The Taste of True Love | By : Chirella Category: InuYasha > General Views: 3893 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 9 – The Decision
Sesshoumaru’s mind swirled after Inuyasha left
him to think in his study. It’s a spell…a bizarre and powerful spell. But
now I have to choose a fate for both Rin and I. Should I let her live in peace
while I disintegrate into a babbling fool? Or should I bring her back to me so
we can suffer destruction together? No, I cannot let harm come to Rin, I have
already hurt her enough. But can I tell her I love her? Do I love her?
A low growl resounded from Sesshoumaru as he
bowed his head in heavy contemplation. The spell still had its grip on him
begging him to choose obsession. His brother’s words coaxed him to choose
love. His own thoughts were pulling him to think of Rin’s safety first.
What am I going to do? She is so soft, sweet, beautiful…she is mine, but I
won’t keep hurting her. If I mated her and something happened to me, she would
be defenseless against the world. She would be seen by enemies as a
vulnerability to me and become a target for demon attack even with me alive.
Does all the even matter? I could protect
her, I am the Lord of the Western Lands and my strength is great. But would Rin
know the ramifications of becoming my mate, of loving such a feared demon? She
would be forever bound to me, this life and the next, her heart always aching
for me, even if I could not find her. She would die of old age while I
remained ageless. But do I love her? What is love anyway? How do you know if
you are in love with another?
Sesshoumaru felt even more confused
after a few minutes of serious thinking. He wanted the best for Rin, even if it
meant sacrificing himself for her happiness and protection. I would give my
life for you Rin; I’d give it all up if it would keep you safe. A tear
welled up in Sesshoumaru’s eyes and he did not attempt to hold it back. It
trickled down his face dripping off his chin onto his chest.
Rin is so pure, so lovely. I think she
would have me as a mate, at least that is what she implied that day in the
gardens. It was the first time I hunted her down during the day because of the
spell. She had been sitting in the grass with her head tilted back to let the
sun shine on her face. Her eyes were closed and she had a faint smile; that
smile that makes my legs weak when I’m around her.
I had intended to continue on my way into
the castle but I was drawn by her scent and my defenses against the obsession
were becoming weaker. I could not even whisk her to her room, I tasted her
right there on the garden grass. I yanked up her robes to her waist, cupped her
firm ass and held her legs apart with my shoulders…while I…while I took what I
wanted…her taste, her scent, her essence.
She had squirmed a bit, I could tell she was
embarrassed to have me licking her in broad daylight right outside the castle
walls. But she loved it. She moaned and wiggled, pressing her body into my
face. I remember that she tasted exceptionally sweet that afternoon. When she
was done, I pulled her robe down and wanted to leave; I was embarrassed for
having no control yet again. But she grabbed my arm and said “Lord Sesshoumaru,
please…don’t leave me.” I only looked at her; I didn’t know what to say.
Rin kept talking, “Please, I
want you…I want to be with you, always.” Her eyes had started to tear as I
pulled away. I was so afraid of myself that I wanted to be far away from her
for her own sake, but then she cried…I broke her heart. I left her there in the
garden ignoring her words. After that time she did not enjoy herself as much,
it became a nightmare for her instead of a fantasy.
Sesshoumaru caught his breath as
he remembered that lusty afternoon in the garden. The memory had helped him, it
had made his decision for him. He knew now what he must do. He took a deep
breath and then headed for the kitchen to tell Inuyasha what he had
accomplished.
“Inuyasha!” Sesshoumaru spoke
loudly startling his half-brother who was stuffing bread into his mouth.
“Geez! Did you have to sneak up on me like that? I almost choked on my food!”
Inuyasha stood up and placed his hands on his hips in annoyance.
“Forget that, I have made my
choice. I need this situation resolved immediately.” Sesshoumaru brushed by
Inuyasha picking up a large butcher knife on the preparation table. He handed
it to Inuyasha and announced, “You shall cut out my heart and give it to Rin.”
Inuyasha’s mouth dropped open, he looked at the knife in his hand, then
Sesshoumaru. “WHAT?!”
The knife fell to the floor as
Inuyasha could not believe what he was hearing. “YOU ARE CRAZY! I won’t do
it.” He yelled while kicking the knife to a corner of the room away from
Sesshoumaru. “You love Rin that much to take your own life to protect her?”
“Yes, I do, I do love her that
much.” Sesshoumaru grinned one of his few smiles and embraced Inuyasha in a
strong hug. “What are you doing?!” Inuyasha screeched being squeezed.
Sesshoumaru pulled away from him slapping him on his shoulder in a brotherly
sort of way.
“I needed to test something,
that’s why I asked you to cut out my heart. If I would die to save Rin…that
must be love. She is the only person whose life I put before my own. I will
tell her, I will break the spell. I only hope she can forgive me for my
behavior.” Inuyasha blinked a few times while he stood staring at Sesshoumaru.
He was speechless. Did Sesshoumaru just admit he loved Rin, and did he just
hug me?
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