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Please Don't Love Me	By : chicke222 Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Kagome > Sessh?maru/Kagome Views: 12221 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 3
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Chapter Eight
Morning After

The morning came quickly for exhausted newly made women mainly because night never came to her. Kagome had lay awake all night long thinking about what she had just done and with whom. She did not regret her choice because she knew it could not be helped, but she was ashamed. She was ashamed because she had liked it a little too much.

'It is only natural, that I should grow attached to the male I gave my virginity to right?' she asked herself mainly trying to validate her feeling if only to herself.

She berated herself all night because of it convincing herself that it would never happen again.

'I need to stop beating myself up over this! It is not like it would ever happen again right?' she continued to question herself trying to make her feel better about her feelings.

The fact that she was convinced did nothing to ease her shame, because she knew she was only convinced it would not happen again because she knew that he would never allow it to happen again.

'God I am such a slut!' she thought as she realized the very reason she was so convinced. She had no doubt that had he really felt the way the potion made him she would allow the act a second time and that scared her.

'Why can't females engage in sex without feelings?' she asked herself Kagome knew all too well by listening to her friends claims that females are incapable of having sex without feelings unless the female is a whore.

She knew that this would happen, that she would grow attached after the act of intimacy they had shared. It was in her nature to become attached to someone especially after such an act.

'But Kah! Why can't I get him out of my head? Every time I close my eyes he is there his face alight with passion and desire, I need to stop thinking about him!' Kagome in no way was a loose woman she had just lost her virginity albeit to a former enemy and practically a stranger, but she did not sleep around.

'What am I going to do?' she groaned pitifully while watching the sunrise. 'This cannot be healthy.' she thought as she rubbed her eyes tiredly.

Kagome was stuck and she did not know what to do to become unstuck and she had the feeling things were only beginning.

0ooo0

The scent of the sunrise filtered through his nose as his consciousness slowly came to the surface. He remembers perfectly everything that had happened and oddly enough he thought she would still be there when he woke.

'I fell asleep?' his sleep fogged mind thought while as he continued to become aware of the outside world. He could not believe he fell asleep; he had never just passed out from rutting before no matter how good the sex was.

She was not there he could tell she had left immediately after rutting with him, the staleness of her scent proved as much. Opening his eyes to confirm what he already knew he saw he was correct, she was gone. That however was not what surprised him, what surprised him what the small miko's barrier that surrounded his form and the small scroll in front of him.

'She just left!' he thought incredulously he could not believe it. Normally after he bedded a female he usually had to throw them out of his bed as they never left on their own.

Picking up the scroll the barrier fell. 'She placed a barrier over this Sesshomaru while he slept to protect him.' the thought was unbidden and it caused a reaction within him that made him feel something, he was not sure what he felt. It was strange for him to think anyone would want to protect him never mind some ningen.

Sesshomaru did not know exactly how he felt at the moment, thankful, relieved, disgusted, angered, all those feelings and more.

Checking over his body he realized that he was still naked with that strange thing still on his penis. Carefully taking the flimsy material off he was surprised that it had worked, that it did in fact contain his seed. Standing he began to dress but not before throwing the odd material on the ground. 'At least I am back to normal and don't have to deal with awkward moments.' He thought as he felt his renewed strength in his veins.

He was thankful to be back to normal and relieved that the girl was gone saving him from the confrontation that he was sure would happen had she stayed.

'I cannot believe a mere potion caused this Sesshomaru to become indebted to a ningen!' he thought distastefully at the idea of being indebt to anyone.

He was disgusted because he had no choice but to lay with a human or die. For all his strength and power all it took was a Shikon enhanced potion to overpower him he really hated that jewel.

'I am going to kill that bitch!' he seethed as he thought of the witch who put him in this predicament to begin with.

He was going to kill the hag because his pride and honor demanded he did. His pride because someone had managed to bewitch him and his honor because what had to happen in order for him to live, it was not only his honor he would be defending it was the ningen miko's as well.

It was not strange to him to feel the need to defend the miko's honor because of his debt to her and in doing so it would also defend his honor. There was however one thing Sesshomaru was having a hard time dealing with.

'Why would the miko come to me?' he knew that she was aware of the potion because he did after all remember everything. He knew that she had approached him with the intent of giving herself to him. What he did not know was her reasons, why would the miko have to come to him to save him? Last night he was not so worried over her reasons for being there because he had other things on his mind at the time.

'Now this Sesshomaru owes his life to a ningen miko!' he thought with a snarl he did not like that he owed anything to anyone much less a miko.

He realized that he owed the girl a life debt because she had undoubtedly saved his life. He looked down at the strange material the girl had brought were the scent of her virginal blood was coming from and knew she had done more then save his life, she had given him her innocence. He could remember the shock he felt when he realized that she still in fact had her innocence. It had surprised him because he was sure that the girl was involved with Inuyasha, they surely acted like they were.

Wasting no more time on idle thoughts he gathered the rest of his items and left the area back towards his small group.

0ooo0

Inuyasha, Sango, Miroku, and Shippo were all within Kaede's hut waiting for the return of their friend Kagome. They had no idea that she had not really been home in the future the whole time. And if Kagome had it her way they would never find out!

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