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Come Sweet Death	By : shylust Category: InuYasha > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 5668 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Come Sweet Death

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha,
or the song (Come Sweet Death) by Komm, s�sser Tod

Legend:
�� = speech
�� = thoughts
italics
= Song lyrics

I hope you like this story�its my first time writing.

It was a dark night, chilly, especially for the black haired
human sitting on a boulder next to a waterfall.
Inuyasha looked up, staring at the stars and
at the moonless night. He shivered
slightly, cold on the outside as well as in the inside, remembering everything
that had happened between him and the wolf demon. Tears streamed down his face, his violet eyes
showing all his pain and suffering.

I know, I know I�ve
let you down
I�ve been a fool to
myself
I thought that I could
live for no one else

*****Flashback begins ********

Inuyasha saw the way Kouga wanted Kagome, and he was hurt. Hurt because the young Alpha wolf wanted the miko, while he longed for the arms of the demon wolf. Inuyasha did what
he always did in order to hide his emotions, which was to scream with all his
might and show his anger at the world.

�Get the fuck away from me you dumbass
wolf!!!� Inuyasha
glared at Kouga, with an unreadable emotion glinting
in his eyes. �Get the fuck away from Kagome!�

�You weak ass MUTT!!!� Kouga screamed his face red with hate �Why are you always
fucking screaming at me? What the hell is your problem weakling? If Kagome wants to she�ll leave with me. HA!�

Kouga looked at Inuyasha with contempt; he knew how to hurt the hanyou in the worse way.
�Who would want a god for nothing half breed like you? You are the foulest thing to have ever walked
in this world.�

*****Flashback ends ********

But now through all
the hurt and pain
It�s time for me to
respect the one you love mean more than anything
So with sadness in my
heart
I feel the best thing
I could do is end it all and leave forever

�I have no reason to live. He hates me�.he..hates�.me�

Inuyasha cries, his breath ragged
because of this crying. The hanyou looked over the waterfall, watched as the water fell
over, high, high above the ground. He
knew he was a good for nothing mutt. He
knew deep down that he wasn�t worth shit.
But that didn�t mean that he didn�t hope things would be good for
him. He wanted to feel that he was worth
the good things in life. But now Inuyasha knew better.
He remembered Kouga�s face, staring at him
with disgust, how those beautiful blue eyes turned very cold toward his
normally golden eyes.

�He was disgusted with me..by my kiss��by my love for him� the inu thought, remembering it all. Remembering the slap, the
push, the hurt he felt inside, his world shattering into a millions pieces.

*****Flashback begins ********

What�s done is done it
feels so bad
What was once happy
now is sad
I�ll never love again
My world is ending

Inuyasha was talking with Kouga, actually talking, without insults, without screams,
without fights. And he loved every
single moment of it. He wanted to
believe so badly that the wolf demon may love him, just like he loved Kouga. Kouga smiled at him, telling him something about the Council
in his den. But he wasn�t really
listening.

�Inuyasha?�
Kouga said, confusion lacing in his voice

Slowly I come closer to Kouga,
closer to his lips. He really is
beautiful. Those full lips, that jet
black hair, those muscles, it all drives me crazy with desire. The inu closes his
eyes, and feels his lips against Kougas. The puppy nips on his lower lip, trying to
get his tongue inside the warm cavern of the demons mouth. But the lips beneath his are not
responding. He feels Kougas
body shivering violently. When Inuyasha opens his eyes he sees a look in Kougas eyes, emotions he cannot understand.

�Kouga� Inuyasha
whispers, touching the young male Alphas cheek.

Kouga pulled away from the inu�s hand and slaps him hard on the face. Inuyasha was
shocked, tears streaming down his face as he held his cheek with his hand. He never thought Kouga
would react this way. As the inu tries to get close
to the demon, Kouga pushes him hard, making the hanyou stumble across a rock and fall on the ground.

�Don�t GET NEAR ME YOU FUCKING MUTT!!�

With that said, Kouga ran as fast
as he could, forming a twister of dust as he ran far, far away from Inuyasha. The inu stared at the spot where the wolf had been standing,
then suddenly, howled, the sounds of it so pitiful, so full of anguish, that
everyone who heard it felt the heartache of the poor inu
hanyou. He
stayed on the cold ground, knowing that he messed everything up.

Suddenly, Kagome, Miroku and Sango come out of the bushes, with looks of anger and repulsion
evident in their faces.

I wish that I could
turn back time
cos now the
guilt is all mine
Can�t live without the
trust from those you love

�Inuyasha�you are sick�truly sick�
said Kagome. His friends deserted him,
telling him to never look for them again. Who wanted to be friends with such a
foul creature such as him?

*****Flashback ends ********

�I just wanted to show him what me means to me�and now I
have ruined all.�

Eyes full of loath, full of revulsion,
full of hate. Those are the eyes
he has seen all his life. Those are the
eyes he wanted to escape. He just wanted
to be free from all this hurt, this unbearable pain the he felt deep in his
soul.

I know we can�t forget
the past
You can�t forget love
and pride
because of that, its killing me inside

�I hate myself. I
will end it all, all this pain. I cannot
love again. There is no reason to exist in a world where Kouga
is not with me. Where can you go when
you can�t even stand yourself? What can
you do if you are already dead inside?�

I�ll never love again
My world is ending

�Remembering all the fights, all the fights I started just
so I could feel close to him.�

*****Flashback begins ********

Kindness is so cruel

Kouga smiles at the inu, hugging him. �You�re not such a stupid beast at all�

*****Flashback ends ********

The hanyou prepared himself, giving in to all the hurt and pain. He is standing on the edge, with no one there
to pull him back. In his human form, he would never be able to survive the
fall. He would end it. Maybe the world would be a better place
without him in it to fuck things up like he always did. He put his sword on the ground next to the
boulder. Breathing deeply, with tears in his eyes, he looks around. He glances
at the trees around him, at the nature surrounding him. It was time to end all this pain.

�Goodbye, Kouga, koi� whispered the hanyou, his voice hoarse from all the tears shed because of
the love he felt towards the wolf, the love that was rejected towards him.

�I feel uneasy�

�I�m afraid of being hurt by people�

�I�m afraid of hurting other people. But I hurt them. I hurt
the people I love

�Therefore I can�t fall in love�

�So I hurt myself instead�

�I don�t like myself�

�I hate myself�

�I mustn�t fall in love�

�If I entrust my heart to others, I will be destroyed�

�If our hearts cross, he�ll get hurt�

�So, I have to destroy myself�

The hanyou grabs his head, all
these voice repeating those words over and over, jumbled all together until his
mind was reeling with his pain. Inuyasha stands on the edge, and prepares to jump.

�Get away from there.�
Inuyasha looks back and sees Kouga.

Inuyasha is shocked, but then
remembers the way he hurt the demon prince.
He cries, his violet eyes showing the wolf his despair.

�I will never hurt you again� cries the inu.

It all returns to
nothing, it all comes
Tumbling down,
tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to
nothing, I just keep
Letting me down,
letting me down, letting me down
In my heart of hearts
I know that I could
never love again
I�ve lost everything
Everything
Everything that
matters to me, matters in this world

As Kouga runs towards the half
demon, Inuyasha jumps, falling, falling towards his
fate.

�INUYASHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!�
�NOOOOOOOOOOO�

Kouga jumps, falling in the waterfall,
knowing that he would not get hurt because of the demon blood flowing through
his veins. But the hanyou was human, and no human
could survive a fall that high. Kouga surfaced,
looking desperately for the hanyou. Suddenly, he sees a form flouting on the
water. The demon swam towards the body, recognizing Inuyasha. The humans face was pale, his body injured by
the force of the jump, the force of the water against him. As Kouga takes the half demons body he hugs him close, trying
to give the almost dead body warmth.

�I wish I could turn back time Inuyasha... I know I could never love again, not without
you�

But the inu can�t listen. Kouga takes the
injured puppy to his cave, sobbing, fearing for his life.

(A/N)
I hope you like this chapter Special thanx
to Lanice and inu-chan for
helping me get a little courage to post my story here.
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