time for her to waste,
her stomach seemed to demand her current attention and she heartily ate a bowl
of the steamy soup.
Sparing a glance back, a small
smile crossed her features. The child
was sleeping soundly and a peace washed over her before she pushed it
away. Kikyou was waiting and she did not
think it wise to anger her mentor any more than she might have already.
The young woman crossed the
bridge. She could smell the river that
was a few yards away and she picked up her pace. When Kagome reached the top of the hill,
which overlooked the small valley that the water-way has settled in, she saw
the priestess’ form. Kikyou turned and
motioned her down.
“I see you are well,
Kagome-chan.” Her words held an unknown
meaning to Kagome, and one that she did not catch as she bowed.
“I’m sorry, Miko Kikyou-san.”
Her formal tone surprised the elder
of the two. Sesshoumaru had taught her
some formalities, yet it was wasted.
“You need not address me with such a formal greeting. I am to be your mentor, your master from now
on. Sesshoumaru may say different young
priestess, but he has requested my assistance in training your powers and you
will do as I say.” Her tone was
demanding and hard. The woman had to
know that she was in charge.
Kagome winced a little, but
nodded. “I understand.”
“You may address me as
Kikyou-sama.” She turned walking to the
flat stone near the edge. “We must
bathe, Kagome-chan. Come undress. I assure you that this area is safe from any
prying eyes. I would be able to sense
them before they were able to get close to do any harm.”
The girl nodded and followed
Kikyou’s movements as she disrobed and entered the water. Kagome laid her clothing beside the elder’s
and waded into the cool liquid. Out of
instinct, Kagome pushed herself deeper into its depths as she began the motions
of purifying herself. The experienced
miko hid her shock. ‘How does she know this?’
Stunned, Kikyou decided to wait until the right time and ask. She had to remember that this girl was not
even conscious of it herself. The woman adverted her eyes before the younger could notice. ‘Who is
she and where did she come from?’
Questions flooded her mind. ‘Why does she look like me?’
The ceremony took about an
hour. The two retreated to the shore,
gathering their clothes. Kagome had not
paid Kikyou much attention as she drowned herself in the strange but soothing
ritual. It had brought a peace out in
her that she did not know existed, so it had been a surprise and shock when her
eyes saw the horrible scaring. Kagome
quickened her pace, wanting to erase the images and questions that filled her
head.
The female’s voice broke her out of
her daze. “Come, we will meditate before
lunch. I must see how well you can calm
yourself.”
She nodded in silent agreement as
the two began a short walk into the forest.
Kagome started to wonder where they were going until a small shrine
appeared in a hazy fog of magic. “Kikyou-sama,
what is this?” She heard her voice but
had not known she had spoken.
“We are on holy ground Kagome, and
this is a holy shrine. Only those with
pure intentions may even lay eyes on this place.” The two ascended the wooden steps and entered
the double doors. Kagome’s eyes had to
adjust to the dim setting. The young woman
sat where Kikyou motioned as the miko went to light a few candles. It was apparent to the young woman that this
was a very special place surrounded by incredible waves of spiritual energy. “The first task is to clear your mind in
order to achieve a balance in yourself.
You must not let emotions overcome you and cloud your judgment. It will be your downfall Kagome-chan.”
The elder female sat down across
from her. Their eyes connected. Kikyou’s chocolate pupils pierced her
soul. “Clear your mind.”
Kagome nodded slightly as her lids
closed. She could feel the youkai
energies of nearby demons pushing on her, making it hard for her to breathe. ‘Is
this what it feels like? I can barely
breathe!’
“Steady your breathing Kagome. You must not let them physically effect you.” Kikyou’s command calmed her soul. “Deep slow breathes. Inhale.
Exhale.”
Her voice was rhythmical and her coaching eased the pain on her chest. The shadows did not disappear but she could
easily restrain them.
Kikyou’s voice faded into a
hum. Kagome found herself floating,
surrounded by various shades of grays and blacks. On occasion, she could catch glimpses of deep
blues, greens, and reds. She felt sure
that these were the evil energies from before, but she could not feel the darkness
or malice hidden within. Her thoughts
went to Sesshoumaru; his touch and warmth.
She did not feel any malice in his heart, nor could she see any of the
darkness that Kikyou spoke of.
A searing pain caught the girl
unguarded. Kikyou’s words rushed to the
surface; ‘clear your mind.’ Her eyes managed to catch a shimmer of purple
before she involuntarily screamed. Her
hands went to her chest; she could feel
the jewel burning with hatred. Quickly,
she stood and darted out of the small
room, not waiting for Kikyou’s questions.
It was hard to breathe and the youkai spiritual energy of that monster
had made her claustrophobic. She needed
air. And Sesshoumaru. Her mind screamed for him. ‘Sesshoumaru, where are you?!’
‘Dammit!’ she cursed. ‘Why do
I think of him? I was doing so good too.’ Tears
sprang up. The pain had been horrible. Her breaths were heavy as she slowly calmed
the turmoil of emotions raging in her chest.
The image of Kikyou’s nude torso flashed in her mind. ‘The
pain had been in the same area as her scar.’
“Kagome.”
The sound of her name startled the woman. She turned to see Kikyou’s eyes trained on
her; the emotions masked underneath her exterior. “We shall take a break. Let’s walk to the village and eat
lunch.” Her voice took a lighter tone,
trying to whisk away some of the horrors that she knew the girl must have felt.
She was a little shaken and had
expected the woman to question her, especially after her outburst inside. The walk to the center of the hub was quiet
as they were both lost in the events of that morning. The screams of the children greeted the two
mikos as they entered the square.
Several girls and boys ran to Kikyou, jumping up and down. Kagome noted that some had weeds and such in their
hands; ‘Those must be herbs.’ A small body crashing into her lower form
caught her off-guard. She smiled warmly,
“Rin.”
“Nee-chan!
Rin missed you! Rin picked these
pretty flowers for you!” The child’s
bubbly nature lifted her spirits. How
could she keep her cloudy demeanor with her around? Kagome desperately wanted to ask her where
her master was. She needed to see
Sesshoumaru.
“They are beautiful Rin!” She knelt to the girl’s eyes. “Thank you, I love them.” Before Kagome knew it, the child wrapped her
arms around her in a hug. The miko
returned the affectionate hug and held her tears. Kikyou had to be wrong. ‘Not
every demon was like that.’
Sesshoumaru could not be. The
proof was this little girl in her arms.
“Will you eat with Rin?” Kagome nodded and stood. The child took her hand and lead her to the stones around a circular pit. She noticed that Kikyou was staring at her,
watching her intently as the miko was still surrounded by children.
Rin’s chattering voice brought her
back. She heard Kikyou’s gentle
command. “Come,
let’s follow Kagome-chan, shall we? I am
very hungry.”
Kagome noted that there were only
humans around. Although she felt
comfortable, there was an uneasy pulse underneath the calm. ‘Where
is Sesshoumaru? What about the other
toad-demon that Rin speaks of? And Inuyasha? What is
going on?’ Her head began to hurt a
little. She knew there was something
wrong. ‘What happened to me last night?’
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It aggravated him to no end and he
kept the growling to the minimum so his younger brother would not guess too
much at his agony. The ground was
sparkling as the light hit the dewy grass.
The events from last night hung in his mind, but Inuyasha would have to
wait to be taught a lesson. Sesshoumaru
however, was more interested in what Kagome had done the night before. The morning light had not only brought the
false sense of security but the pungent smell of Naraku. ‘Was
Naraku involved again?’ With a last
glance at the sleeping figures, he followed.
Inuyasha had darted off before he
had even made a move. Though he did not
want to leave the maiden behind, the demon did not have a choice. There were more important and dangerous
things within reach and Kikyou would not stray from her. He could be at ease, at least for the
moment. The danger was not close to
Kagome yet.
The questions were, ‘was this the real Naraku?’ And if so, ‘why is he south?’ The
territories were known to be hostile to any outsiders, whether they were demons
or humans. And hanyous
were slaughtered on site. Though he did
not completely agree to the way the southern lord was handling his lands or people;
they lived in peace with no civil wars. Sesshoumaru knew it was not his place to argue
about such matters. He understood that Toshiaki
wanted to know who was within his borders at all times. The peace that the demon had established was
well known throughout the lands and envied by all.
The noxious scent of miasma brought
the brothers to a halt. Sesshoumaru
heard his name whispered on the winds.
The prince turned to face the village they had left a several hours ago.
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“Nee-chan?”
The small voice pulled her back.
Her expression was filled with worry.
Other men and women had gathered for the village lunch, taking up the
empty seats and spots on the ground.
“I’m sorry, Rin. What did you say?” The woman cleared her throat. Her eyes looked about; she noted Kikyou’s heated
gaze on her. ‘Where is Sesshoumaru?’
“Kikyou-chan said to eat this,” she
shoved the bowl and plate in her lap as she planted herself on the ground.
She smiled, “Here Rin, please sit
beside me. You should not always sit in
the dirt.” The girl’s smile beamed. Kagome could only guess that the child did
not really have any one that actually talked to her. A strong urge to protect the adolescent came
over her. It was as if it was the most
natural thing in the world.
Kagome ate in silence as Rin
chatted on about her morning. She had
attended to the chores like the other children.
Then she told her that she secretly picked some flowers in a field
nearby. Kagome knew why Rin spoke in
hushed tones. One, the children were not
allowed outside of the village alone and two, she had felt her master had been
watching over her. Though she did not
know why he remained hidden, Rin knew he was there. She nodded.
After about an hour, the villagers
and children dispersed. Kagome and Rin
had wondered off to a hill overlooking the next valley. Their raven silhouettes sat side by
side. Kikyou approached the duo who sat
in silence. She stood for a few moments,
patiently waiting on her apprentice. All
eyes were trained on the horizon. Kikyou
had not noticed the evil energy until Kagome refused to acknowledge her. “What the hell…?!”
Kikyou’s voice broke the silence.
Kagome cut her short, “Shhhh! You must be
quiet. They will not hear nor see us if
you remain still.” The woman returned to
her trance state. Her voice, the look in
her eyes; she was not Kagome. Rin looked
at the older miko. She mouthed something
that the woman could not make out.
The energy quickly
disappeared. Coming out of her daze, Kagome
stood suddenly and turned bowing. “I am
sorry, Kikyou-sama. What did you say?”
The woman narrowed her eyes. She looked to the child again, who was
clinging to her side, trying to support her.
“What is going on Kagome-chan?”
The girl looked uncomfortable. There was a pause before she spoke. “I can’t tell you because I don’t really
know. I can’t remember. I have these blackouts.” Hands rubbed her temples, her head really hurt. “It’s foggy.”
She paused. “Like someone else is
controlling me. I’m in a daze, lost and
then I end up here.”
“Is this what you have been keeping
from me?” The girl nodded. “Is there anything else, Kagome-chan?” Her stern voice brought the younger to meet
her eyes. She shook her head no. “Let’s get back to work then.” The trio descended the hill. Kikyou would have to investigate what was
going on south. ‘Is that where Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru has disappeared to?’ The youkai auras were going crazy, wild in
reaction to whatever she had just seen. Until
then, she could do nothing with but keep a close eye on Kagome.
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The demon was careful. There were too many eyes watching for her to
slip up now. Kagura sighed as she leaned
against the cave’s rocky wall. Saimyosho
were everywhere, so flying was completely out of the question. She was surprised when his aura filled the
forest. No one had thought that he would
attack so quickly, not after the last encounter. ‘There
has to be a reason.’
The wind goddess winced in
pain. ‘What is he searching for?’ Her
wounds were slow closing and this had begun to worry her. The minor damage she had received should have
healed by now. The thoughts that
something had seriously happened to Naraku had crossed her mind several
times. ‘Is he still alive? Will I
survive through this?’
The human in Sesshoumaru’s arms had
been the source of this fiasco. But the
burning question was, ‘why did she not
purify me?’
The insects slowly passed. ‘What
are they looking for?’ The pain
stabbed her body again. The woman moved
deeper into the cave. She needed time to
heal. Kagura was not in a state to
properly defend herself against Inuyasha or Naraku.
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The two barely spoke as they
returned to the sacred shrine. Kagome
settled into her meditation. Her head
began to hurt. She was in a daze when
Kikyou had found her. ‘What was I doing?’ The look on her mentor’s face had spoken
volumes, but she had remained silent.
There was a chill on her spine when she stood, and Rin’s support had
been a grateful welcome. The young woman
did not know how the child had known. Yet
the uneasy aura from earlier was prevalent, surrounding, enclosing in on her
form. Kagome’s thoughts strayed to
Sesshoumaru. ‘Why do I feel I need him beside me?’
Kikyou’s voice startled the
female. “Kagome-chan you must put
Sesshoumaru out of your head. He will be
your downfall. If that same distraction
came while you were on the field of battle, then you would be dead.” Her harsh words were true.
‘What would happen if
Sesshoumaru or Kikyou were not with me?’
Kagome
understood what she spoke of. Thoughts
flooded back to her scar. There was a
pain that continued to grow in the woman.
Was it too inappropriate for her to ask what had happened? “Kikyou-sama,” she took a breathe, “there has been something that I have wanted to ask
you.” She needed her mind off of the
dark prince. And the
ache that was gripping her heart.
There was a long silence. It was as if Kikyou knew what she was going
to ask, and had wanted to prolong the inevitable. “What happened to you?” Both knew to what she was referring. Kagome thought she was not going to answer
her question. The violet aura had crept
upon her as the agony flowed and pain tripled.
‘Sesshoumaru…’ she cried
inwardly.
Her voice was full of bitterness
when she spoke. “I was foolish, just
like you are. I let my emotions get the
better of me Kagome. This is the price I
paid and it is a constant reminder of what my duty is; to protect the innocent
from the conniving ways of demons. There
is no one else but us. We are some of
the last remaining.” The woman looked at
her. “I do not know where you came from
but it does not matter. Sesshoumaru is a
very dangerous youkai. He is the Lord of
the Western Lands. Do you understand
what I am saying?” A hard tone entered
her voice. “Kagome, are you
listening?” Kikyou inched forward,
closing the distance and putting her hand out to shake the younger miko. The female had erected a barrier and the
woman winced as her hand hit the energy, but she drove forward. When her fingers touched her body, the pain
that had filled Kagome seeped into the elder.
The women cried out as their bodies were tortured.
The pain of her scar seared
forward. The sound of footsteps caught
Kikyou’s ears. The miko could not break
the contact with the younger woman but kept her eyes trained on the entrance. She heard muffled yelling. The door flew open revealing a blur of black,
pink, and purple. She heard her name and
then felt the warmth of hands pulling her free.
Sango screamed as the anguish bore
into her core before vanishing. The
female glanced over at Miroku to see the other miko out cold. She spoke again, her voice full of worry as
she gently shook her. “Kikyou?! Kikyou?!”
Her eyes fluttered open. “Sango-chan, is Kagome okay?” Her words were anxious. The woman nodded. “Naraku… Sango, you must find Inuyasha…” the
pain cut her words off. “Sesshoumaru… he
will come for her. Please, do not let
him take her away.” With her energy
drained, Kikyou fell unconscious, limp in the slayer’s arms.
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Inuyasha stared at Sesshoumaru’s
back. They had both smelled Naraku but
the demon was definitely not acting his usual self. ‘Is he
actually worried about that unusual priestess?’ He could not believe it even as he saw it
with his own eyes; Sesshoumaru’s compassion and obvious distress at the current
situation. The hanyou had to hold his
tongue out of simple wonderment. Never
in all his years of knowing the quiet and stoic youkai had he seen him like
this. Never had he seen Sesshoumaru
express true emotion. He did not move. ‘What
is he waiting for?’ Seconds later,
impatience got the better of him and he moved several paces past the demon
before his ice cold voice froze him.
“Do not touch what is mine. I will only warn you once.” His mask was in place as golden eyes promised
a bloody death. In a flash, he jetted
past Inuyasha.
‘What the hell is going
on?’ Sesshoumaru was acting weird. ‘A human, huh?’
Miasma suddenly poured out around
the brothers, halting the dark prince in his tracks. Inuyasha went for his sword, “Naraku!”
A hideous laugh filled the
sky. “Ku ku ku…” A bamboo
clothed puppet appeared out of the dense fog.
Saimyosho surrounded the paper illusion as a familiar voice echoed in
the darkness. “It seems you will not win
this battle. You will never be able to
keep her from me. Have Kikyou train her,
it will do you no good. She will be
mine. I will have the Shikon no Tama and
her soul.”
Sesshoumaru stepped around the
hollow form. “Do not make promises you
can not keep.” His cold voice whispered
in passing. The words reached Inuyasha’s
delicate ears. “Come, Brother, let’s not
waste time on a shell.”
He nodded unsure of the current
situation. Naraku had only wanted to rub
Sesshoumaru the wrong way. When he did
not bite the half demon did not push it and simply disappeared. Things were definitely getting weird. Inuyasha realized that they were now heading
back to the village. ‘Did Naraku’s threat unsettle him that
much?’ The tone of his voice when he
spoke to him broke something in the hanyou. ‘He called me ‘brother’.’
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The demon slayer and monk took the
two women to Kikyou’s hut on the outskirts of town. The miko’s words echoed through the duo’s
minds. “Sango,” Miroku’s voice broke
their silence as they stared at them.
“Do you think that Kikyou meant to keep Kagome away from Naraku or
Sesshoumaru?”
“It seems obvious to me that she
meant Sesshoumaru, but I wonder what she saw and what happened at the shrine?”
“Yes but what she asks is
impossible, Sesshoumaru us a much more formable opponent than Naraku. Plus I think it is better to have him as an
ally in this fight.”
“Yes, I agree. Very well then,” she stood, “I shall go find
Inuyasha.”
He nodded, watching her go. ‘What
role does this girl play?’ The monk
could not understand the twisting knots of lies and deception that began
weaving itself before their eyes. A few
hours later, noises from outside caught Miroku’s attention. He left the two sleeping maidens to
investigate. Inuyasha met him just
outside of the shack. “Inuyasha, please
wait.” He grabbed the hanyou stalling
him as Sango landed with Kirara.
“Inuyasha, please!”
Her voice carried over.
“Where is Sesshoumaru?” Miroku
asked.
“I found them on their way back
from the southern region. He has not
said why they were heading that way,” Sango spoke as she stood behind Inuyasha.
“Let me go.” He growled at his friend in an attempt to
enforce his statement.
“Move.”
Everyone turned to see the dark prince standing behind them.
Inuyasha did not back down, he
faced his brother. “You are not…”
“Do not tell me what I will and
will not do. You are not in any position
to be giving me order. Move now or I
shall move you.” His golden eyes burned
holes in Inuyasha. The trio that blocked
his entrance moved slowly. He kept his
pupils trained on the rash hanyou until it was clear. In a swift move, he entered the dim interior
to find them unconscious. He stood frozen, it was not until now that the striking resemblance
of the women caught him off-guard. A
brief flash of green material darted through his mind. Though the distinction between the females
was lost in the dark, Kagome’s smell was overpowering Kikyou’s. Her spirit was untamed and he could feel the
bridal energy held within.
He stepped around the first body
and knelt to the second one. The dark
prince touched her sleeping face, brushing away raven hair. ‘What
happened? What did Naraku do?’ Sesshoumaru dropped his fingers from her
delicate skin. There was not much of a
choice left.
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Inuyasha growled as the youkai
entered the hut. The monk’s calming
voice echoed in his ears. “What happened Inuyasha?
Why were you with Sesshoumaru?
Where were you two going?”
“I don’t know what game Sesshoumaru
us playing with Naraku, but I’m sure that that girl is in the middle.”
“Inuyasha, do you really believe
that he is capable of hurting Kagome?”
Sango asked him surprised.
“Regardless of what you may believe,” she glanced around, “I think he
may hold more compassion for others than you know.”
“I believe she has a point. It seemed that the Lord has stuck his neck
out for Kagome.” The monk backed her
statement.
He growled. “So then what do you propose we do?” Inuyasha did not like where this was heading,
but at this point there was little for them to do.
“Let’s not be hasty,” he
replied. “Come let’s talk elsewhere.”
The trio departed for the town
square. The only prying ear that needed
to be avoided would not enter into the human village.
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The elder miko woke hours
later. Hazy images from the events
earlier slipped through her fingers. Kagome
was a few feet away. She stirred and
Kikyou watched her eyes open. “You are
awake.” The girl sat up, mimicking the
female, and nodded. “What happened?”
She began to speak but the sound of
approaching people cut her short. She
stood quickly and moved to the entry.
Kagome’s mind was filled with so much clutter and with the recent brush
she had, the feeling and need to protect her mentor washed over her. Kikyou stared at her, stunned by her
actions.
The monk and taijiya filled the
doorway. “You’re awake,” surprise filled
the woman’s voice. She moved in, leaving
Miroku to stand alone.
He kept Kagome’s gaze. What Kikyou had spoken before she fell into
oblivion had bothered him. “Kagome,
would you care to join us.” Kikyou’s
words were a command and the woman obeyed.
‘Something feels
wrong.’ Her thoughts floated to the demon
prince. ‘Sesshoumaru, where are you?’
Her eyes met Kikyou’s.
“Kikyou, do you feel okay?” Sango’s voice broke the silence. She nodded though her eyes never left its
subject. “What happened?” The woman looked from Kikyou to Kagome and
then back.
“Yes, please tell us Kagome. What happened?”
She flushed at her statement. “I’m sorry, but I don’t exactly know what
happened.” How could she ease the pain
and worry on their faces? “Please, tell
me, is Rin okay?” Her question threw the
trio off.
“Of course,” the monk’s voice was
full of his surprise. “Kagome, we would
not hurt Rin.”
Shame filled her face. “I did not mean it that way…”
“Then what way did you mean
it?” Kikyou asked, bringing the
attention back to the subject at hand.
The woman did not answer. “Where
is Naraku Kagome?” The other two people
stiffened as tension rose.
‘Naraku…? I do not understand. I had asked Sesshoumaru who that was but he
only seemed to want to know what he spoke of.
Do they know him as well?’ She momentarily
tossed around the idea of asking her question.
Sesshoumaru had avoided her query but Kikyou might solve this puzzle for
her. “Kikyou-sama, could you tell me who
this Naraku is?”
Even though Kikyou, Sango and
Miroku had given her a brief history of this Naraku, Kagome still felt that
they were not telling her everything. She
felt that there was still something wrong.
And it bothered her that Kikyou had been earnest in returning to the
shrine to finish her first day of training.
The woman did not argue as they set out to purify themselves again.
It had been easier to keep the
prince from her thoughts, especially since the ominous aura did not appear
during her meditation. As night fell,
Kikyou broke the silence as she moved to light more candles.
The woman settled back in her seat
before speaking. “Kagome, if you want to
survive this you must understand that it will not be easy. Naraku is a very dangerous opponent and not
someone to underestimate. You will have
to learn a life’s education, work, and training in only a few months.” The miko paused. Fire flickered off of the women’s faces.
“I understand Kikyou. I have no other choice but to move forward
until I have regained my memories. This
is the only path for me.” Kagome’s words
held an air of knowledge. She completely
understood what her decision meant, her life or death. The lives of innocents. It was all in her hands. She held her own future, her own destiny.
The female nodded. “You must complete seven difficult
tasks.” Kikyou turned to her side,
reaching for a hidden bundle and placing it between them. “The first task is learning to tap into and
control the spiritual powers you possess.
There are three types of spells you can use and,” she paused, revealing
three arrows, “attach to arrows in order to destroy or seal a strong demon, or
even several if you have enough power or amplifiers.” Kagome watched as her delicate and milky
white fingers reached for the arrow closest to her, placing it in front of her. “The first is the Hama no Ya.” She reached for the second arrow, setting it
below the previous arrow. “The second is
the Joka suru no Ya.”
The woman repeated the prior movement, reaching slowly for the third
arrow. The apprentice seemed to note her
hesitation and felt an unwelcoming flood of despair and anger; her voice was
above a whisper. “The third is the Fuin
no Ya.” The
shaft was then laid with the others.
There was a long silence that seemed to stretch on into oblivion. “We will begin before day-break. Every morning, we must cleanse ourselves so
we will meet at the river’s edge outside of town. Do not forget.”
Kagome nodded and bowed. “Thank you Kikyou-sama. I am forever grateful for your help.” The woman bowed graciously and turned to
leave.
“Kagome, what is the nature of your
relationship with Lord Sesshoumaru-sama?”
“Relationship…?” The girl’s voice echoed the word. ‘Do we
have a relationship?’ Images flashed
in her mind’s eye. She saw herself and
Sesshoumaru sitting under a tree as Rin played in the field below. He seemed to be smiling. But it faded as quickly as it came.
“You must ask yourself, Kagome,
what are his true intentions?” Her voice
held a warning that sent chills down the female’s spine.
She nodded as she walked out the
doors. The cool night sky was sparkling
like diamonds. The wide heavenly view
kept her silent, lost in her thoughts as she waited on her companion a little
farther down the path. He had promised
to pick her up last night and he had told her to wait for him. Kikyou’s warnings rippled to the surface. What was she to do? It seemed like everyone was against her, ‘Kikyou and…even Sesshoumaru.’ What had she done to incur his absence? She had to remember that she was alone and
without any memories or the knowledge of who she was. The taiyoukai had been kind and willingly to
help her but how far would that take her?
Kikyou’s words tugged at her mind and heart. ‘You
must ask yourself, Kagome, what are his true intentions?’
Thinking back to the night before,
she sighed heavily. She had not wanted
to move from the Goshin Boku’s side, in fact, the
woman had first wanted to refuse, yet Sesshoumaru’s eyes told her
otherwise. It was strange how the tree
had brought her a sense of security, and familiarity. What was it she really saw when she first
touched its holy bark? Flashes of
brilliant color and figures were jumbled in a whirling combination. “The images were so confusing.”
Kikyou’s question surged to the
front of her mind. ‘But his actions spoke differently.
If he was cold and heartless then I do not believe I would even have my
life much less this jewel.’ Her hand
covered the spot on her chest.
She remembered the gentle tone of
his voice when he spoke to her. ‘What did you see?’ Sesshoumaru’s
question overrode her senses. Her voice
seemed not her own when she spoke the words that he had wanted to hear, words that
held a deeper meaning; the words of another language. Words that she could not
bring herself to speak. “Death and destruction as far as the eye could
see.” That is what she had wanted to
tell him.
Kagome desperately wanted
Sesshoumaru to know what Naraku had shown her.
‘Was it true?’ Would she be that destruction he spoke
of? ‘And
who is this Naraku anyway?’ Sesshoumaru
did not seem to want to tell her the truth.
And she was not entirely sure Kikyou’s words could be trusted. Everything felt like a dream; any moment she
would wake and find herself in her bed… soft sheets. Her head began to hurt again.
Flashes of a young girl’s room; a
bed with a table and window… She grimaced
at the sharp pain. The images continued
to flow, scattered in the wind. There
was an old shrine, and a well. ‘Yes, I remember a well.’ A surge of mixed emotions filled her,
bringing water to her eyes. Love, grief, betrayal.
Then she saw Sesshoumaru, Inuyasha, Kikyou, and Naraku. Her power flickered, and then died.
The images that filled Kagome’s
head clouded her thoughts. Was she too
hopeful that these might be her lost memories?
And if so, had she known Sesshoumaru and the others? Or were those scenes a possible future? Could she trust this woman that only appeared
to her when she was lost in her mind?
She thought of her time with Sesshoumaru; the night they reached the
camp after Naraku had attacked the village.
At first, she thought that he had been uncaring, but that had not been
the case at all. After he had told her
that she would be training with Kikyou, she had felt a wave of guilt wash over
her. Why had she been so rude and harsh
with her words?
* FLASHBACK *
She was lost. Lost in the words he had spoken and the
images he had shown her. What was she
going to do? Everything had been
blurry. She was not sure if she was
dreaming as a warmth engulfed her body and mind. The mists around Kagome began to clear. Her eyes suddenly focused on the face in
front of her, on the golden eyes that seemed to see through to her soul and
heart. She heard him whisper her
name. The woman could only blink, still
dumbfounded from her trance.
“Sesshoumaru?” her tiny voice broke the quiet barrier around her, full
of an unknown fear.
The warmth of his hands calmed her
as he spoke, demanding an answer this time.
“Kagome, what happened?”
She nodded, her thoughts numbly
trying to piece together the reality around her. ‘Is he
talking about…’
“Tell me what happened back
there. What did Naraku do to you?”
How could she tell him? Despair and sadness overwhelmed her and
Kagome knew that she would have to do something other than just sit around and
wait for something to happen. “Sesshoumaru,
I want to go back to the village. I want
to learn about myself, about this power that is hidden within me.”
“We have to wait until the chaos
has passed. The inhabitants are
unfriendly.”
She stared at him dumbfounded and
hurt. Images of the desecrated villages
flashed into her memory. The screams of
the people in the small colonies echoed in her ears as Naraku’s laugh
continued. She could still hear his
words. “Look at what you have done.”
“No. That’s not good enough. I have to see the village.” Fear and desperation were laced in her words
as she tried to rise. He was not going
to stop her. He may not have been
welcomed, but she was still human.
His hold kept her still. “Kagome, listen to me. It is too dangerous for you to go back. Even if Naraku is gone, you still have to
worry about Inuyasha and the villagers.”
“You don’t understand,” she pleaded
as tears sprang to her eyes.
His voice became hard as he spoke
her name. “Kagome…”
She pulled from his grasp, towering
above him before running into the thicket of trees. ‘He had
been completely unreasonable and unwilling to understand!’ The woman brushed the tears away from her
eyes. How could she explain to the demon
that she had to know? It was eating her inside out. The same feeling that possessed her when she
laid eyes on the village took hold again.
The need for that knowledge was burning her. Memories of the charred homes echoed in her
conscious. “I couldn’t have done that,
right?” she whispered to the trees. “I’m
not like that am I?” Tears began to flow
down her cheeks unchecked as she slowed to a stop.
A hand startled the woman as she
turned to see Sesshoumaru staring at her.
“You will train with Kikyou, a priestess in that village.”
She shook her head. “I don’t understand.” Was she hearing things?
“If you want to control that power,
it is the only way.” He held her
gaze. Anticipating her next words, he
spoke. “I have arranged everything, but
until then you are to obey my orders.”
Kagome smiled guiltily. “Thank you.”
Had she been wrong in judging him?
* END FLASHBACK *
Her eyes focused on the limbs above
her. Kagome could not be sure if these
images were her memories or not but she knew that the feelings that had
overcome her in that short time were not false.
There was some truth held there; somewhere within its branches. ‘Where are you Sesshoumaru?’
The woman stood, shaking the cloth
at her legs. Her mind was made up; she
would apologize to Sesshoumaru for last night.
After her training with Kikyou and her time spent mediating, Kagome
understood what Kikyou was telling her.
She could not turn back now. She
had chosen to walk down the unknown road.
Maybe he was after the Shikon, that
was a good possibility, but Kagome felt that there was something else. She couldn’t explain it and the woman did not
even know if the lord felt what she did, but it was there and she could not
deny the tug at her heart. In the chaos
of her life, he had become her rock in the raging waters.
She sighed. “It doesn’t look like he’s coming.” Her voice floated on the gentle winds. Kagome glanced at the wooden shack hidden
between the tree’s trunks. “I suppose I
should begin the walk home.”
Shadows caught her eyes. A flash of red. Kagome’s pulse quickened like her pace. Her breathing became heavy as she descended
the hidden stone stairs. A sudden noise
behind her made the woman quickly pivot on her heels, throwing her off balance
as she came face to face with Inuyasha. She
gasped as she lost her footing and landed in his arms.
“Are you okay?” His question held a tender tone.
A faint heated breeze hit her skin
as she tried to pull away from his hands.
“Y…Yes,” she muttered as she blushed unable to free herself. She did not feel any malicious intentions,
yet she knew she could not let her guard down.
“Excuse me, Inuyasha.”
He tightened his grip until she
ceased her struggling. Unexpectedly the
hanyou buried his face in her hair and took a deep breath. “You look like her, yet you do not smell like
her.”
Her eyes widened, ‘Is he talking about Kikyou?’
“Where is the jewel, Kagome?” his
voice hung on her name.
“The jewel?
But Inuyasha, Sesshoumaru will…”
He growled cutting her off. “Fuck him!
Why won’t you answer me? I am
going to be the one who destroys Naraku, not Sessho…” Inuyasha was interrupted by a sharp pain in
his side. He felt hands on him as he was
thrown, hitting a tree and slumping down in a red heap of limbs. He picked himself up to see his brother
standing in front of the woman who had been in his arms.
“Do not touch her again
Inuyasha. The miko is under my
protection and you will not harm her.”
The demon’s voice dripped with the bloodshed he promised. “I have already warned you once.”
Kagome moved to his side, reaching
for the silky kimono sleeve. Her voice
was full of emotion. “Where have you
been?” Tears pooled in her eyes. He turned to see her expression. “Why did you leave me alone?”
He scooped her up, “Come, let’s go.” They began to head west, away from the tiny
village. He would speak to her later
about what happened. ‘Why did Kikyou take her back to the shrine,
especially after what had transpired?’
“Huh? What do you mean? Are we not going to stay in the village?” Confusion set in.
“What the hell are you talking
about?” Inuyasha’s angry voice caught
the couple’s ears. “Since when have you
ever cared about a human woman?!” He
screamed at the youkai, drawing his sword.
“Naraku is my problem and you have no business butting in! Hand her over, she’s the key that we need!” He growled as his brother stood there staring
at him. “I won’t hurt her and I won’t
let anyone else hurt her either, I’m not a fucking monster ya
know!”
His hand moved from her waist to
the swords at his side. “A half-breed
like you could not possibly protect a woman of such status and power.” Golden eyes narrowed as he waited for the
creature in front of him to move. He
could smell the fear that had crept up in the female behind him and reached out
to calm her again. He would not kill his
younger sibling but he would make sure that Inuyasha knew who he was dealing
with. If he thinks Naraku is tough,
Sesshoumaru would prove him wrong.
Kagome grabbed a fistful of the
white cloth before he had a chance to move.
“Please, don’t. Can’t we just go home
now?” He could hear the exhaustion in
her voice and see the pain of the day’s training on her face. He nodded and then glanced at Inuyasha,
growling. The two disappeared into the
dark, leaving the hanyou to himself and his suspicions.
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He had not spoken a word since they
left Inuyasha. She was beginning to
worry that he could be angry with her.
Though Kagome could see the demonic aura around Sesshoumaru, she felt no
evil intentions like Kikyou had mentioned.
Instead, he seemed to be distancing himself. She instinctively reached out, catching the
sleeve of his kimono. “Sesshoumaru…” she
whispered his name.
“Kagome,” he began, not turning to
see her face. He needed to know what had
happened with Naraku, and today with Kikyou.
‘What did the miko tell you?’ He was silent. “Tell me.”
He felt her tense before leaning against him for support.
She was not sure of how to answer
his question. Half truths were all she
could give him now. “Kikyou asked me the
same question… I suppose… the images of death filled my mind.” Her voice faded as the wind rustled through
the branches. Her fingers slipped from
the fabric. The woman walked past him
into the clearing and froze. A cold wind
chilled her to the bone. The scene
before her eyes brought fading memories to the surface. In a daze, Kagome glided to the banks. Sesshoumaru watched slightly confused by her
actions, he slowly approached her.
It was as if time had stopped. Or she was merely an outsider watching with
little interest. Laughter filled the
atmosphere as several figures appeared across the river. It was two women and men with a small
child. Shock consumed her. She had seen them before, but their faces
remained hidden. They vanished into the
fog. Footsteps along the shore echoed as
a woman dressed in strange clothes emerged.
Her face disguised by the mists, but Kagome heard her voice calling
out. She turned to see the fading image
of the dark prince. “Sesshoumaru?”
He closed the gap, catching the
female as she stumbled out of her dazed stare.
“Are you okay?” Her eyes were
clouded. The strong scent of purifying
energy rolled off of her skin. Though
she did not burn him, he could feel the heat from her. “Kagome?” His name was whispered on her lips as the
woman leaned in.
The demon was unsure of her
condition. His blood was boiling and his
skin was on fire yet he was not burning.
The kiss had surprised him and had brought forth emotions that the stoic
male had suppressed in the past.
He turned quickly sensing the
inu-hanyou. The girl was still paralyzed
from her trance in his arms. “I have to
say that I was wrong about you.” He
grinned. “I thought that you would be
the last one to sympathize with humans…but it seems I was wrong.”
The prince growled. “You do not know what you saw.” Kagome’s actions were questionable but there
was something else she was experiencing and Sesshoumaru could not write off the
possibility of Naraku’s influence.
“My eyes do not lie to me.” He spit back.
“Do not lie to me. What the hell
is going on? Are you seducing her?”
“I do not need to seduce anyone.”
“Are you going to answer my
question?” He stared hard at the demon,
not backing down. He needed answers.
“Meet me in an hour near the God
Tree.” The prince turned with the woman
in his arms as he headed for the cave.
Inuyasha knew where they were staying.
Sesshoumaru assumed that the hanyou had followed Jaken when he had
picked Rin up at the human village. ‘Dammit.’ With his brother breathing down his back,
Sesshoumaru would be distracted if Naraku were to attempt to get the jewel. ‘I will
deal with Inuyasha.’
When the duo neared the hollow
cavern, they were greeted by a young girl.
Rin bounced into the clearing. “Sesshoumaru-sama! Nee-chan!” She jumped
into his path. “What’s wrong with
Nee-chan?” Her eyes held a fear that he
had not seen in a long time.
“She’s just sleeping.” The child had the stench of other human
children on her, he would have to make sure she had a
bath before they retired tonight.
“Lord Sesshoumaru-sama, Lord
Sesshoumaru-sama!” Jaken shouted as he
came running out. “What happened?”
“Jaken, have you finished all of
the preparations?”
“Yes, Lord Sesshoumaru-sama, just
as you requested.”
He nodded and walked inside. The palette was on the far side of the
burning fire. Cooking food wafted over
the heat and to his nose. He rounded the
pit, laying Kagome gently on the pile of hay and furs. He stared at her for a moment. ‘What
had happened? Was Kikyou involved in
this?’ It was no coincidence that
Inuyasha was there. He sighed
inwardly. He stood. There was other business to attend to
now. Turning the dark lord met Rin and
Jaken’s eyes. “Stay here. Jaken, do not let Kagome or Rin out of your
sight. I will be back shortly.”
“Yes milord, but where are you
going?” The toad stuttered as he hobbled
after the taller demon. His silent
response flustered the youkai as Sesshoumaru disappeared.
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Kagome had woken shortly after the
prince’s departure. Her head still hurt,
but Rin’s cheery disposition and the warm food waiting for her eased the last
traces of pain away. When she asked
about Sesshoumaru, Jaken had told her that he left in a hurry, saying that he’d
be back and to stay put. She huffed but
understood his reasons.
Several hours passed, Kagome began
to get anxious. She quickly rose. Sesshoumaru had left in such a hurry earlier
that she was unsure of where he could have disappeared to but her feet carried
her away and Kagome followed. The faint
cries of Jaken and Rin died as her steady breathing overtook her senses. After a few moments, the woman recognized
that she was on her way to the Goshin Boku.
There was a rustling and loud banging as she closed the gap to the open
field. Faint memories rose to the
surface… ‘This seems so familiar… like I have been here before.’ She held her breathe when she topped the
hill.
Sesshoumaru rushed the hanyou who
used Tetsusaiga to block the blow. He
growled in frustration. “What the fuck where you doing?” He had let his anger get the better of him,
his youkai blood boiling with built up rage.
“I warned you to not touch what was mine.”
Inuyasha grunted. “Keh, I was under the
impression that a human mate was below you, Sesshoumaru.” The name dripped from his tongue like venom.
A flash crossed the prince’s eyes
before he brutally assaulted him again.
Kagome’s descending scent caught his nose, yet he did not relinquish the
upper hand. She would not distract him
this time. Her blue orbs caught silver
hair in the moonlight as the brothers fought.
“Sesshoumaru!” her voice full of fear and anguish. ‘What
is he doing?’ She ran down the hill,
slipping on the wet grass. The woman
picked herself up and continued toward the duo.
“Please stop this!” The two
continued to fight as she fell again. “Inuyasha, please!
Stop this!” Kagome looked
helplessly from one to the other.
He put his weight into the swing
and managed to slide his brother a few feet away. “He won’t listen to anything you or I say,”
he spoke as he landed next to her. He
gently pushed her away from him. “Get
back to the village where it is safe.”
Sesshoumaru growled. “Are you deaf half-breed?” His eyes flashed blood red at the contact he
had witnessed. “I told you to keep your
filthy hands off of her. Is it not bad
enough that you have already tainted one miko?”
The statement sent Inuyasha off the
deep end. “What fucking right do you
have to judge me? You don’t know
anything!” he screamed as he blindly charged the figure.
The demon grinned, humans were so
easy to manipulate. He was simply able
to dodge the swing. Kagome’s cry caught
both of their attention. “Please!” Tears flowed down her flushed skin. Images of the God tree filled her mind. Desires, fears, destruction and determination
filled her soul. She did not want to see
any one hurt anymore.
The taiyoukai laughed again. “Were you too blind to see that you were both
being manipulated by Naraku?”
The half demon growled. “Fuck you.”
Anger filled his blood as he readied Tessaiga, “Kongosoha!”
A tremendous fear filled
Kagome. Her whispered cry was deaf as
the sound of the energies echoed throughout the atmosphere. Her feet carried her to Sesshoumaru’s side,
crying his name. The woman’s face was
stained with tears as light engulfed them.
He could do nothing as he watched
the stupid woman run into the path of his attack. He screamed her name with a few obscenities
as he ran down the torn path. Suddenly a
brilliant violet aura flooded to him.
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AUTHOR’S NOTE:
God, finally done! Took me f-o-r-e-v-e-r! Lol. I had a lot of
problems with this chapter. There are
probably still typos but I did not feel like waiting for the beta to read it so
I posted it now. Expect a revised
version a little later…..within a week.
Promise! If you have any comments
on the storyline, please let me know.
That was one of my problems. ^^
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