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Sin of Want	By : GryffindorToy Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Kagome > Sessh?maru/Kagome Views: 2364 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-Sin of Want
- 1
The Sin of
Want
This is a very
strange fanfic that came to mind after watching a few
too many horror flicks, so don�t blame me if it�s a little� weird. Okay?
Warning; This fanfic
contains explicit content, not suitable for children. The fanfic
may contain crude language, hentai/lemon, rape, and
suggestions of drug use. If any of this offends you or you are not of the
appropriate age, please exit this site, immediately. Thank you;
Author
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�Kagome!� Inu Yasha
bolted to an upright position. Gods! he
thought. The same dream every night.
Lately Inu Yasha had been having the
same dream. Sesshomaru wrapped Kagome in his arms.
Kagome sighed his name. Sesshomaru
bent low and kissed her. Sesshomaru rid himself and
Kagome of their restricting clothing� he shook his head. Just
a dream� nothing more. he thought. And yet� As he looked over at Kagome�s sleeping form,
he couldn�t help but wonder if Kagome would ever go to Sesshomaru,
if he chose Kikyo.
Kagome
suddenly stirred in her sleep. �Sessho� maru.� she groaned. Inu Yasha�s eyes widened as he heard the name. �No� stop-
please..�
At the
pleading tone in her voice, Inu Yasha
swept her into his arms. She was obviously dreaming about something horrible. H
felt the sudden helpless need to protect Kagome. And I will! he vowed. I will protect Kagome� no matter what!
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What Kagome
was doing walking through the forest in the gray light of early morning, she
didn�t know. All she knew was that, for some reason, she had to find Sesshomaru. She thought back to her dream.
Kagome had
somehow found herself in Sesshomaru�s bedchamber. She
looked around and suddenly realized that she was not alone. She narrowed her
eyes and glared at the man.
�Sesshomaru!� she spat. �What do you want?�
�You,� he
answered.
Kagome gasped
as he began advancing on her. She backed up against the wall in an attempt to
get as far away from him as possible. However, it had exactly the opposite
effect. He pressed her tightly between him and the wall, putting his hands on
either side of her head. He leaned in and kissed her, lightly. He then moved
his mouth to her ear.
�And I will
have you,� he whispered.
Kagome was
ripped from her thoughts when a clawed hand gripped her shoulder. �It is
me, you are looking for, isn�t it?� Sesshomaru whipped her around. �I know of what you were
thinking.�
Kagome gasped.
Does he really know? she thought, blushing.
�What do you want?� Gods! If he says, �You�, like he did in my dream, I�m
going to freak!
�I think you
know what I want,� Sesshomaru answered, simply.
�No- it can�t
be�� Kagome trailed off. �How do you know�?�
�I know a lot
more than you think, woman.� Sesshomaru said.
�I- I have to
go.� Kagome turned and ran. She ran as fast as she could toward the Bone Eaters
Well. When she came upon it she jumped through without a second thought.
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�Kagome? What are you doing back?� Sota
asked as Kagome walked into the family room.
�I just felt
like coming back� that�s all,� she replied in a tired voice.
�What�s the
matter, dear?� her mother placed her hand on Kagome�s forehead. �You look
pale.�
Kagome swiped
her mother�s hand away and dismissed her worries with a shrug. �I�m just tired
okay? I�m going to bed.�
Kagome didn�t
wait for a response before she headed up to her room. She lie
on her bed that night when her phone rang. She answered it with her usual
greeting.
�Yo!� she said into the receiver.
�Kagome? Are you feeling okay?� Kaoru said from the other line.
�Yeah, why?�
�Well, there�s
this really cool new club that just opened and I was wondering if you wanted to
go with me?�
�Who else is
coming?�
�Koji, Atsuka, Keisuke, and Yuki. So, what do you say?�
�Sure. Am I
driving, or you?�
�I�ll pick you
up in 45 minutes.�
�See ya then.�
�Bye.�
Kagome hung up
the receiver and went to her closet. She decided to wear her pair of baggy hip
hugger blue jeans and her army green tank top that showed her entire midriff
and her Nike tennis shoes. She wore her hair in a pony tail and threw a black
baseball cap on just as Kaoru arrived. Kagome snuck out the back door and got
into the car, instructing Kaoru to drive as fast as possible.
As Kagome got
closer and closer to completing the Shikon Jewel, she
had been acting strangely. She had begun to hang out with the wrong crowd,
sneaking out, staying out all night with boys, and drinking. Her family also
noticed a change in clothing. She had recently been wearing clothing that shows
off more and more of her body. She had also recently gotten her belly button pierced.
They picked up
Atsuka, Koji, Keisuke, and Yuki next, and then headed
to Club Tokimeki.
As they
entered the large, loud club, Kagome began to have second thoughts. What if
Mom wakes up and sees I�m not there? she thought. Then
she can worry, I don�t care!
�Hey Kagome,
come on! I�ll buy you a drink!� Koji had to yell to be heard over the music.
Kagome nodded, the act looking strange in the bright strobe lights, and
followed him to the bar. �You guys are lucky! I just had my 21st birthday so
I�m not even in danger of going to jail!�
He smiled at
Kagome as he handed her a beer. They found a table and sat down, watching their
friends dance. Kagome looked at Koji and smiled. She that she
was only 16, and he was 21, but she didn�t care. He was a nice guy, after
all. She downed the last of her beer in one gulp and pulled Koji onto the dance
floor.
A fast paced
song began playing and Kagome ground herself into Koji. Kaoru, who was
watching, grinned knowingly. Yuki put his arm around her shoulders. �What�s so
entertaining, babe?� Kaoru jabbed her thumb at Kagome and Koji and Yuki, too,
grinned. When the song was over they all retreated back to the bar.
Koji and
Keisuke both lit up. �Hey, Kagome, you want a joint?� Keisuke asked her.
�No way!� Koji answered for her. �She doesn�t need this stuff.�
�Yeah, he�s
right. I tried it once and- I just don�t have the stomach for it.� Kagome said,
making Atsuka laugh.
�We�re in the
same boat, girl!� she said.
�You guys want
to come over to my place? This place gets kind of boring after a while.� Koji
asked them.
There were
murmurs of agreement all around the table and they got up to leave. However
before they left, Kagome took a trip to the bathroom. She straightened her hair
and touched up her makeup. They exited the club and Kagome automatically
noticed the change in the air. Even on the ride to Koji�s house, with his arm
around her, she couldn�t help but feel like something was wrong� like something
was coming.
Her worries,
however, were short lived. For when they entered Koji�s apartment, he pulled
her to him and kissed her. He turned to their grinning friends.
�Make
yourselves at home. We�ll be� around.� he shot them a lopsided grin and ushered
Kagome away from them.
Koji took her
into a room- a very dark room. He turned the dim lights on and flopped onto the
large bed. He stretched and Kagome was reminded of a cat. He sat up and looked
at her, smiling. He motioned for her to sit next to him. She looked out the
window before sitting down, as though expecting someone to be there. Koji put
his arm around her waist and kissed her. Kagome felt her eyes drift closed as
he thrust his tongue into her mouth. He took her base ball cap off and freed
her hair, running his hand through it�s silky mass.
Koji pushed
her onto her back and began removing her shirt. He got the shirt off and
reached under her to unclasp her bra. Kagome broke their kiss.
�Wait�
this-this isn�t right.� she said, beginning to sit up. Koji put a hand on her
shoulder, however, and pushed her back.
�Relax, Kagome.
Nothing bad is going to happen,� he whispered.
He reached
underneath her again and was about to unclasp her bra, when there was a sudden
crash from behind them. Kagome looked over Koji�s shoulder to see what- or who-
had crashed through the window.
�Sesshomaru!� Kagome growled.
Koji sat up.
�You know that guy?�
�You could say
that. He only tried to kill one of my friends on several occasions.� Kagome
spat. �Sesshomaru, if you don�t mind, we were in the
middle of something.� To prove her point she leaned into Koji, wrapping her
arms around his waist.
�I don�t think
so.� Sesshomaru snarled. �You�re coming back with
me.�
He knocked
Koji out of the way and grabbed Kagome by the waist. He swung her over his
shoulder and jumped back out the window. As they entered the well Kagome began
her warpath.
�Sesshomaru!!! Put me down, RIGHT
NOW!� she screamed, right into his sensitive ear.
Sesshomaru winced in pain and tipped her over his shoulder a little
more. He continued running until he reached his castle. He entered the large
doors and stalked up to his bed chambers. It�s just like my dream! she thought.
Sesshomaru dropped her onto the bed and leaned over her. He drew his
hand back and hit her across the face. Kagome looked up at him, her eyes wide
and filled with fear.
�That was for
screaming in my ear.� he growled.
�Wh-what
are you going to do with me?� Kagome asked.
Sesshomaru chuckled, sinisterly. �Exactly what you
want.�
Sesshomaru took off his shirt and laid down
with her. He rid her of her bra with the flick of a claw. He laughed when she
tried to cover herself, and grabbed her wrists. He held them above her head
with one hand and removed the rest of her clothing with the other. He let go of
her wrists and got up. She immediately scrambled out of the bed and into a
corner, where she tried desperately to cover herself. Sesshomaru
only chuckled to himself as he removed the last of his clothing.
Even as Kagome
cowered from him, she marveled at the beauty of his body. It was with a great
amount of shock and an even greater feeling of helplessness, that she realized
how much she wanted him. When he walked towards her, she didn�t draw away from
him, but she melted into him.
He laid her
back on the bed and crawled on top of her. He lowered his mouth to her breast,
and Kagome�s eyes flew open. She pushed his head away.
�Stop. I can�t do this� I-� Kagome was silenced when once again Sesshomaru struck her, this time giving her a gash on the
left side of her face with his claws.
�Shut up. I
will do as I wish.� he smirked.
Sesshomaru lowered his face to hers and licked the small trickle of
blood flowing from the gash. Kagome gasped and turned her face away. He gripped
her chin in his hand and roughly turned her face to his to envelop her lips in
a deep, passionate kiss. He then moved his mouth to her breast, and inched his
hand down her belly. Kagome pushed against him and he gripped both of her
wrists in one of his hands and held them above her head. He flicked his tongue
over her nipple before he bit down with one of his fangs, causing her to cry
out in pain.
He thrust two
fingers into her, making her gasp. He thrust them in and out, bringing her to
the brink of release, and then drew his fingers out, licking them clean. Sesshomaru let go of her wrists and braced himself above
her. He positioned himself at her entrance, and Kagome repeatedly pushed at his
chest and beat on his shoulders. He extended his right index claw and drew a
fine cut on her upper arm, quick as lightning. She gasped but continued trying
to stop him.
�Sesshomaru!� she yelled, �No, stop it!�
Kagome groaned
and screamed as Sesshomaru plunged into her, breaking
her virgin barrier. She clutched his shoulders as tears began slowly flowing
down her cheeks. She placed her forehead on his shoulder to hide her tears, but
nothing could�ve hidden her shuddering and occasional sobs.
Sesshomaru waited for her to stop crying before he began his deep,
wild rhythm. Kagome threw her head back as she clutched onto Sesshomaru. Kagome cried out as she was filled with a white
hot light. She felt Sesshomaru still and shudder
before he rolled over off of her. He laid on his side,
propping himself up on his elbow and looked down at her. Her eyes slowly
fluttered open and she looked sideways at him.
She squeezed
her eyes shut again. �This can�t be happening.� she whispered, �This can�t be
happening� it wasn�t supposed to be like this. It�s
not- it�s just another dream� it has to be.� Sesshomaru
looked at her face and saw the tears falling from her eyes. Had he done this? What
the hell am I talking about, of course I did this! he
thought.
�Kagome, you
were a virgin. I thought-�
�You thought
what?� she yelled, her eyes flying open to glare at him as she turned on her
side. �You thought that just because I hang around with a lot of guys, that means I�m not a virgin? Or is it that you thought
Inu Yasha and I had�� she
stopped talking and turned her head away. �Why did it have to be you? Of all
people, why you? Why me?�
�I cannot
answer your silly questions, wench. Now go. Go back to my pathetic half brother
and your lecherous monk.� Sesshomaru dismissed her
with a flick of his hand.
�I can�t. You
demolished my clothing.� Kagome said, feeling tears
sting her eyes once again.
�You can wear
this,� Sesshomaru threw a blue kimono at her, which
she slipped into quickly.
�Good bye� Sesshomaru.�
Kagome shut the door behind her, and then ran. She ran as far as possible.
She didn�t
know, or care, where she was running, only that she get away from him.
She tripped over a fallen tree branch and didn�t get up. She wasn�t hurt-no-
but she didn�t get up. She simply lie there, crying.
Until she looked up and saw a foot. She looked farther up and saw a familiar-
not to mention welcome- face.
�Inu Yasha?� Kagome gasped.
�Kagome?� Inu Yasha
pulled her up. �Kagome! I�ve been looking all over for
you!� Inu Yasha pulled her
into a warm embrace.
�Oh, Inu Yasha!� Kagome threw her arms
around him and began sobbing, uncontrollably.
�K- Kagome?
What happened?� Inu Yasha
ran a finger over the gash in her cheek. �Who did this to you?�
�Nobody- it
doesn�t matter,� Kagome said in a small voice.
�Kagome! Listen to me! Who did this to you?� he yelled, shaking
her shoulders.
�Stop yelling
at me!� Kagome sobbed, �Let me go, please.�
Inu Yasha let her go and she sank to her
knees, hugging herself. Inu Yasha
narrowed his eyes. �Come with me, Kagome.� he lifted her gently to her feet and
led her to an isolated clearing. He reached around her and pulled the sash on
her kimono loose.
�What are you
doing?� Kagome asked fearfully.
�No, no, no! I
promise I won�t hurt you, okay? But I have to see something.� Inu Yasha whispered. He removed
her kimono and stepped back. �I knew it! It was Sesshomaru,
wasn�t it? I�ll kill him!�
�No! No, no,
no, no, no! Inu Yasha
don�t� give me my clothes back, please.� Kagome pleaded.
Inu Yasha handed her the kimono and she
dressed, quickly. �Inu Yasha,
don�t fight him. Please, don�t go.�
�Kagome, the
bastard raped you! And you don�t want me to kill him?� Inu
Yasha looked at her disbelievingly.
�I don�t know
what I want� I just don�t know.� Kagome said. �I� I wanted- him� but not
like that.�
Inu Yasha�s eyes widened. Had he heard
correctly? �You actually wanted to be raped?� he said, incredulously. �I
can�t believe you�d-�
�NO! I didn�t
want to be raped� but I wanted him. I�ve been having dreams about him� and I
just� but I don�t- I mean I didn�t-� Kagome sighed. �When I imagined my first
time, it was always with you. And then those dreams� I got confused, I guess. I
really wish, now, that my first time had been with you. Fate has a weird way of
fucking up everything you have planned, doesn�t it? Just, don�t fight. I�m- I�m
sick of fighting!�
Inu Yasha couldn�t believe what he was
hearing! �Kagome, I don�t understand you. You actually wanted Sesshomaru? I can�t� ugh!� Inu Yasha turned away from her.
�Where are you
going?� Kagome asked him.
�Sango and Miroku just found a
lead on another shard.� Inu Yasha
said, without turning around.
�Here. You�ll
need this!� Kagome threw the jewel at his back and ran back to the bone eater�s
well.
Kagome stopped
in front of the well and debated on whether or not to go back. I have
nothing here, so I might as well go back! she
thought bitterly, jumping in. She ran into the house, ignoring her family, and
threw herself on her bed.
It was later
that night, as she thought back to everything that had happened, that she vowed
never to be victim to the sin of want.
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So? What do you think? WAY too many scary movies� And far too much rock�
And I don�t think Marilyn Manson at three in the morning is a good idea anymore
either� lol. Please review. Even if
you absolutely hated it. I like to know these things�
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