Chapter 9: Storms
Warning: In the flash back scene there is a brutal rape. So please skip that part if you prefer to.
It had been a few hours since Sesshoumarus’ small pack begin their journey to her mothers’ palace. Rin started to stir in the daiyoukai arms as they flew towards their destination.
“Mama” Rin mumbled in her sleep as she smiled. Her heart rate picked up indicating that she would be awake in a few moments.
“Rin.” She said calmly. Rin opened one of her eyes lazily as she peered up at Sesshoumaru. Rin has a habit of opening one eye at a time if she was sleeping peacefully. A habit Sesshoumaru found cute, though she wouldn’t tell anyone else, except for maybe Rin. Wiggling a bit to free herself some from the protective fur wrapped around her, her smile widened as she looked into her guardians golden eyes.
“Hello ma- Rin means Lord Sesshoumaru.” She said cheerfully as she felt the wind blowing against her face. She looked at her surroundings and let out a startled gasp as she noticed they were flying high above the ground. Rin was not afraid to fly through the air, however it was a shock to her system when she came out of a deep sleep only to find out that you are soaring through the sky.
When she wiggled free earlier Sesshoumaru allowed her arms to be free as well. She predicted the girls’ reaction to her current surroundings. Sure enough after Rin gasped, she wrapped her tiny arms around Sesshoumarus’ neck and closed her eyes. Rin buried her face in Sesshoumarus’ right shoulder as if Sesshoumaru tail was her security blanket. Sensing the girls fear Sesshoumaru said.
“Do not fret Rin you are alright little one.” She said with a slight softness to her tone.
“Rin knows I am alright with you Lord Sesshoumaru I was just surprised.” She said smiling and losing her death grip on Sesshoumarus’ neck. Despite what Rin said Sesshoumaru could still sense fear coming of the young pup and she knew exactly why… Sesshoumaru looked at her and decided that now would be a good time to approach the subject of the ‘little wolf cub’ running below them, with this in mind Sesshoumaru said:
“Rin.”
“Yes milord.”
“This Sesshoumaru still smells your fear, you can sense his presence.” Sesshoumaru stated. Rin only nodded her head then Sesshoumaru spoke again.
“He will be traveling with us on our journey.” She said. Rin looked at her with a mix of fright and determination in her eyes. It looked as if she was trying to bury her fear in favor of fortitude.
“Yes Lord Sesshoumaru, Rin is afraid, but Rin knows you will protect me and know I can protect you.” she said. Sesshoumaru smirked at the tiny human. Normally she would be offended is someone even hinted that she needed protection, but she always lets Rin get away with almost anything. Besides she knew the pup meant well.
‘Good girl always a brave pup’ Sesshoumaru thought.
Mean while Rin noticed something missing.
“Lord Sesshoumaru, do you know where my bow and arrows are?” She questioned with uneasiness in her voice.
“Inuyasha has your bow and quiver, he will return them once we have landed.” She said as she sniffed the air she inwardly winced at what she smelled and saw.
“A storm approaches.” She said calmly as she looked up at the grey clouds heading towards them. She hugged the girl tightly to her chest, being extra careful not to crush the petite pup and her strong grip. Rin has been afraid to thunderstorms every since Sesshoumaru has known her. Rin told Sesshoumaru why a while ago; hence one of the reasons Sesshoumaru loathes thunderstorms. However there was another reason she hated thunderstorms, a reason that she kept buried in the back of her mind.
“No matter how old I get they still scare me.” The girl said dejectedly, angry with herself. Here she was 12 summers old, almost an adult and she was still terrified of thunderstorms. Rin wasn’t an easy child to scare, but she had a good reason to fear thunderstorms; it was during a thunderstorm her family was killed in front of her eyes as she hid in the hollow of the tree. Lightly came close to striking the girl, but it hit the tree next to her as the tragedy occurred. Every since then, every lightly bolt she saw sent shivers up her spine and every thunder clap made her cover her ears in fear.
Sesshoumaru frowned at the impending storm looking at Rin with softer golden eyes she said:
“We will find shelter and wait out the storm.” She said quietly.
“That’s okay Lord Sesshoumaru you can keep going if you want I won’t be afraid.” Rin said. She knew youkai traveled in all kinds of weather, she didn’t want to slow them down.
“Do not lie to this Sesshoumaru, you fear thunderstorms, therefore we will do what this Sesshoumaru has stated, understand.” She said sternly. It was pointless for Rin to try and lie to her even if Rin thought she was doing Sesshoumaru a favor. She could smell the girl scent change and hear her heart rate pick up when she was being deceitful. Rin sighed and said.
“Yes Lord Sesshoumaru and thank you.” She said. Rin hated the very thought of slowing the youkai down, but she was glad Sesshoumaru insisted on waiting out the storm. She cuddled up in Sesshoumarus’ fur and hoped they found shelter before the storm starts.
‘I wonder if Lord Sesshoumaru hates storms. She probably does the thunder probably hurts her ears.’ Her thoughts were cut off as Sesshoumaru spoke. Little did she know her thoughts were heading down the right path, but that was only part of the reasons Sesshoumaru an odium for thunderstorms...
Sesshoumaru landed not too far in front of the other two youkai as the both skidded to a halt to keep from crashing into the two females. Kouga would have did it on purpose just so he could have an excuse to touch her skin again, but the kid was in the way. He didn’t want to hurt Rin nor did he want to think about what Sesshoumaru would do to him if he did.
‘Dammit, that brat body is like a shield designed to block me from Sesshoumaru. She’s a miko to; the little rut would probably put up a barrier to keep me from Sesshoumaru. But no worries, I ain’t stopping until I get that beautiful bitch for myself.’ He declared in his mind. Sesshoumaru raised her arched silver eyebrow at him as he looked at her in a dazed state.
Rin giggled and said:
“I think he likes you Lord Sesshoumaru.” Then Rin thought:
‘Like Kagura did when you were a man.’ Rin kept her musings to herself.
Sesshoumaru scoffed at Rin statement. She would never give Kouga a chance she told herself. Besides she saw her rejections of Kougas' advances as a favor to the wolf. She was killing perfection, a poisonous deadly beast yet he ignored those elements of her, not seeing them as a danger to him. In fact he seemed to be aroused by it. The only difference between the humans and youkai in the past who took interest in her and the wolf was that he was nicer and less aggressive about it. He did try to have his way with her as all of her pursuers did in the past. Which pissed her off to no end, if he was being a total evil forceful bastard instead of an irritating wolf cub, she would have a good reason to hate him. But deep down a tiny part of her liked the attention the handsome wolf was giving her. Even thought it was cute. The rest of her however rebelled fully against it.
‘Foolish wolf, behaving like a love struck cub.’ She thought as she wrinkled her nose in disgust. He was getting aroused again, but she decided not to broach the subject of him being a hentai in front of Rin. Inuyasha interrupted and blurted out something similar to what she was thinking. He looked at the wolf scowling and said in a gruff tone:
“Will you stop acting like some love struck pup, snap out of it!?” Kouga blinked and frown, pissed of at the puppy eared little shit that interrupted his thoughts. Musings that was leading to something more pleasant that involved him, Sesshoumaru and their intertwined naked bodies, caressing and wrestling each other for dominance.
“Shut up ya stupid mutt, who says am acting!”
“I did ya mangy-“
“Enough!” Sesshoumaru said sternly in a deep voice, they didn’t have time for any silly disputes. They needed to find shelter and soon. Rin didn’t say anything at the moment knowing what that ‘mother’ tone meant. Inuyasha frowned, he didn’t appreciate being spoken to in a reproachful voice by his sister. Just because she was old enough to be his mother didn’t make her so. Kouga did the exact opposite of Inuyasha and grinned. Even though he was an alpha male pack leader, he loved a female with a take charge personality.
“Yes my magnificent queen, my lady, anything you say.” Kouga said while he was still grinning. Sesshoumaru narrowed her eyes as said:
“If the location of your tongue pleases you do not mock me or else it will be removed. Do you comprehend this Sesshoumaru.” She said in a low dangerous tone.
“Oh crap.” Rin mumbled. Sesshoumaru gave her a motherly frown of disapproval and Rin instantly apologized.
‘That’s not really swearing is it?’ She thought as Sesshoumaru glared at the wolf. Then Sesshoumaru said to her:
“Indeed it is improper Rin.” Sesshoumaru mumbled as if she read the girl mind. Then her thoughts went right back to the wolf who was staring at her again STILL GRINNING like an idiot.
‘What a woman.’ Kouga thought as he nearly drooled over her authoritative presence.
‘The insolence. There has to be a large rock in this area I can use as a projectile. That will wipe that stupid grin of his face.’ She didn’t want to kill him but she did want to hurt and humiliate him. Preferably hit him in the face with said projectile or in his manhood. Maybe then he would get it through his thick skull to leave her be. The nerve of him calling her a lady, his lady no less! She was a warlord dammit! As Sesshoumaru thought, the wheels in Rins’ mind were spinning as well:
‘Rin wishes Lord Sesshoumaru and Lord Kouga could get together, maybe she won’t be so lonely anymore.’ Rin thought. Being the wise child she was she knew she brought Sesshoumaru happiness, but she also knew something was making her adopted mom sad and angry. In fact Sesshoumaru has always been unhappy every since she’s known her. She knows she helps put a smile to her face and she is very proud of her accomplishment, but she knew it was something deep within Sesshoumaru that kept her from complete contentment. She just wished she knew what it was.
‘Maybe it’s something bad in her un-unconscious that part of the mind Lady Kagome talks about. Rin wishes I could help her.’
‘Man he's such a dumbass wolf’ Inuyasha thought. With that in mind he decided to interrupt everyone thoughts changing the subject.
“So what’s the big idea, why ya stop?!” Inuyasha said agitated.
“I never thought I’d say this, but I agree with the mutt.” Everyone heard Inuyasha growl then Kouga continued:
“We were actually getting good speed what’s wrong sweetn- Lord Sesshoumaru.” She narrowed her eyes at both of them. She noticed the word ‘sweetness’ almost slipped from the wolf lips and she also noticed that Inuyasha was irritating tapping his foot impatiently. She thought it would be obvious to the pair of dolts, but apparently it was not.
“We will stop for cover until the storm passes.” Kouga smirked and said sarcastically.
“What, don’t tell me the great Lord Sesshoumaru is afraid of-“ He was cut of with a low warning growl coming from Sesshoumaru. Rin grabbed her fur and looked up at the wolf. She combed her hair with her fingers to try and calm her. She grabbed Rin hand and gently pulled it away. She gave the child hand a light reassuring squeeze, letting her know that she was calm. Then Inuyasha spoke:
“What are ya stupid wolf, we have a human with us it harder for them to survive if they get stuck by lighting-OWWWW! What the hell has that for!!” he said after Sesshoumaru gave him a good smack in the head. SMACK was heard echoing of the hanyou head again as Inuyasha growled in anger. Rin body tensed because of Inuyasha careless words. The wolf laughed at Inuyashas’ humiliation and received a smack to the side of his head as well.
“OWWWW! Dammit, what the fuck was that for.” Kouga liked his women rough, but Sesshoumaru had large clawed hands and she tends to hit pretty damn hard. His hand was still hurting from when she crushed it earlier, now she damn near knocked his head off of his neck. The curses that came from his mouth were because of the surprise attack not because of the pain. His answer was another smack to the head.
Frowning Kouga and Inuyasha each gave her a glare of their own. Cerulean blue and bright gold stared at her waiting for an answer. She glared at both of them as she said:
“Ridiculous. This Sesshoumaru hates to repeat her self yet you two seem to lack the capacity to learn quickly. Therefore I will say it again, watch your language in front of Rin.” She glared specifically at Kouga as she said it:
“And little brother, do not frighten Rin with your prattle.” She said firmly.
“I wasn’t trying to scare her… ah forget it, ya ain’t gonna listen anyway.” Sesshoumaru scowled at him. Ignoring the dirty look she gave him, he said as an afterthought:
“I been meaning to ask you where’s that ugly toad and that dragon horse thing at anyway. And are you going to explain in more detail about why you disguised and still disguise yourself as a guy?” He asked irritated. It was the toads’ job to be Sesshoumaru errand boy/punching bag not him. Jaken should be the one looking for shelter and getting smacked not him. Although sometimes he thinks Sesshoumaru thinks of him as a punching bag to.
‘Could he not have picked a better time to make these inquires?’ She thought as she inwardly sighed. Sometimes Inuyasha had his moments of intelligence, other times he could be so thickheaded. He said himself that humans shouldn’t be in thunder storms yet he was wasting time when he could have been looking for temporary refuge from said storm. She gave him a bored look and said.
“This Sesshoumaru sent Jaken and my servants into hiding when I felt the elders barrier weakening a few months ago, Ah-Un is in a field south of here waiting to be picked up. Obviously this Sesshoumaru is no longer disguising herself as a male or else I would have not informed you. This Sesshoumaru will answer your last question when she sees fit. Now both of you, find shelter.” She said the last part sternly. Inuyasha rolled his eyes and said:
“Fine, but only because of the kid and not because you said so.” He said definitely.
“Go.” She said as she narrowed her eyes.
“Keh.” He scoffed as he stuck his nose in the air. He sat Rin bow and arrows down by a large tree and took off. Rin thanked him as he left. Kouga still standing there grinned up at Sesshoumaru. Then Sesshoumaru said:
“Still here I see. Do as this Sesshoumaru has commanded wolf.” She said in a low tone, which indicated trouble. She hated to repeat herself yet they act like they lack the ability to understand. In the past she would have killed anyone for such insubordination. Now she either puts them in their place with her words or actions i.e beating submission into whoever disobeyed her.
“I love a dominating female who plays hard to get…and I really love a female who plays rough.” He winked at her. He didn’t want to admit how much it hurt when she smacked him, she may see it as a weakness. Although he must have forgotten he did that when he yelled ‘owwwww!’ That itself showed how much it hurt. Growling she said:
“This Sesshoumaru never ‘plays’ with anyone cub.” Seeing that he was upsetting her adopted mother Rin spoke up and said.
“You should leave Lord Sesshoumaru alone she serious.” She said. Even thought the wolf scared her she didn’t want him to be ripped apart. She knew it took a lot of Sesshoumaru self control not to do just that. Yup, Kouga was really pushing his luck.
“I hear ya pup she is a dangerous one… that’s exactly what I like.” He said slyly as he grinned and took off in the same direction Inuyasha had before Sesshoumaru responded.
‘That idiotic wolf has a death wish.’ She thought seething as she cradled Rin to her form tightly.
“Lord Sesshoumaru?” Rin squeaked out.
“What is it?” She asked in a soft tone she only used for Rin.
“You’re squishing me. Could you put me down?” She asked meekly. She loosened her grip immediately. She hadn’t realized how tense the wolf made her.
“Are you hurt Rin?” She said in an apologetically tone.
“Rin is okay, I know you didn’t mean it.” She said as she smiled at Sesshoumaru. Sesshoumaru returned Rin smile with a small one of her own.
She sat the girl down and Rin ran to retrieve her items Inuyasha sat by the tree only to stop in her traces. She saw lightly flash in the distance and she shuddered. Rain started to pour down on the land as if someone dumped a huge bucket of water on the forest. At least said forest gave them some coverage. Quickly Sesshoumaru moved to the pup side and shook her lightly out of her stupor. Rin was angry with herself for doing this but she silently looked at Sesshoumaru asking for permission to be picked up again. Sesshoumaru complied by scooping the girl up and holding her up on her right hip. Good thing for Rin Sesshoumaru had the forethought to coat Rin silver bow and arrows with a magical substance that repels lighting. She begin to walk at a brisk pace following the two canines trail to what she hoped was shelter for Rins’ sake.
Hiding her face in her fur again she said:
“I am sorry mama, I shouldn’t be afraid Rin wants to be strong like you.”
“Your apology is not necessary, you are stronger then you realize. Rational fear is nothing to be ashamed of it is a built in mechanism that aids creatures in their survival.” She said as she walked faster.
“Even you get scare mama?” Rin asked.
“Rarely.” Sesshoumaru never feared for her own life, never feared, pain or battle, but she feared for her pack members lives. The fear of losing someone she is fond of was reborn in her heart when she almost lost Rin forever in hell.
“Thank you for saying that.” The girl whispered as she shuddered again and covered her ears with her tiny hands as she heard thunder claps. Sesshoumaru thought that if Rin buried her face in her fur any more the pup would suffocate her self. She gently pulled her away from her body some as she smelled Inuyashas’ scent; he was currently standing in one spot. She sniffed the air and noticed that Kouga was not far from Inuyashas’ position.
‘Then must have found something.’ She thought. Soon after that she heard Kouga howl in wolf language (which is very similar to Inu language) that the two of them had found a place for them to rest.
“What was that!?” Rin said in a muffled panic voice as she tried to bury her face in Sesshoumarus’ tail even more. Her hands turned white as she squeezed her bow tightly in her hands.
“Relax little one it’s just the wolf alerting me to their location.”
“But couldn’t you smell him.”
“The rain decreases my senses, nonetheless I can still smell the cub and the pup.” Rin giggled when she heard Sesshoumaru call him the wolf a cub and Inuyasha a pup. Sesshoumaru lips curled upward just a bit, relieved to feel some of the fear leave Rins’ body.
“Oh so he spoke to that way so he you could let you know where they were in case you couldn’t smell them because of the rain water.”
“Exactly, however the foolish wolf cub underestimated this Sesshoumaru abilities.” She said haughtily as they drew closer to Inuyasha and Kouga spot. Though it seemed as if Kouga was moving farther away from Inuyasha, as if he was patrolling the perimeter. Since he can’t smell as well because of the rain Kouga decided to use his eyesight to detect any danger.
Inuyasha decided to stay by there temporary shelter. He figured his big sister was less likely to melt him with her acid claws then she was with Kouga.
‘Tch as if this Sesshoumaru needs that wolf assistance.’
Just as they approached the dwelling they saw Inuyasha standing in the mouth the cave. Then she said Inuyasha say:
“Keh. It took you two long enough… hey are you listening to me… hello… Yo SESSHOUMARU…” Inuyasha said as he waved his hand in front of Sesshoumaru eyes. She growled at him low and he took a step back and said:
“The hell wrong with you?” He mumbled with a confused look on his face.
“Lord Sesshoumaru what’s the matte?” She said in a concerned voice as she looked up at her. Sesshoumaru face was impassive as usual but her eyes were not cold, nor did they have that tiny spark of warmth they held when she spoke to Rin. Sesshoumaru eyes were completely blank. Rins fear of the storm was gone for a moment replace by her fear for Sesshoumaru. No matter how many times she and Inuyasha called her name she would not respond. She only stood there cradling Rin to her form and growled every time Inuyasha tried to approach her. Because of the rain Inuyasha could barely catch the smell of Sesshoumaru, but what he did smell was anger, shame and guilt. The scent came out of no where as if something triggered the change in her mood all of the sudden.
‘Since when does Sesshoumaru feel shame and guilt?’ Inuyasha wondered to himself.
Not knowing if Sesshoumaru has lost her mind or not her spoke to Rin in a calm hushed tone. His matter of speaking was the complete opposite of what he was feeling:
“Hey pup, do you think you can slip out of her arms and come here?” He said. He didn’t know if she was going to hurt Rin while she was in her trance, so he wanted to get the kid away from her.
“No, Rin can’t, she is holding me too close. Even if I could, Rin won’t leave her. She won’t hurt Rin, she is protecting me from something. But something is wrong with her and Rin can help, Rin will protect her to.”
“Shit what the hell she protecting her from, me? No the kid right, something else is seriously wrong.” He thought as he looked in the direction Sesshoumaru was looking in. Then he thought:
‘Why does she keep staring at that? What the fuck does that have to do with her sudden flip out.’ He thought confused. He looked back at Sesshoumaru trying to figure out what to do next.Sesshoumaru stood straight and tall as she stared at the cave opening. Lighting flashed and thunder roared. The outside weather represented what she was feeling on the inside. There stormy flashes in her mind, flashes of the night that changed who she was.
Flashback:
“Since you great and terrible father and mother insisted on you behaving like a man I shall rut with you as one.” The sinister dragon laugh as he watched Sesshoumaru transform from a male youkai into a female one after he forcefully removed the chameleon stone. The dragon had always been a sick sneaky bastard. He was able to keep his true evil side to himself by deceiving everyone, including Inu Tashio.
‘You filthy bastard you will pay for this.’ She thought as she laid there in the cave soaking wet from the thunderstorm he dragged her through. The sound thunder and flashes of lighting hurt her ears and eyes, but she could do nothing to shield herself from it. Ryukotsusei mask had taken full effect on her body paralyzing her. However her mind was fully aware of what was going on. What hurt the most was how helpless she was. She was train to be a proud strong male warrior and the one time she actually gets to feel what it is like to be her true self, a woman, the dragon ruined it by his disgusting acts.
The shame she felt was unbearable as he dressed her up in a sleazy transparent silver kimono like she was his toy. The funny thing was she was less concerned about her physical well being and more concerned about what her parents would think of her failure. In her eyes not only did she fail her parents, but she failed her subjects. She was supposed to protect them yet here she was unable to protect herself.
After he finished dressing her he flipped her on her back, forcing her to lie on the cold hard ground. The dragon climbed on top of her and rubbed his hands all over her body. He admired her form draped in the flimsy garment before he opened it revealing the front part of her body. He scratched her with his claws everywhere he touched her, including her inner thigh and the outer lips of her womanhood. He even placed one of his long fingers inside her dry womanhood, scratching her inner walls as well. Clearly from her dryness she was not enjoying the bastards’ harsh caresses in the least. She could only growl in anger as he had his way with her.
After he got finish violating her with his hands he crawled up her body and said:
“Ah what a beauty you are, if I am satisfied with you, I will keep you as my concubine how does that sound my silver doll.” He purred in her ear as he proceeded to nip her ear, jaw, neck and even her breast. He forced her to look as she was abused. He made sure his fangs and claws left marks all over her body except for her lovely face.
After growing numb to the feeling of his nasty hands all over her body, he whispered in her ear:
“Now it is time for the real fun to begin. If my luck holds out my beauty maybe your father will see you in your weaken state. Now that would really hurt the old Inu.” He laughed. She only growled in her throat in response. He could have stopped her vocal cords from working completely so she could not growl but he didn’t. Her animistic noises only aroused him more.
The skimpy short Kimono was hanging off her body as he flipped her on her hands and knees.
‘I hate vermin him, he will pay, they all will pay.’ She vowed. Getting the dragon back for his deed will not be enough she felt she must make all creatures pay that others in such a matter. Beings who murdered others beings spirit by taking their choices and their former lives away from them should be tortured and killed in the worst way. Even if the victims survive they will never be the same.
The dragon took of his purple and white haroi and hamaka pants. The large muscular creature stood before her in all of his naked glory. Yellow lighting bolt markings were all over his sun kissed body revealing his power over electricity. His raven black hair with purple streaks flowed down his broad shoulders to the mid section of his back. He forced Sesshoumaru to turn her head to the side facing him. She couldn’t even close her eyes as he controlled every physically aspect of her body. He made watch as he stripped off his clothes. He walked over to her and pulled her by her hair onto her knees towards his enlarged erection. He then used the mask he wore to force her to open her mouth and he plunged into her mouth all the way to the base of his erection. His mask made her gag reflex activate as he rammed himself in and out of her. He wanted her to suffer by allowing her to feel what it is like not to be able to breathe. All of this because he wanted Inu Tashio kingdom and wanted to put Sesshoumaru ‘in a woman’s place’. In his twisted perception of the world he thought said place was on their knees, not on a throne with a sword at their side and subjects under their guard. Yes he was indeed an envious, sexist bastard.
He also made sure to keep a tight control over her jaws because he knew the first change she got she would bite his manhood clean off. He moaned, hissed and groaned as he pumped in and out of her month, enjoying the feeling of her fangs lightly scraping against him. He made her move her tongue against the underside of his erection and made it swirl over the head of his manhood. Just when he was on the verge of climaxing he stopped and pulled out of her mouth. As she gasped for air, he looked down at her with an evil smirk and said:
“I believe I would rather enjoy finishing inside of you.” He roughly pulled her down on her stomach and pulled her on her hands and knees. The way he positioned her made her face the mouth of the cave as the storm still raged outside. The whole situation hurt her so much that she went blank but in the back of her mind pure rage and hatred burned into the very core of her soul.
The dragon hiked up her Kimono revealing her muscular yet soft and round ass.
“Yes you are an effeminate beauty; you have the alluring curves of a woman and the muscle tone of a man. I will enjoy fucking into the dirt like the lowly male bitch you are…or should I say female, either way, I am going to take pleasure in tearing you apart.” He chuckled evilly. Nevertheless he still didn’t sense any fear coming from her all he sensed was anger, shame and guilt.
He squeezed her ass cheeks with one hand while he held her up with other. He bent over her back and whispered in her ear.
“Now my silver beauty this will hurt immensely, feel free to scream and beg.” He laughed. He released his control over her vocal cords and jaw so she could do both. He could have made her scream and begged with his mask, but he would enjoy it more if she did it on her own. However Sesshoumaru only growled low in response. Since she knew he would take great pleasure from her screams and pleads her stubborn streak kicked in and with what little pride she had left she refused to give in to him. She figured it was the least she could do to regain some of her families honor.
Without warning he plunged his large erection into her extremely tight anal passage. He nearly climaxed then and there as he felt himself swallowed up by her tight virgin entrance. She let her face and emotions go blank while her mind raged:
“Go ahead and have your amusement, repulsing pathetic bastard one way or the other you will regret your foolish actions.” Her mind raged in fury. Her anger helped her deal with the pain as she thought of ways to make him pay.
He pounded in and out of her with such force that her body jerked like a lifeless doll. She used all of her training as a warrior and her anger to take the pain. She used every throbbing ache she was feeling made her determined to become stronger…that’s if she survived.
It felt like it had been hours since he started to violate her, she never thought it would end, but she refused to give in to the dragon. Blood ran down her pale thighs and sweat covered both of the youkai bodies. One sweated from sheer enjoyment while the other sweated from the effort it took to hold her screams and pleads at bay. As he raped her he shot small amounts of electricity out of his fingers and clawed her back to mark her as his concubine. Apparently he enjoyed her enough to let her live. The gashes were so deep that they left permanent scars on her back.
He dug his claws deep into her stripped marked thighs and climaxed hard. The force of his climax increased her pain even more then she though bearable. One red tear leaked from her now red and blue orbs, but she did not scream. She felt like her intestines were seeping out of her, which it was. She heard an enraged roar and barely heard the dragon laugh as he said:
“The old sentimental fool will be her soon.” Then the dragon dressed and went outside to face the furious Inu Lord.
Sesshoumaru was finally spoke and whispered.
“Father please forgive me for I have shame you all.” Then she passed out from the pain and blood loss.
End of Flashback:
Several minutes had past when she finally started to come out of her stupor. The memory of what the dragon did always lay dormant in Sesshoumarus’ subconscious when she was a male. But since she change little bits and pieces were trying to come forward. Especially when she killed the bandit leader in the cave. She had committed many of the same acts when she tortured the bandit that the dragon had done to her. She felt guilt, anger, hatred and pleasure all at the same time when she tormented the bandit leader. She thought she had locked all of it away in the recesses of her mind, but her memories shot forth like a Tsunami. The flashes of lighting, the sound of thunder, the sight of the cave, Inuyasha’s face, the face of their father, the incident with the bandit in the cave and her female body made her remember that horrible night. Now she remembered the other reason she loathed thunderstorms.
Her eyes were tinted red now as she continued to growl, warning Inuyasha to back away. The guilt she felt about her fathers’ death was the reason why she wanted him to get away from her. All those years she blamed Inuyasha and his mother for his death, but deep down she always blamed herself. But Inuyasha being the stubborn Inu he was refused to give in. They may fight and argue plenty, but that was still his elder sister. He found himself really concerned for her and Rins safety. Yet little Rins’ voice seemed to calm her some what as she said soothing words to Sesshoumaru. Just when she started to calm down and the golden color started to return to her eyes she heard Inuyasha say:
“No! Wait you stupid-“ Before he could finish someone made contact with Sesshoumaru shoulder. Her eyes turned red again and her blank look replaced with rage. She growled louder as she placed Rin on the ground. Sesshoumaru spend around blocking Rin from any danger. Her left hand hissed as the poison begun to accumulate in her claws. When she did her 180 degree turn she slashed her victim across the chest. All this happened within the blink of an eye catching the victim of guard. The impact of the blow knocked him ten feet away from Sesshoumaru. Her strong claws broke through the armor of her target leaving his chest bare with four deep slashes extending from his right collar bone across his chest area in a downward angle. Green acid poison that smelt of roses hissed angrily in his wounds.
“Sesshoumaru what’s wrong” Kouga croaked out as he slipped into darkness. Even though he was gravely injured his last thoughts were of his concern for Sesshoumaru. He smelt a hint of her emotions when he came back to the cave behind her. This is why he bolted to her and placed a concerned hand on her shoulder to inquire about her smell without thinking. Before Inuyasha could warn him he was struck down.
The combination of the rain that dull Sesshoumarus, Kougas' and Inuyashas’ sense of smell combined with the horrid memory flashing though her head caused her actions. Her beast had almost completely taken her mind. The only thing it whispered to her was to ‘protect her pack.’ When Kouga touched her shoulder which had scars on the back of it, it was as if the dragon was touching her again. She refused to let him hurt her pack.
Inuyasha was in shock as he saw how brutal his sister had stuck Kouga.
‘Am I like this when I lose control of my youkai?’ He asked himself. Then he said:
“Sesshoumaru stop, whatever it is, killing Kouga ain’t going to solve anything!” She turned her head and looked at him with narrowed red eyes as if daring him to defy her authority. She was protecting her pack from the youkai that touched her. The one that put those scars on her back. When she looked at Kouga, the one who touched said scars through her clothing she saw the dragon. She would not let him hurt them like he did her. She pounced on her unconscious prey grabbing his throat with one hand. The other rose in the air ready to deliver the final blow. Inuyasha darted toward them so he could grab her right arm that was going towards the wolf’s heart. Rin finally snapped out of her shock. Then she shouted.
“MAMA NO STOP PLEASE!!!” Sesshoumaru hesitated for a second when she heard her pup’s stressful voice. It was enough time for Inuyasha to grab her arm. Even though he used his full strength to halt Sesshoumaru actions, the only thing he did was slow her down. She turned and growled angrily at Inuyasha. Right before she was about the throw her little brother off of her, little Rin ran forward and touched her hand equipped with deadly acidic claws. Sesshoumaru being extremely protective over Rin even in her insane state, withdrew the poison back into her hands so she wouldn’t hurt the child. Then Rin with tears running down her checks said in a broken voice:
“Please let us help you, let us help you heal.” Then a warm peaceful bright pink like shined like a beacon in the forest from Rins’ palms and illuminated Sesshoumaru skin then something unexpected happened…
TBC:
A/N: Thanks for reading and sorry about the long wait. I have six science classes that are taking up a lot of my time. Oh and I know Sesshoumaru is usually a controlled character, but Sesshoumaru has lost his cool a few times. This time Sesshoumaru has really lost it and with good reason. Oh and Sesshoumarus’ mother castle will appear in the chapter 11. Hope you liked it please review.