Kagome's Blue Light | By : Earthnfarie Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Kagome > Sessh?maru/Kagome Views: 9813 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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“Just think of how happy she would be with a family of her own making.” The words echoed through Sesshomaru’s mind as he stood at his study window and gazed out at Kagome with Rin’s many children. Kagome was watching over them all to let Rin and Shippo have a break and some time alone. They were grateful, as were the children. Sesshomaru knew they loved having new people to play with, and it seemed as if Kagome never tired of them and their games. Sesshomaru easily saw just how happy she was, and knew her mother was right. Sesshomaru almost purred at the thought of Kagome having his pups. Sesshomaru waved to the energetic fiasco when Kagome looked up and smiled at him.
“Have you asked her yet?”
Sesshomaru turned to Rin still wearing the smile. “No, I haven’t.”
“Why it’s obvious you love her?” Rin asked as she walked into his study and plopped down on the couch.
Sesshomaru watched her with amused eyes. “I want her to fully understand the implications first.”
Rin rolled her eyes. “Have you at least told her how you feel about her?”
“I believe you said it’s obvious.”
“So that’s a no.”
Sesshomaru looked at Shippo in the doorway. “That is correct.”
Shippo shook his head. “Sesshomaru you can’t treat her like you would anyone else you may want to court.” Sesshomaru lifted an eyebrow in question, and Shippo sighed. He went to his mate, and sat by her. “You must understand that everything that happened with Inuyasha was only months ago for her- not 500 years.”
Sesshomaru sat facing the two. “She has seemed unaffected by the hanyou.”
Shippo gazed at him. “You didn’t know her like I did. You didn’t see her. She may have been coming to terms with it when he made the wish, but… Kagome spent a long time lusting for a man that led her on, and dumped her for someone else. He was likely her first real crush, and look at what it got her.” Shippo looked at his wife, and sighed. “There is always more to Kagome than she lets on.”
Sesshomaru replied as he let the word sink in, “I have noticed.”
Shippo looked at Sesshomaru. “Never underestimate Kagome. And tell her how you feel. You may find she isn’t willing to wait as long as you.” With that Shippo rose, and helped his wife up. Together they went to the gardens to watch their children play, leaving Sesshomaru to reflect on how everyone but him seemed to know how he should approach Kagome.
“Perhaps it is time I take advice rather than give it.” He said to himself.
** Two Weeks Later **
Kagome stood in the big bay window of the parlor long after the SUV had disappeared from sight. She sighed as she thought about not getting to see them again until the holidays. For the first time a horrid thought struck her. She knew how old they all were, and how long she might live, but her family was still human. They would wilt and die, and she would have to watch until she was alone in the world. As Kagome wondered what life would be like without her mother, a tear slipped down her check. She heard her name called behind her, and didn’t turn. When Sesshomaru called to her the second time she did turn, and in looking at him lost her grip on all her emotions. She had been bottling it all up, and trying to ignore it, and now it flooded through her in a torrent. She reached out for anything to hold onto as she felt like she was being swallowed whole, and found herself being held by Sesshomaru. She leaned into him grateful.Sesshomaru watched Kagome stare out the window after his daughter and son left. He felt her grief begin to swell, and called out to her. When she turned to him the second time, he felt all of her emotions crash on him through her youkai. He saw her reach out to steady her, and was instantly by her side. She leaned into him, and he picked up the onna, and carried her to his room. He knew she needed to relax, but she also needed to get this out of her system. He settled onto the couch in his room thinking the bed would be too forward, and stoked her back while emitting a low rumble in his chest. When Kagome had cried herself out, and had seemingly relaxed he asked, “Kagome, please tell me what is bothering you.”
“M-my family is h-human, and will all die, and I will be left a-alone.” She managed to get out around her hitched breathing.
Sesshomaru hugged her to his body. “It will be a great tragedy when your family passes, and it will hurt, but Kagome you will never be alone again. You have your son, and Rin, and, Kagome, most importantly; you have me, and always will. I will not leave you.”
“Bu-but-”
“No but Kagome. You will always have me.” Sesshomaru whispered into her hair as he buried his nose in it.
Kagome was quiet for a little while. “Y-you’re not t-trying to get rid of m-me?”
Sesshomaru uttered a short almost bark laugh. “No! Why would you think that?”
Kagome laid her head on his chest, and breathed in his scent deeply to steady her breath. “Dinner with my family, and now Rin. I thought you might be trying to get me to leave.” She told him quietly. She let her eyes drift closed, and whispered, “I don’t want to leave. I want to stay here with you.”
Sesshomaru smiled into her hair. “Good. I don’t want you to leave. I-” he hesitated, and then plunged in head first, “I want you to stay with me for the rest of our lives.”
“Mmmm.” Kagome managed as she drifted into sleep in the lap of Sesshomaru.
**-**
Kagome woke slowly feeling warm, and comfortable. She snuggled into her bed/pillow, and smiled at how much it smelled like Sesshomaru. Kagome sighed happily, and then slowly her memories drifted back. She felt/heard her bed/pillow begin to rumble soothingly, and she realized she had fallen on Sesshomaru. She blushed at the thought, and remembered their conversation after her crying fit. Kagome’s eyes shot open at that. What did he say? She sat up, and looked him in the face. “Sesshomaru?”A smile twitched at his lips at her failure to use the honorific. “Stay with me Kagome- stay with me until the world stands still; stay and make a family with me.” Then he leaned forward and kissed her not giving her any time to react.
Kagome leaned into the kiss realizing he was asking her to mate with him, and finding that she wanted to.
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