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Thin lines of love and hate	By : Innocentsorrow Category: InuYasha > Yaoi - Male/Male > Kouga/InuYasha Views: 2443 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-Endings and new beginnings
- 2-Chapter 2: Comming back
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THIN LINES OF LOVE AND HATE

By Innocent Sorrow

CHAPTER I

Endings and new beginnings

It is easy�

To protect those you love, you must be willing to sacrifice anything� everything.

Why did it take him all this time to understand that?

Anger, wariness, pain� sadness, it didn�t matter now.

What matter, was the he had understood it� at the very end of everything� at least, everything for him.

This will be his last fight, his last forfeit, in this very place, choose by others he will give his last breath. And he will not regret it.

The light shone brighter as he tried to surround it with his body, the jewel.

That one jewel, that they had spend so many time looking for, so many fights, so many pain�

This will be the last, he�ll make sure of that. Even if it took everything he had to give, all for them. And, again, he will not regret it.

Their screams made echo in his head, falling like rain over his heart, washing every bit of sullenness that he ever had. They were worried� and sad; they knew as well as him, that this will be the last time they�ll see each other.

The pain he felt, was nothing compare to the other injuries he had obtained during this particular fight. The jewel seem to be sucking his energy, his vital energy, leaving him spent, and ready to sleep. Not before he ended his last objective.

Pushing himself far beyond his own limits, and setting free his youkai, he embrace with his body the Shikon no Tama, making sure to envelop it with his remaining spiritual energy, preventing any further damage to his friends, and with a last glow they became one.

As he surrender himself to the darkness, the scream of his longtime enemy, brought a smile to his lips.

And the light that once had shine from him was no more.

***

The temple was falling to pieces right behind them, the dust and the pest that Naraku was, prevented the flow of oxygen to their lugs.

So they ran, as far from that place as they could. At last they stop right next to a clearing, where everything that had happened struck them with the force of a lightning. Kouga set Kagome down, and stare blankly into the space.

-Inuyasha� he�he�- But Kagome couldn�t say more. Falling on her knees she allowed the tears to fall freely from her eyes, the aching in her heart to overwhelming to care.
Miroku was looking in the direction of the temple, lost in thought, recapturing the last moments of their friend.
Sango too, was crying, she knelt beside Kagome, and brought her arms around her, and both fell in the comforting arms of each other. Trying to forget everything.
Kouga remained looking at the clearing, the look in his eyes a mixture of anger, sadness� a vow for revenge. He strode to where Kagome and Sango where lying.

-Come, we have to get out of here.

-Kouga� Yasha- And Kagome was again on tears. He lift her from the ground, as Miroku did with Sango.

-I know, but right now we have to move, this place is not safe. Lets go to your village� you�ll mourn for him there� as long as you need to.

No more words were spoken, and the short party undertook the heartrending way back.

***

Sesshomaru stared at the temple, or where it used to be. Ruins were all that was left now.

A stave of pain and sadness hit him, and he fought the necessity of falling to the ground.
The thought in his head as a drop of water fell in his hand. A tear.

A tear for the halfbreed�the hanyou, the disgrace to the name of his family that had finally ceased to exist. Then, why the ache in his heart? Why the tears?

Because it was indeed a tear, but for the loss of his young half brother, the one he so strongly pretended to hate, the one he had tried to kill so many times.

The one he had tried to protect in his own particular way� no, the one he had failed to protect.

The one he had loved.

�-Oii!!! Shut up stupid bastard!!! I�m not asking you permission; I�m leaving, so GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY!!!

-And if you were a little more rational, you will see right through this. The shikon no tama is almost complete, and nobody knows how will react with the power of the miko and the other half breed together. It is pointless.

-And why would you care?! A annoyance less to take care of for you. Why the sudden change dear brother? Why when all you�ve been doing all my life is trying to kill me?
Inuyasha made a move to pass right beside the demon, but was stopped, when this one got a hold of his arm.

-I am not taking any risks, nobody but me has the right to kill you. You will come with me whether you like it or not.

-LET ME GO! I don�t have time for this shit, this is not about us or your stupid hatred anymore, there�re other lives involved and on the line, while you�re talking nonsense- Sesshomaru knew that the silver haired male was reaching his breaking point, he was desperate, and in that state, mistakes were common. He will not lose him for a mistake.
Inuyasha pull harder to break free from his brother grasp, but the demon wasn�t backing one bit. The screams of their friends reached his sensitive ears, and with a strong pull he broke free.

-Here, you want this � He said tossing the Tetsusaiga in the direction of his brother- Take it and leave me alone.

With that last words, Inuyasha started running in the direction of the temple, never looking back, his thoughts on his friends and keeping them safe.
Sesshomaru right behind him.�

He gave one last look at the now folded Tetsusaiga and put it away. It seemed that with his brother gone, he could hold the sword without a problem.

Soon the sadness turn into anger, and then into a thirst for revenge, his youkai screaming to be set free and start the hunt of the one who had taken away his potential mate.
The one who had dare to kill his brother.

But first he needed to attend his own injuries, and check on Rin, who had been left alone with Jaken, but then�

-On your memory I swear my love, I will look an kill the miko. I will avenge your death.

***

They sat in silence, the sobs of the young fox, the only sound that broke the quiet. Kaede was making some tea, or so she had said, but they all knew better. She was moving in the small kitchen, making preparations, and hiding her tears.

Kouga had left no long ago, saying that he needed to check on his pack, and make some preparations, now, without the jewel, Naraku will be easier to destroy, but remained still to be done. And it had to be done �On his memory� had said the wolf leader before departing without uttering a single word more.

Miroku, Sango and Kagome had stopped crying some time ago, too tired from the battle to keep doing it, and too sad to fell asleep.

So they had sat in silence, Kagome comforting the young fox, while he still cried.

-Any of you saw where Sesshomaru go?- Sango asked, while stroking Kirara�s ears.

-No, was he there?- Ask now Kagome, not really paying much attention at that moment- I didn�t see him, Inuyasha was�
In front of her, but she couldn�t bring herself to say it aloud, to remember it again, it was too soon.

As in on warning, they all went silent again, for them it was just as hard�

Retelling was never easy�

�-Where the hell is that stupid dog!!- Scream Kagome shooting another arrow in the direction of the upcoming tentacles

-Don�t worry my dear love, you have me here at you�re side, ready to protect you- Kouga voice sounded from one of the corners, in which he was fighting the wind witch, but he too seemed to be loosing.

-KAGOME LOOK OUT!!!- But the miko turned too late, just to see a tentacle running directly to pierce her heart; she closed her eyes and waited for the blow.

Which never came.

She opened her eyes and found Inuyasha looking at her.

-Are you alright?- He asked, and she nodded thanking him silently. He winced as he took a fighting stance, and Kagome could see the trail of blood on his right side. But before she could ask him how he was, Naraku�s voice stopped everyone

-So all comes to this, everything for this small thing- He said while one of his tentacles held the jewel high in front of him; this caused Kagome to reach out to her neck in search of the jewel that wasn�t there.

-Oh no you won�t!!- She held her arrow in her line of vision, and before anyone could do anything she shot.

-NO WAIT!!- Inuyasha scream, the memories of what his brother had just told him coming to him, but it was too late.

Naraku scream as the arrow came near to the jewel, the Shikon no tama began glowing threatening everyone in the room, making them turn their heads in seek of protection from the light.

-Is too much for the jewel, the powers of Kagome and Naraku altogether are fighting over the shikon, it could destroy the entire Tokyo!!- Scream Miroku over the wind that now was revolving around Naraku and the Shikon jewel.

She saw everything like in slow motion.

Inuyasha walking to stand direct in front of Naraku and the jewel.

The jewel escaping from Naraku�s grasp an floating slowly towards Inuyasha.

Inuyasha looking at their friends one last time, with a look that Kagome knew she will never forget.

A look of sadness, resignation, and newfound peace�

-Run now.

The jewel moved towards him, and she watched in desperate fascination as he was lift in the air by the jewel, and placed himself into fetal position enveloping the Shikon jewel with his own body, shielding everyone from the uncontrolled power.

-NO INUYASHA!!

She screamed before everything went too bright to see anything anymore.

***

Kagome awaked abruptly and breathing harshly, reaching into the space like she had done that time, five months ago�

-A nightmare? - The sweet voice of Sango brought her back, she nodded �I have them often too.

-I miss him Sango�-Kagome said, almost in a whisper.

-I know, we all do, I don�t think that we�ll cease to miss him someday.

-I don�t know if I can live with this pain- She said, reaching to his chest. The tears were leaving her eyes again, but not in a desperate way, now they were more calm, and yet they hurt too much.

-It�ll turn into something else, someday, it will still hurt, but not with the same intensity, we�ll be able to remember him with melancholy and love. Time is the only one that can help you� or any of us.

-Maybe�- Kagome said, looking into the flames of the small fire, they had set some hours ago. She will return home tomorrow after being away almost three weeks; she needed it too badly.

Everything there remember her of him, every single path, every single tree, even the flowers brought memories of him� she never said anything, she knew that for her friends was probably even worst, at least she could escape somehow, when she came back to her own time� but they� they stay there, on the outskirts of Inuyasha�s forest, facing every single day the old tree that once had protected their lost friend.

She recall this particular time when she came back from her time, finding a very distress Shippo; just some days ago, Inuyasha�s scent had finally vanished completely.
The ultimately reminiscent of his friend presence and life with them had gone entirely.

For Shippo it had been the reality slapping him on the face. Now he knew that his friend wouldn�t be ever coming back, his friend was gone� forever.

And for them, Miroku, Sango and Kagome, even though they didn�t have the sense of smell like their friend, it was, still, like watching Inuyasha die again�

It took a lot of effort from everyone to make him stop crying, but even now the little fox, still looked lost. Even Kirara was still sad, never leaving Sango�s side, as if fearing that she could go away too.

No it wasn�t easy.

-When are you planning on coming back?- Sango�s sad voice brought her back once again.

-In a week or two, I�ve spent too much time away; I don�t now what would happen with my studies, maybe the best is to drop it all until we finish this.- She said resting her head on the pillow. Watching the flames dancing over her girlfriend�s face, drawing the sad features in her face.

-I don�t think so, but is your decision, we don�t know when we are going to confront him for sure, but I don�t think it will be easy, even with the jewel gone; we can hardly fight him without Kouga�s help, and even he has problems facing him.

-I won�t leave now.- Said Kagome firmly, and looking at Sango directly- I owe it to him, he gave his life to protect us, I won�t leave this inconclusive. Is the very least I can do for him.

Sango smiled, and lied on her own futon, turning to face Kagome she said.

-I know you will say so, and you�re right, we owe it to him.

***

Kouga entered the cave and sat on the cotton of fur, that was lying in his chamber. He had just come back from making sure his lands were ok an safe, he had made a little patrol with a few of his men, had dinner, and then he had retrieved to his chambers, noticing the sad and worried looks of his people.

Lately, that was his life.

Since five months ago.

Kouga knew that if Inuyasha would be still alive, he wouldn�t have turned into this ghost of himself.

� Kouga breathed in the air, that scent was nearer, the scent that had brought him all the way from his lands, he knew since the first moment that he smelled it, that it was a youkai, a powerful one, and to his incredible luck, a beta, one of those rare youkai who were meant to breed. He was on luck.

He could keep Kagome as his mate, and made this youkai the vessel of his seed, to make him, or her breed him pups, that way he wouldn�t have half breeds to taint his bloodline.

He came closer to that sweet scent, forest rain, at dawn� yes, that was what it smelled like. And his future concubine was just in front of him.
He stopped dead in his tracks.
-Mutt face, what are you doing here?- He said jumping closer to the confused hanyou, who tried to back away, but the tree behind his back preventing him of doing so- Where is...?
The question died in his mouth as the wind blew the scent of the dog right to him.

-My, my- He said now, his voice filled with lust, he pulled the hanyou from his hair, exposing the pale neck, and inhaling deeply- What do we have here?

- Kouga- The hanyou panted, allowing the youkai to smell him, and gasping at the licks in the neck he received as appreciation from the alpha.- Don�t�
Kouga growled in warning, his youkai taking control for him. Without thinking much, which was almost impossible due to the thick scent of lust that now lingered in the air, he started kissing the neck, trailing a wet path to the mouth of the hanyou. Kouga brought their lips together, and kissed Inuyasha almost in a desperate way, the hanyou didn�t seem to be fighting back.

Of course, it must be his heat cycle, he realized, that�s why his scent was so overwhelming.

-Shhh, little puppy, I�ll give what you need. What we both need.
Yes this one will make a perfect breeder, strong and beautiful; and even though Kouga knew that in this state the hanyou couldn�t think clearly, he didn�t stop.

Things were about to take their place.�

Kouga lied down over the fur, as the memories of the last night of Inuyasha flow in his mind. He had thought that all that mattered at that moment was dominance. Submitting the hanyou to him, making him his, securing the royal bloodline of the wolf clan.

He never imagine that after his death he�ll find himself so lost.

� Inuyasha gasped as he felt Kouga entered him in one quick movement, without any pain, just the tremendous sense of rightness; in the back of his mind he knew that tomorrow he will regret this, but there wasn�t much he could do anyway, his youkai senses were controlling him, and the only thing that mattered was feeling that warm, life creating fluid inside of him.
Kouga growled in pleasure, oh he loved the heat cycles of the betas hanyou, their bodies were ready to received, preparing themselves with its own lubrication. He didn�t have to wait.

Soon they started a dance of trust, accompanied by their moans and growls.

-Kouga� please�- The wolf opened his eyes to see the writhing hanyou beneath him, eyes semi closed from the pleasure he was receiving, moaning in a way that made his okami blood boil. He knew, at that sight and that plead, that he will never had enough of this hanyou.

So he let go.

In frantic and hard movements he went deeper and deeper into the body of the silver haired puppy, trying to reach his completition and by that, to give what Inuyasha was asking of him. He didn�t last too much, the sight before him was too erotic, and knowing what the doggy needed of him, pushed him over the edge.
With a low growled, Kouga emptied himself into the channel of the hanyou, triggering the orgasm of this one, at the feeling of his channel being filled at last.

They lay there, panting and trying to recover from the powerful experience. Kouga pulled out of Inuyasha, not before giving a slow trust.
He dress up, with a content smile on his lips. Before leaving, he turned to the hanyou.

-If I�ve planted my seed in your belly tonight, I expect from you to inform me. If not� then I�ll wait to see you again in six months, in your next heat cycle. My clan needs and heir.

Inuyasha lay there looking into the space, Kouga help a stave of guilt, but as his eyes traveled over the hanyou�s body, resting between his legs, were his semen was coming out, he forgot about that. An erotic sight indeed.

He kneeled before the hanyou and lick his neck in a soothing manner, growling lowly, to make him know that he had appreciated what the hanyou had done for him that night.
Inuyasha turn to look at him, eyes glazy from desire.

-I guess that just one attempt won�t do- Kouga said, lowering his lips to meet Inuyasha�s�

It was probably the fact that he never knew if Inuyasha was with child� he refused to acknowledge that, he felt lost because he had developed feelings for his longtime rival, and had lost him before being able to tell him anything.

And yet he�ll never forgive himself for letting Inuyasha go.

Sleep claimed the wolf prince, and soon it was filled with the image of Inuyasha enveloping with his body the Shikon no tama.

Lately, nights were like that

***

-Don�t be gone for too long- The sad voice of Shippo said.

-I won�t, I�ll just check on my school work, and I�ll be back as soon as I can, don�t go anywhere without me.

Miroku smiled.

-Don�t worry, while you�re away we�ll tried to gather as much information as we can of Naraku�s whereabouts, maybe try and talk to Kouga�

-Ok, be safe.

And with that she stepped into de well, leaving her three remaining friends behind, and a pair of watchful golden eyes hiding in the forest.

-Come on Miroku, we�ll be going to the village, we need to lighten you up a little bit- Sango said walking away with the now meditabund monk, and the sorrowful fox.

And the golden eyes moved in search for a place to rest.

****

As soon as she climbed the leader, a tingling sensation hit her with full force, traveling along her chest, almost leaving her breathless, she had felt like that only once before.

When the Shikon no tama, had been complete.

She looked frenetically around her, but couldn�t place anything different from her home. Thinking that probably was tiredness, she proceeded to enter her house, she needed a bath.
-Kagome- Her mother greeted her at the entrance with a hug. Since Kagome had told them about Inuyasha death, her mother seemed more worried about her daughter�s time travels, now she had to face everything alongside the mourning of the loss of a dear friend. And she was sure that what she now had to tell his daughter will only distress her more.

-Mother I�ve missed you all, where Souta? I need a bath.

-Sweetie- Her mother spoke trying to catch her attention, but Souta�s screaming made Kagome go inside the house.

-What is it chibi?- She said kindly.

-Come, I want you to meet someone.

-Oi Souta! I�m not in the mood, besides I need a bath- She said trying to break free from his brother�s grip. But he didn�t desist; and the worried voice of her mother was unheard.

-Is a students exchanging program, is so cool, when I saw him I couldn�t believe it- Souta was chattering- Hey Kenji!! This is my sister Kagome.

First she could only see his back, long black midnight hair fell to his shoulders, a body no to muscular, but not skinny either, when he turned around at the sound of Souta�s voice Kagome clearly felt as if her heart had been obliged to stop its beating.

Doubtfully she called, reaching out at the stranger in front of her.

-Inuyasha?

***

Hi! This is my first fanfic of Inuyasha, and the first one I write in English, I don�t have a beta, so please forgive my grammatical errors (which I figured will be too many T_T)
The text between "" are flashbacks ^^
Please comments, they�re the best fuel for a fanfic writer n_n

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