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Shame and Virtue	By : aleta Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Kagome > Sessh?maru/Kagome Views: 6653 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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- 1-Shame and Virtue
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Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or any character associated with Rumiko Takahashi
A distressed woman paced her room's water terrace within the Hangzhou hotel. Owned by dragons and built on wetlands, the area specifically for her use was as immaculate as any other in the 5 star plaza. Shuddering in fear, the cause of her anguish currently occupied those spaces to capacity. At this very moment the hotel was filled to bursting with various members of royalty that ruled all over modern Asia. Out of them one family in particular was responsible for her meltdown.
"Five years" Kagome whispered. Staring into the marsh, she remembered how long it had been since she had last seen any member of that clan. A quartet of powerful Inu Youkai that at one point in life had been her lords and employers. Born and raised in their province, her whole life in Japan had been nothing short of a living hell. The racism, prejudice, and contempt people held for her should been enough to make her flee once she came of age. Surprisingly it wasn't an act of defiance that sealed her fate, but the repercussions she suffered for giving into her infatuations. Her yearning for him had lead to the beating of her life at the hands of Inu no Taisho. All because she had fallen in love with his heir. Her Anubis.
While studying linguistics in her college years, she had given him that nickname after the famous Egyptian god that reminded her of him. At her request, her professor Zakari-sensi had gone into detail about the ancient god of the dead. Hospitalized when she first suggested it to him he had been accepting of the exotic name. She laughed as she recalled all the times she called him that in front of her doctor and nurses. Rolling his eyes whenever someone asked if she was swearing at him in a language they were studying. To others they had merely been cohorts. He had been around since the first time she'd collasped in front of him and taken her to the emergency room. In public they always took great care to never physically touch unless necessary. But in private…Kagome shook her head hard to clear the haze her reflections had bought on.
They’re relationship had been wrong. They had known it from the beginning. He was the only heir of Japan's western province. She was an unusual hybrid of priestess and inu who suffered daily physcial, emotional, and mental anguish because her two auras constantly fought inside her for dominance. Barely a month went by that she didn't suffer a seizure or worse a massive release of pent up energy. Spirtual in nature, more than once she had injuried people around her. Even Anubis had suffered greatly once when such a release happened while he slept next to her. If it wasn't for his reflexes he would have been killed. They had no business sharing the same world, much less the same bed. Yet in her denial, a young Kagome had let herself believe that if she helped push Anubis to greatness, maybe their devotion to one another would be enough for his family to accept their bond. In the half decade she had been out of Japan, she had come to realize how foolish she had been. Of course it would have never worked!
In trying to find a cure for her internal conflict, she had used her research to restore capabilites in him that had been lost to his family for centuries. Thanks to her they had gained recongnition as the first beings in centuries that could acheive the shift into their true form. Later they discovered his body didn't have the strength to handle the same levels of energy his ancestors once could. To save his life she had spent an exorbitant amount of time and energy commissioning, crafting, and finalizing a sword that controlled his now own unstable aura. Always thinking of him before herself, the linguist had given him her love which had never been tainted with greed or restrictions. The amazing feats they had accomplished in bringing their people back to their roots meant nothing so long as she was a dangerous half demon. She had and would never be good enough for him. His father had made sure she understood that as she lay half dead at his feet.
“It’s not right! You have no place with him!” Inu no Taisho shouted. The man had walked into his son’s home to find the well known volatile woman sleeping naked in the boy’s bed. Even though he had long left for work, he could smell his spent essence all her over body. This whore had been seducing his son for god knows how long. He knew they had been working together on another historical project he was funding, but this was unacceptable. Now he understood why his son had been so adamant in having only her work with him. His son was becoming as unstable as this girl. He would not allow this whore to be the downfall of his family! A punch to his jaw snapped him out of his deliberations. Turning to the assailant he backed away at seeing his own father growling at him in warning. Honorable Shin'ichi fell to his knees in front of the woman, checking for a pulse before picking her up bridal style.
Inu no Taisho tried to tell his sire about the girl and the threat she posed but he would hear none of it. "Silence!"
Kagome’s broken body cradled in Honorable Shin’ichi’s arms, the elder dog demon bellowed for his son to hold his tongue. He had just beaten a defenseless woman. This was what was unacceptable! Briskly removing her from the room, Shin’ichi placed the woman in the guest bedroom. Noticing the cleaning maid who was cowering in fear in the corner, he ordered her to stand and call for an ambulance. Gripping one of the unconscious girl’s hands in his own he silently prayed for the miracle that she would not shut out the world for this. He urged the woman to overcome this situation with a single word: “Fight!”
And fight she did. She survived the attempt on her life. The minute she could escape the hosptial she abandoned the western province despite both Shin’ichi’s and Anubis’s pleas for her to remain. It had been heart wrenching to say the least. The elder dog that saved her life had sacrificed a great portion of his waning strength to do so. He had warned her that his time on this earth was coming to an end. Only seven months into her new life in Seychelles she had received an international phone call at work alerting her of his passing. His words had proved true. As heartless as it was, Kagome had refused to attend his final rites. The guilt she felt for her part in the hasting of his demise prevented her from ever stepping foot in her homeland again. Honorable Shin’ichi had lived up to his name. He was one of the few people in life that had reassured both her and Anubis that their relationship was not an offense. He made her fell like she was not a threat to society that needed to be destroyed. Even though it had stung her to the core when he passed, she was sure Anubis’s pain was far worse. She recalled the miserable avowal he revealed to her just before she secretly departed Tokyo hosptial and boarded a plane to Seychelles.
“I have resolved never to take a mate. Inuyasha will be responsible for the continuation of our line. My legacy will live and die with me alone.”
In her heart she knew he had meant his words. She had tried multiple times in the days leading up to her departure to change his views on the situation. His family would kill them both if their affair continued. It wasn't possible for them to remain platonic. Remaining would have been hell on earth. He on the other hand saw her leaving Japan as a maneuver of fear. She didn’t want to be with him because she hated him. In his eyes she was abandoning him because she was afraid of him and his bloodline. He had failed to protect her and she wanted to replace him with someone who could fulfill his broken promise. It wasn't a coincidence she chose to work for his company's largest competition. Kagome was just using this as an excuse to go work for the dragons. Dragon youkai were their worst enemies after all.
This back and forth had gone on for days. His declaration had added disgrace to the guilt and shame she already felt. She had refused to tell him where she was going and had covered her tracks well. Even going so far as to block his phone number. Kagome hadn't even spoken to him, she had no idea how he was doing expect for television and the occasional newspaper article.
So far it seemed he had stuck to his affirmation. One rumor being the woman that his family arranged to take as his bride had called off the union after seeing the barely stable son of the western lands lose control of his power, destroying a large section of her ancestral home in the process. Her guilt had returned ten fold. He was now like her, a danger to everyone around him. Others had attempted to set up a possible marriage proposal but he had rejected them all citing that he needed time to learn to control his abilities before he could risk marriage or conceiving an heir with another.
Kagome was pulled out of her musings by a knock at her door. The maids had her attire for tonight’s gala. The young linguist was silent as the attendants came in and immediately got to work preparing her bath and laying her apparel on her bed for inspection. Glancing at the beautiful royal blue dress and expensive silver platform heels she sighed happily. Dragon King Jun-Long surpassed her previous employers a hundred fold. Instead of forcing her to stay at a cheap hotel on the outskirts of the event location, he had given her her own suite complete with study and jacuzzi bath for her use and the official title in his company Chief Interpretation Officer. A major step up from “assistant translator”, the pity title she had made up while working the only job she could get in Japan.
The rewards became even greater as her beneficial work boosted the young King’s net worth tenfold. His international trading company naturally required translators to communicate effectively with his overseas business partners. It was with her side research on old trading routes that had lead to the discovery of a long forgotten treasure trove off the coast of Seychelles. The publicity had skyrocketed his stock prices, making him the leading import export trader in the east. Kagome’s next contribution made international trading faster by adding a an experimental feature to his ships she had modernized from the plans of caravan ships, enabling them to travel more efficiently through icebergs and other dangerous conditions.
His reaction had been embarrassing to say the least. The Great Dragon King of the mainland had picked her up and twirled her in the air in front of his whole board of directors. Even worse still he had then gotten on his knees and asked his linguist for her hand in marriage. They all had laughed it off as a joke, but Kagome had seen the spark of seriousness in his orbs as she looked into his eyes. Anubis had been right about one thing when it came to the dragons. Some were definitely attracted to more than just her work.
In the years she had worked for him, the two had discovered they shared a lot of similarities background wise. Both had been born illegitimate children, their fathers too ashamed of their existence to acknowledge them. They had worked their proverbial asses off to achieve their personal goals: His to create a company that would surpass anything his father could ever do. Hers to learn to control her clashing sources of power so that she could lead a somewhat normal life. Since the first day she had arrived at his Seychelles office, he was always around her.
Jun had never pushed her for a realtionship. He understood that she was still healing physically and emotionally and remained a perfect gentleman. His seduction was subtle, trips from China to Seychelles slowly became more frequent and lasted longer each time. Every time he insisted on escorting her throughout his stays to meetings and gatherings during the day, and offering engaging conversation at night. In recent trips his attentions had started to include touch. Innocent gestures, little pecks on the cheek, hugs and random acts of public hand holding becoming the norm for them. With each touch and display of affection, a pang of guilt would hit her as part of her enjoyed the male’s gestures and the other telling her she was betraying Anubis each time he put his hands on her. She had felt a tad ashamed when she had agreed so quickly to be his date for this event. He had even chartered a plane that flew her to Hangzhou three weeks before the event was to begin. When she arrived he had immediately given her access to his own office to work and informed her that he had brought her here so early so that she could get accustomed to the area.
Kagome’s musings continued throughout her bathing and dressing routine. Sitting on her vanity’s chair one of the dragon youkai pulled half her hair back and secured it with a silver comb and clip. The other was taking the opportunity to apply her makeup and jewelry, finishing with the silver choker she gently secured around her slightly tanned neck. Stepping back to inspect their finished product the handmaidens smiled happily and bowed to her in respect.
“You look beautiful Interpreter!” the first handmaiden exclaimed.
“Like a goddess.” the second concluded.
Standing up from her seat, Kagome thanked them for their kind words only to begin to shake as a horn sounded throughout the hotel. The great gathering was about to begin! She began taking deep breaths as the anxiety began to fully set in. The linguist had been helping prepare Jun for this event since arriving three weeks ago. Concentrating on that, she hadn't had much time to think about anything else. The reality of who would be attending tonight hadn’t hit until this morning when a consier had informed her of the western family’s arrival. She had been hiding out in her room since the announcement. Jun-Long allowing her to take off early to prepare herself. A second horn blared just as the sunset. All disputes and arguments ended now. Only a few minutes until the third horn which meant she had to get into position in the receiving hall. Going to her door she exited her room swiftly. Remembering her teachings, she began to gain control of herself. When she was this anxious her youkai tended to rise causing the chain reaction of her purification rising to attack the demonic energy. The conflict caused seizures and near unbearable pain, despite surgeries and multiple training the problem had never gone away completely. Taking a final deep breath she began her walk down the corridor, pashmina trailing off her shoulders as she chanted a small prayer under her breath asking for the strength to get through the great gathering.
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Existing for over a millenium, the great gathering was an event held every five years with interchanging rulers serving as host. This year Jun-Long had been given the honor of holding this extremely important ceremony on his territory in a location of his choice. Meant to maintain the peace this event was possibly the only thing that kept the youkai rulers of the Mainland and Japan from the many wars that had plagued their world in the old age. Every quinquennial, all reigning lords and their families joined together to discuss and negotiate the problems they faced in their various land holdings and businesses. Close allies offered advice or solutions while enemies deliberated over the root cause of their disagreements. All of this was done amicably, only sparring allowed during the day and no physical fighting of any kind after the sunset. Breaking this most sacred rule was considered an act of treason, punishable by the guilty parties entire family dismission from future gatherings. It was a reprucussion nobody wanted. To be thrown out of this inner circle spelled the end of an empire. No one had ever dared to tempt fate.
Sitting at the head table, Kagome stared straight ahead as she waited for Jun-Long to enter the room. All nobility sat at circular tables, the families separated from each other. Naturally the ruling lord sat in the first chair followed by their mate (or mates) and next to them their children of varying ages. Anxious from the rising tension in the room she mentally sung a song that had calmed her when she got like this as a child. She had been prone to panic attacks in her youth, and though it decreased as she got older and blocks were surgically placed inside her, the song still had its calming effect. The words were laced with a spell that was meant to aid loosen the muscles and clear the mind. It had cost a fortune to keep her alive. Luckily because of the circumstances surrounding her existance the government paid for her medical needs. A rare perk to being the only person in the world with the powers of a priestess and inu youkai she supposed. A gong sounded throughout the hall, alerting them that their host was coming inside. All heads turned to stare at the entrance doors that opened ominously to reveal the legendary king of the dragons.
Jun-Long was surprisingly a young man. Only a few years older than Kagome herself. His name was well known throughout the demon world, he was the start of the new generation of dragon youkai. When he was only sixteen in human maturation he had battled and defeated the previous king in combat, his family stepping down as culture dictated. With his own hands, he had then built up his company with the wealth he obtained in his conquest. His herd consisted of the few people who had beleived in his victory, close friendships resembling familial bonds.
He was a sight to behold. Burgundy hair in a thick braid was slung over his left shoulder, a decorated silk band keeping it from unraveling. Dressed in traditional chinese garb, the king’s blue eyes sparked as they went to Kagome's cerulean orbs causing her heartbeat to quicken. As he walked, the noble guests silently bowed their heads to their host in respect. Coming to a stop in front of her seat, Jun took Kagome's hands in his own. Pecking her on the cheek a small smile crossed his lips as he did so, attempting to make her feel better.
In turn the linguist blushed heavily at his public display of affection. Did he realize what he had just done? Already the crowd had begun whispering at Jun’s behavior. Could she be the mate he had been holding out for all these years?
Releasing her the dragon king pulled back his chair in the center of the grand table, sat down with a grace that held everyone in awe. Speaking in Cantonese Jun-Long welcomed his guests to his hotel and briefly reminded everyone what this event was about. Grabbing the goblet of wine in front of him, he rose it high above his head and spoke a phrase in the first demonic language of their kind. As he finished the crowd and Kagome responded in agreement and the minute he took a sip, brought The Great Gathering to a commence.
‘This is gonna be a long fortnight’ Kagome thought sadly, the tactless words of the nobles stung her ears as they began to change seats and mingle before dinner was served. Distracted by the gossip of the crowd, she didn’t notice the golden eyes that had been staring at her since she entered. Those same orbs had tinged red the moment Jun had kissed her. Kagome was soon called over by a group to translate for them, their conversation pointless.
When the dinner bell rang and the servants began to enter with food, she excused herself to return to her seat next to Jun. Once they were served he absently began to rub his hand along her knee. Kagome had eyed him curiously when he did so, his own smug look overtaking hers. Shrugging, she let him do as he wished. He wasn't being inapporpriate in her mind and it was soothing to her. The dragon king too busy trying to make his date feel secure he only gave the golden eyed man a knowing smile when he felt his glare. Eyes now fully red he excused himself from his table, using the servants as coverage while he slipped out a side door and headed in the direction to the water terrance hotel rooms.
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The young linguist sighed as she trekked back to her room. She had been right all along. Eating with the King Jun meant facing everyone in the grand dining hall. Everyone had included the one family she had never wanted to see again. She had spotted them while in the middle of the main course. Her heart had constricted when she made eye contact with Inu no Taisho and his mate Inu Kimi. After that look they had spent the rest of the entire night taking turns glaring daggers at her. His second mate Izayoi was kind enough to offer an apoligetic smile every time she looked at her while a young son Inuyasha had sat in his chair whimpering softly at his father's seething. Inu Kimi had seemed pleased when she had gazed at the empty chair meant for her eldest son. That woman always took pride in her misery. Kagome thought she had done well hiding her feelings of dissapointment. Noticing her indirect search, Jun informed her that Anubis had announced he wasn't feeling well, choosing to return to his families rooms before dinner was served. He wasn't sick, she knew. His immune system was one of the strongest she had ever seen. Anubis probably just couldn't stand being the in same room as her anymore.
That was to be expected. She already knew his family had taken great strides to cover up their misdeeds. Her near death experience and resulting termination had been explained away as her powers flaring out of control again injuring herself and destroying vital pieces of company information. As smart as she was, it was just too dangerous for them to have her around any longer. According to the rumor they spread they treated her self inflicted wounds and found a place for her in their ally Jun's province. She snorted as she remembered that ridiculous story. The reality was Inu no Taisho had beaten her ass for sleeping with his son. Her miko and demonic energy only resurfaced as they both fought to heal her body, causing a seizure and four day coma. They had paid for her medical expenses alright though. In return she had to keep her mouth shut about the whole thing and sign a contract that offered to pay her future medical bills in leiu of her new government not offering the same care.
Reaching her room door she gratefully entered its privacy. To her surprise all her lights had been turned off. Pulling back her curtains to the terrace, she saw the royal phoenix family's rooms, all their room across from hers fully lucent. Observing the royal family of the Eastern province, she remembered how different her upbringing had been from theres. Their twin toddlers flew back and forth throughout the suite, a nursemaid chasing after them with raised arms concern on her features. Shaking her head at the scene, she closed the curtain back and hugged herself as a cold chill went through her body.
All the windows in the room were closed. What could it be? Looking around she saw nothing out of the ordinary until her eyes went back to her bed. Something was glinting on it from the moonlight. Going over to inspect it she quickly snatched the object from the comforter and focused her eyes to adjust to the darkness. Her cerulean eyes glowing she inspected the foreign object only to drop it when she realized what it was. A silver crescent moon necklace clattered to the floor at her feet. She had abandoned it that hospital room in Japan five years ago. What was it doing here?
Terror clouding her senses, Kagome backed away from the accursed object slowly. This was a threat to her life. She needed to get out of here! Intending to make a run for Jun’s room down the hall, she stopped when a familiar baritone voice reached her ears.
“You promised to never take it off.”
Turning around, she didn’t have a chance to scream as a body collided with hers, sending her falling to the bed. The wind knocked out of her, the terrified demoness could only look inot the face of her attacker. The full inu demon that she had once called her lover. “Se..Sesshomaru…” she whispered.
“Yes” he replied. His golden eyes flashed in the dark as they followed an invisible trail over her face. He could feel his muscles loosing as he brethed in his Kagome's scent. She was back with him again. He brought his head down to touch foreheads with hers, only to sigh at Kagome's who had regained her senses. She was trying to rebuff him. “Sesshomaru, get off me!” she whispered harshly. If she said it any louder she would attract people. The last thing she needed was someone rushing in to save her and end up seeing the heir of the western lands mounting her. The most important figures in their society were gathered here! People would talk. Rumors would spread. This would ruin their reputations after everything she had done to prevent that from happening. Kagome really began to fight when she realized that fact. “Let me up!”
He didn’t move though. Sesshomaru merely stared into face as she struggled. He had her completely pinned, they both knew twisting in his grasp wasn’t going to free her. She liked it when he somewhat listened to her so he moved. Half way obeying her command, he rose up slightlywhile still straddling her. Knees embedded in the soft mattress he pulled her arms over her head, causing her to lie still again. “No” he said.
“No?” she repeated in disbelief.
“Yes”
“Why? What do you want from me?”
“To speak to you.”
“And speaking to me required you to sneak into my room and then hold me down?”
“It was the only way I could ensure you listened to me.”
“If that is the case why didn’t you just talk to me during the commencement dinner?”
“Because I did not want anyone to see me engage you in conversation.”
“Well if you don’t want others to see you speak with me, what does that tell you you shouldn’t bother to do?”
“That is not the reason I did not want them to see Kagome.”
“Then what is the reason?” the woman asked, becoming upset.
“I did not want anyone to witness me begin re claiming you as my own.
“Reclaim me?!?”
“Yes. You are still mine.”
Panic began to set in. With her dismay came the risk that her powers would fluctuate. This was the exact reason she had escaped Japan without telling him. Sesshomaru would have never agreed to a non-sexual relationship. She knew his instincts would only make him force her to submit if he did agree. She also knew that her own feelings for him would make her give in over and over, solidifying the pain and humiliation that their affair had put them through the first time. Kagome needed to stop this now. “You don’t belong here Sesshomaru-sama. You know what happens to my body when I don’t feel comfortable. Please leave.”
Golden eyes narrowed at the honorific. She hadn’t called him that since the first time he took her. They had given up their innocence to each other. Calling him that name put distance between them, something he had refused to allow after being given the most precious part of her body. “Don’t mock me Koji (little one)."
Ignoring his old nickname for her she assured him. “My lord I’m not mocking you, I am merely giving you the respect your honor deserves.”
“You know better than to speak inferior to me. You are my equal. What happened to Anubis?”
“He was someone that wasn’t supposed to happen. Anubis was wrong. What you're trying to do right now is wrong.”
“Wrong? So I am nothing more than a mistake in your life.”
“You’re not just a mistake, you're a deadly sin. What we did wasn’t right. You have nothing to reclaim, I was never meant to belong to you!," through gritted teeth she ordered, “Get out before I call the guards.”
“You’re not going to call the guards.”
“You think? They are right down the hall. They’ll arrest you if they catch you in here. This is an act of treason.”
“I'm committing treason now?”
“Yes you are on top of me at night without my consent. I consider this an asault and yet you still refuse to release me. You are breaking our most sacred tradition.”
“I don't have your consent?” he whispered.
“No! Sesshomaru-sama I am now ordering you to free me this instant!” She was getting desperate. They both knew she wasn’t going to call the guards. This situation looked too bad and because of their positions Kagome would be seen as the one at fault, not the eldest heir to the western lands. This was bad, he needed to leave before something happened they would regret.
The dog lord reasoned.“If I am truly breaking the laws of the gathering, I must make rectify it. If you gave me your compliance to be on top of you, I would not be committing treason then would I?”
Kagome could only stare up at Sesshomaru speechless. Was he really doing this?
“I’ll take your silence as a yes.” The dog lord lowered himself fully back on top of the bi racial woman and began to lick and nip at her neck. Her sensitive spot was right below her pulse point. She began to twist her head trying to get away from his mouth, but it wasn’t working, he still had her immobilized. Kagome didn’t know what to do. Calling for help was out of the question and not being able to move her body under Sesshomaru’s larger frame didn’t give her many options. Staring at the top of his head, she noted that he was about a size bigger compared to his physic five years ago. He was kissing along her collarbone now, a gasp passing her lips when he lightly bit at her pulse point, causing her jump slightly. Turning her head away from him, Sesshomaru merely started doing the same thing to the opposite side, his tongue following the curve of one of many of her fake light blue markings and smirking as he felt her heart speed up.
She continued to try concentrating on his features rather than the sinful feelings he was arousing in her. When she turned her head once more she saw that Sesshomaru’s hair had gotten longer, now coming to his mid back. Currently his tresses were in low ponytail keeping it out of his face. As he kissed and licked around her neck and collarbone, a familiar haze started to come over her. She was losing this battle. Making another ditch effort, she began bucking up against his legs, trying roll him off her. He felt what she was doing however and realized this wasn’t going to be enough to get her to submit to him.
Five long years since his needs had last been met. He had stayed true to his declaration that he would take no other if he could not have the woman of his choice. In keeping his promise he had scarificed physical pleasure, making him more frustrated and aggressive each day he had to sleep without her. It was time she came back to him. He had planned to retrieve her sooner than this but the death of his grandfather had halted his plans. Shin’ichi’s dying wish was that he not force Kagome to be with him, she would only resent him if he tried. If she returned to his side she would have to convince her that it was okay for them to desire to be with one another. Assurance could come later though, right now is instincts were demanding he relieve both their pent up frustrations.
She was starting to come out of her lust already. Soon she would regain her logic and continue to rebuff him. Knowing this he lifted up quickly moving on to another thing that always made her crave him: seeing him uunclothed. Shrugging off his armani jacket and unbuttoning his red silk shirt he let them drop to the floor revealing his bare chest. Sesshomaru grabbed her hands in his own and laid them flat against his pecs, guiding them over his well defined body. her eyes flew open as she felt the curves and ridges of his anatomy and she looked to see what she was touching. Removing his own hands, he was pleased when she continued to trail her hands along his torso, mesmerized by his physic.
“You’re body’s so different.” Kagome muttered to herself. It had only been a sort time but he had changed so much. His figure had always captured his interest. He was incredible. The haze was getting deeper, replacing her anxiety. His seductions were working. The scar from when she had once lost control and blasted him had finally healed. she could feel his heartbeat quickening as she ran her hand over where it once was.
“Really…”Sesshomaru responded absently. Her touch was starting to arouse him. He wanted to take her now but waited to see what she if she would make the next move.
“Larger...the scars are gone…” she trailed off still feeling his body.
“ I told you that I would heal. I’m sure you’re body has changed as well Koji.”
His words snapped her out of it. She shook her head hard to clear it and began anew trying to get him off of her. Her hands pushed at his chest. “Anubis...we can’t do this...Jun....he needs me... Your family” She whined. Her body was aroused, she could feel the heat pooling between her legs. This was wrong. She would never forgive herself if she gave into the dog demon and mated with him, and after she promised to be another man's date during this event.
He looked annoyed as she mentioned Jun-Long’s name. “Why can't you just submit Koji? You desire me, not that dragon. You want this just as much as I do.”
“...You’re wrong....I don’t want this…”
“Then why do I smell your arousal?” He retorted. Breathing in deeply for emphasis. “You’re already so wet.”
“Get off of me.”
"That is truly what you want."
"Yes!"
“Fine.” Seemingly agreeing with her that this was a mistake, Sesshomaru got completely off of her allowing her to sit up. Kagome was so hot and bothered she was hyperventilating. Her whole body was shaking with need. Her instincts were rising and her purification powers were soon to crop up and try to block her aura. Wanting what she couldn’t have was a bitch. Overheated she snatched off her pashmina and jewelry. Silver heels and hair clip were abandoned next on the floor, leaving her only in her blue dress.
“Now. Leave Anubis.” She ordered once more, taking deep breaths. She needed to control her powers. If she lost control now, she would hurt him again.
“You’re powers are rising dangerously.” He whispered.
“I know.”
“You know I can make it better.” he reminded her.
“I don’t want you to"
“Too bad. You need this.” Saying that, the dog demon swiped his claws at her dress, ripping the entire front of it. Jumping up Kagome covered her breasts in reflex, leaving her nether regions exposed. That dress had been on borrow from a member of Jun’s pack, Liquin. Now she would have to pay $5,000 for a replacement!
“Sesshomaru! Are you insane? I don't own these clothes!” This was getting ridiculous.
“Ever since I was forced to watch in silence while that damnable dragon touched and fondled you, yes.” He answered as casually as one would the weather.
The dog demon ignored the seething woman’s face, instead focusing on her body stopping at her thighs where a small trail of her essence was running down. For some reason she had gone without underwear or a bra. She had matured as much as he had in the half decade they had been apart. Her curves were more defined, and she no had gained a tan from finally being in nthe exposed sun. The cute small pouch of fat she always had still existed because of her love for human food and sedentary lifestyle. He wanted to be inside of her so badly, but if he was going to get his release, Kagome needed pleasure first. She deserved it. With that thought in mind he ripped the last of her dress off her body ignoring her protests.
Picking her up he threw her back on the bed, the mattress breaking her fall. Climbing back on top of her he attempted to kiss her, shrugging as she turned her head and pushed against his chest trying to make him get off. “Keep fighting me woman, all you’re doing is making me want you more.” To prove his statement he rubbed his clothed erection against one of her knees, his hard on making her freeze up. A fresh shot of her arousal reached his senses. He almost had her.
At the feeling of his erection against her, a flashback of his member and the wonderful pleasure it gave her brought the haze back stronger than before. Their first few times had been naturally awkward and mere child’s play compared to their joinings after that initial intimacy. He was an incredible lover and the man had the added benefit of having been her only partner. She was his only too. The demoness wanted that connection back just as much as he did. Kagome couldn't deny she still loved him whether she voiced it or not. What she could do however was control her urges. She was mature enough to understand the consequences of her actions now. Remembering this she tried to make Sesshomaru see that. “If this happens, nothing will change, I won’t return to you or Japan. I’d deny our relationship if anyone asked. I would join Jun’s pack if that's what it takes to prove that there is nothing more between us.”
“As you wish. However we will see if you still feel the same after we’ve finished rutting.”
“Sesshomaru please consider…”
“I’m not arguing this. We both need this. Now lay back and remember what it feels like to have your body loved Koji.” Ending this conversation Sesshomaru forced her face to his and captured her lips, silencing further protests. Getting in a more comfortable position, he straddled her waist while they kissed. Please when he finally felt Kagome giving into the intimate contact. Slowly so that she wouldn’t panic and try to stop him his kisses began to get lower, starting with her jaw, he kissed a slow trail down to her breasts briefly taking a nipple in his mouth and suckling gently. She gasped and tangled her fingers in his hair causing the tie to fall off and free his hair, hiding his face from view. He spent a moment paying attention to both globes, twirling the nipples between his fingers. He gazed up to her face to see frustration written on her features. Kagome was ready for more. Pushing her body up closer to the pillows to give him room, he licked down the center of her body, stopping just above the nest of curls that housed her delicious heat.
Her body was on fire now. Sesshomaru was making this worse, not better. For reasons they still didn’t understand, whenever she was with him, her powers didn’t surge uncontrollably. In her heart she knew it was because there was nothing wrong what they were doing or feeling, but society didn’t see it that way. She had tried multiple times to resist him and protect their reputations, but he knew that they needed this and was unmoving in his position. Knowing all of this, Kagome tried one final time to stop him from crossing this line. “My Anubis...Please..” He ignored her plea. Turning and burying her head in her pillows, she muffled her moans as Sesshomaru’s talented tongue began to work on her for the first time in five years.
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Shame washed over her body when Sesshomaru finally came up for air. Over an hour had been spent with Kagome keeping in her cries of pleasure as he licked her to completion again and again. He hadn’t let up once that entire time he was down there. Everytime she came he merely lapped up her juices, only slowing down his tongue movements for about thirty seconds as a refractory period. She had enjoyed every minute of it, and it was that fact that had tears forming in her eyes. Looking down into her Anubis’s red rimmed orbs she looked horrified seeing his face and chest completed smeared with her bodies honey. From the look he was giving her he was happy in his triumph of giving her body such pleasure. Crawling off the bed Sesshomaru fumbled with his belt and pants button. His pants finally slid off, leaving him as bare as Kagome was. His penis bobbing and twitched slightly, he was fully erect. God the things his dick could do. As many times as they had rutted in the past, she probably wouldn't believe it if someone told her she had been his one and early.
Tears leaking down her tanned cheeks, she turned her head to look at him in all his glory, surprised at the question she impulsively asked. “Where’s Bakusaiga?”
Sesshomaru for the first time tonight seemed surprised. Seeing no reason why he couldn’t answer her question he responded “It’s safely locked up in my room here. I did not want to risk exposing it for the gathering and raising unnecessary speculation.”
“Oh..”
"I am not so stupid as to leave my safeguard so far away from me."
"I'm glad you think that way."
“Yes. Now then. Are you ready for me?”
"I'm scared...."
"There is nothing to be frightened about. You remember the pleasure my member gave you?"
Kagome closed her eyes as the tears ran down harder. Her heart soared and broke at the same time. She had missed him so much. Yet staying away from him was the only way they could go through life with minimal conflict. “.....Yes….” she whispered anyway, the part of her heart that wanted him thanking her for this.
Taking position, Sesshomaru got in between her legs, his member aimed right at her entrance. Gazing into her tear stained face his instincts demanded he ease her inner turmoil. Right then he made a new vow to her. “Koji I will never let what my father did happen to you again. I swear on my life I will kill him or anyone else before I let them raise a hand to you. Kagome it is okay to love me.” Without warning he entered her, a chuckle escaping as she jumped and her eyes widened. Burying himself fully inside of her he pressed their foreheads together, a rare swear word passed his lips. “Fuck. You're so tight.”
It had been too long since he had been inside of her. He could hear her whine of pain. She would have to get reused to their joinings. He had to move in order for it to start to feel good and he nodded when she voiced her permission. Thrusting his hips once he moved around in a twisting motion to help loosen up her tight walls. Sesshomaru could feel Kagome's claws digging into his back as her discomfort rose. Hopefully she wouldn't feel pain much longer. When she finally began to moan in pure pleasure, he begun moving a bit faster, fighting back his intinstics that were urging him to lose control.
Kagome wrapped her arms around his back, embracing the inu demon she loved. He crushed their mouths together as he sped up again, his aura reaching out and caressing her own. His thrusts were well calculated. She could tell he trying to keep himself in check. Normally she would have told him it was okay to let go, but she wanted this to last, it could very well be their true last time together. Soft moans and pants filled the room as the two rutted. A particularly loud groan from him forced her eyes open and she shushed him lightly. They needed to remain quiet so they wouldn't be overheard. Sesshomaru buried his head in her neck to muffle his voice while Kagome was forced to bite into his shoulder as a growl passed her own lips. Feeling her sharp fangs prick his skin the pain made his phallus harden even more. The fact that she was doing so just to keep quiet while he made love to her, oddly turned him on. His movements became faster, surpassing any humans speed. She was so wet he just glided in and out of her.
He had prepared her well, she wasn’t going to come anymore tonight, but the connection that came from their joining was enough to satisfy her. The only sounds heard were the soft slapping as their bodies connected again and again. Kagome lifted her hips slightly so that she could clench her heat tighter around him. He voiced his appreciation for the added pressure, it was just what he needed. Hearing Sesshomaru snort, she realized his was about to come. Wrapping her legs around his waist tight, she clamped down her vaginal muscles hard, intent on draining him of all his essence like he did her. His body spasmed as his orgasm hit, a whine leaving his mouth as the spasms forced his aura to rise. He remained rigid as he continued to come, his seed completely flooding her cavern. Kagome softly whispered his nickname in his ear, unbeknownst to her giving him even more joy. He had missed her just as much as she had him. Moving a few more times as his orgasm came to an end, he let out a chuckle when he felt Kagome still wrapped around his waist. She wanted him to stay inside her. There was no reason not to deny her so he rolled them keeping her on top of him. Pushing back her hair wet with sweat, he casually inquired. "Am I still breaking the gathering's law?"
Now it was Kagome's turn to snort. "Really Sesshomaru-sama?"
"Who?"
"You."
"I'm not Sesshomaru."
"What the hell. How are you not you?"
"I don't want to be Sesshomaru right now. He's back in my father's province. I'm in Hangzhou, China not Tokyo, Japan."
"Well then if you're not Sesshomaru in Hangzhou then who are you?"
"Anubis."
"I'm assuming you'll be Sesshomaru-sama again when you return home than?"
"That depends on what country I'm in."
"What do you mean?"
"Either I'll be Sesshomaru-sama in Japan or continue to be Anubis in Seychelles, it all depends on where you plan to go when this is over."
"Wait, you'd renounce your throne to come with me to Victoria Island?"
"Yes.'
The dog demon would not and could not leave this country without her. He had spent all this time trying to figure out where she had gone. Finding out she would be present at this event had had him looking forward to something in a while. Every lead turned out to be a dead end before he had received this invitation. Everyday he spent alone had slowly begun to eat away at his sanity. He didn’t care if he had to blow up his family's entire province just to scare his kind into tolerating his Kagome. No matter what he had to do he would make her believe once again that their connection wasn’t a mistake. Good thing he had two weeks to convince her so.
A/N: There we go a complete editing! Hope its much better now! Remember this is a once shot I plan on having in between Love Is Not Blind and the sequel which has no name yet because it doesn't exist. Anyway please enjoy! -Theores
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