My secret mate

Chapter 15

I heard a knock at the door and told Sakuya to come in. He walked in with his normal playful aura. “Has there been any news from the front lines?”

“No my lord Yamata says it has been unnaturally quiet.”

“Hmm keep me posted if there is any change, the tiger demons maybe planning something.”

“Yes my lord.” I sighed and was about to get back to my paper work when Sakuya interrupted me. “My lord you should take a break and get some sleep.”

“I know but it is so hard to sleep for very long these days.” Sakuya came around the desk and put his hand on my shoulder.

“My lord, please go get some sleep.” I sighed and nodded and slowly got up to make my way out of my office. Sakuya was trailing behind me most likely making sure I went to bed. “My lord I really wish you wouldn’t run yourself ragged like you are. Lord Inuyasha wouldn’t want you to be so broken when you need to be your strongest.” I stopped and turned around quickly to slam Sakuya up against the stone wall.

“Well Inuyasha isn’t here is he and I don’t need you telling me how to live my life!” I looked at Sakuya and saw no hint of fear from him. He was looking me right in the eyes with a hint of defiance and my inner demon wanted to dominate him to show him his place but I held it back. Looking at Sakuya so close I now noticed how handsome he was with his blood red hair with black tips and bright green eyes. I would love to see his hair spread out on the bed with his green eyes glazed over with lust up under me. No, what am I thinking! I could never betray Inuyasha by taking another lover. I shook my head and backed away from Sakuya. I turned around to continue my trek to my room. When I entered my room I prepared for bed but I did not get a wink of sleep.

The sun began to rise and I got out of the bed to return to my office. When it was time for breakfast I went down to the dining hall where my children were waiting for me to arrive to begin eating. Just looking at my children and seeing how much they look like Inuyasha made me feel even guiltier about my thoughts of Sakuya. As I watched my children eat I vowed that I would avoid Sakuya and hopefully these thoughts and feelings would go away.

Over the next few weeks that I was at the manor I avoided Sakuya like the plague. I didn’t know if anyone noticed my strange behavior but I also didn’t care. I spent most of my time either with my pups or in my office. I had thought that my plan was flawless, and that I had successfully managed to avoid contact with Sakuya but I did not expect that the night before I was to go back to the front lines that Sakuya would storm into my office and demand to know why I was avoiding him. “How dare you barge in here without permission!”

“I dare because I thought we were friends! Friends should not avoid each other and definitely shouldn’t hide from each other! What is your problem?”

“You want to know my problem is well here it is! You make me weak! I look at you and feel desires I shouldn’t feel! I will not betray Inuyasha by allowing my desired to overcome me!” Sakuya just stood there looking at me in amazement.

“I don’t know what to say.”

“You do not need to say anything just leave me in piece.”

“Well I will say this Inuyasha wasn’t the type of person that would ever expect you to stay faithful to him even after his death. He would want you to find someone to love you and care for you. Also I wouldn’t be averse to being courted.” Sakuya left my office and I was left with a lot to think about. Although Inuyasha did say he wanted me to move on with my life after he died but I don’t know if I’m ready to start another relationship. Also I don’t know how the children would feel about me dating someone. I guess I should ask them how they would feel about maybe getting a stepfather. I sighed and sat back at my desk and thought about my pans for the future. The next day before I left to go back to the battle field I went and had a little talk with my pups. I sat them down and said, “I have been thinking about maybe pursuing a relationship with Sakuya how do you guys feel about that?” Momoko was the first one to say something.

“What about mama Yasha I thought he was your mate?”

“Sometimes when one of the mating pair dies the other partner can find another mate.”

Kiyoshi was the one to answer for them all, “Father if you want to mate with Sakuya then its fine with me.” My other two pups nodded with agreement. I sighed with relief that my pups were okay with the soon to be change with the family.

“What should we call him father?” Yoshiharu asked.

“You will call him Sakuya until the day we decide to bond then you can ask him what he wants you to call him.” I say before I hug my three pups and kissed them on the head. After saying my goodbyes to them I left in search of Sakuya. I found him practicing his fighting in the dojo. I watched him for a little while enjoying his graceful movements before I interrupted him. “Sakuya”

“Yes my lord.”

“I need to have a word with you.” Sakuya put down his weapon and asked me what was on my mind. “I have been thinking a great deal about what you said and I have decided that you are right and I would be honored if you would allow me to formally court you.” Sakuya smiled and nodded before bowing.

“I would be honored my lord.”

“You may call me Sesshomaru. Although I am glad you have accepted my proposal I regret that I cannot stay I am needed back in battle.”

“Of course Sesshomaru I look forward to your return.”

“As do I.”

“Farewell.”

“Goodbye.” I turned to leave but a hand on my sleeve stopped me. “Wait before you leave I would like to give you something to remember me by.” Sakuya leaned up and kissed me on the lips. At first the kiss was chaste but it soon grew passionate. We were soon forced apart by the need to breathe. My body throbbed with passion and lust.

“That is something I definitely shall not forget.” Sakuya smiled and I left before I was too overcome with lust to leave. I made my way to the border line to hopefully end this war quickly.

It took another two years before the war ended. By that time my relationship with Sakuya gradually increased. I tried to not treat Sakuya any differently when it came to council business but in private we were totally different. The pups had gotten closer to him and generally loved him and treated him like family. Whenever I was home when I wasn’t busy you could find us all together sitting in the garden looking like a normal family. Now that the war is over I’ve been thinking about asking Sakuya to mate with me but I don’t know if I am really totally over Inuyasha. I am interrupted from my thoughts by a knock on the door to my office. “Come in”

“Ah I thought I would find you here.” Sakuya had a huge smile on his face that light up the room just like Inuyasha’s could. “Sessh what is wrong?”

“I need my best friend to talk to but I don’t know if I can because that friend also happens to be my lover, and my relationship is what I’m worried about.”

“Sessh you know you can ask me anything no matter what it is even if it’s about us.” I sigh and decide to unburden myself finally.

“You know I love you Sakuya, and I want to ask you to formally mate with me but I don’t know if I’m fully over Inuyasha. I don’t want to go to the next level without knowing fully that I won’t regret it.”

“Sessh you’ll never be totally over Inuyasha. He is the mother to your pups and your first mate but just because you’re not completely over him doesn’t mean you haven’t moved on and can mate again.”

“I am glad you think so and I hope you’ll consider becoming my mate.”

“Sessh there isn’t anything to consider of course I’ll become your mate.” Sakuya walked over to me and kissed me passionately on the lips. I backed him into my desk then picked him up and sat him on the desk. We continued kissing with his hands tangled in my hair while I began peeling off his clothes. When his chest was bare for me I brought my hands up to play with his nipples which were very sensitive. Sakuya broke the kiss to shout his pleasure and I began to suck and bite at his neck where my mating mark was soon to be. I could smell his arousal increasing and feel his manhood harden against my own. I began taking his pants off and soon he was naked and there for the taking. I took in his naked body and noticed that his length was a little above average but nowhere near as big as mine. “I feel lonely being the only one naked here.”

“Well let’s not keep you being lonely.” I stripped out of my clothes quickly before returning to my position between Sakuya’s legs. He began caressing my body making his way to my cock which was standing at attention. I moaned when he grasped me firmly and began to stroke. I kissed him and began caressing him and stroking his cock. I reached inside the side draw to find the lube and applied it to my fingers. I pushed Sakuya down to lay flat against the desk and inserted one finger at a time until I had all three inside him. I made sure to brush against his prostate so I could hear the wonderful sounds of Sakuya screaming his pleasure to the world. I gently removed my fingers and replaced them with my cock slowly easing it inside one inch at a time until I was fully seated inside his nice tight ass. When he was finally adjusted to my length I began thrusting slowly at first until I couldn’t take the slow pace anymore and began speeding up until Sakuya was constantly screaming with pleasure at every thrust. When I knew we were both getting close I leaned over Sakuya’s body, and when we both came I bit into the left side of his neck releasing a small amount of my poison out enough to mark him, and to leave a visible scar. When our breathing slowed down I got off of him, and helped him off the desk. We both got dressed, and made our way to my room which was now our room.
As we our laying in bed next to each other Sakuya cuddles up next to me puts his head on my shoulders and says, “I love you Sessh, and I’m glad I’ll be spending the rest of my life with you.”

“I love you too, and I’m also glad I can spend the rest of my life with you.”


AN: Sorry for not updating for awhile I just haven't been in the mood. I hope you like the new chapter please review. ^_^