Garden of Love | By : DeadlyTeardrops Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Kagome > Sessh?maru/Kagome Views: 4036 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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<center>Falling
- A songfic
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:Key:
*Lyrics*
' Thoughts '
"Speaking"
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<center><i>*I don't know how
I don't know why
But girl it seems
You’ve touched my life*</i></center>
The great
inu youkai lord of the western lands stood at his castle’s balcony and looked as
the sun was setting down behind the mountains of his land. He felt strange. Inside
out. It felt like he had drunk some strong sake drinks, many of bottles. The
feeling he felt when he thought about her was... something that you couldn't
imagine with words nor even with pictures.
<center><i>*You're in my dreams
You’re in my heart
I'm not myself
When we're apart*</i></center>
The
feeling made him smile and happy... What he shouldn't have been. Youkai's
didn't show their feelings. The feelings made youkai's weak and he didn't want
to be weak... But he liked the feeling how his heart beated faster every time
he thought her or saw her....
His
thoughts continued to sail side to side, stopping only for a moment for
repeating the dream he had had another night about her...
^~~Flashback
to the dream~^
He was
sitting there. On a cliff that showed most of his lands. The landscape was
breath taking. He felt her hands around his waist and her head leaning on his
shoulder.
"This
place is breath taking," She whispered. Her voice was like music to his
ears.
"Yes,
it is," He nodded as he closed his eyes.
He felt
her leaning closer to him. Then, suddenly her lips were on his. It felt like millions
volt of electric had hit him, without pain. He tasted her lips. They tasted like
heaven! It made his mind fuzzy.
"I
love you," He had whispered to her, before waking up...
^~End of
flashback~^
'I wish
you were here,' He wished as he saw falling star. He closed his eyes tightly
hoping when he opened them that she would be there, next to him. It started to
wind...
<center><i>*Something strange has come over me
A raging wind across my seas
And girl you know that your eyes are to blame*</i></center>
The youkai
lord remembered the first time he had looked her into her eyes. They were
blue/-grey. They shined brightly for unclear feelings as she had looked his
golden eyes in fear and shock.
The youkai
lord shook his head...
<center><i>*What am I supposed to do
If I can't get over you
And come to find that you don't feel the same*</i></center>
He thought
about their last meeting... Six months ago.... She had been there, at the
forest... picking up wooden sticks for fire around her and her friend's campsite.
He had been walking alone nearby, trying to clean up his thoughts away from his
daily businesses about his lands.
They
didn't notice each other, until they had bumped on each other, falling on the
ground him topic of her. She had noticed who he was, but he had been so deep in
his thoughts that he had managed only to mumbled
something that sounded like 'Sorry'.
"S-sesshomaru?"
Her melodic voice had asked in fear.
"Hmmm?"
He answered still thinking, not bothering to look up the ground.
"Ummm....
A---are you okay?" She asked sounding a little worried.
"Yes,"
That's when he had looked up from the ground to the girl...
A human
girl.
Her eyes
looked into his, making his heart jump.
It was
her!
He smiled.
It made the girl shiver in fear.
"W-w-what
are you doing here?" She asked with her voice shaking by the fear... the
fear of her and her friends safety.
"Walking
and thinking...." He had replied honestly.
"You
aren't here to take Inu-Yasha's sword?" She asked.
"No,"
"Well...
Ummm... I'm sorry about bumping on you... I must go now... bye!" The girl
said and tried to walk away from him, but he had took hold on her arm and
pulled her closer to himself.
Then…
He had
kissed her on her lips, giving her a gentle and sweet kiss, before whispering
to her ear words what made her body tremble, "I love you... C-can you love
me return?"
"I...I...I
can't..." She had whispered trying to not show any fear she had inside
her.
"I
see... It's because Inu-Yasha... Isn't it?" He asked.
"Yes,"
She had whispered return.
He let go
of her arm and disappearing quickly, towards his castle, in his bedroom. He
didn't want her to see his tears that were already falling down from his pale
cheeks.
He felt
pain and... Jealous... for his little brother...
"Why?
Why all these months, these feelings haven't slip away?" He asked from
himself as he leaned closer to the balcony, looking as the suns' last rays hide
away....
<center><i>*Cause I'm falling, falling
Girl I'm falling for you
And I pray you're falling too*</i></center>
His eyes
closed slowly as he made another wish, feeling his jumping restlessly in his chest.
'Please
Kami-sama... I know I have never done anything good in my life... But let my
wish come true... I wish from bottom of my heart that she'll love me... That
she would fall in love to me,' He prayed in his mind.
<center><i>*I've been falling, falling
Ever since the moment
I laid eyes on you*</i></center>
He opened
his golden eyes to see the stars shining on the sky. He shivered, feeling a
little girl taking a hold on his leg. He looked down to the little girl, who he
thought as his daughter. She looked up to him, giving a childish smile, hugging
his leg even tighter.
"Go
to sleep Rin, it's late," He told the girl.
"But
Rin is not tired," The girl protested.
"Please
Rin. I'm not in a mood to start fighting with you about that," He said to
the little girl. She looked into his eyes for a while trying to see something
in them and she probably did because she nodded her little head smiling even
bigger.
"Good
night daddy!" She smiled and then giggled as she saw surprised look on his
face.
"Good
night Rin," He said, giving the girl a little smile, what after the girl
ran into her own room.
When the
little girl was gone, his thoughts once again turned to this girl... his
brother's woman...
<center><i>
*Falling, falling,
falling
When I laid eyes on you
Falling, falling, falling*</i></center>
How came
he in love to this one simply miko? He didn't remember. Maybe it was the first
time he had saw her at his father's grave... maybe it was when he had fought
with his brother and he had used his 'Kaze no Kizu' - attack towards him... The
time he had met his adopted daughter, Rin... He sighed...
<center><i>*I lose my step
I lose my ground
I lose myself
When you're around
I'm holding on for my life
To keep from drowning
In your eyes*</i></center>
Or maybe
it was the time when he had first time looked into her eyes...
<center><i>*Girl what have you done to me
To make me for fall so desperately
To think that I don't even know your name*</i></center>
The youkai
lord tried to remember what the miko’s name was. He tried to remember what his
brother had called her... Bitch, wench, replacement, reborn Kikyo, useless,
idiot... No... Those weren't her names... none of them... Those were things
what made the miko pissed and really angry...
<center><i>*And how am I supposed to live
If I can't get over this
You decide that you don't feel the same (yeah…)*</i></center>
'Why do
you love him? All he does is calls you with names, ignores you, thinks you're
that dead bitch Kikyo...' He thought, 'Why?'
<center><i>*Cause I'm falling, falling
Girl I'm falling for you
And I pray you're falling too*</i></center>
'If only
Kami-sama could make my wishes and prays true,'
<center><i>*I've been falling, falling
Falling... will you stay or will you go
Heaven... heaven knows what my future holds
Questions... questions linger on my mind
Daybreak, from daybreak to dark of night
I'm falling....
I don't know what's come over me
Can’t you see...*</i></center>
'Why can't you just love me?'
Suddenly
he saw someone walking not far away towards his castle... No, not walking...
Running... And fast!
He jumped
down from the balcony walking towards the gates of his castle, waiting for it
to come.
He
suddenly smelt salty tears and a sweet scent of mixed exotic flowers.
It was
her!
He was in surprised.
Why was she here? Why she was alone? Where were her friends? And WHY was she
crying?
The miko
ran right into Lord of the Western lands arms, crying.
"Miko,
why are you alone? Why are you crying?" He asked softly, unusually voice
of himself.
"Inu-Yasha
he... *hiccup* He... killed *sob, hiccup* and *sob* went hell with *sob, sob
hiccup sob* Kikyo... He's...he's... dead," The miko managed to tell the
lord before she broke down for more tears.
"Shhh...
Calm down... Everything is going to be okay..." He whispered her, trying
to make her calm down.
He gave
her a hug and picked her up like he used to pick Rin and walked inside his
castle, telling the servants to make her a room ready.
"Sesshomaru...
I... I don't wanna be lonely to night...Could you.... Stay with me?" She
asked so quietly that the youkai lord barely heard her words.
"If
you want me to stay," He nodded, looking at her.
"I
want to... I feel so lonely..." She sobbed.
"You're
not lonely... You have me... If you'll let me… in your heart," He
whispered.
<center><i>*I'm falling, falling
Girl I'm falling for you
And I pray you're falling too*</i></center>
"I
try Sesshomaru... I can try... But I won't be easy..." She whispered as
they walked inside the room that his servants had made ready for miko. He laid
her down on the soft and big bed.
"Thank
you," He whispered giving her a smile. She smiled back and yawned.
"You're
welcome,"
He gave
another smile, before he walked over to the door, but her voice stopped him.
"Sesshomaru...
Could you... Sleep next me?... Please?.... I would feel much safer
then..." She asked begging him to stay and come to lie down next to her.
"Are
you sure?" He asked.
"Yes,"
She whispered sleepily.
He walked
over to the bed, coming too laid down next to her. She cuddled close to his chest,
feeling something little and warm growing inside before falling a sleep.
"I
love you miko," He whispered to her ear, bringing his arms around her
waist.
"I'm
Kagome," She replied half sleep.
"Okay...
I love you Kagome... Forever," He whispered before he fell a sleep, next
to the one he loved the most....
<center><i>*Falling, falling
Ever since the moment
I laid eyes on you*</i></center>
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