Inuyasha's Love and Kagome's Pain | By : AngelHeart2122 Category: InuYasha > General Views: 3283 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter
9- Trust
When Kagome awoke, the
first thing she noticed was that she was warm and she felt safe. She opened her
eyes slowly and saw that the sun was just starting to rise. Inuyasha was still
asleep, and to Kagome’s surprise, he in fact looked as if he were in the deepest sleep she had
ever seen. Everyone else was still asleep also and she thought about going back
to sleep herself, but she heard Isane outside of the hut moving around. She
also heard someone else coming closer to him.
‘I can hear so many more
things than I ever could before,’ Kagome thought before turning to look at
Inuyasha again.
‘Inuyasha looks so cute
when he sleeps. I better not wake him,’ she thought as she slowly and VERY
carefully crawled out of her sleeping bag and out of Inuyasha’s arms. Somehow
she hadn’t woke him. He seemed to have grabbed the
part of the sleeping bag she had been in and was holding it as if it were her.
‘He is so cute!’ she smiled at him and left the hut.
When Kagome got outside,
she saw a Panther demon who seemed to be talking to
Isane only. Since he was in panther form it sounded more like growling. Isane
seemed to be listening intently.
"I see. Thank you.
Come back if you find out anything else." Isane told the other panther,
but he spoke normally. The other panther just nodded and ran away. He turned
around to face Kagome. "Hello Kagome. How are you this morning?"
Isane spoke in a low voice so that he wouldn’t wake anyone inside the hut.
Kagome was in awe at how
beautiful Isane was. He now had his long black hair held back in a braid that
went down past his waist. The two small silver streaks in the front were just so
perfect on him. ‘It is strange though that he would have silver hair at all.’
Kagome thought. "I am very well. Thank you for asking. Who was the panther
demon that you were talking to?" she asked with a smile.
"He is the friend
that I had watch you and your friends while you
recovered." Isane replied, also smiling.
"Can I ask you
something?" Kagome asked, unsure of what would offend him.
"You can ask me
anything, Kagome. I will gladly answer you, but it may be a good idea to go a
little farther from the hut so that we don’t wake anyone." Kagome nodded
and they walked toward the well.
When they got to the
well, Kagome sat on the edge and looked down into it. Isane sat on the ground
near her. "Well. I have so many things to ask you that I don’t know where
to start," Kagome said, and then laughed.
She then asked the first
thing that came to mind. "Well, why is it that you have silver streaks in
your hair? I didn’t notice last night if you had them in your other form also.
Do all Panther demons have them? I didn’t see any on the other one."
"There are only a
few that have the silver streaks. Only the strongest of us have them. My father
had them also. I do have them when in demon form, but it was dark last night,
and they aren’t very obvious anyway." Isane said and looked at Kagome who
seemed to be in thought.
"So, you are strong
for a panther demon?" Kagome asked while recalling him say
he wasn’t very strong last night. How
could he be both strong and weak at the same time?
"Yes I guess I am.
Those who don’t have them look up to us as lords, but it’s not a big
deal." Isane said while looking at Kagome.
"Wow, so to your
people you are like a lord. That’s cool." Kagome said and smiled brightly.
Isane smiled at her ‘She
is very sweet; she kind of reminds me of my mate,’ Isane thought and then
sighed.
"Is something
wrong?" Kagome asked, worried by his sudden change in mood.
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When Inuyasha woke up he
found himself alone in Kagome’s sleeping bag and he was not happy about that.
He would have been worried if he couldn’t tell how Kagome was feeling; She seemed to be
happy at the moment, but she still wasn’t with HIM, and he didn’t like that.
‘Where the hell did she
go? She better not be with that Isane guy!’ Inuyasha thought while starting to
get jealous. Inuyasha had noticed that Sango and Kagome seemed to think this
guy was cute, and he felt that Kagome was a little too friendly with him. He
stopped himself there and remembered that she was friendly to everyone.
Inuyasha ran out of the
hut in search of Kagome and was not happy to find that she was not nearby. He
followed her scent to the well and saw them talking. They had their backs
turned toward him so they had not seen him yet. Inuyasha was not happy that
Kagome and some demon they barely knew were off in the woods alone together,
but he decided to listen to what they were saying, before he got mad at them.
They weren’t even that close to each other really and they were just talking.
‘Why did they come all the way out here if they just wanted to talk?’ Inuyasha
thought as he watched them.
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"Is something
wrong?" Kagome asked again, a bit worried by his sudden change in mood.
"No I was just
thinking about my mate. You reminded me of her just now. You both were so happy
all the time and so sweet no matter what was
happening." Isane said, and was sure he heard a noise off in the woods but
let it go for now.
"You must miss her
very much. It sounds like you loved her a lot." Kagome said in a sad tone.
"Yes I loved her
more then anything. She was more then just my mate; she was my soul mate. I
wanted nothing more than to have children with her and spend the rest of my
life with her. Nothing would have made me more happy
than to look into my child’s eyes for the first time." He sighed and
looked at the ground.
"I don’t think I
will ever love another. She was my world and to be with someone else wouldn’t
feel right." Isane looked up into Kagome’s eyes now and smiled at her.
"You have the same innocence and joy in your eyes that she did, and that
is what made me think of her. Though not a day goes by that I
don’t think of her."
"I know how you
feel." Kagome said and smiled brightly. "That’s how I feel about
Inuyasha. If I lost him, I don’t know what I would do. He means so much to me.
I love him more than I ever thought I could love anything. I would love to have
his children one day. I mean, I am willing to stay here with him and leave my
home, and it doesn’t bother me, because I know I will always have him with me.
No matter what happens, I know Inuyasha will protect me and take care of me for
the rest of my life." Kagome blushed as she said this and smiled.
Inuyasha’s mouth was on
the floor. ‘I know I thought she loved me but to hear her say it is so much
better. I had no idea she cared that much about me. I can’t believe the feeling
of love and joy she felt as she said that. It’s amazing.’ Inuyasha was now
smiling in a way that no one had ever seen him do before. It was a dopey grin,
but Kagome would have loved it had she seen it.
He had never been so
happy before in his life but he wished she had to him and not Isane.
"You and Inuyasha
are going to become life mates right?" Isane asked and Kagome nodded.
"Why do you have to give up your home to be with Inuyasha? Your family is
far away?" Isane asked.
His friend had told him
something about the well they were sitting on taking Kagome somewhere, and she
having been gone for a day, but he didn’t know where she went or how the well
brought her there. "My friend who was watching you told me about you
jumping into this well. Where did you go?"
Kagome wasn’t sure at
first if she should tell him about her time, but since he already knew the well
took her somewhere she might as well tell him everything. "I am from the
future." Isane gave her a strange look, but she just continued, knowing it
must sound odd. "About 500 years in the future. On my 15th birthday, I was
brought here by a demon who wanted the Shikon jewel which I had inside my body
at the time."
Kagome continued to tell
Isane about the jewel and how she broke it and about being Kikyo’s
reincarnation and about how Inuyasha had been pinned to the tree for 50 years.
She told him about how Inuyasha and Kikyo were in love before he was pinned to
the tree. She also told him how she met her friends, and about why they were
after Naraku. She told him what he had done to all her friends. Kagome had no
idea why she was telling him so much. She trusted him completely but she didn’t
know why.
Isane couldn’t believe
everything she told him, but he knew she meant every word of it. "Well I
guess I understand why you have to give up your family, but you can still see
them right? It is very sad that Naraku did such horrible things to you and your
friends. I hope that I can help you make him pay for it all." Isane tried
to change the sad topic a bit. "So you have been with Inuyasha for two
years and you are still not life mates?"
"Well Inuyasha
couldn’t seem to get over Kikyo for the longest time. When she was brought back
to life he thought he owed her something and he wanted to put her to rest, but
I couldn’t stand watching them together all the time. Even after Kikyo was
killed again by Naraku and was gone for good, he still couldn’t let her go. I
never thought that he would move on, but he hasn’t said anything about her in
almost a year. I guess it’s easier for him to move on with his life now that
she is gone. I know he will always love her and care about her, but she is
gone, and it’s me that he wants to be with now."
Kagome was deep in
thought. "To tell you the truth, I haven’t thought about her much in a
long time, either. And I know it sounds bad, but I think her being gone kind of
made everything easier for me." Kagome frowned. "I can’t believe I
just said that. I am horrible." Kagome looked very unhappy.
"You shouldn’t feel
bad. From what you tell me, she was made out of clay and was not really the
woman Inuyasha fell in love with anyway. Perhaps it’s best that she moved on.
Maybe she can be at rest now." Isane was to make Kagome feel better.
Inuyasha was still
listening to them talk and wasn’t happy that they were talking about Kikyo.
‘Maybe it is time that I talked to Kagome about Kikyo just so that she
understands that she is the one I want and not Kikyo.’ Inuyasha thought that he
might as well come out and talk to them. Kagome was feeling upset and he wanted
to help her.
"I hope she is at
rest. I know things are better now that she is gone, but I still hope that she
is at rest wherever she is now." Kagome didn’t really think Kikyo could be
happy in hell without Inuyasha, but she hoped that she had found some kind of
peace.
"You truly are kind
Kagome." Isane said and was happy when Kagome smiled again.
They both heard someone
coming toward them so they turned to face Inuyasha. Kagome smiled at him and
was happy he didn’t seem jealous that they were alone together. "Good
morning Inuyasha. Did you sleep well?" Kagome asked while smiling.
"Yeah
until I woke up alone." Inuyasha said looking a little like a kid that didn’t get what he
wanted. "Why are you guys so far away from the hut?"
"We didn’t want to
wake you guys. You looked so cute sleeping that I just couldn’t wake you."
Kagome said and then gave Inuyasha a hug, forgetting for a moment that Isane
was there.
"So just how long
were you listening before you came out of the woods Inuyasha? I thought I heard
someone earlier." Isane watched Inuyasha put on an innocent face.
"Not long."
Inuyasha said but he felt a little nervous about lying and then he remembered
that Kagome could tell what he was feeling and looked at her. She seemed
embarrassed.
‘I hope Inuyasha didn’t
hear me tell Isane how I feel about him. I wanted to tell him myself, not have
him hear it while I am talking to someone else.’ Kagome knew by the fact that
Inuyasha was nervous that he had heard more then she would have liked, but she
let it go for now.
Isane looked at the two
of them and smiled. "Well I am glad you are awake
Inuyasha. My friend who has been watching Nakazo has informed me that he is
planning another attack on Kagome. We have a few days before he attacks but I
think it’s best to be ready for it."
"WHAT??? What do you
mean he is going to attack Kagome again? Why don’t we just go and kill him
already so we don’t have to worry about it???" Inuyasha was now holding
Kagome close to him as if someone were trying to steal her from him.
"It’s not that easy
Inuyasha. He has strong allies and they will make it hard to get to him. Plus I
don’t think Kagome is ready yet to kill Nakazo. She is stronger now since you
gave her your blood, it’s true, but she doesn’t yet know how to use her powers,
and to send her into a fight with Nakazo without training could cause her to
fail, or worse, hurt all of the demons in the area. If she tries to use her
powers and she doesn’t know how to control them, she could even hurt herself.
It’s best to wait until she is ready. In the meantime we must protect
her." Isane gave Inuyasha a serious look that seemed to say, ‘don’t
question me on this one.’
"Fine, but if
ANYTHING happens to Kagome, I am going to make sure you pay for it! What
kind of attack is he planning anyway?" Inuyasha asked in an angry tone.
"Inuyasha I will
protect Kagome with my life. She is special and I will not let anyone hurt
her," Kagome blushed at what Isane said and Inuyasha didn’t like it.
"As for the attack, I am not sure exactly what he is planning, because he
seems to know I am here with you and he is being more secretive then normal. He
seems to think of you all as a great threat, which is a very bad thing. All my
friend could tell me about the attack is that it will be a big one and it will
happen wherever you are in two days. If Kagome can learn some control before
then, it is possible that his attack will do no damage."
"Why would my having
control over my powers stop his attack?" Kagome asked
"Kagome you were a
very strong miko before you were given Inuyasha’s blood, but now you could be
an unstoppable miko. You have no idea the kind of power you have. If you could
learn how to use and control it, even just a little, in the next two days, you
could even put a barrier up so that his attack wouldn’t even be able to touch
you. I think that once you figure out what you can really do, you will realize
how strong you are." Isane said, almost looking proud.
"You really think I
can do all that? I mean I know I am a strong miko, but I don’t think I can
learn to do all that in two days!" Kagome said, looking nervous.
"I think you already
know how to use your powers at least a little, but since they are so much
stronger now it should be easier to learn. The more power you have, the faster
you can learn to use it." Isane said, then looked
at Inuyasha who was still holding on to Kagome as if she would be stolen at any
moment.
"Well I already
asked Miroku and Kaede to help Kagome with her powers, anyway." Inuyasha
said, and looked down at Kagome. "Lets go
back. We have a lot to do before this
fucking asshole Nakazo attacks. We will be ready for him when he comes!"
Kagome looked up at
Inuyasha who was holding her and she felt so safe in his arms. "As long as
you are with me I know everything will be alright, Inuyasha," Kagome said
and then blushed. Inuyasha then kissed her lightly on the lips, not caring that
Isane was there.
They all walked back to
the village to prepare for the fight against Nakazo.
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