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Love Me Love Me Not	By : Namiriana Category: InuYasha AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 10157 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Title: Love Me Love Me Not
Chapter: Inuyasha’s Choice
Date: August 10, 2010
Inuyasha had been awake for almost an hour, but no one had been in to check on him. He was grateful and also a bit disappointed, however the solitude would work in his favor. He had wanted to die doing something useful, but Mother had taken that from him. He did not know how she expected him to suffer anymore for those that hated him and turned his children against him. Inuyasha decided it was time that he once again took matters into his own hands and instead of attempting death, which was something that Mother could thwart as long as her plans did not call for a fated death, he was going to seal himself away. If he did that, no one would be able to interfere and he would finally have the peace that he had always prayed for but never received. Inuyasha quietly got up from the infirmary bed and snuck out of the workroom into the hallway. He quickly and stealthily made his way through the vast hallways until he reached the hidden passage that led to the small forest of trees next to the far south and west walls. He did not care that he was undressed, due to the sensitive nature of his skin as his body dealt with the remaining side effects of the poison, because it would not matter soon. Inuyasha emerged within the heart of the forest, in front of the largest tree. Inuyasha touched the demon tree softly to wake it from its slumber in order to ask him for a favor.
“Who awakens me?” The voice was hoarse and gravelly, but it held the many sides of nature all at once. Inuyasha looked the tree straight in its revealed eyes.
“My name is Inuyasha and I come asking for a favor without the knowledge of Mother.” The demon face that had appeared on the tree looked shocked at the young hanyou’s reply.
“Why does one such as yourself seek such without the knowledge of the Great Mistress?”
“I am broken, I am tired, and I wish for death. This is my last resort or I will go insane and have to be put down.” The tree studied the small youth in front of him and could not help but agree to listen to the boy’s request. Those scars and the deadness in the child’s eyes spoke sharply on his behalf.
“What is your request?”
“I want to be sealed away in the one place that has never judged me for what I am. I want to be able to still watch over my children without burdening them with my presence. I want to find the peace that has been denied to me here. Will you help me?” Inuyasha was prepared to sincerely beg if the tree demon refused his request. He could not live the way he had been and his children were old enough to no longer need him; in fact, they had made their displeasure of his presence in their lives easily and vocally known.
“Very well, step closer child and place both palms upon my bark. Your wish shall be granted. Until such a time when your presence is accepted and your heart will be cared for, sleep within the vines, lay your head to rest upon the boughs, and merge your spirit with the calmness of the running streams. Envision life as it goes on and surrender your own, rest your spirit and calm your mind. Give your body to the Great Mistress so that she may preserve you as you take guidance and comfort within the sweet embrace of the very essence of Nature.” While the tree demon wove the spell with his words, Inuyasha began to sink into the trunk of the tree until nothing more could be seen of him before he body began to reappear once more further up the tree.
Inuyasha’s body was held to the tree by vines that held his wrists captive above a bowed head, wrapped about his chest and groin as though he were female, and bound his ankles together. His silver hair was loose with small vines running through it and those vines held small flower buds that would only bloom when it was time for the young one to begin the process of coming back to the feudal era. With his task done, the ancient tree once more retreated into its own sleep. It had to prepare for the chaos and anger that was sure to ensue at the hanyou appearance in the forest and the current status of the half inu.
Healer Pancho was in a panic as he hurried down the many corridors of the Western Palace. Consort Inuyasha had disappeared from his infirmary the night before and Pancho had looked everywhere for the half demon but there was no clue as to Inuyasha’s whereabouts. It was strange because there was no scent trail which meant that Inuyasha planned this or that someone had ‘helped’ the mate of InuTaisho to disappear. Pancho swallowed hard as he finally reached the door of his lord’s study. He knocked lightly and awaited permission to enter. It was a few moments; to the point he thought his lord might not have heard him the first time, when he heard the gruff voice.
“Enter.” Pancho entered nervously as he began to fidget. Both InuTaisho and Sesshoumaru were in the study and his task was made that much harder.
“Speak healer. What have you disturbed us for?” Pancho’s scent spiked sharply with fear as he swallowed another lump in his throat.
“Consort Inuyasha has disappeared, my lord.”
“….”
“WHAT?!” InuTaisho was pissed. The healer had said that Inuyasha was still in a healing sleep and would not rise for several more days. How in the nine levels of hell did the little bastard escape. InuTaisho took immediate action and sent some of his best trackers to find his missing bitch. He also sent a couple of warriors in case it was a kidnapping as the healer was suggesting by the conspicuously missing scent. Once again the dominate of the pair squashed down the strange squeezing feeling in his chest that had become more and more frequent since his initial mating with the filthy half-breed.
“Where are you going?” InuTaisho asked as his eldest child tried to run past him. Sesshoumaru glared back at his father before answering as his other parent held fast to his arm in want of an answer.
“To look for Kaa-san.” Sesshoumaru’s answer was short, sweet, and to the point. InuTaisho was stunned and confused because he had thought that Sesshoumaru hated and was ashamed of the creature that had bore him. The pup took that moment of shock to pull his arm free and continue on his way to search for his mother. Sesshoumaru did not even bother to use his senses because his instincts were telling him exactly where his mother was. Sesshoumaru followed the direction he was being pulled in until he reached the palace forest. He was not surprised as he remembered that his mother had loved being in the gardens, talking to the plants, bugs, and animals. Sesshoumaru had used to do it too and he loved playing games with the many aspects of Nature until his father had broken him of that habit. Sesshoumaru traveled further and further into the forest until he reached the ancient tree and one of the oldest advisor’s on his father’s council, Bokusenou. It was not Bokusenou that caught his attention; rather it was the ethereal sight that was attached to Bokusenou above Sesshoumaru’s own impressive height. InuTaisho, who had followed after regaining himself, also stopped in awe of what he saw. There was his mate, bound to a tree with only the necessities covered, his body covered in a multitude of scars that did not detract from the young half demon’s beauty at all. Both of them just stared for a while before InuTaisho composed himself enough to wake the ancient tree that was even older than he.
“Bokusenou?” InuTaisho asked rather than demanded. It would not do well to get on the old demon’s nerves.
“What do you want, dog?” Both inus were taken back by the tone of the ancient tree, but each held their composure in want of the ancient tree answering their questions.
“We were searching for Inuyasha. What happened?” Bokusenou seemed to think for a moment before he began to speak once more.
“You are not worthy of an answer. When you return to the DaiYoukai of before, perhaps I will be generous enough to give you something worth knowing, until then leave the child be! Now be gone, my rest has been disturbed enough!” Bokusenou smirked before his face disappeared once more as he returned to his sleep. It was quite interesting to see such a strong Shiro Inu king and Lord of the Western Lands run away with his tail between his legs like a pup. However, it was time that the dog grew up or he would lose Inuyasha’s heart forever. The Great Mistress may not approve of his method of helping the House of Inu, but her way had caused the boy more suffering than he was capable of handling. The memories that the boy had shown him while embracing his core had been horrifying and he was shocked that the woman had let such vile things happen to someone she considered her favored child. Bokusenou gave a mental sigh as he thought about the next confrontation he was going to have to deal with and that was with the woman herself. He really did not want to, but every now and then, those in power forget their way and it was clear he needed to show her that she had lost hers when it came to Inuyasha.
“Sleep well child, may you find peace within your dreams. Even if it is only for a little while.”
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